adios.

NOW AT TUMBLR.
; & leave the rest behind.

upside down

“ As long as the sun continues to shine,
there’s a place in my heart for you. ”

ZZZ

it can be love when it hurts.

it seems all of these words,
couldn't be further from the truth.

; and face all my fears.

even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes.
in order to be free, you must learn how to release the hurt, release the fear, and most importantly refuse to entertain the old pain.

the energy you take in hanging on is holding you back from a new life.
so learn, and don't let people walk over you for the rest of you life.

FAITH.

cocooning yourself in this harsh harsh world.
envelope massive thoughts and find peace in life.

the beginning at the end.

25th March 2008,
wednesday.
with class clique - kt & dh.


text said meeting was at 1pm. and i dunno why sf didnt know that when we say 1pm, it actually means 1.30pm - 2pm. lol! and he arrived early! luckily i abandoned my comfy bed early and reached around 1.15pm. we roamed around raffles and there was nowhere to sit 'cos it was lunch time and everywhere was packed! ej arrived next and then slowly the rest came.



mind's cafe was great! and i tell you ah. i lost every game i played, cos according to tan keelin..

KL: "eh, wanna know how to truly enjoy your game anot??"
everyone: "HOW HOW??"
KL: "just play with jvia la! confirm enjoy one, cos you'll surely win. she ah, suppose to snatch she scream and watch everyone snatch. suppose to pay attention to the game, she busily laughing. SHE DAMN SLOW AH I TELL YOU."

NB. I WHERE GOT SLOW SIA. LOLOL!

eh but im not that bad at playing board games lor. i remembered winning one game.
DIRTY MINDS. HEEHEEHEE!
eh as dirty as it sounds, its not ok. whoever won is the most innocent leh. well thats according to the game.
HAHA! SEE IM NOT A HORNY GIRL OHKKK! =D

oh and then it was walking to the riverside to slack while deciding on where to go.


and wanted to go to timbre but plan was terminated 'cos we walked the wrong way. and we made a horrible horrible mistake of going to lau pa sat for dinner because the satay people totally ruined everyone's appetite, even birdy's!

walked from there to esplanade, and slacked at the usual place 'til we got bored and then it was home sweet home.

OH OH! and at that time we were slacking at esplanade, i really really missed that kang teck leh!
OMG KT! WE MISS YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT LEH, LIKE SERIOUSLY!
NO JOKE NO LIE! :(:(:(

26th March 2008,
thursday.
finally, out with lala. :)
kfc for our early dinner, and we caught..

absolute chick flick, but really worth watching.

and i seriously envy her lor. just look at what she's wearing!

i love the whole combi! especially the coat. omfg nice la!
i like her bag as well, very cute and simple yet loud.


i like this screenshot but you know what i like more?
THE SHOES. i absolutely adore them!! the moment i saw it i was drooling and i was only focusing on the shoes instead of the movie. lol!


imagine if i have these much shoes? WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW I'D BE SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY EVERYDAY LOR. different shoes everyday. lol!
WHOEVER IS WILLING TO GET ME THESE MUCH SHOES I'D GLADLY MARRY YOU. LOLOL!!


but.. eh friend. why you dress up like a dog sia. lol!
i like the colorful layers underneath but why the horrendous overall?? lol!!
dunno la i just find it damn ugly. lol!!

okay enough bout the movie, more bout us.
shopped and then starbucks for some chitchatchill before heading home.

yaya act chio. thank you.

for you, girlf.

friend, I'm sorry for your loss. I wish I can be there for you at this very difficult time.
I cannot say I know exactly how you feel. but I definately feel for you. the pain and devastation you feel is something I understand.
for now you may feel as if life just throws shit at you, that nothing can ever be the same again. pessimism running through your veins, something you cant seem to get rid because you lost that someone who you really really loved all your life.
but no matter what my dearest girlf, remember to get back at your feet after crying your heart out. remember that there's always a tomorrow to look forward to. and remember that life goes on no matter how miserable and empty you feel inside.
he may be gone physically, but forever will he be in your heart and in your memories. it's something that can't be taken away from you.
now is the time for mourning and grieving, and after this will be the time for healing.
and when that time comes, be strong, for tomorrows will always be better. just believe that okay.

no more bitterness. :)

waiting hurts. forgetting hurts. but not knowing which decision to take is the worse suffering.

but sometimes, we have to let go to appreciate what there is to hold on to.