365 days ago, Christmas.

Here comes again the 25th of December,

2011's ending, quicker than ever,

Wonder if this year is somehow better?

Or true satisfaction, achieved I have never.

Today is a joyous occasion,

But in my mind, its an acted delusion.

Missing again, the one who opted elusion,

Just probably, it's a good decision.

Then again, reminiscence strikes once more,

Exactly 365 days ago, in my arms you I once bore,

The time of tender love and care,

Only given to those who dare.

Its been long, since the times,

Of us, of jolly-ous "crimes",

Never regretted, not one bit,

But expected to happen, this kind of shit.

A year has come and gone,

A year of growth, yet love forlorn.

A year of maturity, a year of happenings,

A year of freedom, a year of recuperation.

A year of wonders, a year of fun,

A year of tears, yet a year of laughter.

A year of friends, a year without a lover.

A year of relationships, a year so sour.

The road ahead, no one knows,

Be weary and warned, life's full of sorrows,

Appreciate what we have, never let it go,

Cause today its here, but it may be gone tomorrow.

Courage, the lesson of strength.

Decisions, the lesson of interpretation.

Humility, the lesson of patience.

Love, the lesson of life.

Merry Christmas everyone.

=)

3 words.....

I-am-Tired....

Hehehe.... What did you guys expect? Lols!

Damn, recently been getting tired pretty easily. Think imma getting old..... =(

Sigh. Guess studying and working is really having a toll on me... The once "dont-need-to-sleep-Josiah-and-still-standing-tall" is slowly going down the drain.... Aduh....

Anyway.... Nothing much to update for now, i guess....

All that's on my mind, is to sleep....

And yeah, waiting for a very important friend of mine coming back from Sungai Petani if not mistaken.... Lolz. Coming back next week.... Finally seeing you after 1-month+? Ahhh..... Cant wait cant wait....

Anyway, signing off now.

Wanna sleep and probably play abit of games. Lols....

Toodles world,

jo-Saiya

Mini-updates =)

Well, I'm back, oh yeah I'm back...

Its been a 1month+ hiatus from blogging thanks to the many dramatic jokes that I'm going thru, but its alright.

Anyway, MAJOR UPDATES!!!

You know, ever since "Shit-Happened", I'vebeen roaming around, rebelling, removing my 'mask', being who I am, loving myself, etc etc?? Hmmm.... I realize network's growing bigger, and bigger.... Life becoming interesting, and interesting-er, learning so many new stuffs and best of all, HAVING FUN!!! =D

And again, As usual..... Every month is a holiday month!!!

August updates??

Kinda went to Melaka for a little short day trip, took lotsa-pics, and lets not forget the nyonya foods, clock tower, Portugese fort, and the night market!!!! =D

Owh, and i bought a Samurai-Sword-Umbrella..... ^_^

Late night hangouts are getting way more interesting, meeting up with ex-schoolmates, ex-classmates, ex-tuitionmates..... My oh my, used to once be the outcast in secondary school and quietest of all.... But now, hehehe..... imma boss as usual ^_^

Hmmm.... what else? Oh yeah, did my 2nd toe operation at Pantai Hospital coz couldnt afford Gleneagles this time. And heck, the operation was GELI like shit.... Doc used blade, scissors, clippers, tweezers, and KOREK MASUK my "toe's meat".... Ewww.... Even mom geli until look away.... Lol. Thanks to this toe, I miss my August Penang's trip.... DAMN.

So, yeah.... Back to work I am now, on the table in office typing on this un-internet-accessible desktop coz i'm bored to death..... Hahahaha..... Hectic first week of work, up and down running, finding new clients, new boss, new colleagues and blablabla.....

Stress level also building up...... Sleeping at minimum hours, working and studying like crap.....

Work + Tuition + Classes + assignments = Death...... LOL.....

Feeling pretty drained already, wonder if I should drop one... Besides my plan to marry also sudah tarak~ Work so hard for apa? =(

*cries*

But whatever~ Who cares?

Will try to update more.... and in the meantime, toodles!!! (^^,)

P/s : Dated 5th Sept'11

There-Di-Cation to SC. (Someone Close)

Tell me why we got so close,
That we made it, from hands to nose,
The amount of seeds, together we sow,
Hard to ignore, the flowers that grow.

Life once, but so dull and bland,
After four years, again we both stand.
Parties together, aint want it to end,
I'll take good care of you, even if it costs me my hand.

Feelings fade, and feelings grow.
Then again, to me you rarely show.
I'm still in the dark about our row,
But the least I hope, is another fatal blow.

Today, You seemed angry at me,
Then, the problem I cannot see.
Could it be I cared too much?
Or cause I met another girl and kept in touch.

Leaving the past for total good,
Living life, the way I should.
Hopefully a day, a get-together we could,
And a dance with you, I willingly would.

Before, limitation was my only bound,
Now, total freedom I have found.
Everyday, my world you make go round,
Lets dance, till the music runs out of sound!

My first post about you is today,
Hopefully cool down that soon you may,
Lets get out again these coming day(s),
Finance aint an issue, cause I can pay!

I still wonder, if there's mutuality,
Or in you, there's still absencesity,
I'll try to win you with sincerity,
And give thee the most, of security.

Even if people label you as a calamity,
I know deep inside, you're an on-Earth-deity,
Screw it! Lets just continue to party,
And thanks for being, my new best buddy!!

IT IS FINISHED!!!!!

Today,

Is the day I've grown.

Today,

Is the day I've lived to show.

Today,

A wish I made so long ago.

A wish which came true, and now forgone.

This very day,

A new wish I made,

A new wish I will create.

A new wish I will live out.

The old hath gone,

The new hath cometh.

All in all, a new being I see-eth.

The days of dwelling shall NO LONGER remain,

The days of crying shall NO LONGER contain,

The days of sadness, NO LONGER again,

It is time, to fully move on.

True enough, a new being i'm seeing,

True enough, a new joy i'm enjoying.

I see myself.

I see freedom, in being me.

I see joy, in being myself.

I see fun, in being I.

22yrs I have becometh.

And never a birthday happier, have i enjoyeth.

Even my 21st birthday was not desired,

But today, you all make my day forever remembered.

Whatever will be, will be.

As for now.... Let things just be.

Another year has passeth,
Another year has cometh.
New friends and buddies we may be,
But it felt I knew u guys for eternity.
Thx pals, thx mom&dad =)

TODAY SHOULD NOT EXIST!

Today was supposed to be a day of celebration,
But what's left is just reconciliation,
This heart of mine now in total rebellion,
But i still ask and pray for our unification.

Celebrate together we thought initially,
But now you are no longer my ally,
My heart longs for you so badly,
Crying out loud, daily and nightly.
And i know, this pain will always remain tightly,
I just wish, I'd die swiftly.

DAMN!!!! WHY?!?!?!?!? ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

I'm gonna go.... get myself knocked out. Stupid day.

-= Ipoh + Cameron =-

So yeah,

I went to Ipoh for the very first time.... Fulfilling my 'dreams' of going for random holidays.... =)

So far....

Cameron - April

Genting - May

Ipoh+Cameron - June

????? - July

I wonder what's instore for July.... Hmm.... So far plans are going to Ko Samui? Or probably Redang/Langkawi.... Hehehehe.....

So yeah, went to Ipoh, but i missed out on quite a few fun stuff =(

Major mistake :

i) Missed on Gua Tempurung

ii) Missed on Tambun Lost World

iii) Missed on Sungai Klah Hot Springs =(

Hopefully one day, Imma be able to visit them..... =) if can i'll bring a 'loved' one go together LOL..... but i reckon i'll be pretty 'alone' for the time being. oh well~

Anyway enough of random talks, just a few picas for updates....

Hehehe... Mixed-fruit aka MANGO+Jackfruit ABC!!!

Indulging in Ipoh's Nga Choy Kai ^^

Pancake @ DimSum =)

Siu-Long-Pau!!!! My all-time-favourite! XD

*Your's Truly*~ Lengzai neh~ ^_^

Cameron's Strawberry Crepe~ oo lalala~

*Tranquility*

The Green-Pastures~

Forgive me, i know imma cute. LOL!

Lastly, my dreams came true with this pic. =)

Always wanted a pic like this.

Probably next time i'll get a better pic. XD

Hahahahahhaa........

Jar, of Hearts.

I know I can't take one more step towards you

Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

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Not bad, I've finally mastered the song.... =) And now...
I have to fully learn, to fully let you go.

Its been awhile, its been enough.

The memories, the love,

The haunting and the reminiscing.....

I lost the love i loved the most....

Letting it all go...

Leaving it behind....

Till the day you find that i was worth in your eyes.

So long.....

My one, my only love.

Time to pull myself up!!!!

Memories......
Let it fade, with time.....

Who Do You Think You Are????!?!!!!!

As the title says above, the title says it all.

Who do you think you are?

Like seriously.

The new me,

The new to be.

Changes of abruptness,

Changes of definition,

Changes of bypass,

Changes of celebration.

Understanding the things that I have never understood,

Enjoying the things that I thought I never had the chance,

Enjoying the times I'm having with friends, and new friends,

Enjoying, myself.

Again,

Who do you think you are?

Sometimes I ask myself,

Have I, yet to fully understand love?
Love,
A gift yet a curse,
A joy yet a pain.
Love?

Flyday-Sathurdey-Sonday

Friday (27/5)

Today wasn't a very nice day to start of with..... A day full of worries, anxieties, problems, and i cant get that thought out of my head.... Then again, the worst thing to deal with was my job and my commitments..... Despite all those, 'alarming-bells' were still ringing in my head though i tried so hard to shut them off.

This day, i couldn't stop thinking.... I just cannot.

My previous post on 27/5 also same thing. Think think think..... Goodness. Got so stuffed up with work, only slept at 6am to wake up abt 645am the next morning. Great, 45mins of rest, a day. =="

Saturday (28/5)

Somehow, God is gracious still..... He led me through the 'darkest valley', and after that he brought me out to his 'astounding-light'. Saturday was the full opposite of flyday..... Really.

A day of fun, satisfaction, laughter, and a day of joy. What else to

ask for? A day without worries nor fear, a day without qualms.

Today, a very good friend bought me my first.... well, my first quality-plastic-water-bottle.....

no "jelly" no flame no trolls plz... ^^

i love green monster.... XD

Yeah, so where was I? Hmmmm...... So we went to celebrate DQuah's birthday at.... at Sakae @ The Curve. So, Mr.Quah, happy ma this year you get all your "wishes" to come true. Including the "surprise" at your house on 12am? Hahahahaha...... At the very least of my gratefulness, i'm grateful that you're happy. And thx for being a friend. Like heck, seriously. ^^

Settled with Sakae with the bill amounting to RM75++, i think p

retty decent larh, DQ had to shoot back home coz tmr he serving in main, but since i'm free, hmmm..... i brought my friend go to KL! Lols.... Go to BBPark. Lmao.... I haven't roamed the KL streets at night, and hola! My wish came true.... LOL~~

Ahhh, the place to chill out, but 1am not so bright lar~ =)

So there we go, but KL prices are "blardy" insane.... 2 drinks ~ RM32+5%tax = RM33.60. Madness tak terhingga. Lol. At the same time, we saw some "Ah-Guas" at the street-side, waiting and aiming for "perfect-candidates".... ROFL! My goodness, i see dao them, they send shivers down my spine..... geli dao.... ><"

So as promised, sent my friend back at 3am, to wake up at 9am the next day for church. Lol....

Sunday (29/5)

Okay, so everybody else was at camp....... Ishhh......

Brought my friend to 2nd serv, met back with a few "old" friends, and the 3 of us went to Mont Kiara....

JOKER!!!! Wanted to go to "Sister's Kitchen" at MK, but.... dont know why the shop no more there. I think close jor.... so sad lerr.... went all the way there, and ended up? Eating Pizza.... =="

Pizzaaa.... or was it Pit-Zaa?

Grrr.... Eat dao so full. Anyway, had a wonderful time. But DQ, why you "pening" larh? Next time sleep earlier. ^_^ wakakaka....

All in all, wonderful weekend, at least for me. =))

Cheers buddies~

Love the 3 of you. =)

You know who you are. ^^

Thinking, thinking and thinking......

Okay, here's the deal.

Situation :

I'm going thru a time, where I have to look properly where I step or all shall be screwed, aka lost.

Problem :

I'm thinking quite alot. A heck lot actually..... Until my heart macam wanna jump out. >.<"

Question :

Should i just "chionggggg" for it??? Or should i just be still and watch before i leap?

Then comes Problem 02 :

If i wait, and watch, i may run out of time........

Solution :

**Anybody wanna give comments without knowing the full-story?

**To "Chiong" or not to chiong.........?

Regards....

Thinking.... Thinking.... Thinking....
GG, i cannot 'blain' this......

Time for a Change

Exactly!!

And thats what i'm gonna do....

People change in life, drastically, or just mediocre-ly.

For me, wanna change, lets play drastic! =)

Gonna change my clothes,

Gonna change my car's interior,

Gonna change my room,

Gonna change my hair,

Gonna change my phone,

Gonna change my laptop,

Gonna change my attitude,

Gonna change my priorities,

Gonna change my job,

Gonna change my outlook,

Gonna change my heart,

Gonna change my love.

Changes are so so abrupt nowadays, meeting loads of new people, conjuring friendly and healthy relationships with friends out of thin air.

Recent updates includes going to genting with friends never thought ever possible.

And trust me, when i say its more than memorable, heck yes its more than memorable.

To the "Three" of you, should you ever read this, i'll be waiting for our next trip. *hugs* =)

Hopefully i'll be able to update some picas. ^^

P/S : Edited facebook and blogspot. What else to edit?? ^_^

Abit Busy~~~ Hmmmm

Hmmmm these few days abit busy, a good sign. =)

Minor updates to take note....

1) I've started my little 'project'... hehe P&C XD

2) Work's getting better.

3) Went for paintball

4) Waiting for a friend from US to return. 03days left and counting!

5) Finally caught up with a friend after 02 YEARS of planning lol... Everything's good, probably more to come in a month's time. ^^

6) Planning on changing a job~ Hmmm... Anybody got recommendations? ^^

I think i'm pretty decent in PR and Management, heh heh~

7) Ahhh, God is good. He lifted the unliftable ^_^

All in all, Praise the Lord for an additional day of holiday 02 May 2011~ Heh heh, i managed to skip 1 day of tuition coz is public holiday MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! =D

Toodles bloggie~

Updating and revamping you later~~ ^_^

My Cries

Why am I,

But living a lie,

Who am I,

That You should die?

This pain I'm in,

only You have seen,

Why is this happening to me,

Why did that happened to Thee?

Lord bring me up again,

Keep my mental sane.

That day when stability remains,

With You I shall reign.

Lord be my target main,

And yes please, remove this pain,

Am waiting for the day,

You make us one again.

Its not easy to understand,

Even harder to be understood,

Then again my life you have demand,

And giving it all to You i know i should.

A new day has come,

For You this race i'll run,

Thank You Lord for this day,

Bless it well to You i pray,

Again I look to the heavens and ask,

Why have you given but us this task?

I know the day will come to pass,

And In Your glory we shall bask.

Risen are you Lord from the grave,

Teach me Lord to be brave.

That souls O Lord i will save,

But the way only You can pave.

I remain faithful to You,

Please Lord, see us through,

Guard our hearts and minds,

Keep intact whatever is mine.

Yes Lord, Thy will be done,

That flaws in life there will be none,

You my Lord are number One,

Behold the dead and the risen Son.

Thank you again Lord for this day,

Bless it well to You i pray,

Fill me Lord with joy so gay,

That my life O Lord, a testimony of Yours, yes it may.

Copyright by Josiah Wu (2011) =)

Letter-To-God-2

Dear Lord,

Its me again here. Thank You for GoodFriday, thank You for Easter, thank You for You.

Lord, its not easy, its not easy at all. People may say and think, get over it....

Should I? I know what i want dear Lord, I know that, she's different... She's just the odd one out.

People may think i'm stupid right now, but I know better. Right Lord? You know, come to think of it, I do infact realize and finally fully understand what it means by "Distance makes the Heart grow fonder". Somehow, I feel that, I love her even more......When the chance comes that I'm able to hear from her, it feels..... it feels 'fresh', something I've never experienced in a long long time... Lord I dont know what Your plans are, but Lord, please.... show me, and guide me along the way.....

Lord, its tough, just looking at her. That she's the only one on Earth that I love, but yet, i cannot get her in my arms, yet, I cannot hold her, hug her, and tell her that everythings' gonna be all right. Its so tough Lord..... why?! I'm trying to move on, but I cant.... Everywhere I go, everything I do, I'm nothing but reminded of her, of us, of bliss.

Driving to Tesco, makes me miss the cendol moments.

In Tesco, makes me miss how we used to walk around and waste some time tog.

At LM, MV, 1U, Curve, every shop reminds me of her....

Lord, I now understand the meaning of Agape Love....I now understand what Your Agape Love means as well.... That even if the world rejects You, You still loved them, irregardless. So will I Lord, even if i'm spitted upon right now, I will continue loving. Should the world slap me on my left cheek, I shall turn my right cheek to them....

Lord help me, help us. We have made the "Ultimate" sacrifice for You Lord, in utter obedience. Lord have mercy on us, like you did to Abraham and Issac on Mount Moriah... (come to think of it, my name sounds like this mount, coincidentally).....

Dear Lord, irregardless of how I may feel, what's more important right now is that, Lord, please protect her, in everything. Lord, she is not a very independent person, and she'll always need help along the way. Lord, please do see to her needs, and send the RIGHT people O Lord, to help her, t oguide her, in the midst of my absence.... Keep her safe, keep her in godly company, keep her healthy, keep her from within........

Lord, I know you're a jealous God. I may have failed once, but Lord, now, guide me, show me, teach me, educate me, in the way and the path that You want me to be.... And I believe Lord, i choose to believe, and I have faith, that the day will come, that we'll manage this once more.... Right Lord? I have faith Lord, I HAVE FAITH!!! (Hebrews 11:1)

For now Lord, my only prayer for now is that, that You'll guard our hearts, guard our minds, guard our thoughts and guard our actions. Lord in due time of awaitment, I pray Lord, that true enough, I will be the one you want me to be......

In everything, I give thanks. And I believe, nothing but Good, will come out of this trial.

Signing off,

Your Son,

Josiah Wu

Lord, this is for none other, but You

Despite the situation that I'm in,

Despite the sadness that has been,

Thank You Lord for thy death on the cross,

That in this life, you're my only Boss.

Today we commemorate Good Friday,

All Praise, Glory and Honor to you we say.

The world may bring troubles along the way,

But we look to you, bow our heads and pray,

Jesus Christ, You're my Only way.

Thank You Lord, for dying on the cross 2000 years ago.

Thank You Lord, for going thru all the pain and bloodshed.

Thank You Lord, for forgiving me of my sins and my hurts.

Thank You Lord, for giving me life, and life eternal.

Let this day not just be a day of celebration. But let this day be the day why we call ourselves Christians, children of the Most High. Let us all truly reflect once more, why did Jesus really did on the cross, for our sins. He need not do it, but He chose to do it because He loved us.

And because of His love, that in return, we can love others.

So my fellow brethren, let us STRIVE to follow His example. To love and to let love. To forgive and to let forgive. To encourage and to be encouraged.

P/S : Thank you Lord, for everything. We Love You.

Letters-To-God

Its weird, how things fall into place, for the glory of God.

Today is a working day, but i am not at work, but at home. Ask me why? The exact answer, i knoweth not. But during the 'rest' i have in my own roomly-haven, i came across this vid, downloaded it and watched it. Its meaningful~ Really it is.

Letters To God

*Speaks of a young boy fighting brain cancer and writes letters to God. Thru it, touches lives in his neighbourhood and community and inspiring HOPE to those who he comes in contact.*

When I myself watch this show, lets be frank, i lost hope, and life's nothing but in a mess. But i'm hanging on unto Him, hanging on on His promises, hanging on unto the eternal hope in Heaven.

Truly right now, it feels that life is but a pain. But in God, hope we still have, faith we still muster, and joy, we possess.

-Matthew 17:20 : Jesus said,"Because you have so little faith, I tell you the truth, If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, "Move from here to there" and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you.

*I'm gonna write you a letter now God....*

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Dear Lord,

You know the pains I'm going through right now. You know the heartaches, the sorrow, the bitterness, the sadness, the confusion, the loneliness that fills my heart.

But Lord right now, I ask of you, that Lord you'll take care of me. Fill my heart with you never-fading joy. Fill my heart with you ever-sweet presence. And build my up once again Lord, for this life is nothing but Yours.

Despite my situation, Lord i choose you because without you, everything is impossible, but with you, ALL THINGS are POSSIBLE.

I give thanks to you for the time that we've had, the fun that we've had, the laughter, the playings, the little jokes and the little meaningful things we've shared.

But now that You've called Your shot, I give thanks to You still, for I know, that we've been handpicked by You. We're Your Chosen Ones to fight this battle.

And I believe Lord, that when you bring us to it, You will certainly bring us through it. I know we'll emerge victorious, and you'll see to our hearts' innermost desires.

I commit us into Your hands, in Jesus most wonderful name. Amen.

Your Son, Josiah.

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P/S : Guys&Girls, should there even be anybody still reading my blog, you can get the show from me, or if you wanna download it~ Here's the link~ Enjoy~

God is good, all the time.

[Psalms 23]

The Lord is my Shepard,

I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures,

He leads me beside quiet waters,

He refreshes my soul.

He guides me along the right paths

for his name’s sake.

Even though I walk

through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil,

for you are with me;

your rod and your staff,

they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil, my cup overflows.

Surely your goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,

and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Life at times, can be a real pain. Life at times, can be so unsure. The next step that is taken, can either be a fatal fall, or a victorious reign.

Now, at the lowest and darkest points of my life.... i'll stand firm, stand strong, be bold and courageous.... But words are just words without actions. God is good.... Really, He is.

During my 'up' times, He blessed me with a job that can have more time for myself, friends, family and nonetheless, her.

During my 'low' times, He blessed me with friends, family, and also a new interview from an MNC company.

I really thank God for this.... True enough, i may be ignorant and too adamant to accept the truth, too stubborn to change, to angry to listen. But deep inside, only You know, God, what i'm going through.

Pick me up O Lord, through these times, through the times where everything seems to be like dew in the morning, and evaporates in air soon enough.... This O Lord, shall be my prayer.

In you alone, I place my trust.

In You alone, I place my hope.

In You alone, I place my future,

In You alone, I place my all.

In You alone, I place my all.

Lord lead me not into temptation,

But deliver me from the evil one.

Lord forgive my sins, As i forgive those who trespass me.

Bless her O Lord, in her days that is and is to come,

Bless her hands O Lord, for the works that has to be done.

Bless her health O Lord, for Jehovah Raffa is thy name,

Bless her O Lord, in everything, in Jesus name.

Heal the friendship O Lord,

Heal the heartaches,

Heal the pain and sorrow,

As we present it to You.

Love so pain, Love not to gain.

I've loved you.

I'm loving you.

I will still love you.....

My heart is aching so bad,

My heart is crying so sad,

My heart is fuming so mad,

But never, will, i tell my dad.

Loved you for so long,

Till today, 9years to date.

To you alone i sing this song,

My one, my darling and only mate.

My heart you have crushed,

Pieces scattering everywhere,

My love you have forgo,

But still, my heart to you i swear.

Never imagined this could have happened,

I bet the whole world is saddened.

But still in love i place my trust,

And to you my dear... now 'Hushhh'.....

I still will look forward to the day,

Where now many and some will say,

Stupidity and foolishness my name bears,

But one day, their same comments my hands will tear.

Let bygones be bygones,

Let what come may,

Let love build its trust,

Let time takes it path.

Let true love reign above all,

Let God's love fill our hearts,

Let forgiveness and reconciliation be part of life,

Let love, unite us again.

I'll always, always love you. This is my life's oath.

Should the day come when i don't, then truly, i have lost.