We crossed paths;Memories of u and me.
I thought back on the last month and how Sylvia thought of me out of the blue.She mentioned me on her blog (and i didnt even msg her once in like 1 1/2 years).(Back to Friendster),I clicked on Bernice's page and i saw this pic of her and a guy;her status was "in a relationship" and i thought: woah, these kids are all grown up.In my eyes, they will always be the Sec 3 buds i had when i left St Nic's.
And of cos, the one that really dug deep into my heart was HuiTing.That girl is special,like noone I know.She's just one of kind.Noone saw me the way she did.She knew me.I have have have to email her soon.you found your way to a special part my heart and that place is exclusively yours.
I thought hard: I may always complain that i didnt utilize my secondary school life very well,but it actual fact,it did go pretty well.Remember the key word here is that i "thought".I met so many people that "made a difference in my life" (shout out to the person who first said this line to me--miss Joanne Teo :) ), they really made my life in secondary school fun and memorable.On second thought,I cant say that i have zero memories of sec school now can i? But I have to say one thing: I really really wish i remembered more of those memories and in detail though!(I have really bad memory.Ask anyone i know and they'll tell u.)
What did i do to deserve these people and their interest in getting to know me.Hmmm...ok,shall not get into that,lest i become too 'emo',like someone i know.(points to the one sleeping on the other side of the bed :P).
These girls thought of me at the most randomest (theres no such word but i just have to use it) times,before u think anything else,i have to declare: I love random shout outs.If u know me u'd know i am just about the most random person u know. They thought of me!After so many years,I thought they might have imagined that I kinda vanished into another dimension. I though that I had been forgotten!
This is to all of you girls mentioned above + every single st nics girl that i met:
No matter how much our lives have changed,regardless the distance that seperate us,there is always this bond that we share that will pull our hearts back to each other.Its on nights like this,when im in front of the laptop staring at the moniter,listening to James Blunt's back to bedlam(live), i count my blessings;for having met all you special girls.Once in a while,I think of u all and it brings me back to wonderful memories of the times that we shared.I wouldn't wanna give up any of it for anything in the world.My memory might fail me (seriously,i dont know what to do,my memory is just damn bad.gingko nuts?) and teeny bits of those memories might disintegrate in my brain in time;but at the back of my mind,i know,i just know that YOU made a difference in my life.YOU played a very crucial role in what was the four years that moulded me.YOU brought me everything indescribable,you brought me joy and happy memories of us.

























