Why do all good things come to and end ?

Friday, August 10, 2007

i've moved ppl!
here!

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

boring day. had NDP celebration in the morning. seriously the whole celebration thing suck man. had some "PERFORMANCES" which is the same for like 5 years? yea, and i can't believed i've suffer this for like 5 years. damn! time really past fast. so fast that in about 3 months time i would say bye bye to this CHICKEN sch. can't wait to get out this stupid sch man. and i guess i'll only miss my frens, brothers. not the sch and of cause not the teachers. lol.

i went town last sat to shop, but sadly nothing caught my eye. and i've been encountering a bad day. makes me so pissed off that day. lucky i slep early, sleeping sure makes me forget about those damn irritating thing and people i wouldn't want to think.

for now i guess is my sleeping time. btw ppl, i'm going sentosa tml. i miss the sun and i seriously hope that it won't rain tml. yea. hopefully it won't. btw shall upload those photos some other day cause i'm kinda tired now. IT'S TIME TO SLEEP!

Saturday, August 04, 2007

had been rather busy this past two weeks. watching the pol-ite cup, going to the gym? yea basically because of this two reason i haven't been really study, had also starting to "touch" basketball again after so long. and i finally know why i love basketball so much, from primary "i played for the fun, and to enjoy every game we played no matter of winning or losing" to secondary "i played for responsibility to not let those teammates of mine down. to fight for sch to fight for coach and to fight for my pride" to now which i'm going to grad soon "i play for leisure, because i love it now." basketball gonna be a lifetime sports of mine now. just like quote in NBA "we love this game". so for now studies studies and studies.

recently frens of mine had been down with illness, i just hope that everyone would be well soon! and for liang and kang, i hope that their problems would be resolved soon. nobody wish to see this continue, 5 years of frenship. pls don't let it ruin in our very last year? shan't we treasure the time now? we only left with 3 months ppl. whereas for weiqi, yea i think most of us had forget him. but i just hope he would wake up, and know about his future. time and tide wait for no man.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

yea, my last way to becoming a model had just crash. on last Friday i went for this cdc. as they had some modeling interview or something? yea i went into their selection even without interviewing at first, after some ''catwalk'' practice or something they had this interview for like around 10 of us left? they went on like saying i'll call u guys back everything? all along i taut they would like a real agency or something. and or cause that they would pay but i was told from pam that they ain't really a agency which really turn me down. but i've taut of that it would act as a door for my rote for becoming a model. the person-in-charge called me just and told me could i go for the last interview tml and i turn down. i was disappointed, happy? yea i think i'll just STUDY HARD! i guess.

someday. yea someday

Saturday, July 28, 2007

''modeling had been my dream ever since young, i just hope one day i could fulfil my dream''
guess many would laugh seeing something like this but i never give up. not now not ever. one of the reason is yea about the money part. earning big money,money might not be important for ppl,but for me is different. growing up in a so so family have never made me contented, yes once i taut money is nothing compare to family and frens, but i think i'm wrong. as me and my sisters grow up i started to see the pressure acting on dad and because of us, he's spending his saving now. when he was sick he never taut of taking mc. instead he's just worry that he can't work today and he lost a chance to earn money. to many they would had the chance to take some rest but not my dad. therefor i had to earn money for my parent my sister and me. but i know i'll have to study, yes i'll still study. this time i know wat i want.

to all those who i had once hurt, i'm sorry. all my brothers would be sited in the round table in my heart. there we had no hatred between everyone. no rank, where every of us would be equal. neither we would be replace, we would always be together.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

some words i saw from someones blog really makes me feel suck!
i guess all along i've been like a clown.
''come as you want and go as u wish.''
no instead i should say that ''come as i want and go as you wish''
i hate this fucking feeling man.
why do i always think of gals instead of studying?
like as if i'll die without gals?
damn it.

sometimes i really feel that i'm really childish.
and i guess what i did today hurt someones feeling.
yea i doesn't had that much frens anymore.
but why m i still hurting those lil of them?
why can't i just study?
what must i disturb my teachers?
one by one i saw their tears
yet this stupid act just doesn't stop there.
this feeling i got really suck.
i just suck.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

hea i haven't been studying today and i'm having some a.math test tml!
i'm gonna be dead! seriously i'm super super slack nowadays!
and guess wat. i'm starting to feel worry lol!
i taut i won't have such feeling but the fact is that i'm feeling it now!
ahha. but i know i won't study as hard as others like liang and xian.
hea guys i think u are crazy man! lol.

had so much fun on 20 and 21!
thanks bros!
damn. i love them!
hea are some pictures taken by liang's cam.
didn't brought mine that day so didn't take much. = ]
pool,steamboat,bowling,sentosa! isn't this just so great?

okay i think we had nothing much to do on the train!

wth??

nice shot!