i need a life.

For people who reads my blog before 5pm today:

Lifehouse live! on the radio, channel 98.7 at 5pm. (; haha.

in the end, they were on both channel, 98.0 too.

The song "Money Honey" from State Of Shock is totally stuck in my head. The whole day i was listening to the radio, switching different channels, i heard this song for at least 5 times :/ but it's nice.
Oh yes. "What about now" was the number 2 most heard for me in the radio too! i heard the song at least 3 times and + 1 on my mp3 player!


man, i need a life.
19days, to doom. ):
after that;
i hope things can be different, let's just try.

a reminder

Place your mouse on the E below and drag to the U.

Even though you can't see Him, GOD is always there for yo U.


cheerup(;

last words, hah

"And I don't want to play anymore
Not when the stakes are so high" - corrinne may

anyway, i hope i can make it for my O's.

Thank you so much for all the encouraging words people, it has indeed made a difference (;
this has actually been an eye opening experience for me, God has just shown to me how much he has blessed me with friends who cares for me. Thank You(;

Lord grant me the right attitude towards my examination

That even when I study, I want to glorify Your name

Give me the strength that I may press on

Perseverance that I can endure

Good health that I may study effectively

Help me to be single-minded when I study

Remove all other thoughts, distractions and anxieties

Give me the power to concentrate

The ability to understand and to remember

Show me the way to study intelligently

To know what is important and what is not

Provide me Lord with quality time in my studies

Remove all tensions and fears within me

Fill me with Your confidence

Teach me to draw strength from You each day

Let me learn to trust You in such times

In the examination hall, be with me Lord

Grant me the clarity and sharpness of thoughts

Let me not get distracted by things around me

Give me concentration and calmness Lord

Help me to gather my thoughts of what I've learnt

Grant me the discipline to space out time equally on all questions

Most of all, help me to complete the question on time

Despite examination Lord, continue to grant me

Quality time with You, let me not neglect You

Give me a balanced diet between my studies and my service for You

I just want to commit the whole examination into Your hands

Knowing that You are a God who cares and answers prayers

this was a pray that Sarah tan Senior sent to me 3 years ago! (; haha.

Sentosa.

after having fun on friday, with my graduation ceremony. I went to sentosa on saturday. can you believe that, man, my mum said she will break my leg if i continue going out, so that i will study. hahah. she said that it's taking me forever to start studying.

oookkayy, enough about studies! SSENTTOOSAA!

I HAD A BLAST/FUN. :D
I think it was because playing frisbee and the environment and weather! Thank you God. i had a blaast, period.

pictures again, the group picture is with jerry. (;

graduation ceremony.

My school apparently wants the students to leave the school with a memory that we would not forget, we have a graduation ceremony and graduation night.

We just celebrated the graduation ceremony, which was better then i expected! We started of with singing, "How great is our God" and others. We had to one by one receive a some stuff from our principle on stage, and i was the second among 100+ students! :/ haha.

We ate chicken chop and had a candle to pass the flame as it would represent our school moto: aflame for truth. It is about Moses and the burning bush.

The pictures will tell the story(;

Reality.

i have been think a lot, then out of a sudden, indeeed, i have realised the reality of my life. seriously, my class mates might have been playing and stuff, but it's okay, they have an N level certificate and i don't.

"wakeup!"

I realised that if i do not do well for my O's, i have no where to go. :/ Ah, at least my friends still graduate with an N level cert which they have done well, what about me.

I need to be serious.
Can you believe it? 27 more days.

Gosh.

I start on the 20 Oct if you wanted to know.
I end on the 3nov and a long break to 11nov.



i think im done with blogging until O's and using the computer.

Goodbye Me and Hello the mugger, julia! (haha)


just say a little pray,
things would work out fine,
trust.


I HAVE PLACE MY TRUST IN YOU. (;
HELP ME, AS I CONTINUE TO GROW.


seeyoulatermyfacinator

grad-night troubles.

stupid grad-night table arrangements.
i mean, if only i had a group of 10 friends, things would be much simpler.
damn; all the complications are killing me.

quoted from joel mok :O, "i got so many table" his kidding larh.


okay, i hope we can settle this soon, and seriously, i have no idea how to ask from my mum $75. :(

my plans for the week.

someday we'll know.

Okay here is what i plan to do this whole week.
monday - friday : STUDY.
saturday: Go to sentosa(have a break)
sunday: church and tuition, rest, frisbee, study. :)

pray and believe it.



Corrinne May- Same Side of the Moon
I'm looking out the window where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air, it makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray

I see the same side of the moon
That we'll looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I'll never be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

I picture you across the ocean, in your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice and gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change

It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

Daniel's Birthday.

Daniel lee's birthday was on Wednesday 17 of sept!
Happy birthday dude, i hope u had a blast on ur 21st!

anyway, haha, we played some game called "stratego" it was quite funny throughout the game! The game is kinda like battle ship? :/ but in this game there's 1 flag and i have to find it. You have to kill this hierarchy of people, which is rather funny and there were likes and stuff. Okay. I was teaming up with Jon and Jasmine was teaming up with Daniel. Jasmine and Daniel were one step away from our flag and Jon and Me managed to deceive them for at least 8 rounds!! haha.

Anyway, haha. I realised, Jon and Jasmine can't keep secrets! :O haha. kidding. i mean in a battle they totally can't! :P hahah. joker dudes.

Here's some pictures of the game!

I've got no damm time to do anything.

okay, i don't have time to do anything i want nowadays. It is just so fixed on what i should do and must do. which is study when i get back home. Art has been draining much of my energy. I don't know how to proceed with life actually. Hurrh. At last im one step closer to the end of my coursework, so it means one step closer to study more. It's been a ups and downs for me this whole week i would say, particularly everyone around me and results. Honestly, i would feel there are some subject that God has really blessed me with, seriously, i know i would never ever with my strength and hard work to be able to score such marks. Example; Chem and Physics, English, Social Studies. Ah, come to think of it everything larh. haha. Seriously. Well, i didn't do too well for my maths as i wanted to sadly :( i need to work on that. Oh wells, guess what i got for my amaths? A damm F9, believe it or not? 26.5/100. So, yes i have concluded that i need to work on my amaths. There's only about 4 weeks left before O's. right now the things going through my mind is can i do it? Am i able to do well for O's? With my prelim marks, L1R4, i can't really go to much courses. I dont really want to say it because it's really quite bad :/ don't worry, amaths is not included. Just it's just bad enough. :/ though i would say there are suprising marks! Like i never ever thought that my science would get a A2 for prelims. Thank God (;

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Anyway, my mum is not in Singapore, from thursday to friday. I needed to do the house chores. She wanted me to wash the clothes and joel to hang the clothes.But joel was kinda being a pain, he said he wanted to sleep early so he just left the hanging of the clothes to me. argh. I was actaully really pissed.

Record breaking: i tried practicing some a maths questions today! And it's about 8 questions! Amazing right? But non of them were right, seriously i think a maths is not my thing. Well, im just going to learn from that mistake and continue to press on! i guess.

Wah. this blog entry is super wordy, anyway i really really like her hair in the show Cold case! The hair is really nice. I told joel, while we were watching together he was like u are mad. haha.


it's good to see u smile..

Quotes to inspire you.

Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.
Charles M. Schulz (1922 - 2000), Charlie Brown in "Peanuts"

If you don't learn to laugh at troubles, you won't have anything to laugh at when you grow old. Edward W. Howe

The making of friends who are real friends, is the best token we have of a man's success in life. Edward Everett Hale

The most wasted of all days is one without laughter.

The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.
Carl Jung (1875 - 1961)

The only thing that lasts longer than a friend's is the stupidity that keeps us from knowing any better.
Randy K. Milholland, Something Positive Comic, 09-07-06

If you think you can win, you can win. Faith is necessary to victory.
William Hazlitt (1778 - 1830)

Laughter is inner jogging.
Norman Cousins (1915 - 1990)

Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
Thomas A. Edison (1847 - 1931)

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get, it's what you are expected to give. Anon

(i bet no one reads this:O)

I was showing Jasmine all the quotes and she asked me to write Daniel lee a letter while she gets the present, this is part of our conversation.

fields of gold :
if got time then you write?
[22:04:52] julia// The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. :
with inspiring quote?
julia// The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. :
hahah
fields of gold :
haha... i knew that was coming up
[22:05:03] julia// The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. :
...
julia// The most wasted of all days is one without laughter. :
HAHA

i can't sleep.

okay, i can't sleep.

I tried to sleep since 12.10am and now it's 2.05 am and im still awake.
HELP.
seriously, i asked around what should i do, some said..
1)Hear music.
2)Read the bible
3)play sudoku.
4) just close your eyes.
5) drink milk? ( i don't have)

okay, i tried the first one, and it doesn't work because i will start singing. haha.

I tried reading the bible, i just can't read and fall asleep at the same time. i do not know how others do it actually. It's like u have to carry ur book up right? then it's like preventing you to sleep already. haha. maybe it's just me ):

I played Sudoku, and i end up working my brain even more.

i close my eyes, for ra long period of time i start thinking of everything other the sky.


man, this actually sucks. i wanted to be wide awake in school tmr. hais. i want to stop sleeping this late!

game show.

THIS MY ALL TIME FAV GAME SHOW GAME! CHECK THIS OUT. go to the other videos for longer versions! hehehe!






Okay, seriously, i just finished my prelims.

alrights, i'm really happy now. ThankYou.

videos.

check this out too (;

dancing.

some werid and funnny video. Watch to cheer up! (;

someday we'll know.

Ninety miles outside Chicago,
Can't stop driving, I don't know why
So many questions, I need an answer
Two years later you're still on my mind
Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart?
Who holds the stars up in the sky?
Is true love just once in a lifetime?
Did the captain of the titanic cry?

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?
Or what the wind says when she cries?
I'm speeding by the place that I met you
For the ninety-seventh time [tonight]

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
Watch the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me [tonight?]

Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Someday we'll know
Why Samson loved Delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you

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indeed, someday we'll know.
u know, it would be funny to look back at this in a few years time.

Nano!

OKAY.
I LOVE THIS.
DROLLING.

AHHHHH.
HOW SEXY AND COOL IS THAT?
i bet u must thinking, what is julia thinking about man. hahahaha!

Tim Daly

* SCREAMS RIGHT? HAHA. CLICK IT FOR A BIGGER PICTURE

TIM DALY

I have been watching private practice, and i fell in love with him. I think it's the eyes :D and his goooood-looking. hahahah.





it' s just a infatuation, dont worry.
every long lost dreams, let me to where you are.


Rachel Yamagata, Reason Why

I think about how it might have been
We'd spend our days traveling

It's not that I don't understand you
It's not that I don't want to be with you
But you only wanted me the way you wanted me

So I will head out alone and hope for the best
And we can hang our heads down as we skip the goodbyes
And you can tell the world what you want them to hear
I've got nothing left to lose my dear
So I'm up for the little white lies
But you and I know the reason why I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still

I'll buy a magazine searching for your face
From coast to coast or wherever I find my place

I'll track you on the radio and I'll find your list in a different name
But as close as I get to you it's not the same

So I will head out alone and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back and say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big we can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I know the reason why I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still there
I'm gone and you're still

So steal the show and do your best to cover the tracks that I have left
I wish you well and hope you find whatever you're looking for
The way I might've changed my mind but you only showed me the door

So I will head out alone and hope for the best
We can pat ourselves on the back and say that we tried
And if one of us makes it big we can spill our regrets
And talk about how the love never dies
But you and I
You and I
You and I know the reason why


songs expresses everything

shucks.

okay, Art deadline is this Monnndddayyy! some ways im happy that it's over at last, but i haven finish ):

1) write up isn't done. i'm only 1/4 done with it.
2) My black board, are not done yet. i'm 3/4 done with it. ( thank God for this)
3) My Biigg arrt piece... i'm 3/4 done with it also.

help.


Okay, yesterday was the record breaking for me to stay in school. I stayed in school till 10.40 close to 11 am! And i didn't have my dinnner till.. 11plus. It was Realllly really Cold KFC, but better then nothing. Joel wanted to eat kfc, and i didn't mind, so my family end up getting the family feast thing, party of four. (: since josh is not around.

Anyway, manage to get my box done and stuff for my art piece. but i guess u won't understand. hurh.

Oh yes, poa paper was indeed a killer ): i'm so not motivated to study now, for paper 1. My dreams of getting A is shattered. but it's just prelims huh.



Okay, wellwell i didn't really wanted to make my post that long, for those who know about this link thingy, means u are interested right. hahah.
Anyway, I'm studying now, so i would mostly talk about my studies yeah? okay. Yesterday was Social Studies paper, sadly. I only studied one chapter which is Gooood governance, and IT WASN'T TESTED. man, i was devastated. seriously, but well i tried doing some sustaining question, ah. okay.

Viron was really funny. He was asking me what would most likely come out, so i said goood governance, secondly i thought was Sri Lanka stuff. then he said, haha, if they had really came out, it would be the great escape for him. haha.



i'm confuse,
show me a clue.









whydoiendupgettingdisappointed.

Chem(:

today i was looking at my calendar.
really, time is flying really fast.

I only have..
7 emaths tution
6 Amaths tuition (which i never like)
6 weeks to O's
8 weeks to END of O's.

I can't wait for you to end baby, 3rd Nov, i'm so called done with yeah!

Mcq on the 11 i think? haha


Oh, that's kinyip's birthday. Oh yes, this reminds me...



THANK YOU GOD, IT'S REALLY MORE THEN I ASKED FOR. (: THANK YOU, seriously, seriously, it was reallly really really more then i asked for, thank you so much. okay, wondering what it is, from my teacher my manage to score a high grade on chem only. It's truly amazing because i am a F9 student, seriously. Ask Kinyip, he had a hard time explaining to me what's metals, organic chem, redox, everything larh in chem. haha.

Thank you God (:



I WANT TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN SOOOON. THIS SUPER LONG EXAMS THINGY IS KILLING MEE! haha, saveee meeee.
Okay the whole afternoon was studying accounts(poa).


now i think it sucks ):
"trading profit and lost, balance sheet, control accounts, disposal of fixed assets, all killing me softly." HAH.



i think u got me, all wrong :S

hillsongs song.

You are worthy oh Lord of all honour

You are worthy to receive all praise

In Your presence I live

And with all I have to give

I will worship You

Honour You, glorify Your holy name

argh.

blah
yes okay, i get your point.
okay? I just want peace between us. (:

arghhh.

Saturday i woke up really late, thank God for the rest and afterwards i went down to gardens for outreach. Well, i really wanted to bring a friend, but it falls on prelims and u know in singapore eveeryone just studies. So no couldn't bring anyone. So i decided to help out. Jon needed people so why not. (:

Other then outreach, which there were new comers.

i went back home early, and wanted to study but u know me very well, i didn't.


Sunday, i woke up extremely late for doing the holy communion stuff :/ but Thank God we manage to finish in time. There wasn't enough cups, :S first time, we always have extras.

Afternoon was packed with tuition and in the night was for studying again. I hope it's enough.

I won't be blogging for a while this week, i'm trying to reduce my time on the computer. Alrights.

My timetable:
Monday-maths paper 2.
Tuesday-Poa Paper 2
Wednesday-Social studies and Art.
Friday-Poa Paper 1.

Oh, i need to settle food stuff for camp soon. :/ At last the caterer replied after a long time! Thank you God for that answered prayer. I was so worried i sent out a childish email or something or my details weren't clear enough. haha.



oh! I'm hhappy now, (:

argh.

blah.

bye

jasmine helped me figure out something cool (:
i am a noob.