private practice.

"lets say you were to die now, would you regret not doing anything in life?"




right now, my answer would be yes. :/

Teachers Day 08.

Ah, Well on the Friday 29.08.08 was teachers day celebration.
It started from a walkton, which i felt it was good exercise, talked to nat here and there. After that we had form teacher time. Wauhaha! I thought my class "husband and wife!" first reaction they were like, " whatt?!?!" My class has only 9 girls and 35 altogether, so that makes it 26 boys. haha, so i allowed everyone to pair with anybody. It was quite funny, after a while more people joined in the game. I was really happy that they loved playing it, all of them were :D Then! they started match making Diana and Moses. haha! okay, after that celebration, lunch, home and back to school for Art.

Art was good, i mean, i don't know, the amount of people were just nice and everything:] haha.
Something really funny and chessy! Miss Quek who is my art teacher, was helping out nicholas from sec 4 with his art. Then i wanted to go off so i needed her to check my work so i rush to her, while rushing, i trip on a leg of a chair, and lost my balance in front of her. I got up and said, "I"m falling for you." ( IT JUST CAME OUT OF MY MIND LIKE THAT) Miss quek started laughing, and laughing at my joke! Indeed i was laughing at myself too. hahahah.


Alrights, the past 4days were Chem, Amaths, English, Physics, Maths p1, Geog prelim papers. Well, lets just say i have handed them to God and prayed about it. :]

Other then that, i really really want to achieve a A in accounts. Help, i don't know, to me this is really is an important subject for me.

alrights,something for people who knows: this was always my greatest fear, i said no and im proud of it. I am now going to declare that i am not going to be stupid anymore, seriously. I was dumb and stupid now, i have my eyes wide open. No more, and i want to mean it!

stuff of life, i can't seem to understand.

sadly, why is it when i'm contented with my life something like this has to appear.
It just sucks.

It just brought tears for me in the afternoon. Everything was going so smoothly for the past few years, i would say, now this.

argh, i need to see the bigger picture soon, somehow.



issues that u would not know.

Frisbee Competition.

ah, okay i'm waiting for tuition to start, and i don't want to take a nap after lunch.
Anyway, yesterday i played a frisbee interschool friendly competition. Jia min and I played for Hougang sec. Xian was their coach and also he was the one who organize the competition. After yesterday, i realised how structure a frisbee game is and how different we play on a sunday! hahah. Okay. i did have loads of fun and well sadly i dropped the frisbee like a million times :'( Okay i exaggerated, but ahhh.
I will upload the pictures if i do have them. :]
I'm in love with Rascal Flatts's music for now.

Studying?

HIGHLIGHTS:PRELIMS NEXT MONDAY:(
I have not been online for the past days. Man, i'm proud of my self for that, i was able to resisted the temptation. Hah. Anyway, the past days were i guess intensive studying, i'm really happy that i manage to get some stuff done. :]
Other then that, i have been watching olympics. I don't know, it seems that whenever i switch the television on and it's always the finals! :D The most important event! haha. Yeah, it's beeen really interesting to watch it, sadly, i really want to watch the closing ceremony, but i have chem and a maths prelims the next day!

Anyway, let me tell u something really funny. hahah. Today, we had the last PE lesson for the term and the first half an hour was captains ball and my team was incharge of it, so we didn't get to play:( the next 40mins or so was soccer! SOCCER. yeah, haha. I haven played soccer for the past i don knot decades? i mean with guys some more! hahah. Okay, I was trying to kick the ball away from this guy, in the end I MISSED the ball and the guy AND I LOSE MY BALANCE(while my leg are still on the air) and fell down to the ground. WAUHAHA. it was really funny. I hope u manage to picture the scene out.


Okay, help.

I'm actually getting a F9 for my amaths for the past 2 years, and i have already sign up the for paper in O's. But i'm just wondering, can i still do it? Should i? Should i press on? The thing is the time spend in Amaths can be used for other subjects. And i do not actually need my amaths. I have 3 relevant subjects, Poa, Art, and Amaths. And really really i know my heart if i studied amaths to my best ability i know it can't be better then my Poa and Art. So how? hurr. Help.



putting things aside, but i will be waiting.

sunday.

Pray for the upcoming Yf camp and the comm!
Pray for Yf, lets not all take it for granted and not be praying about it.

Pray for me, help. I'm doing food for camp, and food prices are INCREASING NON STOP! (donationnns pleasee, askk urr pareenntsss.)


Anyway,
i need to learn to shut up.

Priceless-Copeland

Priceless-Copeland

I remember when I'd run to you
Through fields of white flowers
Your embrace was my air
How I needed you there
All of the world and all of its powers
Couldn't keep your love from me

cause I need you like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been

Then I waved goodbye to you
From fields of white flowers
You were so proud of me
I was too proud to see
That all of the world and all of it's powers
Coudln't keep your love from me...

I need you like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been

Taking for granted all of her smiles that got away

Now I'm looking up at you
From fields of white flowers
You were so proud of me
I'm so proud of you
All of the world and all of its powers
Couldn't keep your love from me



daily bread of today:

Start where you are in serving the Lord,
Claim His sure promise and trust in His Word;
God simply asks you to do what you can,
He’ll use your efforts to further His plan. —Anon.

God never puts you in the wrong place to serve Him.

this indeed gives me the courage to do certain things now! :]

hurh.

(Honest) things running thr my mind:

1)Olevel english oral, this coming wednesday.
2)Prelims.
3)Art course work date due, which, i want to aim a A2.
4)How put things aside and go yf.
5)I need a hair cut.
6)I need to be discipline nowwww!
7)I need to have a constant Qt.
8) Believing the impossible, because of Jesus.


okay, recently, i don't know it's been really scary, like i get constant reminders that, in everything, we should ask God. Don't think it's impossible. And honestly after today, i really really admire my principal. He came out with an interesting talk today, at least it was not boring, hah, motivating us to press on and stuff. We need to think positive, encourage others and never give up. Indeed.

Nat: hurhur, yeah, GO AIM BIG. i know i have been really really negative about O's. I've change my mindset. Go aim for A2 for amaths! and... i'll get a b4. hurrh.
MICHELLE, ALISON, NATALIE, JASMINE! : AIM BIG, and lets start studying hard.



everything in it's time.
for now; helpless when you smile. TATA!

crash.

The sleepless nights are killing me in the afternoon.
Today, i decided to take an afternoon nap, slept around 3.50, i thought i would prob just sleep for 2 hours,max, so i did not bother to put an alarm. But, i woke up at 7.06! Can u believe that? man, what was so amazing, because joel's bed is next to mine, he came in the room to take an afternoon nap also, i did not wake up. hurh. I'm a so called light sleep, so it's usual that i would have seen him coming in. And! Michelle called me and message me, i did not felt the vibration of my handphone. :S

that's called P-I-G. hurrrr.

After the real Lonnnngggg nap, im wide awake!
Time to mug!



Seeing everyone in school, studying really hard, it has indeed encourage me to start studying hard.
"Let the battle begin!" HAH.

goodnights :]

michelle :]

NDP 2008 fireworks.

OKAY HIGHLIGHT:

Ndp 2008.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10SxAyNmj3k&feature=related

Okay, that is my favourite national day song, other then the most popular, home. :]




i bet i know what is going on ur mind now. "waulua, Julia loves singapore so much ah?"

ndp2008

NDP2008.

Get ready for loads of pictures, i think that pictures are the easiest to tell the story.

I went to NDP parade with michelle, my bestie. :] 

I had a SUPERB and GREAT time!!!

Things to takenote: This year the crowd was SO NOT ENTHU, hurh.  The only conclusion i can make out of this un-enthu-ness, is that 1) im seating with the old people, 2) It was the rain that made everyone sian. 3) The rain. hah.

The clouds was really scaary! Seriously, it was really dark and windy. 

NDP 2008

Okay, here's for school celebration.

that's Nat, for those who don't know.

There's nothing much to say about school celebration, because it was a total waste of time. Man, i wish my mum would allow me not to go to school, but that is never the case. :( 

Anyway, okay, we were behind school/church at the canal there, suppose to hold hands to say the pledge together, but it didn't really work out. hah, but it was just coool being in a big event. hurh. :]

I'm feeling kinda happy now. hehe!

a thought/

suddenly, i thought of having an mp3 player that is better then what i have. but i have no idea.

i need good songs to hear. actually, i'm way too lazy. Some songs are on josh's mac, joel's mac and the computer. I need to have a day for updating songs into my nano. hah.

i wish i would be more interested in technology stuff. 

okay, i think i will delete the post on impulse. 

"ahhhhhh"

same side of the moon-Corrinne may.

i know i can't be that far away from you.

it is raining now,

what a good day to rest.

 not.

Had prelims practical, it was okay, i guess. Thank God, joel woke up early today and asked me to study the chemistry practical book that he brought.

Thank you for those who has been encouraging me. :] 

no words can describe how demoralize i am :'(

Honestly, it just left me speechless.

Tears just needs to flow.

oh wells, this picture is really cute some how.

demoralize-to lose confidence, hope and dispirit.



dailybread today:

Go read psalms 88.



Do you fear the gathering clouds of sorrow?
Tell it to Jesus, tell it to Jesus;
Are you anxious what shall be tomorrow?
Tell it to Jesus alone. —Rankin

An honest talk with God is the first step in finding peace of mind.

My life.

i feel like blogging a really boring kind of entry. So, i guess u all can skip reading this if u want :]

Friday, we played floorball for PE. It was really scary at one point as i was playing, you know floorball is like bad for ur back right?, then i heard like a "kock,kock" coming from my back, so i stopped bending down and went to become a goal keeper. Well, yes my back was painful for the day, but it's my "holiday" so i decided to press on! haha. I got back my a maths mock, ah, badly done, but i didn't really study for it, or maybe im just stupid. I think it's like, 65% of being naturally dumb. 

After school, home, then out to get contact lens with jasmine. We had 5 pair of dailies free, so it's a chance of trying out contacts.

This indeed was one experience that i would not forget, we went to a shop in novena. We took like a total of 50 mins to putting the contacts in our pair of eyes. hah, and we took around 10 mins taking it out. We thought that it's over, the optometrist told us we have to put it on again, ah, we took about 10mins? quite fast:]  haha. The optometrist was really nice. :] It's totally goood service!

MY DEGREE WENT UP AGAIN. AH, 175 ON BOTH SIDE OF MY EYE. man, i hope it stays like that forever.

I played badminton in the night with the clique in short. haha. Had a fun time playing, rush back for the 9pm show, beach ball babes, it was the finals, i only watch like 4 episode. 

The scary part, after show at 10pm, i went to bath, i tried taking out my contacts, for the first like 5 tries, i couldn't take it out, ah, my heart started pumping so fast, i was worried i couldn't get it off and i'm going to be blind! HAHA, SIAO RIGHT? but yes, i was really scared. i manage to get it off, after a prayer to relax. Thank you God. :]

Okay, i was really tired after the whole day, my back was really painful after badminton and floorball. ah, constant back problems :(

for now. tata.