finally got my router workin again

after 2 sleepless nights... figuring out wat's wrong, i finally managed to get my internet connection back... all thanks to 1 single word tt i put wrong....
and e mmt i rectified, the first thing tt came to my mind: programming... kaoz... i was like debuggin a program...haha... but lucky now can surf liao...
but still got a prob...cannot access nus secure sites... dunno wth is wrong... sickening... use vpn also cannot... use liao like worse.
tired... going to sell sausages on 30th n 31st loh, at boon lay place.. anyone pop by go look for me hor...hee...
adieu~

bad days...

been having bad days recently... everything's seems to be going against me... haiz... so sickening. searched high n low for stuffs at home... then now, format comp, stupid router dunno why cannot config... argh~~~

internet has really made connectivity very good... and now the loss of it sure makes ppl feel annoyed... imagine tt you do not have ur handphone... can you "survive" in the society?

all these computer stuffs always said to be very user friendly and easy...but i feel that, no leh... it's not exactly user friendly. esp when an error occurs... all those funny terms start to pop up... how the hell i know wat those stuffs are.... i don meddle wif that everyday loh... haiz... sickening.

those sickening modules starting also.... ahhhhhhhhhhhh

merry merry xmas, lonely lonely xmas

spent my days playing maple story..haha... shiet...
and i got a 'B'ig present from santa... think my clue very obvious lah...

average out to a really 'B' present.
now, i'm getting closer to the 3rd division... i'm not in this league....
think my Chu river Han border theory is becoming true.... how huh? although the Han thrives in the end... but... this time round, history seems to be going to be rewritten by us...

.....searching for a direction......

42 more hours

it's 42 more hours to disclosure.... time sure flies
it's only 1 & 1/2 years left.
can i find the direction in my life?
do i have wat it takes?

pondering me

The Alchemist

just finished readin the book The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. definitely a great book. it's about a boy who goes in pursuit of his dream n e difficulties he faced. recommend to all to read.

OCC aftermath

went for Old Clothes Collection today at Julong West... for Engin Club... turnout was ok... but the volume turnover ... not desirable... proceedings went to Ren Ci Hospital, and there were volunteers asking for donations yest for them.. hee...
It was the shortest ever OCC i done... ended all at ard 2 plus...
my team finished our 6 blks in ard 3 hrs plus... dooh, not even noon time and over liao? so went to help other teams who haven finish lo...

results coming out in few days time!!!! how???? cham lah....
but i like cant be botherd leh....how huh... next sem's modules like heck care also....VIP nvr go prepare... think end up working for profs in nus liao, and not in outside coy... haha

Back from SLC

so many days nvr update my blog... getting lazy as usual, and keeping myself busy playing maple story..haha
anyway, i was away from 14-16 dec for SLC, or student leaders camp... organized by PRU. spend those 3 days 3 nites at costa sands east coast... had a good time, made some new frenz.... so coincident, in the same group as sinchang... think we made our facilitator go crazy...haha. but there were some hiccups in the camp though.
but overall it's good lah...
next time ard school can say hi to more ppl liaoz...hee.

aftermath of nite cycling

as usual, i was undertaking the role of the last man... hee... always like to be the last man leh... cos no worries of other ppl riding behind me... although the danger thing is , if got vehicle knock, i'll be the first... =X

finally managed to fix my seat to the optimal height liao... now cannot reach grd when mounted on the seat..haha.. but the riding will be more comfy... not so tiring on my legs...although still tired...haha

but i still a bit not zai leh... especially with obstacles course...haha... don't like to manuvere ard those small paths, with poles or watever stuffs sticking out of the grd... block my passage... always feel like i'm going to crash into them.. haha...

no going ubin this sat liao... no ppl to go wif... postpone till after xmas bah. hope xmas will be enjoyable...haha... maybe end up playing maple story. =[

Fish n Co

so full last night... after the great meal of seafood platter and mussels side dish... finger-licking good..had an outing with my yep trip teammates at fish n co... a great time there... so many of us turned up... and the staffs arranged special seats in a corner outside the glasshouse for us..haha. lucky no smokers ard ... otherwise i'll be sianz...

and we distributed the handmade bracelets from amit, our friend we made in India... the money raised will be to helped those kids there... and i got 2... can go give ppl...hee

after tt we went to this cafe beside plaza sing... one of the shops there... think was called bakerzin or what... and had some drinks there. quite a cozy place to sit down n chat... and heard they sell nice n delicious cakes... but i din try..cos don wanna spend too much..

oh yah, afternn went for this cycling workshop held by cycling subclub...learnt some interesting things there.. about maintenance of bikes n such... wah.. din know abt some very advanced stuffs...

ok, think i end here... ohh, tues going nite cycling... cannot go camp comm outing... =[

hopefully this coming sat can go ubin ...

is it telepathy, fate or just plain coincidence?

hmm... does telepathy between 2 person happens? when you thought of someone long and hard, and that person appears... hmm....wonder if this ever happens to anyone?

the moment i added the person, and there the person is... can it be telepathy? or fate? or just plain coincidence... haha... i wonder.... i ponder...

btw, the incredibles was really funny... the bad guy reminds me of a character from dragonball Z... took me a while to recall...haha... keep finding him familiar... wonder if you pplz think the same way... if you recall how Da-er (Vegeta) looks like... ^_^

playing maple story

as i write this post, i'm playing maple story... a fun online game... quite cute leh... it's unlike some other online games as it's a 2D interface... guess it's good in the sense tt no complicated stuffs... it's an rpg game... haha... don know how long i going to play it...

exams are over!

finally... it's all over... but the process of the last n final piece of the "jig-saw" was tormentous... horrendous... it's the first time that i was so stumped by the qns... i had plenty of time... not going thru my answers.. but staring at the qns... cos i had zero output...

the paper was a real killer... guess i shook my head during that 2 hours more than i ever did for my entire life. the thought of my first failed module keep coming to my mind... " am i the only one ? in the whole class of 40... who does not know how to do those qns? am i going to fail? wat am i supposed to do? "

it was only after the whole paper, tt i realised majority of us had left much blanks... and it really killed us all. normally after last paper, everyone will feel relaxed n overjoyed.. but this time we all, at least a few of us... don feel tt way... but still, it's over... and so better than have this paper in the middle, and affect the other later papers.

gonna get busy this dec... got much club stuffs to settle... thinking of VIP... if i'm gonna try for IBN, i must start preparations.. and resume now... and apply... or shld i just stick with profs from our division? still pondering...

p.s.
anyway, engin club organizing nite cycling on 7th dec... anyone interested to go? $12 for those renting the bike as well.. $2 for those with own bike...(for admin charges lah) can get ur frenz/ ur the other half to go along... enjoy the nite breeze...

last paper left

finally the last paper is coming... biothermodynamics... yeah open book... no need to memorise all the stuffs... unlike the anatomy and biomaterials...
but biomaterial was generally ok i guess... wasn't too tough... but of course i not implying it's easy...haha...
as for anatomy... i think is more or less fixed that the bunch of us going to be the cushion... but still, let's pray and hope for the impossible, and we all manage to get into the middle layer... become some myocardium, or middle circular muscle layer... or watever... sux... how come all those stuffs still inside?

keep wasting my time away

it's already a saturday already... and my first paper is next tues... and as usual, i'm still lazing ard most of the time. i just don have the discipline and mood to study... all those memorising is so sickening... esp anatomy. starting to hate it... so end up i'll just read through, and try to memorise the bits n pieces of the small details.

feel so lost. keep endulging in sanguo10.... help me~

recently the case of huang na's "bai jin" case being raised like a big hoo haa... sometimes, i just can't understand those ppl, why are they making a big fuss, because her father said to give part of the money to charity? come on ppl, if u're really so into charity... then u can just donate directly to charity... why the trouble? if you seriously wanna give the "bai jin", then just give n that's it... no one put a gun in your head to make you give anyway. they already lost a beloved child.. are all these money going to bring their daughter back? I'm sure they'll be more than willing to give up tt sum of token money and more, if it can be exchanged for their daughter.

a lot of ppl tried to help find the little girl, after the media's exposure. but very often, in our daily life, we see a lot of ppl on the road who needs our help, but does anyone bother to lift a finger to help them out? it can be as simple as giving up your seat. i remembered my friend telling me abt a small accident. a biker slipped on the road, and was injured. a lot of ppl just stand around, staring at him, and not lending any help. my friend went up to help him lift up the bike, which was a very big and heavy one, and thus had difficulty.. and the biker himself had to come over to help out, and that is to help out himself... why are the other passerbys doing nothing?

is it our society , that is the problem? or maybe it's because helping out ppl is so extraordinary that no one wants/dares to do it?

I really hope that our society can become a more gracious one, but well, we all know that it's impossible to attain utopia. but regardless of that, we must still strive for a gracious society. we're all human beings... a single human race.

most hardworking day of the semester

Today surely is my most hardworking day for the sem, academically... managed to study whole afternn, and of course, the night... and i managed to finish tutorials for biomechanics... Yeah~!!!
been studyin in clubroom this whole day... really a sense of achievement... haha.
now still here, gonna stay overnight... had dinner with bie brothers at fong seng just now...

2 more weeks to end of exams... really hope for it to end soon... can just ffwd time to 2 weeks later? so tt i can be spared the agony of the exams.

Will I waste away my weekend again?

Finally, the cuttelfish anchor is over, and last test is over also. Quite happy that the test was relatively alrite. Anatomy results are out, and like KH said, "as usual, the yr 2's trash the yr 3's ...again"
kinda sad? hmm, well, mixed feelings abt this CA... thought might do slightly better, but i guess the yr2's and the pharmacy ppl are really super piang... or their RAM super fast n got super big HDD. but din really feel sad abt not doing as well as hoped for, cos, as usual for this sem, i didnt put in max effort i wld say.

Somehow, i keep feeling this sem a bit more relaxed academically... in terms of workload.... maybe it's cos I had been leech-ing on the others? waiting for them to finish the work first, then "reference" from them. but i do minimal of that though..haha, in case ppl think bad of me.
was totally unlike last sem, where i studied even in Sat during non exam/tests days during the sem... and consider this sem, exam coming, but still so diao er lang dang...

can some kind soul come and discipline me? or, can i be disciplined?

Done with my chicken bone lab report!

Yeah, finally, the dreaded chicken bone lab report has been cleared... i'm not going to change anything liaoz...don care even if it's wrong...haha...it's the longest ever report i had done.. 17 pages .... although it fades in comparison to ppl's 25 pgs report lor... =d
but then again, they're the hardworkin ones, wheareas i'm the acad-lazy person.

some of my BIE brothers told me they wrote a lot for the feedback, which is a great thing... cos i din write much... and feel bad... cos this feedback shld be done properly... but i was doing "the chicken bone" then, so wanted to chope chope finish the feedback... like go through motion... thus the qualitative part i din have much input... apologies to all for not doing a proper feedback.

as i look out the window of my room, i can see the LRTs being trial run... hopefully starting soon, then can save on bus concession for sem period...
the sky is overcast... going to rain soon...

few weeks back, went for the seminar organized by jeff.. got that fat guy, forgot his name liaoz, promoting for the author of rich dad poor dad.. robert kiyosaki.. then few days back on straits times, i saw his comment... he said tt to be rich, you must mix ard with those who wants to be rich... don't mix with the losers.
guess it can apply to acad as well... as u can see... those with poor results seem to stick together.. but are they losers? maybe academically-wise... or maybe in all factions of life...
but i was quite against wat he said abt losers... it's like predujice against the poor. so being a poor man, and if you wanna be rich, you should suck up to the rich? and look down on your fellow poor frenz?
Maybe it's cos i don have that "$ sense" in me, i feel tt a meaningful life is not about that dollar sign... but ppl keep emphasising successful as being extremely rich.. why is that so? issit the society? or maybe it's cos in our so developed life, money is the driving factor for everything. tt's why being successful wld be to be rich.

ok, i shall wait for comments on tt... as of now, while i'm writing this passage, i'm also reading on the polling issue of BIE 3 biothermodynamics... guess i'll comment on tt in my next post.

now, i shall go read thru the details...

quote by kitty wong: "can't live happily under one roof meh?"

Blog is up~

After some delay, as usual of me... I finally got a blog up and going... haha... but exams coming , so i can't do much layout alterations to it right now... wait till after exams, when i free, then do something nicer, and customized.

Had presentation today, for my BN3101 module, the design project module, where we dealt so much with shoulder dislocation...
It's through this module that I had finally done a short flash item for usage...
but upon seeing a classmate's flash for his whole presentation... wah, really kan2 bai4 xia4 feng1. totally impressed....

An amazing thing happend jus now... while i close a msn conversation window, suddenly tons of pop up saying msn runtime error, and msn shutdown...kaoz...what's going on? hmm... funny things been ard the net.

Ok, tt's all for today... hope I'll find time to update this blog... haha.

Regards,
JSheng