Merry Christmas

Its another time of the year whereby
we started to think of new year resolutions.
we started to look back what we have achieved for this one whole year.

There is one saying :
Don't ever look back,keep looking forward.
For whichever wishes that you have made for the coming new year,
I wish all your dreams come true.
Dreams and wishes are always beautiful to me.
And I shall believe that dreams and wishes keep us going and moving forward.

My new year resolutions,am not gonna to reveal it here.
I have decided to keep it safely in Jesus's hands.

CountdownING...
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to all~
Treasure the beautiful moments.
For time will never comes back.

Till then.
xoxo
Little Miss J

His Abundance Blessings

I have been a Christian since young.I grow up in a Christian family.
Until today,am still one.The Lord that I believe in is someone who is fair and justice,someone who is loving like a Father,
someone who gave everything just to save us,sinners.

In my life journey,I always take everything for granted.
Thinking that everything that I have is deserved.
When others are having things that I don't have,
sometimes I get jealous.
I never take a close look at what I am having,
that others are not having.
Am such a rebellious daughter isn't it?

After I graduated from Uni,my "interesting life" begin.
Coming to live in this city,is a choice of mine.
I knew Lord opened the way for me too.
I came here and settled down safely.
I knew the Lord never leaves me,
even though He knew slowly I have become from a sheep to a goat.Slowly,I am straying away from Him.
Slowly,I have stop hungering for His words.
And I don't know what is His Will in my life.

Today at this moment,
I am at a crossroad.
Not knowing what is my next move.
I do have a career,
but I am not satisfy with it.
I wish to pursue higher quality lifestyle,a higher status,living in a glam world.
My relationship life is in a disaster.
God wants me to make a choice.

I finally sit down,
starting to think carefully.What have I been doing all these while?
Lord must be very disappointing with me.
I couldn't bear to think that its time.
Time to really repent....
Time to come back to Your side.
To become a good daughter of Yours.

Lord,
In time of difficulties...
Guide me.
Hold me.Mould me.And I shall again be a honourable child of Yours.
Keep my head up and with a humble heart.
Lord,am coming back to You again.
Without You,my life would not be complete.
There is no one else for me,none but Jesus.....

Answer

Turn your eyes on Him, He will strengthen you,
Jesus said, "You're blessed when you feel you've lost what is most dear to you. Only then can you be embraced by the One most dear to you. (Matthew5:4- MSG Bible)


We all need answers.
I think I have found it.

爱与生命

I am waiting for Breaking Dawn to be screened in Malaysia's cinema.

Its on the 24th November 2011.

Am not really a big fans of Twilight.How I got hook on?

Initially,I watched the first movie,then second,third and

here comes the fourth one.

I just can't help myself but to follow through the story.

I didn't read nor watch the trailer.

I am just looking forward to the movie.

A song in Breaking Dawn

which I would listen over and over again.

如果你的人生只有3-4个月或是六个月那么长，

你会怎么做？

如果换做现在是我，

我会怎么做？

我终于看完了这部韩剧：女人的香气

眼泪跟着剧情流啊流

让我更感到生命的短暂

时间永远流逝的太快了

我的心也希望故事里的女主角一样

那么美

里面的爱情故事

也好美好美~

看人生也可以是从另一个角度去看

努力地奋斗下去

珍惜每一个时刻，人，事，物

相信这部戏也可以帮助许多的癌症患者

看到生命的希望

用积极的态度去面对人生

奇迹是自己去创造的

我更加知道

一颗温暖的心

可以令世界不一样

可以令你身边的人幸福

我纵然此刻前途迷茫

始终都没那位女主角来的惨

我不应该再继续的埋怨了

生活不管如何还是要过下去

不要后悔自己所走的每一步路

这样生命才会完整~

心里最挂念的还是他。。

好想他。我爱你~

做功课

年初一很快就要到了

又是我做功课的时间

深怕买错款

就时尚不了了

所以呢..

马来西亚版的Mina check!

Vivi check!

Harper's Bazaar check!

瑞丽 check!

必读

或者你也可以参考

Citta Bella

Nu You

Female

Cleo

Seventeen

New Tide

女人我最大马来西亚版

With

Ray

etc etc.....

好多好多~

最后

谁不想变成

漂亮美眉

加油哦

爱。美丽。女人。时尚。甜美。帅气。气质

实力，梦想， 漫长的路

今天是阴天，阴阴的星期六。

期待这三天的假期很久了。

可是心里怎么都乐不起来。

好懒好懒，

我只想睡觉，然后忘记一切的烦恼。

就在昨天，

在职场上见识到“黑暗”的一面。

我这单纯的心灵

受到了算蛮大的打击。

那个女人越界，管到别人的头上

连我也被牵扯进去

被她问到无语轮次

不知背后是什么居心，

难不成想报仇？

那个女人外表靓丽

可是嘴巴却是毒的不得了

要风得风，要雨得雨

她想要什么，你就要做的到给她

她只对对她有益处的人笑脸。

你说现实不？狠毒不？

顿时觉得自己是不是应该心机一点

才能在这个公司存活

可是不管怎么想，

这不符合圣经的教导

我是公司里唯一一个基督徒

再不做光做盐，恐怕神会彻底对我失望

我不配做祂的儿女

我不明白自己到今天

为什么还没放下

所以才来这里写一写

告诉自己

写完也就放下了

我真的很谦卑在这间公司开始我毕业后的第一份工作

可是没想到公司里的黑暗，让我的志气受挫了一大截

很不明白，甚至觉得很不公平为什么可以就靠巴结人来得到肯定

我不会巴结人

我只会老实的做工

实现梦想。。

这条路真的很漫长

愿神保守我，

更加的坚强，不掉入魔鬼撒旦的网罗

记得一个信念：成功是出自于神，不能单凭自己的实力。

很长的一篇。

其实我保留了很多都没写完，

写到这我真的该放下了。

Inspirational visual : Trendsetter

Sometimes you don't need to be named as Kate Moss,

you would be able to rock your outfits too.

Provided that you have a sharp sense towards what's in trend at the moment.

Me,

inspired by ordinary people most of the time.

Vintage,me love.

Share with you all some photos I found inspiring to me.

photo sources :unknown

I love maxi dress and now here comes the maxi skirt.

Coral orange colour is a must.

It carries out your personality easily and brightens up your skin tone.

V-i-n-t-a-ge

Fashion is a cycle.

Now we are going back to retro style.

Elements :High waist skirt,polka dots,lacey socks,wooden wedges,maxi dresses with denim

Clean,sleek boyish short hair can go girlie and elegant too.

I have few gfs who dont dare to wear dress after cutting their hair short similar to this length.

C'mon,look at her...

Her feminity is 100%

She is definitely a muse.

I love her whole outfit.That is very me..minus the short hair part.

Cause I am going to keep shoulder length from now on.

I love navy blue high waist skirt & her red pumps too.

Am recently very into red.

Last but not least,

I pierced my ears today.

Hope the wounds would recover smoothly.

I can't wait to try on all those cute earrings.

p/s : I have just started my new year shopping.

Don't start it too late.

Last minute shopping always makes you ended up with having more regretted items in your wardrobe.

Sharpen your senses before you spend.

There goes my good girl.

Till then.

Hope you like my post ^^

我不是千金小姐

不好意思，这是我的素颜照

我不是千金女孩，更不是拜金女孩

可是就是有那么几天

想把自己打扮一番

或是买一些小物来过一过购物瘾

最近入手的是一个简单的镶钻长项链，一个怀旧复古风的戒子

不要误会我这么阔气有小钱买金或钻

当然不是真的金或钻。。都说了是小物。。哈哈

这些小物真的是很精致，才让我忍不住下手了。

还有我收藏发箍

那个深蓝色编带发箍也是和小物一起入手的。

重点是价格不贵

开心^^v

他也是我的心头爱

有钱都买不到的爱

爱如此奇妙的一个字

当中的酸甜苦辣

让我们长大了

所以我说

小幸福

胜过一个拜金生活

千金小姐这个名词

始终和我搭不到

我还是做好张家大小姐好了

不是拜金的大小姐

而是朴实的大小姐

Busy like a beee-eee

Hi peeps,

its just takes me ages to come back to this blogsphere

and now I always update my facebook more than this blog.

Maybe facebook can come out with this thing called blogbook.

I think it sounds nice tho~

I am just lazy to update.

Nowadays life is just busy with our own work.

The moment u close ur eyes sleeping,u r thinking about work.

The moment u open ur eyes waking up,u r dealing with your work.

The so called working life.

I want to have some private time to develop my own skills.

As in coding for my own blog new skin.

I really desire to buy private time from my company.

Its Impossible,isn't it?

More & more people around me are getting married.

How about me?

I wish i have more time to think about it.

The biggest hindrance to me is still WORK.

Lord,bless me with more wisdom please.

&

Lazy bug stop bugging me please.

Will surely come back for more updates if possible.

Till then.

Runway perhaps

First time listening to indie and I fall in love with it

Discovered this song on Fly FM while I was driving

and rhythm reminds of me some Runway shows

If I am a designer now

I would definitely choose this song as one of my runway songs

Foster the People is an American indie pop band formed in year 2009.

Members of the band are Mark Foster, Mark Pontius ,and Cubbie Fink.

海枯石爛 by Olivia Ong

這幾天你在那個城市天氣一定晴朗

因為你就是個太陽

有空想念我的話就上線來說晚安

讓夢裡星光燦爛

別再擔心我什麼了 別把我寵壞

只要你平安回來 就夠浪漫

這幾天沒有你在當然有些平淡孤單

但我感謝這孤單

讓我更加確定你是我缺少的那一半

完整我的那一半

不怕明天的世界 會變成怎樣

每天看見你笑臉 我就心安

不管外面的世界 想變成怎樣

我們還有我們的 小小天堂

我有你放在心上 生命就有了重量

風來也不會飄盪

一起看海枯石爛 一起等地老天荒

慢慢愛 不慌不忙

我有你守在身旁 眼睛就可以勇敢

看歲月怎麼漫長

就算真海枯石爛 就算已地老天荒

還相愛 就沒遺憾(不遺憾)

很美的歌词对吧？

这是我现在一直在听的歌

而且重点是百听不厌

很能代表我心情的一首歌

没听过的朋友

一定要听听看~

没想到Olivia唱华语歌这么好听

我在工作的时候，这首歌让我感到平静

~感动呐~

分享

我想我人生中最喜欢做的事就是~分享~

偷偷告诉你，我最厉害的就是挖掘部落格

这么久都没更新部落格的我

其实还是很活跃在部落格网络中

当我找到很不错的部落格时

我就会很开心的把它bookmark 起来,深怕它会不见了似的

今天要跟大家分享的的呢，就莫属这个部落格了

Asian Models

摘之Asian Models

其实我们不需要消费太多钱在时尚杂志上

况且这个部落格的update都是最新的

想要更认识现在时尚圈里的top名模

相信你常上这个部落格，你就会知道了

blindfold

There are so many truths that I have heard tonight..

After all..I wish I could evaporate into the air....as if I never exist before

There's lot of pressure in front of me

I wonder if I could get through

I really feel hurt...I am being hurt badly....

My heart is bleeding

I know I will never be able to replace that girl...... whoever she is....

Because there is no reason for me to exist...

If time could rewind,I wish I am blind...

and then I couldn't see the love in front of me at that moment...

Would things be different now?

I dislike the surname L-x-K-x

I dislike myself.

冷漠

我只能用这两个字来形容现在的情况

我感觉不到那温暖的心

突然好怕

为什么我就这么没有用。。

回头·

题目写着回头，

现实的世界不允许我回头看，

因为一回头，

心里总是充满了百般的不舍

总是怀念许多的人，事，物

当你自己身在其中的时候

你根本就觉得那是理所当然的

一直到。。。失去了以后。不管你怎么追。。

都回不来

好想念在他怀抱里的感觉

感觉他的体温

听着他的心跳

然后他轻轻的吻在我的额头

在他的怀抱里

我是他的女人

也是他宠爱的宝贝

远距离

让我们的爱情站在悬崖

一不小心就会跌得粉身碎骨

如今我渐渐的忘了

或许他也渐渐的忘了

我们彼此留下的味道

可是我不想放弃

我拼了命在悬崖拉着爱情

我们的意见坚持不下的时候

就是给机会让爱情掉下悬崖

我觉得当我再看到他的时候

眼泪会不停的掉

仿佛思念已化成了眼泪

这条路很漫长

当我们踏上这条路的时候

就没有的回头了

前面是一片的雾

一片迷茫

我希望在雾的尽头

是他在等着我

beauty/fashionholic

Today I told my neighbour in the office that I want to join beauty pageant.

She said I am still young so i have a lot of chance.

So tomorrow,

my beauty regime start!

keeping fit not only boost up one's confidence

its also a healthy move.

I wanna lost weight,I want to have my beautiful skin back.

Huh.lotsa wanna..going on and on.

So what is the reward when I achieved my goal?

I am gonna take a set of my profile and go for casting.

BIG challenge huh?

Wish me luck then.*wink wink*

cross fingers that i dont give up throughout the way.

Stop and stare

I stopped blogging.Maybe u would be wondering..
Too bad it has not come to this stage whereby I wanted to shut down my blog.
Blogging has once become a habit of mine and its so hard to get rid of it once you picked it up.
It could be addictive but not as addictive as drug,just sometimes.
Its a platform for me to share what i see and what is in my mind.
Bear with me readers, for always playing MIA.
I sincerely apologize about this.
Have been waiting for a good camera so that i can start blogging properly.
But I dont know when can I get it.
Tell u what I wanna be a celebrity blogger and get invited to events.Becoming a celebrity blogger does need a good camera.

Option 1 : Olympus Pen

Option 2 : Lumix GF2

I love attending events and dolling up myself.Typical girl right?

People come and go in my life.
Since Uni until now,I met hundreds or it could be thousand of new people.
Some leave you with good impression and some bad ones.Most of the time,we chose the lovely ones.
Well,we just can't avoid this situation as God places these people in the midst of us in order to teach us the greatest homework and that is LOVE.Your neighbour.

In Late Night Alumni fever.
Fashion fever has never gone away from me,fret not its high fever all the time.
I like and dislike September.Age has becoming more sensitive.
But I determined as I am aging,I want to become prettier and more mature,having more wisdom.I prefer wisdom rather than knowledge.Cause God's word is the source of wisdom.Nothing beats wisdom.

Love is a chemical substance that no one can ever solved.
The chemical reaction can be so strong that men and women could be drowned in it,spinned around..
Its either pain or too sweet....
Love it or hate it...it surrounds us.

Another randomness of her

Tutu Skirt

~My current loves~

Ganbateh for my diet plan~

I can look better in it.

blek XD

Till then.

Short update from me

似乎

似乎已经累到麻木了。。

似乎已经不知道自己的目标在哪儿了。。

似乎每天只有麻目的过生活。。

似乎。。。

已经很久没有静下来好好的思考

已经没有和久违的朋友好好的谈谈天

今晚在这里吐心事。

只想有人静静的听

我·心里·的·那一把声音

很想念大学生活。。

但我知道我回不去了。。

唯有尽力的去体会现在的生活。

从中找寻乐趣。。

人生真·的不只是只有吃，喝，玩，乐

人生也不真·的只有酸甜苦辣。。

人生是超过这些形容词所能形容的。。

人生。。一语·道不·尽。。

Long Time No See

This is the place whereby I found the joy to relieve my tired soul.

Been to two different Methodist churches last weekend.

Indeed I am glad that in this big city

I still have nice places to worship Him

Our Father Almighty

Without Your guidance

I would not have come to this far

Looking back the journey behind me

I knew You were there

to guide me all the time

I fell down

You raise me up again

For You loved me so much

Teach me how to live a life

that can glorify Your name.

Met up with my lovely sister,Fenice.

Knowing that she and her husband have another new plan,

I am surprised at the same time happy for the two of you.

But deep inside my heart,

I still feel "bu she de"

because it means we cant meet up that often.

But anyway,

You will always be kept in my prayer.

Lastly,

I had made a visit to Kajang and taste the famous Kajang Satay.

Took this pic in front of the Kajang satay shop.

Miss me or not?

For missing in blogsphere for such a long time.

Please tell me you do.

And I will miss you back.

Till then.

Miss me not?

Back to the blogsphere,

I would say i missed writing here a lot.

My passion towards fashion seem to die off.

I need to update myself again soon.

Reviving soon.

How's life has been treating you all so far?

For me,there are surprises and challenges everyday.

Laughters N tears.

Basically I also made myself living in the company already.

Coming up I am really looking forward to the beach trip.

No bikinis.But i hope i can post some nice sunset photos.

So stay tune.

I know my readers number could be 0...

Will try to be rajin a little bit in keeping my blog alive.

Till then.

Just to let you know that Little Miss J is fine here.

久违了

好久没有上来写写字了。

文笔有那么一些些的羞涩了。。

近来的我，

生活就给了工作。

周末就是教会。

很想念做学生的生活老实说。

人在异乡，

心里除了挂念家人，他也占据了一部分。

好想念他，虽然偶尔我们会有吵架的时候，

但是我们还是一直在学习进步中。

现在两个人都在工作了，

未来的计划或许可以慢慢的实现。

求神带领。

身在这个大城市中

真的好希望可以体验到他一丝丝温暖的拥抱。

真的好希望这个城市可以多一点基督徒。

真的好希望神带领我在这个城市中平安的生存。

希望随着时间的流逝，

我可以学会比以前更加独立，更成熟。

最后

希望我还有时间回来写写字吧....

祝我自己一切顺利哦~

下次见~

Its Bunny Year

First of all

Wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year.

Chap Goh Mei hasn't arrive so i guess the wishes is not too late yet.

I had nothing much to write.

Basically,its true what the adults have told us.

The older you are,the lesser is the anticipation feeling towards new year.

So it happened to me this time.

I didn't go out visiting as often as last time.

Also,

here I am in the big city.

Struggling to live a life alone.

Struggling to find an accommodation that suits me

which I could make it my third home.

Dream vs. Reality

Always, starting up is the most difficult part.

Cause I am stepping out from my comfort zone.

Am still figuring out how to survive.

I need survival kits/skills.

By the way,

I have got a job.

It has always been my passion to work in fashion retail industry.

I don't know how the journey ahead of me lies.

I will just go step by step.

Met Huai Bin at a wedding.

A Malaysian celebrity blogger.

It was nice meeting him.

I stole the photo from his blog.

(Huai Bin:Hope you won't mind)

Attended the wedding dinner on that night.

Two beauties.

Personally love this photo a lot.

I only took two sips of the red wine.

Not a big fan of alcohol.

Last but not least,

Family Portrait in Bunny Year

Loves

p/s:will try to update as often as I can.Working life can be boring though.

该怎么走？

原本以为我就是那幸运的一位。原本以为是神安排给我的机会。。
我原本要离开家乡做工的。
但。。。。可悲的是。。。
那间公司出尔反尔，把原本说好的工钱，改了。。
（不是加工钱，而是减工钱）。。。
我接到电话的时候，我愣住了。。。
是天下没有白吃的午餐。。。我领悟到了
那一天直到接下来的每一天
我的眼泪没有停止流过
甚至我在打这一篇博文的时候
眼眶还是不禁的红了。

我的第一份工作，
碰到了一位脾气超极坏的老板
心里就觉得为什么这么不幸运
我不能怨谁
因为那一份的工钱真的很高
我咬紧牙根，告诉自己要撑过去
可是最终我还是辞职了
原因是我得到上述所说的那一份工作
一份我原以为会是一个很好的开始工作

我好伤心。好伤心。。
毕业以前我有好多的梦想
将来我要进国际公司工作
将来我要找一份我喜欢的工作
将来我要有一番成就
将来我要赚大钱
还有许多的梦想
但是随着时间慢慢的流逝
现实和梦想永远是两回事
化不上等号
直到现在
我迷失了。
我甚至不知道自己要的是什么

可是心里还是有一个角落

不想向现实屈服

我知道我很固执。对吧。。。

现在的我

不知道该做任何的抉择

我不知道

留在家乡、美里、还是吉隆坡。。。。

我不知道

越来越模糊了。。。

那无助的感受一直吞噬我的心

我很羡慕

可以出去到国外

不管是留学还是工作

或是常常都有机会去旅行的人

或是家庭富裕，想筹备梦想的婚礼都没有问题。。

我就是这么不知足。。

这么的不会满足。。

或许我需要时间来沉下心来

重新认识我自己

或许我就这样放弃。。

算了

或许这是神对我的惩罚

Its classic!

To me:

Classic = Grey + Black

Very dull color huh?

But i think it suits the theme of the weather.

Its a Cloudy day~

Also

My first try

posting my outfit of the day in this way

Its not easy tho

cause i don't have a photographer

Everything has to be done by myself.

From the setting and adjustment of posture.

It takes up a lot of patience.

Besides I don't have a good camera.

I need a DSLR!!!

Anyone can sponsor me one?

Enjoy reading~

Yours Truly~

Cat Woman

According to him,

I am his cat woman.

He said that I look like cat at times.

Do I?

I guess I am lucky enough to be the special one.

In his eyes.

Big city is where the dream lies~

On the 6th and 7th

Here I am

Obvious

City

I am having fun posting photos.

Sorry about the photo quality.

I am just poor enough to be able to own a GF1

But I am pretty sure those pics are still viewable.

Don't laugh at me.

It was my first time seeing KLCC from such a near distance.

And with the lightings

KLCC nightview was seriously splendid!!

Next stop,Full House!!!

Thanks to Alex for bringing me there for dinner.

Foods were superb and so with the environment.

I forgot the names for all the dishes.

This one is the combination of sashimi and salad.

Recommended by Alex cause he is a local.

My Oglio something something spaghetti.

Rich creamy.

Thumbs up.

But the portion is too huge until I couldn't finish it.

Alex's lamb chop if I have not mistaken.

Or grilled chicken?

I forgot to take down the name.Regrets~

Laura ordered mushroom spaghetti.

I have forgotten the full name as well.

Managed to stop by the latest shopping mall in Bukit Bintang

Fahrenheit 88

Starting from March I will be coming to here everyday.

*hint hint*

Lastly,

my final destination for going to KL.

I had attended an interview session here.

Even if I dont get the job,

I feel that it was worth the trip

cause at least I visited here before and

knowing the story behind the brand.

A year of change for me.

That is all I could say.

2010-2011 de 日子

好久好久没上来更新了

不代表我忘记了

这个部落格

从2010年 来到2011 年

有许多的展望

有许多的计划

要去完成

跨年

我在戏院中渡过

回到酒店的房间

我一个人睡在一张大双人床上

好希望此时此刻他在我旁边陪着我

踏入社会工作

好多东西都要靠自己去摸

工作第一个星期

体重掉了一公斤

因为我面对一位

人人说脾气坏的上司

可是他心肠很好

我告诉自己就当做是一个磨练

我不能屈服

因为我们不能一步登天

有付出才有收获

艰难的环境更能塑造

一个坚强的人

最近出门

买了牛尔老师的产品

应该如何说呢？

超级值得（根据妈妈说）

好想当场全部打包完回家

可惜我没带太多钱

一个给妈妈，一个给弟弟，一个给我

接下来。。

近期未上载的图片

我出门入住的酒店

超值！

卫浴设备

出门吃饭前

好不容易

我们牵手走过两年的日子

谢谢你~

我的家乡

拉让江

摄于Kapit Mission Trip 回程

Pullman Hotel

5 star rated

Just next to my hotel

希望下次可以入住体验一下

我发现

神都有在听我的祷告

我的梦想

祂在引领

我仍要凭信心

相信我能走过这艰难的路

好希望我的梦想可以实现

耐心。耐心

下次见吧~