sigh.sian.

i do count my blessings.:)

time doesnt wait for noone.
if only we could stay forever young.

Let's dance in style, lets dance for a while
Heaven can wait we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we're getting in tune
The music's played by the mad men

Forever young, I want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever, forever and ever
Forever young, I want to be forever young
do you really want to live forever? Forever young

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
why don't they stay young

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fleeing horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
and diamonds are forever

So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We let them come true

if u cant stand lengthy and incoherent ramblings.STAY AWAY FROM THIS POST.not ur average gossip sharing post,this one.

sometimes when u feel like life isnt going the way u hope to be;when the hectic period slows down,just pull back and take a good look at the reflection staring back at you in the mirror.
are u the person u want urself to be?have u been true to yourself?
i know i do that once in a while just to keep myself grounded and to reflect on things.
there are so many judgements passed every single day.when u judge others,u dont expect others not to judge u in the same way u do,do u?
who is to say what is a happy life and who is happier or less happy than their neighbour?
putting on a brave front for reclusion for some;while others get swallowed in the sea of depression,struggling to stay afloat.
dont be scared to try.
cry in front of someone who loves u to relieve the pain.for they will cry with u.
wade with utter vigor right until the last bit of energy has been used up.for u never know that that might be the only hope in getting u ashore.
u know what i mean?
dont give up on yourself and others.
give yourself and others a chance.
its hard not to judge la seriously.im guilty of that too.
every action has its consequence.
doesnt spontaneity bring the heartbeat to a sudden halt in excitement?
but dont forget to catch ur breath.
its nice to feel grounded.
most of the time when i get caught up in the most random of things,i forget to stop and think.
but when i do take a break to reflect on previous days,most of the time,i would then be sure which direction i wish to be heading.
reflection is not a bad thing.
but it scares and at the same time amazes me how i get through the different stages of my life with the extremities of indifference and meltdowns.
however,it also leads me to realise that i have yet again cleared another hurdle.and how i would better manage future challenges.
open up to people.find a way out.dont stay put at the same spot.
it might be scary to risk being vulnerable but who knows?
u might find the light at the end of the tunnel from that risk.
u might find another life ahead of u.waiting to be discovered.

this is how my mind works most of the time.
but when i get tied down by my own random stuff or if im just plain lazy to pen down everything,
i tend to forget how my mind can be so damn random and disorganised,but yet so full of thoughts and hopes that have been keeping me sane (or insane) all this while.
and while doing that,i tell myself that being true to urself is a way to being a better person.

nicole richie has a new movie.
oh wait,nicole richie is IN a movie?


she plays a cheerleader.
watch the trailer

i heard she has an album coming out next year.
hope she's not overachieving.i like her and all so hope she doesnt fall flat.
but her dad's a popstar anws.u never know.judge for urself when the album comes out.

i caught 'in her shoes' just now.
my first movie with ann in a longlong time!
still as fun as ever.:)and she is still as emo as ever.

anws,i saw a lot of trailers AND these are must watch(s):
1)pride and prejudice
2)the family stone
3)elizabethtown

anymore?mebbe i forgot a few but yeah these are the ones i rmb.
i cant wait.*rubs hands tgt

first things first,gossip.
i read in NW this week that Delta Goodrem might be appear on the o.c. starring as marissa's aussie cousin.
interesting.

and music from the o.c. mix 5 will be out on Nov 5th.the tracklist is already up.
this song is very nice.
'forever young' by youth group.
ryan and marissa's song!

hey,keep in touch with the blogasphere will'ya?

havent been blogging for almost a week!
since im in the mood (cos there's really nothing else to do.not even stoning will do),shall just write some crap for ur reading pleasure like when u read picture books.aptly simple and short paragraphs?hopefully.cos i cant be bothered to write a long long story too and bore myself typing it out.
i dont know what im talking about...

ok,lets talk about movies then.
movies i wanna watch:
elizabethtown
harry potter and the goblet of fire
in her shoes
the 40 year old virgin
pride and prejudice
must love dogs
cinderella man

everyone should watch the movie length csi special directed by tarantino if they like csi!
i just watched it and its incredibly good.

listening to:
simple kind of lovely - maroon 5.
catch my disease - ben lee.

any other things to talk about?
hey anyone knows how to have make a comment box or discussion page?
so people can like suggest what i can write about.
my interest in blogging is dissipating....

YEAH,PUSH THE CAKE TO MAKE URSELF BETTER.

dont even get me started on how some people can et cheap thrills out of acts of sabotage like this.
first,i dont get why they are so angry.for what?i mean i didnt do nothing personally to harm or disadvantage u in any direct way did i?
im not taking THAT much space i dont own a vineyard or a mansion i stay in a lowrise duplex.i didnt steal ur lousy minimum-wage job cos i dont friggin have a work permit yet.hell,i dont even do THAT well in uni to deprive u of that H1 on the bell curve.

also,what kind of joy or satisfaction do they get from it?making others vulnerable so they will appear superior and have the upperhand in the given situation?

sigh.its really sad how these people lead a life so full of angst/jealousy/discontentment that they have to sabotage those they THINK are better off.just so they can feel better about themselves?

im already over it but just wanted to type the injustice i felt at that time before i completely forget about it.
have a think about it.
about why racism exists.

ON PERPETUAL HOLIDAY

this week's been like holiday for me.
bad bad bad.
most of the time i've either been rotting on my bed or if im out im stoning most of the time.or eatting cake.

friday was the big day out with nina.shopped all day and had dinner at crown cafe.:)

saturday was chapel st shopping and then dinner at pacific followed by oreo cheesecake and tiramisu at grecos with ck and phuiyii.

sunday was *ahem.goldfingers.
enuf said.its all so explicit i cant start typing it out in words.kinda traumatising in a way.

monday was roomie's 18th birthday.
we had dinner at our fave 'the pub' with the regulars, lamb stew,fishermans basket and salad.the bday cake was blueberry cheesecake.

roomie's a big girl now!



i also got tickets to coldplay next july in melbourne.yay.
the night ended terrible because of the evil guy on the bike.may he get herpes and DIE.nah just kidding.hope he gets his retribution for being such an arse.

tuesday was sarah's 18th.
dinner at 'number 8' was fab.had tasmanian salmon and the choc mousse bday cake.


the ACG is 18!





wednesday was free day for me.
no class!

now u know why i feel like its been a holiday.the galore of good food plus cake everyday.no school.so stoned...........

ben lee likes that his head is a box of nothing.i dont know if i do.


i normally like this song cos its very catchy and gets me in a cheery mood.but not now.

i feel like such an airhead.
uurrrrggghhhh.
i should've known i just am not cut out for this.
aiya whatever.
this will haunt me like the time i 'missed/skipped'(whatever u call it la) the sec4 debate thing.
i always do stupid and senseless things like that.
and then get angry after cos there's no way i can turn back time to do the right thing.
nothing can really make it any better.which is the frustrating thing.
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i feel so stupid!
just wanna scream my lungs out.

i really should start checking the site more often if i want the latest news on tourdates,pre-sale blahblah.
i didnt get an email from them!!
im a member ok!
i'll have to wait till monday unless jenn replies me before that.
*crosses fingers.
pls pls let me get it.

COMIC RELIEF.

its quite funny.
Olsen Twins perfume ad on SNL

OF DOGS AND SINGLISH.

talking about dogs,in gilmore girls s6e02,lorelai bought a dog (that looks like 'happy' in 7th heaven).and luke kinda poked fun at singlish.

luke:how much did u spend on all these?
lorelai:tons.
luke:all that for a stupid dog.
lore:u're acting like u dont like dogs.
luke:i DONT like dogs.
(dog walks in)
lore:shhh,he heard u!
luke:why,do i speak singlish?



that was what i heard.i even played back like a few times to make sure.if it wasnt 'singlish' that he said though,umm.i think thats really what he said la.if u watched and heard something else tell me what it is.