Forest~Joyce

It seems that i have not been blogging for quite sometime. Haha.
Spend most of my time on my chinese blog.

Well, 2007 is ending soon in like 4 days i think.
Time really flies...
It really does...
I just felt like i just taken my 'o' levels exams yesterday.
And now, i am going to enter the second year of poly soon in about 4 months time.
Time really do fly with just a blink of an eye.
Seriously i think that with a few more blinks, it might be 5 or even 10 years later already.
2007 is just going to end just like this...
I had fun though.
In the year 2007...
I learnt alot of stuff and got to know alot of new friends.
The most memorable thing this year is that i got to meet Danson in real!!!
Hahax!!!!
Well, other then that 2007 is really a memorable year.
I've done many things that i have never ever done before in my life during this year.
I have grown alot....
I realised many things...
I am not going to forget this year easily...
Let's hope that the year 2008 would be just as great or even better!

Let's all await the arrival of the new year and make it great!!!

No one can choose what environment he or she is borned into...
There's no choice...
No choice at all...
You might hate your family, love it...
But it's just the beginning...
How you want your life to be?
It's your choice...
It's in your own hands...
The future is for you to decide...
Don't blame others for what you are.
Because it's your own choice.
Never blame the environment you grew up in...
Because you choose to be affected by it...
One's fate is in one's hands...

I can't believe this...
I actually stared at the plot summary and the series arc for like three hours and still I got no idea how I should start writing the episodic synopsis for the episode i chose. I had in mind what scene i wanted to use for developing the three beats but I don't have inspirations on how the rest of the episodes should be like.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!!!!!
I think i am having a writer's block... I have not been updating my Chinese story for some time already....Or maybe i just used up my brains cells or something!!!!!!
Maybe i was just demoralized by the grades i got for ICA1 and hence i don't have the motivation to do ICA2 which is writing the episodic synopsis... Writing is actually something i love...Yet, now i don't feel like writing for this plot at all because of the grades.
Maybe it's just a lack of inspirations....
COME BACK NOW!!!!WHERE ARE YOU INSPIRATIONS??? I NEED YOU!!!
Haiz...
I shall go back to stare at the things and maybe something will just pop up and i can then write again...

Haiz, there's a test tomorrow and i still haven study yet... I wanted to study but don't have the mood. Maybe i just do some last minute studying tmr.LOLs...

Nothing much have happened in my life these days. Yes, i lead a very boring life...That's why...
Hardly any exciting things happened in my life...

Well, the most exciting thing that happened in my life recently is about more then one week ago where Danson came to singapore to promote his album.I went completely crazy when i saw him in person.It's like after the event i can't believe that the girl who was screaming crazily was me.Hahax!! But Danson is so handsome and cute!!!!!!!!!!I actually get to hold his hand THREE times!!!!!!!His singing is great too!!!!Him singing live was awesome!!!!I was so happy that i am able to attend the ufm1003 party. Saw the playful side of him and he's like freaking cute la!!!!!

Haiz, he had left singapore like ten days ago...Now in china, beijing....
I miss Danson!!!!!!!!!

Haiz, now that dreaming time is over...It's time to go back to my boring life...

Well, i don't know what happened to me but i just can't seem to be able to think clearly ever since yesterday... Evey time i tried to think i will suffer a headache...
It's freaky and i am frustrated...
Maybe it's just my brain wanted a rest?
Like i ever overused it...
But seriously, i can't think clearly even now when i am typing all this down...
Maybe all i need is a good day of rest without using my brains on anything at all.
I wonder how am i going to survive these few weeks full of ICAs and stuff without a clear mind...
Haiz, maybe i have a blood cot or something in my brain and it is now pressing against my nerves and that's why i can't think clearly now.
Wait a minute, does that sounds like someone without a clear mind would say? Maybe it does...
Well maybe it's just simply because i have already gone crazy...
Who knows?

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, i am certified crazy...
So just ignore me of my abnormality.

Lol, it's been a few days since i last blogged. Been busy with school and writing my stories and hence no updates here.

Well, something funny happened last night during class and i decided to share it here.

It happened during MBSN yesterday. The lecturer were talking about something and then somehow talk about me and other classmate. Well, a male classmate.
Well, of course i tried to explain myself and i dun know what came to me and i just said out loudly," I am not straight!"

The class took a few seconds to digest what i have said and then bust out in laughter. Lol, i can't believe that i said that too. Olivia, who's sitting beside me actually ask me if i am really not straight and of course i replied saying that i am just joking, i am perfectly normal and straight.

Ok, i just want to clarify here that i am perfectly straight and i only like guys. However, i have nothing to do with the male classmate mentioned in class. We are just classmate, nothing else.

But who knows, maybe i am a bi...

HAHA, just joking!!!

Well, one week of sch had passed...
Night classes were not as bad as i have thought...
Except for Mondays where u have classes from morning till night and Fridays where u have to wake up early as class starts at 9am when u end class at 9pm the previous day...
First week still kind of slackish, but i doubt that it will be like that anymore.I bet projects and work will be thrown at us soon.
4 examinable modules this semester, i guess i have to really work this semester...No more slacking...
Just hope that life this semester will not be too hard...

I wonder why in the world that i thought that poly life would be easy last time...I was wrong...It nothing near easy...Well, at least i enjoyed it, that the most impt thing...

Just heard from my sec sch fren that she withdrawing from JC and going to poly next year. One year wasted...
The very reason why i opted poly as my choices and never thought of entering JC...Because i knew that JC is not what i want and it's not for me.Anyway, i am not aiming for uni... Going to JC would be wasting my own time because even if i want to go to uni, i dun have the means to.
So i chosen my path,study in poly,graduate with good results and get a job.Then i will work until i have enough money to travel around the world.

How about relationships or marriage??You may ask...I don't deny that i would like to get into a relationship to let feel how it's like to be in one.Which girl doesn't... It dun really matter to me, i enjoyed being single...LOls....One thing is, i dun really believe in marriage.Because i witnessed one that worked out terribly.Seriously, things that you thought could only be seen on TV, i seen that real life.In my life to be exact...

Shall end here, going to sleep now.

One more week left and the holidays are going to end soon...
Haiz...
Not that i don't miss school but just that i am already used to the holidays already.Hahax.
Disadvantage of long holidays.
Ok, Haikal just told me that the timetable is out.
Going to check it out now.
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OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What timetable is this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My fridays are gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, there's still wed....
But............................................
AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
My life is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Poor us....
Haiz....
Off i go...

http://blog.pixnet.net/badaclub/post/9327098

Well, this is a short story i written for a contest. It's in chinese la. But nevermind, just click on the link and help me gain hits. Haha!!!
Those who can read chinese can also go support me.Haha!!!

Click on the link to support me!!!!!

Saw this shirt while window shopping wih ida at cinneleisure today.
I wonder how many ppl would actually buy this shirt and wear it...

- Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.
- People who get tagged need to write in their blog of their own weird things as well, and state the rules clearly.
- In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

1)I vomit at the smell, sight of anything disgustingly smelly.
2)I like to poke people!!*Grins evily*
3)I say weird things at time.
4)I have super short term memory.
5)I am weird.HAHA!!!!

1. Someone knocks on your door at 2am, who do you want it to be?
-Danson Tang YuZhe!!!!

2. Your boss tells you he/she willgive you a $20 raise if you'll do your job naked, do you stay and take the raise?
-A defintie NO!

3. Put yourself in a nutshell.
-What's a nutshell???

4. Ever seen a ghost?
-Never, i don't want to see them in future too....

5. Happy with your body?
-No, if only i can lose some weight....But i eat way too much...Haha...

6. something about you?
- I love to read and write and sing!!!

7. A place you wanna visit?
-Alot lei...But the 1st on my list would be Japan!!!

8. A job you'll never do, no matter how much you were paid ?
-Something that is against my morals.

9. a band/group you thought was cool when you were 13?
-I have short term memory....But maybe at that time.... It would be 5566.

10.you have a nightmare, who's the first person you think to call?
-My mum.

11.wanna have kids before you're 30?
-yup, i dun want to have too wide a generation gap with my kids if i ever get married and give birth.

12.a memory from sec school.
-My first NPCC training as an NCO.I was so nervous that i was shaking when giving out the commands.

13.ever had a crush on a friend's parent?
-Never.

14.do you look more like your mom or dad?
-My mom.

15.something you've always wanted to learn to do?
-alot lei, i want to learn alot of stuff...Haha..Maybe....Singing??HAhax!!!

16.how you'd like your life to be in 10 years?
-To be successful in my career and meet the man of my dreams.

17.something you learned this year.
- Ermm, editing?Haha!!!

18.what do you want for your birthday?
Anything nice,cute, or related to my fav animes or related to Danson Tang!!! :P

19.name 4 things u did yesterday.
Eat, watch tv, write the 3rd chapter of my story, sleep

20. last item you bought yourself.
Danson Tang YuZhe's Album!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tag:
1)Ida
2)Ana
3)Bingyun
4)Anyone from MS0702
5)You who happen to come across this blog.HAHA!!!

P.S:I won't be updating anytime soon here as i want to spend my time on writing my story.It's in chinese and if you want to read it, you can go to http://blog.pixnet.net/forest330 Pls leave comments!!:)

I am so freaking happy today!!!!
After a long wait, Danson's album is finally out for sale in singapore!!!!
Of course, i bought it at the moment i saw it in the stores.
Got free one double sided poster somemore.Hahax!!!
So happy!!!

Went to watch 881 with my mum yesterday.
It was really a nice show with the singapore flavour in it.
It was funny, lame and touching.
It was much better then what i expected.
The costumes of the singers were really striking.
The ending was sad, small papaya died...But still,she comes back every 7th month to sing with big papaya.
I actually cried near the ending...
If i were to rate it...
I think i'll give a 4/5.

~Support Local Productions~HAHAX!!!

22nd August 2007
MS0702 first class chalet

After the BM0620 paper, syafifi,liana,raudha and me rush to the chalet first by taking a cab. Purpose is to finish up the decorations for the birthday celebrations and to prepare the food for the BBQ. Reach there at about 3 and then we start with the food preparations first. Fast forward to around 4 plus when the rest of the class are expected to arrived. The 5 of us, including liana's boyfriend was getting prepared to give the rest a warm welcome with poppers. Thomson arrived first giving us a scare, cause he's one of the b'dae babies. Anyway, it was real funny when the rest ofthe class arrived, liana's bf answered the door telling them they got the wrong place and then close the door, then open it again with Mj coming in first but Mj in the fun so we pop the poppers at the rest, YM got poped at the most.LOL.
Fast forward again...
Sadly, we did not get to play the games that me and syafifi planned, maybe save them for next them. :P
Went cycling with the guys, thomson, MJ1 and 2 and hendrick. The bikes were not really comfy but it's ok for me since i am a girl,lol... I pity the guys. Must be very uncomfortable for them...We rode for quite a long distance and back. Then Mjs, ida and me went to the sea.At first we just went in to soak our legs, then we start splashing at each other, then i lost my balance and got myself wet so i start on to make the rest all wet too.In the end the four of us just relax by sitting in the sea. Kind of wet the floor when we went back to the chalet.Hehe, kind of feel bad towards syafifi, cause she's the one who mop up.
Fast forward once more...
Later the rest went to watch a horror, gory movie which i did not join in cause i dun like gory images.Went in and chat with Jennifer in the room and was joined by some others. Then, it was 10pm and me and some others got ready to go home.Took the last shuttle bus and then took bus 39 home with Hendrick, Olivia, Ana and her bf.

~Ok that shall be everything bout the chalet, it was fun, but i bet the next will be better!~

Holidays arrived finally!!!!My mum want me to find a job, i am not so enthu about it...Cause it's not easy to find a job in this month...But i want money to buy a lot of things!!!Haiz... I think i will spent my hols working on my stories ba...

WOW, this is a long entry...Haha, very long never write so much le...Shall end here today ba..:)

Syaffi, here u go:

1.You are so huggable!!!
2.Kiss sean on the cheek during the chalet!!
3.rainbow, so colourful
4.You are just so nice!!!
5.Eh, i dun really rmb...Hehe, got SSTM(super short term memory)
6.a cute bear!!
7.Hmm, dunno wat to ask...

Here's ana:
1.You love cats!!!
2.Eh, ermm, do smth u never dared to do b4??
3.Pastel colours, you are so gentle.
4.U are so pretty!!
5.Hmm, sry SSTM again...
6.A cat, because u just love them.
7.Hmm, too personal to be up here.

1. Ida is so skinny!!
2.I challenge u to eat 2 servings of food at one go.
3.Black, since u like black bags.
4.You are a fellow NANA fan!
5.I thot u are a chinese.
6. Hmm, animal....ermm human?? HAHA!!
7.Hmm, duno wat to ask la...Keep that to next time.Hehe!!

Post one about me on ur blog too!!!

Have quite alot of inspirations these days, so i am now back to writing.Well, i am not working on my stories that have been left hanging but am starting on a brand new story but sorry folks, it's in Chinese so not all of u can read it. Anyway, this new story that i am currently working on is mainly about love,hatred and revenge.But somehow i have a feeling that halfway through, this story will be left hanging too.Hahax!!!Hope not though, i would love to have one complete story.

I should go and mug instead of writing though, exams are approaching...
Chalet also approaching!!!I have many evil plans!!!Muahahaha!!!!

If you comment on this post,
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory about you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. You must post this on yours.

Got this from ana. Dun you think its kind of fun??

Come on dare me!

Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks.



1)I cannot live without books!!!

2)I love Danson Tang Yu Zhe!!!

3)Friends are the most important people in my life!!!

4)I love to be lame and make people laugh!!!

5)I love singing alot!!!

6)I am obessed minesweeper!!!!

7)I indulge in my own realm of fantasy every night....

8)I eat alot and get fat at the same time! LOL

9)I love to collect anything that is cute especially Hello Kitty stuff!!!

10)I like to play with my hair when i am bored!



I tag:

1)Bingyun the penguin pig

2)Ida, my fellow NANA fan

3)MJ,who's so fun to poke

4)Sortie, who i love to bully

5)All of MS0702

6)You who are reading this post but not in the list above.

Finally, another presentation done...
Although we screwed up the stupid report...
I think that we done quite ok for the presentation all except the Q&A session...
Well, i guess it's ok...
At least we have already done our best.
And i am quite satisfied with mine own performance cause i think i done quite ok...Din stumbled alot...Talk abit too fast though...
If only we can help one another for the Q&A session...
Haiz...
At least it's over and that's an important fact.
One more presentation for scriptwriting and we can be free of presentations for at least one month...

~I longed for something...~

Had the ICA4 presentation for the creativity module today. Was not really prepared though, cause i just seen the powerpoint presentation about 1 hour before the presentation. Luckily, my part was not really long so i did actually say everything i am supposed too and managed not to stumble on my words. The Q&A session is quite ok though, Ms Soo din really ask us difficult questions compared to the other groups. :P
Well, i felt quite bad though...Din really do much for the presentation and the concept paper. Haikal done most of the work... It's really fortunate to have him as a group leader.
On the whole, i think that our group actually did quite well. We were just nice in timing wise and we did managed the Q&A too. But maybe for the mockup part, we din really do well....Only have 2 mock posters and a storyboard.All done by Haikal again...
Thanks Haikal, you are really a good member to have. Sorry for not doing much though.

What actually do humans live for???
Why do we exists in the first place???
Would we go extinct like the dinosaurs and let some other living being that is not humans dig out our bones and prove that humans once roamed the earth???
Or maybe humans will disappear with the destruction of earth one day???
Why would the earth be destroyed you may ask...
It's very simple, the answer is us humans.
We cut down trees for paper or make way for construction.
We burned down forests for land space for the ever-increasingly population polluting the air and at the same time making the hole in the ozone layers grow bigger and bigger each day...

Being selfish is human nature. One can be selfish in many ways. Being care to others and sharing your happiness does not mean that you are not selfish. You are selfish if you don't care about the environment. One may looked like they cared, but deep down, are they really caring for the environment or just putting up an act??

Who knows??

So why do we live?
When we are just a baby, we do nothing except eat, play,shit and sleep.
When we are kids before the age of 4, we still eat, play,shit and sleep.
When we are aged 5 onwards, we still eat,play,shit and sleep but then we have to start studying.
After we studied like for 15 to 18 years or even more then that if you want a PHD or something, we shall start working.
We will then work until we retired and will go back to eat,play(enjoy life),shit and sleep.
When we are too old to even walk, we shall then wait for the day where our lives end.
In this process, we might add on to the populations and they will start on the exact same cycle.
We might even end our lives earlier in the mist of the cycle if we are too stressed out or just tired of living in this world...

The existence of humans may brought about alot of changes to earth which is beneficial but in fact, we brought about more damages.

I am a nature lover and am sad to see the nature world gone to make way for humans. My favourite past time when i was young was to read about the 7 wonders of the world. I am always impressed by them even though they are actually man-made. Yet, they looked like they belong to Mother nature. It's sad to know that some of the wonders are gone and is now replaced by places that are impressive too but not just as good as the ones in the past.
Why are they gone??
Earthquakes and fires... Do any human factor contributes to the loss of these wonders? No one knows...

For years, the vicious life cycle repeats itself...
But it is bound to end one day...

Finally, we finished editing the video for ICA4 on tues. We managed to finished editing and rendering at about one hour before the deadline. We are like the first group to finish due to the reasons that we did not add in effects, just added some music only. Then after i am done with my own video, i went around watching other's videos. Well, i have to say that my group's not the best but we do have some good actors. XD
Anyway, those who are interested in watching the video can go to my multiply site to watch it. XD

Oh yar, had my very first formal presentation on tues too...It din went really well though, cause i am having a flu and sore throat...Somemore, i dun really like to wear formal clothes as in business formal la...It jus does not suit me... Haiz... Hope that the reat of my presentations will go well...

Filming is finally over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yes, we still have editing but at least the worse is over.
Well, we have two days for the filming and the atmosphere for both days were totally different.

For the first day, we were totally stressed up as we as we are worried that some of the actors will back out last minute. Luckily, we have our actors but then the stress level is already up high...Our actors can only come at 3 when we started at 2. So, we had to do the voice overs first since the guy as the main character came at 2.All was ok but our mood was worsen by finding out that our choice of location for filming is not suitable as the sounds from the surroundings are too loud. We went to our second choice of location, an open air corridor, supposedly to be quiet and nice...But to our horror, dark clouds float by and stopped right above us...The wind was blowing furiously.It was going to rain and the sound the wind was making is horrible.Nearly made me went deaf when i listen to it through the earphones.We had no choice but to go indoor which is the best place we could find with the least noise and have good lighting. Managed to finish the scene after what seem like eternity.But that's not all... We still have another scene to do...The classroom scene... Managed to get a few shots before its time for us to return the equipments...

Second day...
We were not as stressed up as the first day, since we only left with one scene and a shot. Things went more smoothly compared to the first day but there are problems too. The classroom that we used were occupied by a class and the others were locked. Luckily, we managed to get a classroom with the exact same setting as the one we used on the first day.Thanks to the DA students for letting us use the class room for filming. Things went quite smoothly until the battery went out...Then i realised that we got the so called cursed battery that the seniors told us not to take if there's a choice...OMG!!!Count on our luck to get that battery...Luckily, we got supporting batteries but they can only last for less than an hour...So we have got to hurry up... We went on with the filming till we realised that our last battery is going to run out soon...So i asked one of my grp members to borrow from other grps... Luckily, one grp lent us a battery and we are able to carry on our filming. The best thing is we managed to finished before the time is up. It was great to be done.

I would really like to thank all our talents who's willing to act in our production. We won't be able to do anything without them. Also, thanks to the DA students for sharing the classroom with us. And also to ana's grp who lent us the battery. Lastly, i thanks my grp members for doing such a great job. You guys are great.
I shall now hope that all will go smoothly during editing... Because, editing is the most important process of a production. Let's hope everything will goes well...

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Argh!!!!!
I think i am going mad soon liao.....
So many projects due and so many presentations to prepare....
2 weeks is all the time i have left to finish everything....
Filming tmr...Hope that nothing will go wrong.... Haiz, at least for this filming ICA, we are allocated time to do it, and must finish it within the time given. So we don't really need to worry about it until the day itself...

I hope that the holidays will come soon... I really need it very badly...
Luckily that i only have 2 papers for the exams...If it's like secondary sch days where we have 2 or more paper for each subject i will go mad already especially with so much projects going on...

Guess i just have to wait for the hols to come while finishing all the projects at hand at the same time...
I don't have a choice, do i??

So, finally watched the fifth harry potter movie yesterday. Watched it with dear Von and SB at eng wah, and the tickets were free as i have vouchers. XD

Maybe it's because i read the book that the movie to my opinion were not really good compared to the first 3 in the series. Its just too fast. Loads of details were missing. Sadly, no qudditch this time round, i love to watch them play quidditch.

Sirrus's death in the movie was not how i visualise it to be when i read the book.Its like too sudden. He just got struck by the curse, turn his head, smiled at harry and got sucked by the mysterious arc. He' s supposed to die fighting his cousin and not get stuck by the curse from
behind...

The girl who acted as Luna is good, i like the way she acted Luna. Also, she's pretty.

The scene i like most in the movie was the part where Fred and George weasley light fireworks all around the school and then left hogwarts with the fireworks forming a W. To say the truth, the twins are my favorite characters.

Well, the person who acted as umbridge is good too, i was like cursing her everytime she make an appearance as she really bring the character to life which is really very irritating.

On the whole, the movie's not bad, a bit better then the previous one. I think if i were to rate it, i'll give it three and a half stars.

I am totally obsessed with minesweeper these days. For the beginner level, i got a record of 4 seconds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's actually tyco de la, i was anyhow clicking on it as i was chatting then suddenly the best time window pop up and i was like OMG, 4 seconds!!!!! Haha, but my actual record which is not tyco is actually 9 or 8 seconds on dunno whose laptop.
Then today, i finally managed to break the intermediate level. I was so damn surprised la. Cause i every time will accidentally left click on it even if i know its a mine when i wanted to right click instead.There's this one time when i left with 2 squares and i have to bloody click on the bomb.If not my record would be 286 seconds instead of 320 for the intermediate level.
Nevertheless, it's still a good achievement.I will strive to get a new record of about 200 seconds instead before i move on to the expert level. I bet many of you will say i siao for wasting my time on minesweeper. But it actually stimulate the mind and help you in thinking. Also my friend told me that even J.K Rowling play minesweeper.
So i don't think its a waste of time at all.

Don't know why these few days feel so reckless...
Just have this kind of feeling to like sleep forever and don't wake up at home...
Everytime the alarm went on, i will just press it off and get back to sleep...
Then after like 5 minutes, i will jump off my bed and rush to get ready for sch.
Maybe i just dread coming to sch?? But then, poly life is fun. I do enjoy my life at poly.
Well, i think that i am just tired of living that i just don't want to wake up...
No, maybe i am not tired, maybe i am just bored of living...

Living a life can be really tiring.
Living a life as an adult-too-be is tiring...
How i wish i can return back to being a child...
The time where i can be free and not think about anything complicated but just play all day long...
Well, this is life i guess...

Watched abit of the LiveEarth concert today... Saw a few commercials in between the concerts which i found to be quite interesting.
It's true that we should do something to save the environment that we are living in.Or else, maybe one day earth will be flooded and all humans will drown or die due to the fact that it's just too hot.
Maybe this is what happened to the dinosaurs zillions of years ago...And now the cycle is repeating itself...
Or maybe, humans are created to walk towards our own destruction...
What do you think??

Calling all friends who are interested in acting.
I need actors for my ICA which is a filming project of a drama.
Filming dates are on 24 and 25 july from 2pm to 5.30pm.
We are going to film two scenes off a campus story.
You can act as an extra of you want. :)
Interested party pls contact me through email or just sms me. You can even just leave a tag.:)

So how?? Can see more 'clearly' right??HAHAX!! LOL, i am being very lame here.




Comments at the tagboard please. XD

Well, it's suppose to be youth day holiday today but poly students does not have youth day holiday anymore...
So sad...
However, some of my classmates took their own day off just because technically we are still youths.Still, its their own choice.
Got back the grades for filming ica1...Got 72/100...Means a B...Well, it's very good already since no one got an A for this ICA.

Well, actually i am currently in class now while i am bloggin now...LOL...But i got listen to the lecturer de.Hahax!!Blog till here today ba. XD

LOL, ok i know the picture is not relevent to the title but i just feel like showing my dear mushroom.Hahax!!Very cute right?Hahax!!I am mad about mushrooms these days.LOL!!

So, the hols have ended and it's back to school again...Well, i think i got monday blues today...Din really feel good today...Somemore today got back the grades for the first ica for script writing...Din really got a good grade...I was expecting better...And of course i am very disappointed...
Haiz, a lot of projects to do...And also alot of deadlines to meet...I hate all these projects lor...They are coming one after another...Like never ending like that...Never mind...I just have to tolerate for two more months and then it will be the long hols!!I shall await september!!!
Well, so the filming for mr azhar's ica2 is tmr...Let's hope that everything will go smooth tmr...I dun want anything to happen like what happened during the filming for ica1...Especially this time we will be out of the campus...
Well, i guess that this will be a very busy week...Hope that nothing will go wrong...

I knew this would happen...It will never stop...Again and again...I fell into the darkness...Maybe i never did get out of the darkness...Maybe it's just my illusion that i was in the 'light'.

Over the years, i came to realised a fact...I am born to suffer.From the very moment where the presence of my life is detected, i am destined to have an ill-fated life.

Seriously, the numerous times i tried to end my sufferings was meaningless.I admit it, i am nothing but a coward...I never dared to use enough strength...I never dared to just jump...I always gave myself time for someone to pull me away...

I tried to forget everything and tried to lead a normal life outside there...I acted like nothing has ever happened on the outside...As time goes by, it seem that i am leading 2 different lives...Although both are not the real me...

She is lost and can never be found ever again...From the day she found out that she's nothing but a tool...A tool that a woman used to try to make her man stay...A tool that failed it's purpose...Nothing but a useless tool...A life that should not exist at all...Her heart is cold when she realised this fact...She decided to escape as far as possible and she succeeded, living me in the darkness... I missed her...The pure-hearted little girl with the vibrant smile...

I wished to join her but i have to lived on...I will never to silly things to hurt myself again.I am going to live a life here and prove them wrong...Or maybe i should say, all i wanted is revenge...

Went to KBOX today finally!!!Cured my crave finally..Haha!!!But then the price went up cause we have to pay one dollar copyright fees...Went with LX and Weimun...I realised only today that LX sings really well.We had loads of fun singing...Then we went to J8 to walk walk...Went arcade to play...Then went swensens to eat the ice cream which is really very nice.Then after that we went to the UK funfair which opens at 6pm. We looked around and decided to try the tristar ride which cost 5 dollars which is one of the cheapest ride in the fair.The ride makes us very giddy and we felt unsafe through the whole ride.Then after that is home sweet home...

Argh!!!Wanted to watched NANA2 very much...Supposed to be showing in cinemas from today...But i search through all the sites of the various cinemas but can't find the showing times for NANA2!!!!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Almost half the class went to play pool today.It's like MJ,Teddy,Ming hui,YanYan,Yuen Mun,Syafifi,Anah,Nissa,Sean,Wen Min,Jennifer, Liana and me. Some of them came quite late though.It's like every one is so pro except for me and ming hui...Then the first game we played, i like never got a single ball in lor...HAHAX!!!But soon, i got the hang of it and become better.Hahax!!!Got this one game where i got 2 balls in continuosly lor...Haha, but is tyco de...Pool is really very addictive lor...Haha...Now i know why syafifi wanted to play pool so much...
Then after we played pool, MJ,Teddy,YanYan,Mun Mun, Ming Hui,Syafifi and Anah went watch movie at The Cathy...The rest of us went home...Actually i would love to join them but i am broke...Dear YanYan even offered to lend me money first...But even i have the money i still can't go...Cause my mum won't allow de lor...True enough, when i just reached Khatib station, she called and scold me for being out so late when it is like only 6pm++ and i already told her that i will be going out with my classmates after sch... Haiz...Nvm, there's always next time...

Anyways, hols has arrived...HAHAX!!!I love the hols!!!! I can sleep the whole 2 weeks away but of course i won't waste it like that la...I must go cure my crave for singing and go KBOX next week with my dear friends!!!!

MS0702 ROCKS MY LIFE!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wonder who the person who invented deadlines!!!!!I hate deadlines!!!!!!
I am currently rushing out Ms Soo's 620 ICA 1.....We have all the information but need to shrink it to a maximum of 7 pages...The problem is, we have too much info on the first part and to little of the last part...The middle part is ok la....But each part is 20 marks!!!!!!!So we have to cut the first part and add more points to the last part!!!!!Well, but i guess too much info is better than not enough info....Anyways, after tomorrow, it's the hols!!!!!!!
I shall endure!

I can't believe i am mugging for a marketing test worth like dunno 10% or 15%!!!Yup, i know 10 to 15% is actually quite alot but i am the super slacker who dun really study in the past even for major exams excluding 'o' levels la...I did studied like hell for 'o's...
I am the freaking lazy bum who sleeps in half of my classes in secondary sch days...The lazy person who does not do homework(not all the time) except early in the morning or i'll just copy from someone...Not all subjects la, for certain subjects like chinese, i lent my work to others to copy...LOL...
Well, maybe its due to these reasons that i fared badly for my prelims, motivating me to slave for the 'o's and i managed a passable L1R5...And i think it also motivates me to work hard in my poly life...Hence i am now slaving off my marketing notes...Haiz...This is life...

Currently taking a break from my marketing notes and drinking coconut juice...LOL!!!

Met up with Von and SB on Saturday at causeway.It been months since i last seen Von.I was very surprised when i saw her.She was very tanned and she slimmed down alot especially her face.We went to the food court to accompany Von to eat lunch since she had not eaten yet then we just walked around and do some window shopping.
All along, we were talking about how our life is now at our respective schools.It's like we no longer share the same life like that...We are now all leading different lives...I miss those times where we are in the same school,creating memories that belong to us, memories that we shared...But no matter what, i believe that our friendship will last a lifetime...

To all my friends out there, i just want to say that i love you people and you have added colours to my life. Friends ROX!!!

LOL, guess what record i have broke??I think none of you could have guess cause no one knew about it.HAHA!!!


Well, i broke my record of holding my breath under water for 63 seconds.Now, my record is 85 seconds.LOL!!!HAHA!!!I know i very pro.LOL


Was doing our research paper project in the library today.We din to much actually la, cause not in the mood.LOL.Also because we are distracted.Cause Ida's litte cousin was with us and we were busy entertaining her.She very cute though. Also because Beatrice has to go early, then i feel very sleepy...HAHA...So we just take down all the websites that we think have the info that we need...Going to do it tmr, cause i don't want be fourth-wheeler!!!HAHA!!!


Then at around 4pm plus, Ida got to go and i went to sit around with Ming Hui and Haikal...We just slack around...Then Haikal went to collect his ez-link then me and Ming Hui took his MacBook and camwhore with his photo booth.LOL!!!We took quite alot of pictures and some of them turned out quite well...

9 more days to the 2 weeks hols...How i hope i can fast forward and leap into the hols and then put slow motion...Haiz, but past experiences told me that it will be the other way round...I am really looking forward to the break cause i seriously need a break from all those ICAs... Have 2 more ICAs to go before the hols...A marketing test and a research paper... Also have to prepare for Mr azhar's ICAs 2...This is seriously mad not extremely crazy....

Well, i had done my informative speech ICA on monday.I think that i screwed it up badly...I was damn nervous as the order to go up and present is by drawing lots...I am like one of the first few to present and i added in some points last minute to make sure i won't underrun, hence all my preparations went to waste.Because, i messed up the order of certain points and i keep reading from the script...Argh!!!What done is done, no point brooding over it...Just have to make sure i will do better in future.

Some thots
*Every single person in the world is living with a mask on... Putting the mask on for too long might lead to losing one's truth self......*
*I lost myself long ago to the cruel reality of the world*
"Being innocent does not means you are naive, it just means that you refuse to face the reality..."
"Reality is cruel"

Yay, another ICA done!!! But there's still an informative speech presentation on monday... Somemore the order is by drawing lots lor... Let's hope i dun get to present on monday...

Met up with dear sortie yesterday after school.Long time never see her liao. We went amk hub and shop for about 3 hours plus, we only bought a pair of earrings each.Then we went mos but i din eat.LOL...

After that, i met up with my mum at northpoint but before that i received an sms from Li asking me if i want to join her and lx for dinner.Since i never seen lx for a long time too, i agree. So i ask my mum to go home first.Hahax...We went KFC to eat but i only ate chesse fries.Then we went shopping and each of us bought a very cute thingy from gift a name. After that we went mini toons and lx bought me the very cute mushroom soft toy for me as my belated b'dae present.So nice right.I shall take pics of it soon with my laptop webcam and post it on my friendster.

Two ICAs down, more coming up...I think i will go mad sooner or later de... Haiz, i have a feature story ICA due this friday...But i have not done the interview yet...Count on my luck of getting the most difficult topic...Just has to try my best, i guess... Then next week is the second ICA for business presentation skills...It's an informative speech....I rather do narrative or persuasive lor...Haiz...Then there this group report that is due two weeks later...But it's not started yet... A test coming up for marketing too....It's like so busy la...Yar, i know that i am also quite lazy la...But normally i will still be able to keep in pace...Haiz...This is far too much and it's driving me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL.It's mr azhar's ICA1 filming today...It's a total disaster...First, MJ is late...Regardless of the fact that i have reminded him for dunno how many times on friday to be on time for the lesson.Then, the camera went bonkers, well actually its the battery.Poor Shi Yan has to run back up to change the batteries twice.Then, all the lecturers refuse to let us interview them...In the end, we only get like 6 minutes worth of shots...Let's hope that it's enough.Haiz, so many ICAs to do...I think i am going to go mad soon...

Went back to Anderson on Friday for the POP Parade. It's very different from the past...It's like so short la...I remember the previous POPs all running short of time de... Maybe its because this year the sec2s dun have any performance ba... Also, this year the buffet is like DIY de... I went at 1 plus to help my juniors prepare de food but actually i din really do anything la.Hahax!!Cause my main purpose is to go and eat.LOL. Then they ordered this very big cake for $130.So good lor...I stand down that time dun have de...:(
Many of my squad mates went back too...It's like a mini reunion for us.Too bad Li, Perrine, LWH,MingYu and Arkar never come back...All else it will be full attendence.Hahax.
Haiz, really miss those good old times in NPCC in Anderson.

Had yet another buffet today. Went sakae sushi with six of my classmates today after school.(Oh yar, all of them are part of the mad family that we made up in the class.Hahax!!)
Wa, we ate alot today lor...I am so full until i can hardly walk. But we did have fun crapping.Hahax.
I doubt i can eat anymore today and tomorrow lor...Hahax...Must start dieting liao...Eat too much these days.

Went to bugis with BY and SB today. We had our lunch at Seoul Garden.Quite ex cause is buffet.About 19 dollars per pax cause it sunday.But i paid 10 only cause BY sponser me half as she promised me a treat.We were thinking that we must eat to our heart's fill since it's like quite ex.And we did eat alot.We ate until our stomach are all bloated.Hahax!!After that, we were like to full to walk.Lol...Getting fatter liao.
Actually we planned to go kbox de but due to the fact that i have gotten sore throat on friday, we changed plans.So sad...Very long time never sing le...I want go sing!!!Haiz, why i so suay got sore throat...

Had my ICA presentation today...Was all nervous and stuff...Like having stage fright...It's all because of the camera facing me!!!If there had not be a camera there, i bet i would do much better.
Haiz, too late anyway. At least its over.Do you know that the feeling before and after the presentation is totally different?It's like i was very worried bout how i will do b4 the presentation but after i am done with it, i felt that i have let off the burden on my shoulder and i feel so "light".
Shall blog till here today...Cause nothing else to blog liao.HaHa!!

We had a long day yesterday.Lessons ended at 12 and we have a make-up lesson at 4.And so, we have 4 whole hours of free time.Therefore, MJ suggested to go eat roti prata at jalan kayu.So about half the class went there and had lunch.The pratas there are not that great and the prices are expensive.Not that expensive la but for pratas, it is.Nevertheless, we had a fun time eating.
After eating, we decided to go to the grassroot club to play pool, the guys want to play la, we girls just wanted to watch.However, the place is like full, so the whole group of us sit outside the pool room and enjoy the air-con.
Then we went back to school for our lesson which only lasted 40 mins....................
After the lesson, me, Ida, MingHui, Olivia, MJ, Thomson,WenMin and Hendrick stay around to chitchat. Ida, Olivia and i were play this game named o2jam which was really fun to past time.I am already hooked onto the game already.LOL.

Haiz, monday is the ICA1 presentation for Mr Chong's module...Why monday and half of the class get to present on thursday...So unfair...Argh, i hate presentations the most de lor...

Went to watch spiderman 3 with my classmates yesterday after school.It's quite a good show although i am not really interested in spiderman.LOL.
We were sitting in the first row and have to tilt our heads up to see properly and i can tell you my neck nearly break.Haha!!!Then there was this irritating guy behind me who keep kicking my seat but stopped when i turned back to glare at him. I really hate this kind of ppl.
Nervertheless, it's still very nice to catch a movie with my classmates. Since this activity is counted as homework in our course, we should do it more often.Haha!!!

"Time really flies..."
I realised that i have said these three words for many times...But seriously, time really pass by very quickly...In a blink of an eye, i am already 17...17 years should be very long and yet, these 17 years felt like 17 months to me...Well, i am exaggerating but am just trying to say that i felt that time really pass by too quickly.

What do people do at the age of 17???
17 is an age where we are no longer teens but young adults...Hence, we should be more mature and responsible in everything that we do.(yar right...)

What is the exact age when a person turned into an adult???Is it at the age of 18 or 21???Who knows?I think it probably differ in everyone's case...

But how should adults behave???
Be more mature and responsible?Lol!!I knew loads of adults who are just the opposite.Childish and irresponsible....

I guess there's no definite answer to my questions.No matter how we behave regardless of our age, it's all our own choice.So if others have a bad impression about you, thinking that you are childish or irresponsible, it's your own fault.Cause it's your behaviour that lead to others having such an impression on you.

What i believe is that no matter what we do, its our choice and we should be responsible for it...

Another of my philosophical post...Any comments??

Lol, i am currently blogging from my laptop.Still in sch now.Din managed to go out yesterday as everyone's busy.Nevermind since they all promised me a present each.Hahax!!Anyway, thanks to all those who sent me an sms wishing me happy birthday and to those who had already gave me presents.XD

Three more days to my birthday!!!Really looking forward to it.Will be going out with BY,HL and SB.Miss them alot, although just saw them quite recently.LOL.
Something stupid happened today.We were at the comp lab doing some assignment the teacher asked us to do.Halfway through, the whole lab blacked out and all our work gone.None saved their work sadly.Then we waited for the power to come back and when it did, the comps can't be switch on.It's so dumb lor.In this end, most of us went to the library to use the comps there to do the assignment as we have to send it to the teacher by 6 in the evening.
Shall blog till here today.XD

Got a great bargain today.Bought a 1GB thumbdrive for merely $18!!! I know $18 is already alot, but a 1GB thumbdrive selling for this price is like super cheap la.

One of the lessons today was super fun la.We were told to take the video cam around the campus and try a the various shots that we learnt the previous day.It's like 4 people to one cam so everyone got a chance to be camera man.It's really fun la.We went around filming people and ourselves and most of the time we do crappy stuff.By crappy, i mean very very lame stuff, super lame stuff.It's like when we have to do close-up shots, we make funny faces and stuff.I am really looking forward to next week's lesson when we will be watching the videos we filmed today.

7 days more to my 17th birthday!!!Time really flies...Haiz...Getting older each day...Hope i can get many presents this year.Lol.Hahax!!

Awaiting the special day...

The latest chapters of NANA are finally out after a long wait!!!I downloaded it almost immediately when i saw that it is up.But the stupid sendspace refuses to let me d/l chapter 66. X_X
In the end i d/l using BT but its so much slower...Nevermind, i have already finish reading it.Lol.
NANA2 movie is coming to be in theatres soon in i think 14 june if i am not wrong.I just can't wait to watch it!!
Miss the good old days where i will be discussing NANA with sarah in class after we both read it.Haiz...Nevermind, one of my classmates is a NANA fan like me.So i am still able to talk about NANA with someone.^ _^

I am now blogging from my newly bought laptop!!!Comes with a webcam too...So cool right.Hahax!!
Haiz, but now i declare bankrupt le... No more money liao...Cause it is my own money that i use to buy this laptop.Nevertheless, i am still happy!!!Dunnid to see my bro's face if i want use com in future le.LOLS!!!Since now i have my very own laptop.Hahax!!But now cannot type chinese and stuff yet...Still have to rely on my bro to help me...Haiz...
Shall blog till here today...Battery going flat soon.

School has finally started for me...Had 2 lessons today but we din really go about learning anything yet as what we done today was introduction..As in the lecturers introduce to us about the various modules that they are going to teach us.So we din really do much today.

Met SB after school to go back to anderson to collect our 'o' levels cert...We really do miss the good old days in anderson...Ah,those good old times...Met some teachers at the office while collecting our cert...I really miss anderson...

A new chapter in my life has already began...It's time for me to put down the past and look ahead...

Day 2 of orientation was really fun compared to day 1. The OGLs are right about it.It's like the whole day is filled with fun games.Except that due to the rain we are unable to play certain games which are all wet games.We did play one wet game though but that game din really let us got wet.Then the OGLs let us have mass water bombing and that was fun.We jus grab the water bombs and threw it at any random ppl.It was fun getting wet.LoL!!Then we had a Mr and Ms Freshie contest and also some performance by our fellow freshies as an ending to the whole orientation.
My class bonded very well during the orientation too.MS0702 Rocks!!!

MS0702

First day of orientation today.My class is MS0702.Actually there are only two classes taking media studies.Total got 50++ students.My class consists of 24 people including me.16 girls and 8 boys.First few hours consists of talks, doing of cheers and there's this performance by a band of SBM named peanut butter jelly.The 2 singers really did sing well.Then we had lunch and then a tour around the sch.We went to the block where we will be having lessons.Then got tour the library also.Then is mass dance before library tour.The dance is like lame la.Then, we went to one corner of the sch to discuss class cheer.After that we went to some other place to play ice breaker games...Then debrief and then go home.The OGLs promised us that tmr will be a fun day compared to today.Hope that what they say is true.

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Went to JB with my mum and her friend today.Bought a new pair of sports shoes for the new school semester.It's black and pink in colour...Quite cool right??Hahax!!
Oh, i also bought 3 posters and some yuzhe cards today!!!So happy!!!
Also, as i am a very nice person(LOL),one of the posters and 3 of the cards is i help my dear "penguinpig"BY buy de.See i so nice.Hahax!!!

Did manicure today!!It's my first time and it's my mum's friend's treat!!Now my nails are very nice!!
Too bad my phone can't transfer pics to the com or else i will certainly post pics of my nails and the stuff i bought today.
Nevermind, going to change phone in september le.I will chose one with a good camera and has the function which allows me to transfer pics to the com.An mp3 function is not needed since i had a mp3 player le.Hahax!!

Wa, today very happy!!!Met SB for lunch and we gossip a little...Very long never see her liao.
Then on the way home when i was on the train,BY called and tell me that J8 comics connection got new stock arrive.So nice of her!!The most impt fact is that got Yuzhe's stickers and posters!!!So i asked her to help me buy one sticker and poster.Hahax!!I can't possibly rush down there to join them ma.Then as HL is with her, so is HL help me buy de as we lived very near to each other.So i meet HL at her house de void deck there...So happy!!!Somemore the poster is very nice de!!!
Hahax!!!

Went out with HL last saturday...Went to causeway point...The main point is to accompany her to buy stuff...She's buying new stuff for the new school year.
Actually, not planning to go out that day de but receive an sms from her asking me if i want go out so ok lor since i dun feel like staying at home...
Oh yar, i bought a very nice butterfly ring that day...Talk about saving money...Yet i spent almost twenty dollars that day...Although half of it was spent on food...Hahax!!!
I am now hoping to be able to buy a laptop...Let's hope i am allowed to buy...

突然好恨这个世界。。。不应该是从懂事时就开始恨这个世界了。。。不知从何开始就懂得这个世界现实的一面。。。好像是大概十岁时吧。。。十岁。。。应该是无忧无虑的年龄吧？？但那时的我却了解到这个世界残酷的一面。。。这个世界是不公平的。。。而还是无理的不公平法呢。。。
我的童年被自己的早熟破坏了呢。。。
我好恨哦。。。

Went out with BY today to J8...Actually should be meeting up with HL and Sb too de but they end up not free...SB is she need to go to hand in a form to the singapore youth flying club...HL actually can come meet us de but end up cannot...Haiz...Sad, cause the four of us very long never meet up le...

Went to the newly opened arcade at J8...Then BY was wearing the NYJC orientation tee shirt and was told by the staff then like that can't enter the arcade.So she went toilet to wear her shirt inside out instead... We played the hotshot machine and the percussion master and car racing...Then lastly we to play a shooting game, then at the end of it can see our compatibility...Then ours is 82%.Hahax!!!

Went to comics connection to look for cards...But din manage to find any one that we want...Which is fahrenheit and danson cards...Ended up we bought a card holder each to keep our card collection. :D Hahax!!!

After that we went bishan library to read magazines...And again we are reading fahrenheit and danson related articles...Hahax!!!

Oh yar, i recently made another blog at wretch where most taiwanese artises have their blogs... Go and visit is sometimes too!!I will set up the link under my links!!

So happy today!!Bought 3 danson cards today!!Hahax!!Now dun need to be envy of BY le...Her turn to be envy of me.Also bought quite a few Wu Chun de...Too bad the posters no stock or else i sure buy de...

If nothing go wrong...I should be going out with BY and SB this sat...We shall go card searching...Hahax!!Cause now comics connection got offer for march...One card only twenty cents instead of the usual eighty cents!!Very cheap!!
But today i buy de is about fourty cents each and not laminated...Buy from city square in jb de...But never mind...Still cheaper then the usual price of the cards comics connection sell.

The previous two days i went to help out in the restaurant my bro works...Earned 48 dollars...:)Yeah!!Can contribute to my savings le...Then can also spare some to buy more cards...Hahax!!But must save up...Cause i spent too much during the past two months...

I LOVE DANSON TANG YUZHE AND FAHRENHEIT!!!

I had always wanted to learn japanese dunno since how many years ago...However, i never put my words into actions.Thanks to my dear friend, karana who sat beside me in secondary school for 2 years.I am able to speak some simple jap words and phrases.Yet, if you show me a paragraph of jap words...I believe all i can recognise is the kanji similar to chinese words...I won't be able to read any of the hiragana.So, i decided to make use of this one month i have before i start school to at least master the basics of the language.

Anyways, learning a new language will be better than wasting the time away...:P

As said in the previous post,i am posted to NYP.Although it's sad that i did not manage to get into the course of my first choice, at least i got into a course that i am interested in...Althought it's my fourth choice...

I do look forward to life in poly...However, i am worried that i am not able to adapt in the new environment...I am such a person who does not make friends easily as in front of strangers, i tend to feel shy and i will be very quiet... It's a different situation from that time when i first entered secondary school...I still have HL to accompany me at that time...Yet this time, i will be alone...

Well this is life...I will take it as a new challenge for me to overcome in life...Since now the only person i could rely on is myself...Haiz...Hope that all would go smooth for me...

Got back my posting results today.Got into NYP.Although did not manage to get into my first choice but it's still NYP so it does not matter.Hope that poly life would be fun...Blog till here today ba...I am off to watch hana kimi le.

Was reading through my old blog posts just now...I realised that many things had happened which i dun remembered was recorded in this blog...As i was reading through the posts, memories just flow through my brain...After reading all the posts...I felt like i have went back to my own past and relieve everything that has happened once again...

I do have a diary which i wrote in whenever i feel like to...Of course, it contains stuff that i do not want to share...It contains memories for me to look through as i get older...It also shows the hidden me...My true feelings...Feelings that i want to hide...

A blog and a diary is very different...In your diary, you can write whatever you want...Anything at all.Eg: You can scold anyone all you like...But only in your own personal dairy... In a blog, no matter it is private anot...You have restrictions...If you defame anyone on ur blog, you might be sued...I believe that a blog is for us to share parts of our life with our friends...To let them know what happen to us...

Haiz...Was jus crapping today...Ignore this post ba...

Went to my godmum house today...Only go and visit her once a year during new year period. Haiz, nowadays children really grow very fast...I think by next year my godsis who is sec 1 this year will grow taller than me le...

My MP3 player went bonkers today...It is only less then 3 months old and it hang on me... What the @#%&#$@*$%@#&*#@$%@*&$!!!!!!!!!!!!!Lucky it's fine now after i recharge it...Or else i will surely curse creative...Now i regret buying creative le...Should have buy ipod but creative much cheaper lor...Ipod very expensive!!!Haiz...

I am broke nowadays...All the ang paos money saved into bank le and its 不动产。。。Cannot use de...And its not like my bank got alot of money like that...Somemore i jus use part of it to buy mp3 last december...Yar, for stuff that cost hundred plus where in this case its 200++ dollars, i can use my money in the bank...But only once in a blue moon...Somemore i have to ask my mum first even if it's my own money that i have saved over these years...Now must start saving up le...Or else wait no money to buy comics and stuff...

Haiz...I gain weight due to the many new year goodies that went into my stomach...Must start losing weight le...Hope that by the end of march i can lose at least 3 kilograms...Must cut down on oily and fatty food...Cannot eat too much sweets also...Haiz...

Went to northpoint with my mum today...There was this fair just at the 7-eleven there selling bags,wallets,shoes and stuff from john little...My mum was like looking through the wallets when suddenly we heard 2 women shouting at each other.They were like shouting vulgarities at each other...Then one of them called the police.I did not stay to watch but my mum say that the fight started because when the 2 women were looking through the bags each on one side when one of the women's bag accidently hit the other.It was like so lame la...Haiz...

I am really bored these days...All i do is eat, sleep, watch TV and use the computer...Somemore new year period eat alot more lor...Now growing fatter le...Wanted to cut down weight at first de...End up gaining two whole kilograms instead...

Haiz...Cannot grow anymore fatter le...Must cut down weight!!!Someone stop me from eating!!!!Must exercise more also...Or else i will rot at home sooner or later lor...Haiz...

不肥死也会懒死。。。

Really miss those good old days at school...I even miss lesson time now...

人们总是失去了才会珍惜啊。。。

Change blogskin again...Because the previous one the font too small le...Can't really see...
Actually wanted to change to a 飞轮海 skin de but then after seconds thoughts...I decided on this 唐禹哲 skin...Cause there's only one 禹哲 skin on the whole blogskin website at this moment...There are bound to be more soon... Also this skin very nice!!!Haha!!!

今天，和丽与韵去看了门徒。。。这是一部有关毒品的电影。。。电影里描述了毒品的制作过程。。。从电影里，我了解到毒品的可怕程度。。。毒品会毁了你的一生，最后也会夺走你的生命。。。当然，在看这部电影前，我已知道毒品所会带来的伤害。。。但是，电影里的一幕，让我深深地了解到毒品的可怕。。。那是恶心的一幕。。。那名女吸毒者因过量吸毒而死亡。。。死后，她眼里出血，全身爬满老鼠。。。真是令人想吐的一幕。。。真的好恶心。。。 电影里，我唯一喜欢的是死者的女儿。。。是一名非常可爱的小女孩。。。当妈妈吸毒时，她会把针筒扔掉。。。最后吴彦祖想尝试吸毒，但小女孩从他手中拿走针筒，阻止了他。。。真是个懂事的小女孩呢。。。

Happy V-Day to all!!!

When everyone is out there celebrating the day with their valentine or friends...I ended up going to JB with my mom for the sake of helping her to carry stuff that she bought...How sad...

Well, Chinese new year is coming soon...Which means that it's time to take Hong Paos lo!!!Hahax!!!
I am definitely get fatter this cny...Cause every reunion dinner, i will always be the last to leave the table.It's like steamboat every year for my family and also my fav so, i will just go on and eat non-stop...Hahax...But this year my mom buying healthier food for steamboat, more vegetables and less meat.But it does not matter, i love vegetables!!!Hahax!!!

Anyways, i know it's early...
Happy Chinese New Year to all!!!

Finally made up my mind and submitted the JAE application...Hope i can get into my first choice...I also hope that i won't regret ny decision...Even if i regretted it...It's all my own choice...So all i hope is that everything will be fine and that there will be no regrets...

Haiz...Haven submit jae yet...Not really sure wat to put for all the 12 choices...Only 3 days left to register!!!They should give us more time to think lor...Haiz...I am so confused right now!!!!!!!!
SOMEONE SAVE ME PLS!!!!!

Got back results le...Wa, they say 2.30pm get back but then they drag until 3.15pm then start giving out the results...Don't they know that waiting is an agony for us...Well, all except for two who knew their results early in the morning cause they are top students in singapore who scored 10 A1s.They were spared the agony and given happiness.Then the reporters took their photos using us as the background before the rest of us could get back the results...Haiz...The rest of us could only be a background...So sad...Hahax!!!

Well, i am happy with my results...Improved alot compared with prelims.Can go to the course of my choice can le... Anyways, congrats to my friends who acheive their goal. :D

Confirm le...9th Feb getting back results...At 2.30pm...
Really am confused now...Half of me wanted to get back the results as soon as possible and get it over and done with...Half of me hope that the day to get back the results will never arrive so that i won't have to worry...Haiz...No matter what, it's time to wake up le...It's time to face the reality...Have to stop dreaming le...
I just hope that all will be fine...Haiz...

Went Kbox again today with HL.Then after that we meet By to accompany her for lunch.We chatted for about 2 hours plus in the foodcourt.In between, HL received a call from Hairi, our ex-squadmate...Then she was so shocked that she hung the phone...When he called again, i pick up the phone instead and using a voice that won't make him recognise me.It was like so funny la, i ask him why he called and he said that he just wanted to ask her smth and he said nevermind when i said that i will ask HL to return him the call...The excuse he used is like super lame la...What he just wanted to ask her when will we get back our 'o's results when he's not even involved...Then we go on chatting about the boyband 飞轮海........And jus some things that happened recently...After that, BY treated us ice cream.So nice of her...^^Then after that we go home le...
Haiz, hope that results will be release ASAP...

My world is surrounded with boredom...Bought comics...But with my reading speed, which in this case unfortunately is fast,i finished the two comics i bought today in less than an hour...Also i managed to recycle the old comics which has nine books in total in one day...Actually nine is nothing lor...My highest record is 27 comics in a day...Why must i read so fast...*Punches myself*

Sort Cheng is trying to lure me to crash NYJC...Hahax...But i too lazy liao...Somemore nowadays my ez-link is adult fair de...Take bus also very expensive lor...Somemore go there and return is like 2 dollars plus...Miss those days where the fair is only 45/50 cents where i can go anyways without worrying about the amount of money left in my card...

Yar, i am actually quite stingy in some cases...Even on buyings stuff i will think twice on whether i really need that think or is that think is worth it...However, only when i am spending my savings...If its my mom who's paying, i will not hesitate at all...Look, i am actually quite spoilt...Hahax...

Time really flies...January is coming to an end soon...The day when we will be getting back our results is nearing...I remember last year when i saw my seniors got back their results.I have seen tears of joy and tears of regret...The whole thing is like very drama...Some cry because they are too happy, some cry because they did badly...
It's going to be my turn soon...To get back the 'o' level results...I hope that i will do ok...Just as long as the L1R5 is below 20 can le...I dunnid results that is extremely good...I just want results that will allow to choose for my future...

Life can be real boring sometimes.You can play the computer until u are tired of it.Sometimes u dun even know what to do after checking the mailbox, blogging and play some dumb games and get tired of it...One can even get bored of playing PS2 when there are loads of new games left untouched...Haiz, what else is left to do then??Watch tv??The shows nowadays did not manage to leave me stuck on the tv everyday...Haiz...Maybe it juz because i am borned to be bored...

Went to Kbox today.Very long never go le, finally can sing after so long!!Then went shopping at heeren.Din buy anything much though...Haiz, today rain alot... Sianz...Hope that results will release soon.

Been slacking at home these days...Was really bored until that i dun even feel like touching the ps2 ever again.Really miss those days in school.Haiz...Think i shall go back to my story writing and finish up those story that i have written since i have all the time to myself.

Went back to anderson for cca open house this morning.HAiz... Really miss those good old days in NP...Makes me think of last yrs cca open house when i went back today.Seen the drill display the juniors put up today.It was not bad but i still think that the one that we thought of was better even though we din not have a chance to show it...Haiz... That was one regret....
They have field cooking today and the marshmellows with melted chocolate was very nice.Had quite a bit of that..Hahax.:P
Haiz, memories are really the most precious things we have...

It's already the year 2007.Many things happened in the year 2006.Sad, happy and many events.Let's all look forward to the new year and begin anew.Learn from the mistakes we made in the year 2006 and be sure not to repeat then in the new year.
Wishing everyone a happy 2007!