i miss everything it used to be, sigh. New change, New directions = New focus i guess

played a frisbee competition, on saturday and sunday! i really enjoyed myself. :) my back wasn't painful most of the time, though my toe really hurt! haha

We won 4 games, lost 2.

one of the few things i love about frisbee..

the company, the team! <3

"let pain be a indicator"

i hope everything turns out well tmr, or maybe i should say today. To be honest, knowing myself, i would just push myself till i can't take it, i hope that wouldn't be too late. :(

i'm worried, that's the truth. But yes, made a promise that i will stop, if i have to.

Dear Lord,
I can't do this without you.

God is Good!

Hi, i'm truly amazed with how God plans for everything. Indeed, He has taught me a lot about how we should place our trust in Him.

I've been praying that my mum would be able to find a job, one that she would be able to enjoy herself and would have a good environment to work in. After all, who wants to see their parents suffer at work? Well, not me. It has been in my prayers for the longest time, and to be honest, i started to doubt God. I wanted my mum to get a job so that we could live happily. ( i had the concept that money brings happiness, which is not true)

I read up and realised that God only provides for our needs, as it states in the bible, needs, not wants. I understand the reality of life and money. I knew it is all about sacrificing lots of things that i could see all my peers have.

So then, instead of praying for a job for my mum, after awhile, i started to pray about how my mum would use her free time wisely. She started going for some bible study, and serve more at church. It was a joy to see my mum happy at what she was doing. That was true happiness.

The most amazing thing, happen recently, i had a injury on my back, a muscle sprain. I went to the doctor with my mum, and got painkillers for it and everything because it really hurt. I couldn't sleep properly without the painkillers. The following day, the doctor called my mum, he asked her whether she would like to work at the clinic. ZOMMG, answered prayer. :)

Now, looking at the big picture, im glad that i was injured, if i wasn't, the doctor wouldn't know my mum was free and then my mum would still be without a job.

I really thank God for everything that has happen! :)Indeed it is all about trusting in God in every difficult situations that you face.

PS: i never wanted to share this with everyone, because im embarrassed about it. But i thought about it, and i decided to use this to encourage my friends who is as dishearten as me, don't give up on your faith. Continue to trust in God!

People makes mistakes. It shouldn't define who they are.

muscle strain of the lumbar spine. sigh

things i cannot do now:

-bend down to touch my toes
-can't sit down
-tie shoe lace
-wear my pants faster


so.. takecare of urself. dont be like me.

i can't be dealing with these now.

ZOMMG, I'M IN LOVE WITH THE NEW LIFEHOUSE ALBUM. :)

someday i'll know

here:

i must admit, i used to not tell the truth, bend the truth which leads to a lie. then i came across this quote that i saw online, which made me think a lot.

" isn't he/she worth the truth? "

come to think about, everyone is worth the truth, yes, i know truth might hurt sometimes or even get your friends angry, but if he or she is your friend, u know that they will forget about it after a while. Friends forgive each other.

Anyway, school is starting in two days time, well my timetable is reasonable to a certain extend, i guess i just got to get use to it! At least i can watch movies after school. :)

Well, many many many things happen to me from march 2010 to today, april 2010.

I've literally work till i almost fainted/die. At the very last day of work, when im on the way home, i couldn't even walk straight, closing my eyes to walk, wishing to reach home as soon as possible. I prayed to God so many times, as i could recall, i really thought i couldn't reach home safely. too tired plus weak. Was sick too! BUT, work has been amazing, really amazing. I really Thank God with my whole heart that he has given me this chance to meet all of my colleagues and this working experience. Going for meetings, talking to big shots-super big boss *scary i tell you* and seeing how a event is run, wow, it's great. I made new friends, wonderful friends :)




I went to ice skate! it was really fun and interesting. You should try really! :)

I went to sing and had a wonderful time at sentosa! Haha Had many many great laughs with the babes.





Let me see, what else i did...

I went for Tuesdays with Tabby too when i'm able to!

Shop with Joey and Shermaine for the very first time, finally we are all free! haha and able to go out together.

Watch a lot of movies, crazy, but ya. Mostly spending my time with my best friends! It was awesome! I had fun :)

The last week of holidays, spent most of my time with jasmine three days infact! We can't get enough of each other :O kiddings.

Had a bbq with the clique to end off the holidays.






Last of all, to you:

I'm sorry for everything. I never had the intention to hurt you, watching you walk away, asking me to go off was the hardest thing i have ever experience, while walking back, you made me cry way more than i ever did. Everything that we go through, is an experience to grow closer to Christ or for me was to point me back to Christ. I'm glad it did. I'm no better than you, i suck too. Please remember that.

i'm coming back here (:

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