you know it's funny as how when time passes, things changes.

So many things happen since January till now. Gosh the list is neverending. I'm so amazed with how God is able to plan everything for every individual.
Isn't he amazing. indeed, he is. :)


Anyway, i totally forgot that i even have a blog. So many things to update, but you know what. I wouldn't want to bore you!
Holidays/internship is coming to an end, Thank God for the good times I had.

Watched a soccer match LIVE in Singapore, played badminton, watch a movie, join a frisbee competition (again, after a year), went for young adults seminar, the list goes on!

decided to blog.

today was the first time in my life, i had to take part in a photoshot for some project, which i shall not name it here.

Weeell, i must say, on the television it seems to "fun" and exciting, but actually when you are behind the scene, you realised its really not that fun. A lot of waiting, looking, and listening to instructions and doing things correctly. Indeed, it was an eye opener.

Also, just if u don't know, im currently doing my internship module right now. I'm surviving pretty well, every day without a doubt, i know i am able to smile and laugh. Thank God for that :) for awesome friends and awesome funny conversation we always have! woohooo, loving it. :)

Skyscraper - Demi Lovato (Boyce Avenue & Megan Nicole acoustic cover) on...

"Don't leave something good to see if you can find better, because once you realize you had the best, the best found better."

Funny how, something so simple could be sooooo draining to think about..

Sports Marketing? Or Events? Should i go for something that i like? or something with good prospects?

So many things running through my mind, i can't decide. I need a clear answer from you, Lord.

just a kiss

personally, i prefer this

than... (only because they haven't got a official video)




lyin' here with you so close to me
it's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
caught up in this moment
caught up in your smile

i've never opened up to anyone
so hard to hold back when i'm holding you in my arms
we don't need to rush this
let's just take this slow

just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don't want to mess this thing up
i don't want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i've been waiting for my whole life
so baby i'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

i know that if we give this a little time
it will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
it's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don't want to mess this thing up
i don't want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i've been waiting for my whole life
so baby i'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight
no i don't want to say goodnight
i know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
tonight
tonight
tonight

just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
just a touch in the fire burning so bright
and i don't want to mess this thing up
i don't want to push too far
just a shot in the dark that you just might
be the one i've been waiting for my whole life
so baby i'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
with a kiss goodnight
kiss goodnight

ok, im going to do finish

1) my whp project by tmr, 16th May
2) start on my research on sport psyh project on 16th May
3) finish sports psyh by 20th May
4) find a coach to interview by 19th May
5) + many many many other projects.

20?) exercise and pass my napfa by 16 july.


woohoooo!

ideal=never becoming true

it's funny how i thought those were boundaries for me, at the end of the day, it seems like they were not boundaries but. more of what i felt was ideal.




oh wells. i've been physco-ing my mind saying "they are boundaries"

"you can't expect people to wait for you, people will move on"

painful but the truth.

"This isn't what i want, but i will take the high road. Maybe because i choose to look at every thing as a lesson, or i don't want to walk around angry. Maybe because i finally understand that there are things we dont want to happen, but have to accept. Things we dont want to know, but have to learn. People we can't live without, but have to let them go."

i'm so in love in jhendrick version of tyrone wells - sea breeze. I can't seem to get it out of my mind

Exciting Stuff

We were going from sports school to bedok reservoir to set up for the run. so i took a motorbike with a classmate of mine.

Hahaha. Most exciting stuff in my life so far is when we were on the express road, it started to rain and i have never experience "riding" when it is raining so ya, it was painful but cool in some ways. Thank God for keeping us safe as we needed to continue riding to get out of the express road for shelter. :)

btw, i was drench. hahaha!

Tyrone Wells - Sea Breeze (Jeff Hendrick Cover) on iTunes

:)

today, i went to ICA to finally make my i/c. it felt so foreign and scary. i thought i wasn't in singapore. gosh.

in total i waited for 2 hours to get my interview and get my story straight and made payments for it.

lesson learnt: try not to bring ur i/c out.

Anyway, just a update, im left with 4 events. it's scary. because it's ending soon when im getting used to it. :/ life has kinda changed for me.


many things this week happened to me, thank you God for planning my life. :)

12 more events to go.

I've been enjoying myself and learning a lot, Thank you God. :)

Sara Bareilles - Love Song

THANK YOU GOD FOR WONDERFUL AND LOVELY PARENTS THAT YOU PROVIDED FOR ME. :)

i love you, dad & mum.




you know i always heard the phrase that family will always be there for you but i never experience it to the extend of understanding it, now i do. now i do. : )

too much clubbing songs on my itunes for events in school.

Are you listening?

"we both know that, hearing isn't the same as listening"

nothing else seems more important

just so you know, i have not started watching glee season 2. I just love it because they are to show the happiness that i have between my friends and i. The smiles, the laughter, the fun, the coerciveness and the list goes on. I really love the times where, we will just chill, chat and laugh together.

I thank God for everyone he has put into my life : )

Here's some video:

notice the amount of fun they have at the end.


notice how they are able to work together.



i'm happy now, very happy indeed. : )

too much walls.

"what are you waiting for?"
"i don't have an answer for that one,love"

Always find the root of the matter

The question isn’t about whether you are lying or not, It is about why you are lying.

YOU KNOW WHAT, MAYBE I WILL TRY IT IN THE END.

I'm so inlove with dancing shows! Gosh!



btw: i think dancers are damm fit.

"lone ranger"

i declare that well im slowly and adapting to being a loner or rather single. Most of my friends are busy now, so i don't expect them to spend time with me.

so.. i went shopping by myself. I need to buy a top for chinese new year. I shopped for 2 hours plus by myself, my legs are seriously tired now. -_- haha i went to vivo, summerset and lastly novena.

and im depressed. im disappointed. im sad. :(

Okay, i'll stop whining. im just really disappointed i didn't manage to buy anything. but actually, i can't even decide what i want to wear that's why i can't go "hunting" for it. Ah yah.


Just so you know, you would be surprise how many woman in singapore shops alone if u haven't tried it before! I was so shock! Hahaha.

Wants to talk to you. I'm going to be online on facebook chat from now on.

haha, i know this seems so immature.






i never, ever have the courage to start a conversation with someone im not close to but i would like to know you. hehe

so far, you've got my heart beat racing for you when we cross paths.

my dad is 3 times my age.
therefore, last week.. he is officially a senior citizen of singapore. Whenever, my family has dinner together, when my dad prays, he always pray for good health for the family and i absolutely thank God for it :)

Usher feat. Pitbull - DJ Got Us Fallin In Love (official video) HD

blast this at your house.

you got to love it. hahahahaha!

omg

THIS WEEK IS MY LAST WEEK OF "SCHOOL" FOR YEAR 2.
YIPPEEE, NO EXAMS AND NO TEST TO STUDY! :)


Event management, here i come! teeheeee, can't wait to get tanned. LOL

"Every experience in life is designed to magnify the cross of Christ" quoted from don't waste your life, John piper

Well, for me personally, I seem to fully understand this sentence to a certain extend. Haha why? Only when things are good, of course its a blessing from God. But when times are bad on MY perspective it's just so difficult.



I guess u probably guessed it,

I'm struggling but I will persevere on knowing that ultimately it's all according to Gods plan.

Well one of the things I want to do right this time round, is to honest.

Okay, so many things ran thr my mind recently,
Many ugly thoughts
Many envy thoughts
Many hurtful thoughts

But what I was so surprise about is that,
Instead of my usual self,
I went to pray this time round.

And I thank God for that. :)

He helped me calm down and reminded of what Jesus did in the cross for me.

I wanted to put this in my previous post but my iPod prevents me from scrolling down. Haha

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart and my soul, I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise, become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

My Soul cries out to You
My Soul cries out to You
to You, to You

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out
From the inside out, O my soul cries out
From the inside out, O my soul cries out.

A honest story

Well, to begin the new year, I decided to read a book called don't waste your life by John piper.

Okay, firstly for all my friends out there, if u read this, pray for me to have discipline to complete it and that I would indeed be active to live a life that glorifes God. Thank you.

I'm on my third chapter already :) and yes even after reading two chapterss of it, I feel so guilty of my current lifestyle. It is so clear in the bible what we ought to do but it seems so what's the word to describe it, wait I'm just being ignorant over all these that's why I know now that i don't want to waste my life.

Why? I decided to read this.

God indeed plans for everything. I must say, I would never ever think about reading a book. For now roughly my time table is pretty much Er empty for school, I have 3 hours of school everyday from monday to Thursday for the month of january. See that gives me so much time to kill everyday. I thought of many many things to do like even learning how to play the piano(again), exercising like mad, watch lots of movies, basically stuff I like to do.

And u know what?


1) my laptop was sent for repairing and they said they needed two weeks. That just means no watching of movies!
2) i was sick, then had a sprain toe, then now a back injury. Also, that just means no exercising like mad.
3) I tried the piano for an hour, after a while it became noise instead of music.

I was sad. I was angry with myself. I felt without doing all these things, i would be wasting my life.(how dumb can I be?haha)

So there was this day, suddenly and strangly a memory of a friend asking me to read "don't waste your life" came into my mind. I thought ah ya, it's just a thought. So I brushed it one side, but while cleanin up my room, guess what the book was right infront of me. Wah. If that wasn't a sign, I don't know what is. Haha Okok.

Well that's the truth, I'm not going to lie about why I don't read Christian books. I just tend to put other things in priority. Thank God for his grace for me every new day.


That's why I commit myself to finish this book by the end of this month.