Hello folks.
Life's thrown me abroad with loads of surprises these few weeks.
But i thank the lord for lifelines; my friends and a special someone who has been there for me through it all.
"im not afraid of anything in this world. there's nothing you can throw at me that i havent already heard."
Tracy, who worry for me more than i do. Who makes time for me. Who laughs and cries with me. I would never ever do anything to traumatise the relationship we share.
My dive mates-they never fail to bring joy into my life. I can laugh myself silly while out with them. They dont know but they brought relief to my world just by being the person that they are. And i know that if i should ever need a listening ear, they'd there.
Not forgetting Fuglies-photos we took during poly days still sitting on my wardrobe. They make up 80% of what i remember from school days. I miss the times we skip class, have MacDs together, mock and roll our eyes at each other. But all of us have moved on. We lead our individual lives, we don't know what's happening to each other now. And the last i heard of the 2 most distant folks, they are happily attached/dating. I wish all of you the very very best at work, be it in the private or government sector.
And xxx, whose name and face i shall not reveal as yet. Who doesn't mind my past nor current. Who pampers me silly, accept and appreciates me for the girl i really am, who hears and advices me. Who was there for my dive friends(whom he hasn't even met until that fateful day) and I when we met with a seriously damaged car accident on Sat. I don't know what will become of us. I just want to cherish the now.
Don't ask bout the car accident. All thanks to the cabby driver and his boney Indian passenger. The other passenger and I would had made the same move like the driver did. Fucks to his passenger, who must have caused the accident for changing her mind, causing the driver to cut across the chevron markings and colliding into us. Oh did i just tell you what had happened. Anyways, the cab driver was a lil worried bout his passenger, who opted to head up the ambulance. I told him, "she can still walk in her heels, call her friend and whine. She's okay lah."
Monday, September 29, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
No Choice
Statements and opinions expressed herein are those of the authors.
While every care has been taken in the compilation of this article, i cannot guarantee that inaccuracies will not occur. I will not be held responsible for any claim, loss, damage or inconvenience caused as a result of any information within these pages or any information accessed through this site. I do not endorse any products, services, information or materials.
You proceed at your own risk.
For a long time, i've been wanting to air my thoughts bout dental amalgams over the world wide web. But this being controversial issues, i held back, till now. This post was sparked by a letter i opened this morning, regarding the use of dental amalgams with mercury content.
The letter stated concerns arising from the inhalation/ingestion of mercury vapour, followed by lines after lines of affirmation that the use of amalgams do not exhibit adverse side effects.
I shall not comment much on the letter, but here are my views on the subject matter, dental amalgam.
AR(amalgam restorations) expand with age, allowing secondary decay to develop. These decays are hard to detect in its early stages and by the time something is done, it often is too late, leading to the need for more complicated procedures. In fact, there is no chemical bond between the tooth surface and an AR.
AR wedges against the tooth due to temperature changes. Overtime, the tooth cracks and often, a crown may be needed to restore its functionality, and this, has no guarantee that its gonna work.
In the long run, AR stains the walls of the cavity, giving rise to teeth assuming a grey tinge.
Other than obvious negative aesthetic issues, AR releases mercury vapour which might have an effect on the CNS. I for one wouldnt want to put my patients, myself and future generations(if any) at such risks.
As such, i think there should be a system of change implemented in the usage of dental amalgams. If there are researches done to prove its effect on the CNS, no matter how minute, should not be disregarded.
The dental profession is an acquired skill, and a rice bowl to many. What if you were told that these mercury vapour is accumulated in the body over time? What if your kid is having an AR plugged in today?
Its not that im trying to be anal and atas bout the usage of new generation materials. I think mercury, as much as it is 'bonded' with other metals and hence does not pose a risk to the exposed personnels, this risk should not be taken.
Since a switch in work environment, i've seen cases of tooth walls chipping, with the AR still retaining its shape-yah talk bout straight walls flat floors and undercuts. My stand is, i rather have a filling chipped than a tooth chipped.
If cost is all the one is on the look out for, i must say that it isnt too cost efficient in the long run. Yes, new aged materials may be more costly but they bond to the tooth, some have fluoride releasing properties (rechargeable or not huh?) and usually pose less issues down the road. The analogy is like driving a normal sedan vs a 4wheeled drive vehicle on loose gravel/mud. Both would run, but eventually, the normal sedan breaks down or requires much servicing before it tries to catch up with the 4WD.
I know my friends have no choice but to continue plugging in amalgams. I was once in that state but it was no dilemma to me. I stuck with the use of tooth coloured fillings on permanent teeth. It didnt matter much whether i would be questioned or not. I knew i was following a reasonable school of thought, and should not be held liable. In any case, i've always informed patients which tooth has a filling, and to return if they feel a sharp edge, chip or complete dislodge of material.
**
I cant erase the stupid things i did, i struggle just to find a better way.
So here i am, fighting and trying to hide the scars.
So take a breath and softly say goodbye.
The lonely road, the one that i should try to walk alone.
The queen has lost her crown again.
Goodbye.
While every care has been taken in the compilation of this article, i cannot guarantee that inaccuracies will not occur. I will not be held responsible for any claim, loss, damage or inconvenience caused as a result of any information within these pages or any information accessed through this site. I do not endorse any products, services, information or materials.
You proceed at your own risk.
For a long time, i've been wanting to air my thoughts bout dental amalgams over the world wide web. But this being controversial issues, i held back, till now. This post was sparked by a letter i opened this morning, regarding the use of dental amalgams with mercury content.
The letter stated concerns arising from the inhalation/ingestion of mercury vapour, followed by lines after lines of affirmation that the use of amalgams do not exhibit adverse side effects.
I shall not comment much on the letter, but here are my views on the subject matter, dental amalgam.
AR(amalgam restorations) expand with age, allowing secondary decay to develop. These decays are hard to detect in its early stages and by the time something is done, it often is too late, leading to the need for more complicated procedures. In fact, there is no chemical bond between the tooth surface and an AR.
AR wedges against the tooth due to temperature changes. Overtime, the tooth cracks and often, a crown may be needed to restore its functionality, and this, has no guarantee that its gonna work.
In the long run, AR stains the walls of the cavity, giving rise to teeth assuming a grey tinge.
Other than obvious negative aesthetic issues, AR releases mercury vapour which might have an effect on the CNS. I for one wouldnt want to put my patients, myself and future generations(if any) at such risks.
As such, i think there should be a system of change implemented in the usage of dental amalgams. If there are researches done to prove its effect on the CNS, no matter how minute, should not be disregarded.
The dental profession is an acquired skill, and a rice bowl to many. What if you were told that these mercury vapour is accumulated in the body over time? What if your kid is having an AR plugged in today?
Its not that im trying to be anal and atas bout the usage of new generation materials. I think mercury, as much as it is 'bonded' with other metals and hence does not pose a risk to the exposed personnels, this risk should not be taken.
Since a switch in work environment, i've seen cases of tooth walls chipping, with the AR still retaining its shape-yah talk bout straight walls flat floors and undercuts. My stand is, i rather have a filling chipped than a tooth chipped.
If cost is all the one is on the look out for, i must say that it isnt too cost efficient in the long run. Yes, new aged materials may be more costly but they bond to the tooth, some have fluoride releasing properties (rechargeable or not huh?) and usually pose less issues down the road. The analogy is like driving a normal sedan vs a 4wheeled drive vehicle on loose gravel/mud. Both would run, but eventually, the normal sedan breaks down or requires much servicing before it tries to catch up with the 4WD.
I know my friends have no choice but to continue plugging in amalgams. I was once in that state but it was no dilemma to me. I stuck with the use of tooth coloured fillings on permanent teeth. It didnt matter much whether i would be questioned or not. I knew i was following a reasonable school of thought, and should not be held liable. In any case, i've always informed patients which tooth has a filling, and to return if they feel a sharp edge, chip or complete dislodge of material.
**
I cant erase the stupid things i did, i struggle just to find a better way.
So here i am, fighting and trying to hide the scars.
So take a breath and softly say goodbye.
The lonely road, the one that i should try to walk alone.
The queen has lost her crown again.
Goodbye.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Ext Mod
Saya had an extremely enjoyable day off. And i guess its the last till exams are over. I have to start hitting the books, seriously.
My kawan and i had breakfast at Pekk!o Food Market before heading to the Causeway. We were so thankful it was a smooth drive down, tak jam.
It was alot of fun for i gave my humble opinions when choosing the rims, console box and gauges. Alex, the boss, was kind to dual circuit those gauges, such that they come on red when the pilot light is switched on, and white when the headlights are in use. Coolbeans! The body kit and spoilers were ordered long ago and mounted on today. I thought the blue looked a lil darker than the car's body but Alex reassured us that it'll blend with some sun exposure. Another trip is needed to fine tune those gauges. Oh ya! A Transformer's logo was mounted on-cute eh! Ok maybe cute's not the word for a man's thing Total damage after reasonable bargaining: Approx 5,600RM. Now i understand the joy when aboy man has his car modified. The joy is akin to us buying a branded handbag we had been wanting for the longest time-happiness and excitement purified, i tell you.
While waiting for the evolvement of thebeng car, Alex gave us a lift to Jusc0 Ae0n +ebrau.
For lunch, I had a huge slab of beef and he had 3 measly sticks of chicken, served on a heated stonegrill. You'll never understand how carnivorous i felt at that instance. It was accompanied with french fries and mixed vegetables-yeah those disgusting peas, carrots and corn we used to detest as a kid, and still do.
I had wanted to get some work clothes, to no avail-the things i took fancy upon had shops in Sg.
We took a cab to Holiday Plaza at RM12. It wasnt just a 20mins suana ride. Half of me was baking in the sorching sun.
There, we had a drink and spicy fries @ MacD's before heading for Thai massage which was shiokness to the max!
He bought MacD's for the guys. Alex picked us up in the newly modified stylo milotoy car, had a free manual car wash before heading back to the shop. While the technicians tied up some loose ends, we had a light zi char dinner at the roadside hawker.
The drive back to Sg was a smooth one too. I was home by 9.20pm, totally worn out from the day's activities but felt it was a day well spent, nonetheless.
The few commonly used melayu words are still floating in my mind.. saya besar aku kechil tengnor chantek hitam
Officially partners in crime, my friend and i.
Urm, gonna reformat my G4 after exams!
My kawan and i had breakfast at Pekk!o Food Market before heading to the Causeway. We were so thankful it was a smooth drive down, tak jam.
It was alot of fun for i gave my humble opinions when choosing the rims, console box and gauges. Alex, the boss, was kind to dual circuit those gauges, such that they come on red when the pilot light is switched on, and white when the headlights are in use. Coolbeans! The body kit and spoilers were ordered long ago and mounted on today. I thought the blue looked a lil darker than the car's body but Alex reassured us that it'll blend with some sun exposure. Another trip is needed to fine tune those gauges. Oh ya! A Transformer's logo was mounted on-cute eh! Ok maybe cute's not the word for a man's thing Total damage after reasonable bargaining: Approx 5,600RM. Now i understand the joy when a
While waiting for the evolvement of the
For lunch, I had a huge slab of beef and he had 3 measly sticks of chicken, served on a heated stonegrill. You'll never understand how carnivorous i felt at that instance. It was accompanied with french fries and mixed vegetables-yeah those disgusting peas, carrots and corn we used to detest as a kid, and still do.
I had wanted to get some work clothes, to no avail-the things i took fancy upon had shops in Sg.
We took a cab to Holiday Plaza at RM12. It wasnt just a 20mins suana ride. Half of me was baking in the sorching sun.
There, we had a drink and spicy fries @ MacD's before heading for Thai massage which was shiokness to the max!
He bought MacD's for the guys. Alex picked us up in the newly modified stylo milo
The drive back to Sg was a smooth one too. I was home by 9.20pm, totally worn out from the day's activities but felt it was a day well spent, nonetheless.
The few commonly used melayu words are still floating in my mind.. saya besar aku kechil tengnor chantek hitam
Officially partners in crime, my friend and i.
Urm, gonna reformat my G4 after exams!
Monday, September 22, 2008
38th Weekend of 2008
Friday 19th Sept 2008
TGIF.
I slept the day away, did some laundry and prepared for school. F wasnt available-i had to bus down. I was 20mins late for lecture, and very thankful i didnt miss out much. I made a new friend, but we didnt exchange contacts. She lives across the street, and i guess i might bump into her during one of those late night studying at MacD's.
Im so thankful a friend picked me up from school, before heading to St James Power Station. We joined the folks from the Dayang's trip and 2 other HB staff at M0vida's.
I didnt want to drink that night. And i couldnt dance either. I was so legs tied hands tied. I
It was heart wrenching to see one of the girls so down and out, emotionally i mean. But im sure there'll come a day(and that day will come soon) she realise matters and laugh at her own folly. Just like how i got over N, the guy who bought me the brown t shirt i wore to ice skate.
Another was pissed drunk and all we could do was tie up her hair, give her lime, plain water and countless hand towels for her after pukes.
Some headed home while we went for indian crispy dough at +homson. I saw an SGX Swift, and was hoping to bump into Kel. I miss my bitch.
It was depressing to know that the night ended at 4plus am for Sat's gonna whiz pass real fast.
Saturday 20th Sept 2008
F sent me to school, and i had a sleepy time listening to law cases at class. I kinda got to know an acquaintance better. j0hn's his name, has a girlfriend and both of them dive! They just came back from Sipadan, with a flooded camera. Oh well, shit happens.
Headed to a friend's place for a chill out evening. We had ohsosinfulbutsuperyummy kFC! The rest came at bout 9pm, we played Taboo and went down for ice-cream. The flavours were special, but had nothing much to rave about-not like they're paying me aite?
I swear by my unborn child's life that his apartment is tidier than my room-okay anyone's room would be. Its a wonder how a man can maintain the place! I feel ashamed.
But i was quite inspired to have an apartment i can call home. Mum thought it was a great idea-she would love to shift in(that spells disaster) and have some alone time too. I dont quite like my current room cause it's shared. I dont like people's things lying around, i dont mind mine. I dont like the idea of lil sis hitting on my head in the middle of the night, someone snatching my bolster and getting tangled in my comforter. But still, i'm thankful that i've a rather cosy place to return to. :)
Sunday 21st Sept 2008
I collapsed on the bed the moment i returned from work. I missed dance again, for 3 weeks in a row. Some of 'em got worried, called up my friends and decided to drop by my place to check on me.
I woke up to the sounds of a vacuum cleaner on Monday. Mom has decided to take 2 days off to tidy the place. A new(display set) front load washing machine replaces the retired set. I think i should give her some monies for it. Its a whopping 860SGD! Her take was, roadshows offer the latest models, like in the case of television sets and mobile phones. And the wash machines hasnt been used (technically) cept for some minor scratches. She said, 'only that idiot(thats how she calls F) would know how to service it.'
F's a handyman. From electrical wiring to plumbing to servicing of household electricals to carpentry to cooking-cept new age stuff like computers and mobile phones. Such men are hard to come by these days. They'll probably have the electricals replaced, just like mum did.
TGIF.
I slept the day away, did some laundry and prepared for school. F wasnt available-i had to bus down. I was 20mins late for lecture, and very thankful i didnt miss out much. I made a new friend, but we didnt exchange contacts. She lives across the street, and i guess i might bump into her during one of those late night studying at MacD's.
Im so thankful a friend picked me up from school, before heading to St James Power Station. We joined the folks from the Dayang's trip and 2 other HB staff at M0vida's.
I didnt want to drink that night. And i couldnt dance either. I was so legs tied hands tied. I
It was heart wrenching to see one of the girls so down and out, emotionally i mean. But im sure there'll come a day(and that day will come soon) she realise matters and laugh at her own folly. Just like how i got over N, the guy who bought me the brown t shirt i wore to ice skate.
Another was pissed drunk and all we could do was tie up her hair, give her lime, plain water and countless hand towels for her after pukes.
Some headed home while we went for indian crispy dough at +homson. I saw an SGX Swift, and was hoping to bump into Kel. I miss my bitch.
It was depressing to know that the night ended at 4plus am for Sat's gonna whiz pass real fast.
Saturday 20th Sept 2008
F sent me to school, and i had a sleepy time listening to law cases at class. I kinda got to know an acquaintance better. j0hn's his name, has a girlfriend and both of them dive! They just came back from Sipadan, with a flooded camera. Oh well, shit happens.
Headed to a friend's place for a chill out evening. We had ohsosinfulbutsuperyummy kFC! The rest came at bout 9pm, we played Taboo and went down for ice-cream. The flavours were special, but had nothing much to rave about-not like they're paying me aite?
I swear by my unborn child's life that his apartment is tidier than my room-okay anyone's room would be. Its a wonder how a man can maintain the place! I feel ashamed.
But i was quite inspired to have an apartment i can call home. Mum thought it was a great idea-she would love to shift in(that spells disaster) and have some alone time too. I dont quite like my current room cause it's shared. I dont like people's things lying around, i dont mind mine. I dont like the idea of lil sis hitting on my head in the middle of the night, someone snatching my bolster and getting tangled in my comforter. But still, i'm thankful that i've a rather cosy place to return to. :)
Sunday 21st Sept 2008
I collapsed on the bed the moment i returned from work. I missed dance again, for 3 weeks in a row. Some of 'em got worried, called up my friends and decided to drop by my place to check on me.
I woke up to the sounds of a vacuum cleaner on Monday. Mom has decided to take 2 days off to tidy the place. A new(display set) front load washing machine replaces the retired set. I think i should give her some monies for it. Its a whopping 860SGD! Her take was, roadshows offer the latest models, like in the case of television sets and mobile phones. And the wash machines hasnt been used (technically) cept for some minor scratches. She said, 'only that idiot(thats how she calls F) would know how to service it.'
F's a handyman. From electrical wiring to plumbing to servicing of household electricals to carpentry to cooking-cept new age stuff like computers and mobile phones. Such men are hard to come by these days. They'll probably have the electricals replaced, just like mum did.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Friday, September 19, 2008
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Its my off day and the agenda starts only at 5.30pm-prepare for school at 7-10pm and a post Dayang gathering after school. Few things have been on my mind since i woke up, and this is the only medium I can share with. I miss my sister during free times like these. We would have so much 'fun' being in the same room doing different things.
Its been a long long time since i last ate instant noodles, and i cant recall when i finished more than 1/2 a bowl of this very disgusting noodles. Some mocha chocolate ice cream saved my day! Nevermind the fats. I believe in enjoyment of food while i still can. Of cause, must exercise larh.. (Another day cann. Haha!)
Early this morning (of cause i went back to bed!), mum was complaining that she doesnt see me at home. My very sleepy 'okay' reply sent her in a rage. She went on and on bout anything and everything else, until i had to explain that on weekdays i work, i work till 9pm. When im home pre-work, im home alone. On Fridays, school starts at 7pm. On Saturdays, 2pm. She works half days on Sats too, so its not surprising i dont get to see her aite!? Needless to say, i work on Sundays and most of the time go for dance after that. I skipped dance and we had dinner together last Sunday! That forgetfulbitchmother. This time issue problem with my family has never occurred to me in thought-but now that it's happening, i cant blame anyone. I asked for it and i guess i should make an effort to be back for planned dinners on Sat/Sundays.
A dental appointment was scheduled for my F today at 3.30-4.15pm. Early this afternoon, he told me he'll go at 3pm, and have to leave by 4pm. Or he'll go at 4pm, Now this sent me in a rage!
Patients think that 'if i go early, doctor see me early, i can go for my next appointment!-yayy yayy'. A load of rubbish. The thing is, doctor can never see you earlier, cause there's someone else before you! If you go early and you demand to be seen earlier, what's the point of making an appointment? Just walk in, kick up a fuss with the front desk officers and demand to be seen today lah! Or worst! Go at 4pm, with 15mins of appointment time left, you demand full treatment at the expense of another person having to wait for his turn. And the time chain drags on, in the end, doctor no dinner, nurse no dinner, everyone's upset!
I've not reached a stage where i can tell patients off that time is precious-dental treatment takes lots of time, where a suddenly cancelled appointment slot might safe the life and trouble of another person, etc. So, i told my F off. And now im contemplating to ask him send me to school tonight or not. Okay maybe this time, i didnt play my cards right. Haha!
My room has been in a mess and im so lazy to start tidying up. But i know i cant start studying in a messy environment like this. Its a wonder how Ellice can settle down and start with her homework. Now..maybe the bulk of the mess is hers. :X
It's been a long long time since i had tea/coffee with milk and i wonder why. The last time i had it was due to a wrong order and i drank less than a third. I seem to favour teh-o peng these days. Sometimes, i would spare myself the sugar and head for fruits or chinese tea instead. Oh ya, chinese tea is know as "diao yu", translated fishing at hawker centres.
Apples have became my favourite fruit for they are readily accessible at ColdStorage near my work place. It cleanses teeth and freshens the breath too!
The folks at S.Cove are going for a leisure trip together in November, before the season closes. Im keen because of the fun we always have together, but i've refrained myself from joining them. I should save up for further dive trip(s) next year. Moreover, there's school fees due soon. And outstanding phone bills(and the fine that comes along with it) that im so lazy to pick up.
Its 3pm right now. I should stop talking rubbish and start packing my Ike stricken room.
Oh wait wait!
I'm such a pampered soul! My friend's picking me up at school so it saves me time and trouble of having to travel down to wherever they will be!
I saw my commercial law test results on wed, was disappointed and have not gotten over the disappointment. I scored a credit (12/20) for it. I dont know what went wrong nor know how to improve.
My best friend and i, together with 2 other boys went for ice-skating together at KaIIang on Tuesday. We had good laughs, but i thought it wasnt very fun. Afterall, how much fun can going in circles be right.
The tall guy met an old friend and we girls took the opportunity to learn from his friend! I got 2 (realllly huge!) blue blacks on my knees for learning how to cross skate. But it's ok, at least we took a photo of dancing on ice. We are real wanna-be's!
Its been a long long time since i last ate instant noodles, and i cant recall when i finished more than 1/2 a bowl of this very disgusting noodles. Some mocha chocolate ice cream saved my day! Nevermind the fats. I believe in enjoyment of food while i still can. Of cause, must exercise larh.. (Another day cann. Haha!)
Early this morning (of cause i went back to bed!), mum was complaining that she doesnt see me at home. My very sleepy 'okay' reply sent her in a rage. She went on and on bout anything and everything else, until i had to explain that on weekdays i work, i work till 9pm. When im home pre-work, im home alone. On Fridays, school starts at 7pm. On Saturdays, 2pm. She works half days on Sats too, so its not surprising i dont get to see her aite!? Needless to say, i work on Sundays and most of the time go for dance after that. I skipped dance and we had dinner together last Sunday! That forgetful
A dental appointment was scheduled for my F today at 3.30-4.15pm. Early this afternoon, he told me he'll go at 3pm, and have to leave by 4pm. Or he'll go at 4pm, Now this sent me in a rage!
Patients think that 'if i go early, doctor see me early, i can go for my next appointment!-yayy yayy'. A load of rubbish. The thing is, doctor can never see you earlier, cause there's someone else before you! If you go early and you demand to be seen earlier, what's the point of making an appointment? Just walk in, kick up a fuss with the front desk officers and demand to be seen today lah! Or worst! Go at 4pm, with 15mins of appointment time left, you demand full treatment at the expense of another person having to wait for his turn. And the time chain drags on, in the end, doctor no dinner, nurse no dinner, everyone's upset!
I've not reached a stage where i can tell patients off that time is precious-dental treatment takes lots of time, where a suddenly cancelled appointment slot might safe the life and trouble of another person, etc. So, i told my F off. And now im contemplating to ask him send me to school tonight or not. Okay maybe this time, i didnt play my cards right. Haha!
My room has been in a mess and im so lazy to start tidying up. But i know i cant start studying in a messy environment like this. Its a wonder how Ellice can settle down and start with her homework. Now..maybe the bulk of the mess is hers. :X
It's been a long long time since i had tea/coffee with milk and i wonder why. The last time i had it was due to a wrong order and i drank less than a third. I seem to favour teh-o peng these days. Sometimes, i would spare myself the sugar and head for fruits or chinese tea instead. Oh ya, chinese tea is know as "diao yu", translated fishing at hawker centres.
Apples have became my favourite fruit for they are readily accessible at ColdStorage near my work place. It cleanses teeth and freshens the breath too!
The folks at S.Cove are going for a leisure trip together in November, before the season closes. Im keen because of the fun we always have together, but i've refrained myself from joining them. I should save up for further dive trip(s) next year. Moreover, there's school fees due soon. And outstanding phone bills(and the fine that comes along with it) that im so lazy to pick up.
Its 3pm right now. I should stop talking rubbish and start packing my Ike stricken room.
Oh wait wait!
I'm such a pampered soul! My friend's picking me up at school so it saves me time and trouble of having to travel down to wherever they will be!
I saw my commercial law test results on wed, was disappointed and have not gotten over the disappointment. I scored a credit (12/20) for it. I dont know what went wrong nor know how to improve.
My best friend and i, together with 2 other boys went for ice-skating together at KaIIang on Tuesday. We had good laughs, but i thought it wasnt very fun. Afterall, how much fun can going in circles be right.
The tall guy met an old friend and we girls took the opportunity to learn from his friend! I got 2 (realllly huge!) blue blacks on my knees for learning how to cross skate. But it's ok, at least we took a photo of dancing on ice. We are real wanna-be's!
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Beauty
I was looking through a social networking site, Facebk and chanced upon photos taken on Sat's evening at Carmen's birthday celebration. The first thing that came to mind was, "i have beautiful friends!"
Then i thought deeper-what is beauty? The multiple rings on the neck of tribe women in Thailand, bounded feet, tattoos, fashion trends, anorexics, etc?
We've heard enough of beauty only being skin deep, beauty being in the eyes of the beholder (some say BEERholder), etc.
How beauty is defined is often a societal stereotype, with much influence from the media. Beauty is so often derived from imagery of hottest film/tv stars. In recent years, there were media encouragements reaching out with 'love your bodies' messages, yet its effectiveness is questioned.
I guess anything physical is substantial. The beauty of a person should be defined by their character and the values they hold.
My closer friends are all beautiful. To me, their beauty shines through a different medium, and i embrace them all. Their physical beauty is an attitude of how they carry themselves and can never be replicated.
Ask me bout plastic surgery, why not! Rhinoplasty and breast implants, anyone?
"I never saw an ugly thing in my life: for let the form of an object be what it may - light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful."
Ok i bestow to you a photo of my pretty friends. Urm, one single but not available, the other taken.
Then i thought deeper-what is beauty? The multiple rings on the neck of tribe women in Thailand, bounded feet, tattoos, fashion trends, anorexics, etc?
We've heard enough of beauty only being skin deep, beauty being in the eyes of the beholder (some say BEERholder), etc.
How beauty is defined is often a societal stereotype, with much influence from the media. Beauty is so often derived from imagery of hottest film/tv stars. In recent years, there were media encouragements reaching out with 'love your bodies' messages, yet its effectiveness is questioned.
I guess anything physical is substantial. The beauty of a person should be defined by their character and the values they hold.
My closer friends are all beautiful. To me, their beauty shines through a different medium, and i embrace them all. Their physical beauty is an attitude of how they carry themselves and can never be replicated.
Ask me bout plastic surgery, why not! Rhinoplasty and breast implants, anyone?
"I never saw an ugly thing in my life: for let the form of an object be what it may - light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful."
Ok i bestow to you a photo of my pretty friends. Urm, one single but not available, the other taken.
Friday, September 12, 2008
HPB Dive Fest 2008
Did a webscan and found yourself here?
Welcome!
Its been a week since i embarked on a corporate trip with HPB but i clearly recall the uncertainty in me-going with another dive school, using new gear, bringing a camera, meeting new faces, etc, which, in the end, amounted to nothing more than unnecessaryworries concerns.
It was a long ride to Dayang from Mersing, bout 4 hours. Then it was sand sand sand sand sand sand sand all the way to the quad sharing. erm. resort.
Its weird that the lights were on before checking in to the room. Then i really got a culture shock as i stepped into the living quarters. On the left, just beside my bed, was a dirty looking metal plate. The bunk beds were creaky, mattress had no bed sheets and the pillow was rock hard. Truth be told, i didnt even brush that night because i dont wanna step into the toilet. Oh! We filled a pail of water, only to find 3mm long red worms in the water. "What to do, just bathe lor".
It was supposed to be quad sharing but my only roomie and i were lucky to have it to ourselves!
Not exactly complaining larh, but i've been very pampered at Tioman. :P
The jet fins were a lil heavy, even in water, but came in very handy in choppy waters on Sunday. It being my 1st time finning frog-style, i thought the overall experience was no less than thumbs up! Zenz' mini shadow fitted me perfectly too.
I wasted air during 2/3 dives for my mask kept fogging-the conditioner got washed off on the surface while waiting for other folks. Took photos of the lack lustre marine life and folks which made the weekend exceptionally remarkable-check em out on Facebk!
Remember how reluctant i was just last Friday (5th) yet i'm missing the folks so much now. I guess there's this thing bout spending time together overseas, how it miraculously brings people together (uh huh love was in the air. :P) , how the real personality in us surface.
It was rainingcats and dogs sharks and manta-rays, and few of the guys were so sweet to bring us (super duper) saccharine sweet red bean soup and hot beverages while the rest goofed under the shelter, still freezing from wet suits and evil gushing winds.
And if you find yourself not making any friends during such activities, maybe it's time you step out of your comfort zone, stop complaining, start serving and engaging with others.
If i were to sum up everything in one word, 'fun' be an understatement.
Oh did i forget to mention, its my 3rd overseas trip with Carrie!
Drained but few of us lugged our heavy bags and went for indian dough with mutton/chicken & drinks at Arab Street's Zamzam before heading home. Zamzam's overrated, i must say. Nevertheless, the company (and a treat from one of the boys-hehe) made it all so worthwhile!
I spent the rest of the week working sleeping sleeping sleeping and sleeping. Well. You know you're getting old when such activities suck the energy out of you-dry.
Welcome!
Its been a week since i embarked on a corporate trip with HPB but i clearly recall the uncertainty in me-going with another dive school, using new gear, bringing a camera, meeting new faces, etc, which, in the end, amounted to nothing more than unnecessary
It was a long ride to Dayang from Mersing, bout 4 hours. Then it was sand sand sand sand sand sand sand all the way to the quad sharing. erm. resort.
Its weird that the lights were on before checking in to the room. Then i really got a culture shock as i stepped into the living quarters. On the left, just beside my bed, was a dirty looking metal plate. The bunk beds were creaky, mattress had no bed sheets and the pillow was rock hard. Truth be told, i didnt even brush that night because i dont wanna step into the toilet. Oh! We filled a pail of water, only to find 3mm long red worms in the water. "What to do, just bathe lor".
It was supposed to be quad sharing but my only roomie and i were lucky to have it to ourselves!
Not exactly complaining larh, but i've been very pampered at Tioman. :P
The jet fins were a lil heavy, even in water, but came in very handy in choppy waters on Sunday. It being my 1st time finning frog-style, i thought the overall experience was no less than thumbs up! Zenz' mini shadow fitted me perfectly too.
I wasted air during 2/3 dives for my mask kept fogging-the conditioner got washed off on the surface while waiting for other folks. Took photos of the lack lustre marine life and folks which made the weekend exceptionally remarkable-check em out on Facebk!Remember how reluctant i was just last Friday (5th) yet i'm missing the folks so much now. I guess there's this thing bout spending time together overseas, how it miraculously brings people together (uh huh love was in the air. :P) , how the real personality in us surface.
It was raining
And if you find yourself not making any friends during such activities, maybe it's time you step out of your comfort zone, stop complaining, start serving and engaging with others.
If i were to sum up everything in one word, 'fun' be an understatement.
Oh did i forget to mention, its my 3rd overseas trip with Carrie!
Drained but few of us lugged our heavy bags and went for indian dough with mutton/chicken & drinks at Arab Street's Zamzam before heading home. Zamzam's overrated, i must say. Nevertheless, the company (and a treat from one of the boys-hehe) made it all so worthwhile!
I spent the rest of the week working sleeping sleeping sleeping and sleeping. Well. You know you're getting old when such activities suck the energy out of you-dry.
Thursday, September 04, 2008
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I've been loosing sleep over a recent 'complaint' at work, at which boss didnt even see as an official complaint. I finally thought it through after seeing an advertisement in the lift at the train station.
".. has garnered 133 compliments over the past 14years.."
Humans (Singaporeans, at least) are stingy with compliments but ever-ready to complaint! On hindsight, i guess i should cut myself some slack, there have been compliments from others too!
Im least excited bout the upcoming Dayang dive trip over the weekends. I want my khakis at SunnyCove, to see how much the 4 kittens have grown, mango ice cream, hot bathing water, familar grounds, etc. I want PayaBeach! Still, gotta pack for the trip after work on Thurs. Fri's gonna be a mad rush after work!
I want to do the following by 2009 : adventure trail at Bedok (Kel, the one deaRic planned!), cycling at Pulau Ubin, tree climbing, rock climbing, kayaking, bungee jump, learn bachata and salsa(gonna try again!) and keeping in view a holiday with friends and sky diving!
I'm young and i have FREEDOM! Yoooohoooo!! "but no love"
A girl says this every few weeks, 'i need more clothes'.
And the most exciting thing that happened today-i met LOL! I REALLY MISS GOD-MA! She looks ever radiant! The moment we saw each other, there was this intense feeling of closeness, thou we have not been catching up.
+oas+ Box serves really yummy peanut butter toast! And sub standard teh peng with too much milk too much water too little tea, and half boiled eggs with whites too runny and yolk too cooked-Yuck. My screaming sinful dinner cum supper with Zenz.
Should i give serious relationships another try? Or am i looking for trouble by doing so? There's work school dance family friends and myself to handle, on top of the things i wanna try!
I was at Tracy's place on Tues evening, looking at old photographs and messages we wrote each other. Surprisingly, it still stands. The only difference? We look hell load better now-thou baggy jeans were so IT!
My ex class mate's birthday celebration on the 12th has been on my mind and im :( i wont be able to make it. One of the few parties i'd love to go and give my blessings, meet some friends and catch up a lil! Too bad i've got school from 7-10pm on Fri.
".. has garnered 133 compliments over the past 14years.."
Humans (Singaporeans, at least) are stingy with compliments but ever-ready to complaint! On hindsight, i guess i should cut myself some slack, there have been compliments from others too!
Im least excited bout the upcoming Dayang dive trip over the weekends. I want my khakis at SunnyCove, to see how much the 4 kittens have grown, mango ice cream, hot bathing water, familar grounds, etc. I want PayaBeach! Still, gotta pack for the trip after work on Thurs. Fri's gonna be a mad rush after work!
I want to do the following by 2009 : adventure trail at Bedok (Kel, the one deaRic planned!), cycling at Pulau Ubin, tree climbing, rock climbing, kayaking, bungee jump, learn bachata and salsa(gonna try again!) and keeping in view a holiday with friends and sky diving!
I'm young and i have FREEDOM! Yoooohoooo!! "but no love"
A girl says this every few weeks, 'i need more clothes'.
And the most exciting thing that happened today-i met LOL! I REALLY MISS GOD-MA! She looks ever radiant! The moment we saw each other, there was this intense feeling of closeness, thou we have not been catching up.
+oas+ Box serves really yummy peanut butter toast! And sub standard teh peng with too much milk too much water too little tea, and half boiled eggs with whites too runny and yolk too cooked-Yuck. My screaming sinful dinner cum supper with Zenz.
Should i give serious relationships another try? Or am i looking for trouble by doing so? There's work school dance family friends and myself to handle, on top of the things i wanna try!
I was at Tracy's place on Tues evening, looking at old photographs and messages we wrote each other. Surprisingly, it still stands. The only difference? We look hell load better now-thou baggy jeans were so IT!
My ex class mate's birthday celebration on the 12th has been on my mind and im :( i wont be able to make it. One of the few parties i'd love to go and give my blessings, meet some friends and catch up a lil! Too bad i've got school from 7-10pm on Fri.
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