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Tuesday, December 30, 2008 Y

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Haix..........hmmmmz...

its the worst Semester i ever had in my whole 3 yrs of poly life....
Just got back my term test results.. 1 subject failed by 4mrks , 1 subject jus passed by 8marks..n waiting to know 1 more subject result this fri..

i got to know that my frens J n S take me as their Aim to score good results..
Yes, they did score much more better den me for this semester..they wana to compete with me siax.. after getting results, they will keep yaya-ing infront me n keep rubbing the pain into my wound..

Do u know i feel ?
i feel the anger n disappointment inside n i must not show it infront them..
dont u know its so damn terrible deep in my heart...

i can feel the threaten + Stress + competitive + Loss of confidence + Aimless now..

make me feel v.extremely sad..
Such a failure..
i nv feel this kind of impact b4...

ERmx.. i feel that i lack of motivation in studying for this semester.. Ever since after the SIP attachment in Yr.3.1.... Lost the Touch of the study mood..

HOW how HOw ????

After getting my term test results, quiz , lab test....

ITs like having a Tight SLAP on my face~! the pain that is unbearable tat is unable to describe..

I need to wake up..
I need to Bring back my motivation
I need to show THEM tat i m nt tat easily defeated.. don b so proud manx..

I will show them what i m capable of .. I will bring back the " Old " joyce back..

Out of sudden, i feel that being kind to share the knowledge u have is such a stupid thing to do.. Whereby the people jus acting stupid to score better den you.. Must be selfish now n absorb from them nw.. by nt sharing wad i know..

i swear that frm nw to exam or quiz.. i will study like nobody business n dont tell them tat i m doin tat.. i gonna force myself to study 2hours everyday n stayup late at night on fri n sat.. jus the same as the previous semester..

4:49 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008 Y

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Monday, April 07, 2008 Y

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Oh~ Holy Shit.. my dearest semester holiday goin to end soon le.. i received an email from my lecturer that my grp will b having a pre-training b4 the start of our attachment.. We need to learn some software programme for our attachment.. 3Dmax and EON.. the pre-training will b held from 15-18/4 in sch from 9-5pm siax... AHHHHH... 21/4 monday onwards my life of attachment will start.. hmmmmmm... " Sianx".. i goin to miz my bed tat i could slp until 11 plus, tv, toilet, phone and computer.. wad i miz the most is my hubby.. hmmx.. both of us will b busy with our things.. Jiayou bah.. we will work hard towards it..

i realise that i had not be on holiday to oversea for quite afew yrs.. i mean those countires that require to take Aeroplane to reach there.. i wana to go for a free n easy type of travelling.. tat travels weeks to a month.. save money bahx.. den can go n eat shop n play.. Weee...

12:40 AM

Thursday, April 03, 2008 Y

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Hmmx.. Recently was being forced to go down to my father's office to help in his work.. HAix.. as u know that i dont like to go and do the technical work.. Such as the stripping of the endless of wires, clamping the endless of wires, putting all the bit n pieces of the parts of the endless circuit boxes.. Sometimes , i feel hard to breath when i was being pressurize by my parents.. Its not that i dont wish to help them is just that its not my passion , the environment make me feel dull and restless, after helping for the past 6days i had quite afew little injuries such as my palm gt blue black , upper arm muscles over strain, skin have the stingy feeling due to the fibre glass powder.. Argh~! And i need to wake up early the morning to help the Whole day manx.. No LIFE~ Another 18 more days , my attachment goin to start le.. I just want to spend this precious time with him.. but i always feel that my parent kept wana to occupy my time. Why must they like that... CAnt they just respect my decision of whom i want to be with and just let it be.. Yes My life was given by u all but My life ahead is determine by myself..

12:35 AM

Wednesday, March 26, 2008 Y

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Thursday, March 20, 2008 Y

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Business

Hmmx.. my Online business just started for 5 days le.. No news of any purchaser.. but attracted alot of viewers in my frenster and advertiser in my tagboard.. oh gosh~ How ? aiyox.. no one buying leh? may b i need to take all the clothes as my own le bah..Btw my tuition coordinator job also the same.. alot of ppl calling but all are jus asking prices .. Why Spore so STingy le.. haix..

Thinking about future ahead ? ?

Just a blink of an eye, after my holidays i will b in the 3rd yr of the polytechnic.. Wow~ time can fly without realizing it.. i m just wondering where m i heading to after i graduate? continue with Uni ? or start to work first? ..
I realize that my surrounding frens some of them are married and given birth to child.. hmmx..
thats make me feel that i wana to settle down and join in the motherhood too.. lolx.. when i m becoming a mother in the future i will inform u all de.. hehex

anyway i logging off.. Takecare

2:48 PM

Saturday, March 15, 2008 Y

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