i honestly think that life and time are both freaking unfair. for one, we all have to experience so many mistakes that we have done, & it entirely changes our life 360degrees round. then time here, helps out by refusing to unwind the clock, not even for a second.
but oh life, what to do? we all have to taste our own medicine. very bitter indeed.
this year i decided not to be too bitter, regardless on how horrible it feels like living in a world i created. there are times when i feel so alone, and i in return chose to be alone so that i won't spread the bitterness around.
2008 is the year when i learned to grow up entirely. i feel that you can't stay as a child for life, & that stays true to the fact that no matter how hard you try reliving the past, it will always be the past, something that you can never take back. and same goes to growing up. we grow up, we take charge of our life slowly, & we start holding responsibilities as an adult.
so no matter how much i hate that the new year's here again, i have to face it. that life is life, and that life asks us to move forward to be a better person.
friends, thanks for the great year you all have given me.
indeed, memories stays as memories. no matter how hard you try to rub them away, a lil bit of something about them will stay.
cheers to the merriments of 2008, & may 2009 be bigger and greater for everyone to await!
