Been a long while since I'm back here. The very last post was back in 2012, that's more than 4 years ago. So many had changed during these 4 years.
Currently at the crossroad. To stay or to go. Haha... Isn't that a question that seems to always haunt me?
When you felt the lack of appreciation, when you feel accused more than being credited for what you been doing. You can't help wondering, what is everything for?
Funny how I was just thinking, what's the point of me doing so much when it's not even being acknowledge? Whereas things that I didn't do was picked on times and again. Perhaps, time to stop putting in so much effort, since the person who should see and acknowledge it, doesn't?
And then I came across this quote:
Do more than what you're pay for now
And one day, you'll be paid for more than what you do.
Frankly, would I be able to see that day if I continue to stay where I am? When there been others who been approaching me to ask me to join them during these few years. Time and again I had rejected. Maybe it's time I say 'yes' when the next opportunity comes?
Knowing myself, without being appreciated, slowly the effort reduce. Because what for?
Sorry, but the last time I want is to burn myself out for putting so much effort that is taken for granted.
