i know im crazy putting all the videos and songs up, but i doubt u watch/hear them. haha!
Oh wells,
This is what u do at home when u're REALLY that bored. My brother introduce this song to me, and im beginning to love it! (: Hah. It's a really cool videoo!

Chasing Pavements - ADELE

I've made up my mind
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong I am right
Don't need to look no further
This ain't lust
I know this is love

But if I tell the world I'll never say enough 'cause it was not said to you
And that’s exactly what I need to do if I end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up and fly around in circles
Waiting as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it

Or should I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere
Yeah

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep on chasing pavements
Should I just keep on chasing pavements
Oh
Oh

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place should I leave it there
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

It has been awhile since i stayed up till 6am. The clique decided to celebrate chinese new year with watching a movie, dinner, walking around this chinese new year exhibition then hanging out at mitch place.

The movie was The Wedding Game, gosh the first 5 mins i almost died of a lame joke. Practically i was wtcraping, because it felt like a typical yf -skit standard. The cannot make it jokes but u still laugh. heh.
Oh yees, im a total nooob in black-jack. Hah, everyone was laughing at my noob-ness. I was a scary cat and a noob, so i just played 20 cents, oh wells i ended up with 1 dollar. So that means i earn 80 cent! HAH. (most of u must be thinking my crazy!) I managed to get the perfect 21, three times. So don't look down on a nooob k! :P
The guys wanted to watch soccer, so all of us had to. Instead of watching, they were like channel surfing between 3 soccer channels. Whenever they switch from one to another, we miss watching a goal. HAH.
anyway,I said this last year, and now again, i really want to learn how to play mahjong, boohoo! No one wants to teach me. :(


chasing pavements, even if it leads nowhere.

first day of cny 09

I am surprise myself with the time i spend on watching tv shows.
After everyday, i usually end my day with watching criminal minds and gossip girls. I know it's a super weird combo of videos. Criminal minds takes forever to load, so while loading, i watch gossip girls. hoho. I was watching till 2 am yesterday!

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year babes and dudes (:
I remember the times we whould to have a lot and a lot of smses of "happy new year and merry christmas". Time has change man. There are people still sms-ing, but it's not that common anymore. oh waits, maybe it's just me. i'm a loner :O heh.

Haha, after playing loads of wii today, i felt like buying one. I even thought of using all my working money for it, crazy yeah. It's way way TOO funny, fun and yes, i was screaming! haha. We were at our cousins place playing "rayman rabbids" and it's the third edditions! WAUHAHAH. Well, most of the games were new to me, so it was fun of course! :D There's like this "real" dancing game.

Watch this video !

THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT WE WERE DOING! HAH! Waits loads more!



We play this game, the song was toxic and joel was a really bad singer! hahahahah.
shhhh, don't tell him! :P okay, haha, i was reallly bad in the wii balance thingy, everyone including my grandma, mum dad, aunty uncle, and my cousins joel and josh was laughing at me!

Okay, hoho.. i wannt to playyy! (: oh wells, i Thank God for the chance to play, since i don't have any games like that at home!


Other than that i ate a lot today and im sure to grow fatter. haha! Nothing much to talk about my hongbaos. (: My family met like a distant cousin or something today, she was telling her mum who told us that she admire that josh, joel and me are close to each other. hoho. We were like eh... (nothing to say) HAHA.



Tata! <3

okay i get it
enough if u have a heart

Finally work is over! Time to get paid :O haha
I'm jobless again, but happy to be one.
Gosh, im watching criminal minds starting from season 1, now im at episode 4.
It's 3.03am, that's how long i was waiting.

I regretted many things in my past,
taking it back would be nice
i can't, i don't have a choice
I'll live with it, knowing im going to change for the better. (:

The Clique

Work is Crazy
Pay is getting Cut Cut Cut
All the deceiving
Scolded and insulted
What a way to end my work

with or without you

secrets! :O

i have never sweat so much on my palms and feet like today before. It was crazy, it didn't stop for the WHOLE day. Water droplets could even be formed when i put my hands together, im sure. i bet u are turn off by that. hahahaha.

Anyway, i can't believe that, im super emotional in terms of watching movies/shows/ or anything. I teared TWICE after watching ghost whispers where Jim died. To let u in a little secret which i bet would prob change ur impression about me, haha, i cried a lot of times while watching " i not stupid 2" in the cinema like 2-3 years ago. jialat.

WAUHAHAAHAHAHAAHA.

ALISON FOUND IT FOR ME (:



WATCH THIS.

THIS IS WHAT I HEAR EVERYDAY AT WORK, ABOUT AT LEAST 8 TIMES.

hmm.

i'm speechless after watching episode 1 of Criminal minds season 4. It was according to Charles " this stunning monochrome : OH MY GOODNESS SO EXCITING. "

Title on YouTube: Criminal Minds Lo-Fi continues with Mayhem [part 1 of 5] watch it if you're free.

Anyway, im left with 6 more days with work. The chinese new year songs are played 24/7, i feel like i know the lyrics and which is track 1. The store we are at, is directly under the speakers, sway? haha. I wouldn't say that i'm complaining much about work because it's okay maybe just a little too tiring and boring sometimes, other then that? Things are okay (: oh i forget to mention im working with Alison, so things are way much better. I can't imagine myself working there alone, i'll prob be bored to death. The random stuff we do sure give us a lot of amusement. haha.
Michelle: i miss you hanging out with you, <3
Nat: AHAHAHA. YOU HAD SHORT HAIR LIKE MINE NOW BEFORE :p

that's when u guys were younger.

Other then work, life has been pretty normal for me. Oh, i had to sign up for my courses by friday 4pm, which actually means thursday night for me becasue im working morning shift on friday. I hope i made the right decisions, i just want to be an average joe when i grow up, is that a dream? I didn't send up for any jpsae becuase im not passionate in something that i really want to get in. I'm glad that i had opinions from my parents about the courses though i know my dad weren't too happy. Anything could happen, let's just wait for posting. O's was kinda a shocker for me already, who knows, maybe posting too. :S

I've been really happy, shhhhh! Thank God for moments like these. (:

finally.

Let me conclude about my results

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. 1 thes 5:16-18


I did okay, will give thanks to God for the other blessings (: For my case, God sure does bless you with what u deserve for the hard work/ no work that you put in.


honestly, when i first saw my results i was about to tear. It was not what i wanted/ dream. But it's God's will. Let it be (: I'm embarrassed to tell anyone my result, that's why im not telling anyone. I don't want to be judge for my results, i'm still julia and will always be me. It shouldn't change ur impression. (: Sorry and thank you!
Anyway, i'm happy with my results right now and that is all that matters (: oh, i am clue-less on what to do and where to go.

Can u feel ur heartbeat racing.

i have not been blogging.

Honestly, work is killing me. It's tiring for my legs to handle, im weak yes. Thank God for the strength that he has provided me. Working is hard, who gets money for free anyway. Yes, im working as a chinese new year products promoter, and indeed, i got my very first insult the other day.
here goes... this old chinese lady, "This four word fit which other four words nicely?" I replied, " this one, this one ( while pointing to it )" After that she scolded me, "You are not Singaporean is it? Don't know how to read chinese?" * Everything happen in chinese*

I have been elborating my Verrry in everything that involves that word. It was quite funny, i was telling a lady, " this is VERRYYYYY cheap" She stared at me blurly for like 2-4 secs. hahahahaha.

Other then work, i've been thinking a lot about a lot of issues and the only way of solving this issues is by praying. (: Thank God for prayers!

This is for anyone who reads before taking your result later:
6. do not be anxious about anything,but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
phips 4:6-7

6-8 cm shorter

this might seem unbelieveable, i just cut my hair.
and as usual, it's way shorter then i wanted it to be.
you would be surprise.
It's like maybe... 6 - 8 cm shorter.

This what u get
when u cut your hair on impulse.

HAH.

ohwells, i'm going to keep it long!

realized it.

I realized how shallow i have been looking through situations and it has been on my mind since. But instead of thinking how badly im starting the year, im going to think that it's a good start of the year, so that i will be reminded not to be one.
____, thanks.




Note: Thanks for coming frisbee people! [: I hope u had a funnnn! ( i doubt u would read my blog though)

First, here are nine ways not to use Facebook:

1. Don’t use status updates to complain. For many, complaining has become a trend on Facebook. With their status updates, many people broadcast consistent grumbles, like: “Joe is bored,” “Joe can’t wait to leave his stupid job,” or “Joe is exhausted.” By all means, be real, be honest and authentic, but beware of the culture of complaint.

2. Don’t measure your worth/identity by the number of your Facebook friends and interactions. Facebook measurements are the opposite of gospel measurements. Facebook tells you that the more Facebook friends and interactions you have, the more important, loved, and accepted you are. The gospel tells sinners an opposite message: no matter how lonely, unpopular, or unnoticed you might feel, in Jesus you are more loved, accepted, and noticed than you can imagine.

3. Don’t value forming Facebook (virtual) friendships more than real world friendships.

4. Don’t diminish your face-to-face time with people to check what’s going on in your FacebookFacebook, you know what I’m talking about. world. If you’ve ever been out to dinner with friends and found yourself anxious to pull away and check out what’s happening on

5. Don’t be someone online you’d never be in person. Let Facebook reflect the real you, not some pseudo-personality that emerges when you’re alone with your computer.

6. Don’t hurt and exclude others (intentionally or unintentionally) through use of applications such as “Top Friends.” Likewise, don’t become jealous of others having conversations without you. Be patient and gracious with potential misunderstandings that inevitably happen in cyberspace. When you spot something on Facebook that causes feelings of hurt or jealousy, assume the best.

7. Don’t allow Facebook and online life in general to make you a more distracted person. If you’ve noticed that use of Facebook and online life—constant change, updates, movement, and hyperlinks—has made it more difficult for you to sit down and read a book for one hour, you’d benefit from stepping back and evaluating how this technology is affecting you.

8. Don’t allow Facebook to tempt you away from your calling and work. Don’t let Facebook’s little status updates (“Lisa is chewing gum”) and Wall writings take your focus off the great and big things that your heart should be engaged in, namely the work that God has put you on earth to do.

9. Don’t let Facebook cause you to think about yourself more than you already do. You were created to look outside yourself toward God, other people, and the wonder-filled world he has made for you to enjoy and cultivate.

In the same vein, here are six ways to use Facebook to love God and others, and care for your own soul:

1. Use Facebook to get back in touch with far-away friends, showing them how Jesus has changed you. As Facebook has reconnected me with friends from my past, a number have been struck by how much I’ve changed. High school friends from Sacramento regularly express shock at learning that I’m a pastor.

2. Use Facebook as an extension of face-to-face relationships and to enhance time with people. Get to know people and love and care for them better when you’re with them because, through Facebook, you know more about who they are and what’s going on in their lives.

3. Use Facebook to take the focus off of yourself. Facebook can actually help you get outside of yourself and your problems. Next time you login, use the time to focus on creatively listening to, loving, and encouraging others. Approach Facebook thinking about what you can give.

4. Use Facebook to sharpen and discipline what you do with your time. Facebook status updates can serve as a form of built-in accountability. Just knowing that my Facebook community can read my updates provides additional motivation to stay on task and actually do what I say I’m doing.

5. Use Facebook to quickly announce and facilitate great face-to-face gatherings. Instead of taking 45 minutes to call 10 people to come over for a spontaneous evening, use Facebook.

6. Use Facebook to influence other people for Jesus. Create a new culture with your status updates. Use them to love, encourage, teach, and challenge people.

from: http://www.gospelandculture.org/2008/12/redeeming-social-life-online/

I read this from this web site! Just read it (:

2008

I still can't believe it that it is 2009! As in seriously, reality has not kick in to me. Gosh. I woke up at 12.30pm today, got ready and went lunch with joel and my mum, we took the bus to the interchange, it passed by my old school and there! THERE WERE STUDENTS COMING OUT FROM THE SCHOOL WITH UNIFORMS. Junction 8 is crowded with students once again. 09 here we come

2008, was a pain for me. hah, honestly i can't do it all over again unlike Joy:P She said that she doesn't mind doing it again, well o's was alright i suppose, just that studying for weeks after weeks with many topics of many subjects in my head? No way, im going that again, i hope :/ But God sure did helped me a lot through this process and i really Thank God for him! (: right now, my heart is beating like it has never beat so fast because im really worried about my results, which i should not be. :S

okay, i was tired after 2007, so i decided to take an off for not serving that much in 2008. Commitments i had was, holy communion preperations and towards the end of the year was yf camp. I know, many thought i was crazy to join yf camp comm this year when i had my O's, i prayed a lot about it and agreed to it, although yes i did struggle at first with getting the orders for food and all. God did helped me a lot, it wasn't a big problem. Oh yes i would say it again, serving as yf camp comm was indeed lovely, made new friends and it's been testing me a lot, which is good. [:

Having my school friends/clique to share my joy was great [: the Fun we had in all the meetings, celebration and even badmintons was awesome! I have never said it before, i really like being with them. having super loads of nicknames for me which i beleive that they will never ever forget sadly, haha example, seaweed and louhan. hurhur.


____, u actually made me angry today, but i guess it's my fault. Being hostle wouldn't solve the any problem but u are digging more into ur problems.oh, you. i didn't know there were conditions in serving God.

Anyway!
_____, we should still have hope! Let's continue to pray about them, and let God's spirit do the moving. (: We can't possible just give up too, God gives his grace to anyone who wants to accept it. We are all sinners, big sin or small sin, we are no different! We can't do the changing but we can do the praying [:

Jasmine, Michelle, Alison, Joey, Joy, Natalie, David, Serene, Linus, shermaine and hopefully noone else i missed out in. :/
Thanks for always being there for me. (: I know sometimes i am a pain, im glad u all have stick with me! hehehe.

_______ - smileeeeee morree! :O

_______ - need realize that we need you in yf to serve.


i feeel that we are really short-handed in yf, the "experience" people are leaving and new comers coming in.

What Good Is It To Gain The Whole World - Tim & Rachel Hughes, 2006

WHAT GOOD IS IT TO GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD
But lose your soul?
What good is it to make a sweet sound
But remain proud?

In view of God's mercy
I offer my all

Take my life let it be
Everything, all of me
Here I am use me for Your glory
In everything I say and do,
Let my life honour You
Here I am living for Your glory

The road I'm on, it leads no-where
Without You
And the life I live, it finds meaning
In surrender

In view of God's mercy
I'll offer my all

Seeking first the Kingdom
Seeking first the Kingdom of my Lord (x2)

this song is stuck in my mind, and much thought
i have decided to use this as my new year resolution.