Christmas + New Year Holidays

Christmas and New Year Holidays... start officially!

Quite nice at first..
no more lectures, no more ELT classes, no more labs, no more homework,
no more lab report, essay, assessment...

haha!
Feeling good!

Finally ..i think i can relax..
but not...
as I m having my chemistry and biology exams in Jan..

Haix..(sighs)
so sad..
so stress and pressure..

Today is the last day..
honestly, I have been revising all the things that i learned for this 12 weeks lectures..

studied all...and underlined main points..

yet I am still worry...
too many to study..
and now I'm feeling lazy..

I hope it's because of the beginning of holiday...

then maybe after I have had enjoyable times with friends for the first few days,
i can really concentrate on studying and revising..

I wish i could revise everything twice at least..
but look at the volume..
biology-8 topics, 7 lectures, hundreds/thousands of pages of text books and notes..terms,definitions,functions..
Chemistry- 5 lectures, about 5 topics, lots of formulas to remember and their applications..

Oh God,
I am really worry...
i m terrified..

I want to do my best...
I want to study..
I want to get distinction for both...
i hope that is not too high for me..
at least 15/20,please?

I know I didn't do well for my assessments..so those low marks really..
disturbing me..
sometimes over confidence..will cause a negative effect..
or i have been lazy?

I really don't know..

Think of it..
I am quite frustrated...so angry at myself..
why cant i do well??

Sad..
I finished the ELT exams..but I dont think that i did my best..
T.T
(fingers cross) I really wish to get a very good result..so badly...


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Yea...I have made myself a study timetable..
what topic should be covered in a day..a week...
I feel that it is good..even Catherine, my tutor agree with what i have done..
Yet..
i think it might be lack of time..or m i just being not confident?

I know..it's useless for me to just sit in front of laptop...blogging..
"shouting" about my problems..
but...maybe just a way for me to express myself in a very long and boring texts..
in the time..but i really want to talk with someone..but no one available..
It's all due to the time difference..sighs...
cant help with that...

What should I do now?
T^T

Yeah...definitely..i need the support from beloved friends & family..
those supports from all of you very helpful..^^

yes...I also need a method to motivate myself to get rid of my laziness..
concentrate on my studies..

Any idea?



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Lastly, again...what i always write at the end..

I will work hard..
achieve my dream..

oh...i realized..maybe..i need to have a strong aim..
i mean..strengthen my aims & focus on the way to get it..

^^

LOL...
i might be crazy one day..always talking to myself..
should be fine to think & speak to myself right?
Hope so..><


Alright, I think I would just end here..

Thank you for reading..

and wishing all of you..

Merry Christmas
&
Happy New Year..



*p/s: enjoy every moment when you are with your family and friends..
also enjoy the moment when you are alone..
@.@
JUST HAVE FUN!

好久不见~

好久好久了~

我都没时间上blog..没心情又懒惰，也很忙~

难得今天·依然没心情~

最近心情低落....

ELT考试...assessments, 读书~
很多很多事情要做~

可是都没心情, 我不相信心情会影响一切~
但是现在就是这样~

试了很多次，怎样都读不进脑袋里~
很痛苦~

接着有压力了~

真的很郁闷...
试问我又能怎样做~

大病过了...也不是完全康复~
只要一段时间不喝水，咳嗽又会回来了~

哎..体弱多病？
不太相信！我很健康的~

我想·心情差...
不是生病造成的~

或许是想家吧~
是吧~

第一次在国外过圣诞，应该开心吧~
但是一时有点孤单...

说实话，我这的朋友并不多~
偶尔再找他们但是我想他们也会很忙~
就打消念头了..

我是很依赖，我承认！

我喜欢呆在家，吵吵我的妹妹，闹闹我的妈咪~

虽然他们忙，但是他们就在我身边~
想他们的话，一通电话能搞定...开车一段时间就见到他们了~

现在很难，打通电话都难~
电话费，时间，时差，最怕是他们很忙~
哎~

悲剧啊~

我真的想家...

我就知道我回不去~

压力！
考试怕怕~

这次是异常的...
以前无论这样我都能克服，不懂为何这次就那么弱~

我不懂什么困扰我了~
我真的·
有点·
绞尽脑汁~
乱了·
“走投无路”？！
那就太严重了~

似如少了些什么..
可是我就不知道~

怎么办？
纳闷啊~


哎~
我真的拜托拜托了~

神啊~给我力量...

我到底怎么了？
我不懂~

快快恢复以前的我吧！

><

上网·
睡不着~

因为下午读书读到睡着了...
><

哈哈！

Today going to be the last day of my reading week..

i m going to Dundee for some shopping..
i m NOT spending money on clothes and unnecessarily items..
i ll just buy the stuffs that i cant get in St Andrews..
eg...oriental food..
I m learning to b self catered..
since i dun lik NH food...i ll spending more time on cooking..
which i enjoy..~

lolx!

Recently...many assessments to do..
and the deadline is coming..
and also exam..haix!

stressed~a little..

...
.....
.......



till then...

Ntg special..

try to "enjoy" my busy life~

Busy life :(

=(

Back to busy life again~

Very sorry for not updating my blog~

I have lots to say..yet i dun hv the time..

Sry..T^T

I hope i can have extra time...

but i m so so so busy..

9-5 almost everyday..thn sport..assessments..

haix..


I ll try to find some time to update all the things happened in UK~

Take care everyone!

All the best!


Bye!

25092009-*ouuuu~

Finally..
I got the time to settle down in front of my laptop and write my blog..
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It has been a very busy week for me..
Mon 21/9

I reached St Andrews around 5pm..
then i got my room key..
n..found out tat i cant lock my door..
then the man come...n finally can lock it..
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unpack my luggage..

JETLAG...

Tue 22/09

Got my stuffs from the storage..
unpack+tidy my room..
met my classmate,Faiz..

did grocery shopping in Tesco..

Rest and prepare for orientation..

Wed 23/09
ELT orientation..
met most of my new classmate..
so so..they r "cool"..
some r cute..^^
ok..thn signed some documents..
went to the bio lab..
got our handbooks, dissection kits..*yippi!
after that...got our reference text books.. and files..
U r gonna b MAD!!
so THICK!!
need ages to finish them..
register for UKCAT..
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Jetlag again..


Thurs 24/09
matriculation+passport scanning..
==
bored..

library tour..*yew...

Chemistry building tour..*yeah..
Kati and Iain..
n met AnYang..*hurray..

BBQ party @ castle sand beach..
*err..a bit bored..but i did enjoy the wind, sand, and senery..

Fri 25/09

Course intro..
T^T
back to SCHOOL again..
*argggghhh~
met the 2 cute cute chinese girls..so cute..just lik dolls..
I like them..lolx!

Matriculation Ceremony..
shaked hand v the Dean..
took photo..

booked ticket to Dunfermine?..for UKCAT..

Dundee trip..it's free..
Sure i went for grocery shopping...

done the food action..
back to New Hall..

skype with Issac..

and..writting blog now..
^^

lolx!


tat's my monday-friday..

Sat will have Saint Sport Day..and Sun will society fayre~

Aza aza fighting..

19092009

Today is my sis's birthday~=)

Happy Birthday to you.. happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday happy birthday ~
Happy birthday to you!

lolx~
i sing the song to her @ 12 am lor..~
><
unfortunately i m not the 1st person to wish her..Lose lor..
T^T

Hng..nvm~
at least I m the 1st person to give her present..
xd

today is the last day for me to stay in Penang...
quite sad..
haix..have not meet a lot of friends+some family members~

Tat penguin is sure cannot one...
Thn Yie Ying also...din see tiok her..
T^T
n YinJee..Yi Jie..Chin Kok Ping...
Jie Rou.KerMing...Su Lynn..
and many many more!!
(sorry for nt list out)

N 1 more people..He owe me Starbucks!!
He now dont know go whr already..
=.=

Erm..
so fast..2 months gone..
haha..like nothing happened~
I'm not fully use this 2 months time..regrets~
T___________________T

Sorry for disappoint some people who I promised to hang out with..
but I dont have the time or feeling not well..
Very Very sorry~
But dont worry.We will meet again..
'JUST' 9 months..then we will meet again~

LOL!

everyone..pls take care..n jia jia you~
Gambateh together!

I will miss u guys~

^^

11092009

我很不爽啊！！
真的很想发泄咯~
太多东西要准备了啦...
Visa啊~visa~
为什么为什么？
那么麻烦的~

唉~
不爽啊！
真烦！
我气气气气！！

最近心情都不好~

唉~
要怪谁？
都是我自己要去那么远读的咯~

哎呀~

zzz~

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转眼间..那么快~我又要离开马来西亚了~
真的不舍~

太短了！
一年就回来那么区区的几个月~
不够啊~

太不懂得珍惜时间了...
又能怪谁？
自己咯~我咯~

唉~
不舍不舍~
一百万一千万的不舍得~

T^T
我还没有玩够啦~
有些同学朋友都还没碰面~

怎么办呢？
我没有交通~车祸后哪里我都不敢去了..
怕怕~
真是的...

有谁好心的载我吧~如果要出去..

不然你们就来我家玩吧~
嘻嘻！
^^


珍惜时光
=）

02092009...the day before Ghost Festival Celebration Day...

A really bad day..
my CRV was hit by a bus..
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1st time, I hit a motor..
2nd time, my CRV dicalar oleh bus when i was on the way to JIT SIN..
Now,
the 3rd time..
when i wana turn..right side hit by bus..
i dont why..they all said was my fault..
but i think the bus driver misunderstood me..
i already put signal light for turning..
then i slow slow go right n turn..
all happened so suddenly..i was so slow..he was so slow..
also ll accident..haix..
I think he thought that i m going to take the big turn after...
watever...

like wat the policeman said when he ask me whr i m studying,
Di UK jalan kecil tak ada accident, Di Malaysia..jalan besar tapi accident banyak..
><


so...most people said was my fault..
thn i kena saman..

...
...
...
...
...
I sayang my CRV..Sry...
lucky i was not injured..

Tml is the 15th day of the chinese seventh month...

Leaving~

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I m leaving Malaysia.. back to UK~

20 days more..
such a short short holidays here..

haven meet many friends yet..

sad..T^T

especially someone who i impossible to meet her during this holiday..

Miss Penguin!!

Teoh Seh Ing..
I miss u lor..

haix..when u r coming back here..
i m ord at UK le..

From now..i ll appreciate the time i spent in Msia..
the food
the weather
the people
my family
my friends..
etc

><


I wana hang out..bt i need transport~
T^T

K800i~

T^T
wuwuwuwuu~
sad nia..
my hp which ord follow me for almost 3 years..
spoiled ~
it's the third time ord..
haix..one year spoil one time..
sad nia..
><
My dear K800i ~
y u want to spoil at this time..
i ord decided not to change handphone..
n now..
u cari pasal pula..
errhhg..geram nia..
kok sad..haiyor~

make me moody nia~
T.T

oh dear k800i..
can u recover by urself??
i already tired to send u to hospital ler la..
expensive+nt worthy..

Bt i cant find my dream phone..
K800i is the perfect one for me..

i want sony ericsson k800i lar..

i m praying..faster recover pls~
T.T

dear dear K800i~

star collecting~

recently..
i m quite free..
so..
i'm collecting star..
wana fill up my glass bowl..
^^
it gt signature fr my friends..on my bday last year..
>< lolx~
very sweet memory~
muax~

if anyone is free and hv star~
pls donate to me..
i wana fill it up with wishing star..
let it full of dream, hopes, and wishes~ ^^

thanks..someone..

- the song I currently love-

Eh Eh- Lady GaGa

Cherry-Cherry Boom-Boom
GaGa

Boy we’ve had a real good time and
I wish you the best on your way, eh
I didn’t mean to hurt you
I never thought we’d fall out of place, eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep ah-telling me that something’s wrong
That I miss someone
and eh, there’s nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) I wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh)

Not that I don’t care about you
Just that things got so complica- eh eh
I met somebody cute and funny
Got each other and that’s funny, eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep ah-telling me that something’s wrong
That I miss someone
and eh, There’s nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) I wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh)

(Eh, Eh)
I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep ah-telling me that something’s wrong
That I miss someone
and eh, There’s nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh)

(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) Wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) Wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There’s nothing else I can say

Cherry-Cherry boom-boom

All I can say is Eh, Eh

^^Visit my friends~

Tis morning..
i went back to jitsin..
quite excited..such long time din go back thr ord..
lolx!

after say "bye" to my sis,
thn i met my lao gong zai, Sin Pei..
^^
so delighted to see her!
haha~
muax!

Pei is still the same..
haha..
short hair..
cute cute gal..
only diferent is the uniform..
hahaa..~

we talked talked n talked..
n went to the canteen..
on the way, i
met a lot of old friends..
lolx~
miss those moments when we were still in JS~

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then, kacau Juin How to belanja me drink~
haha..still lik last time..
easy to bully.
wakaka!
paiseh lo...
nxt time belanja u back nah..
slow slow wait o~
@@

thn gave a surpise to Pei May..
haha..
she is so so so chubi~
haha~

shout so loud..
hehe..
frighten Jia Yan~
sry ler..
she is too happy to c me ler..
i'm so proud~
^^

i knw i knw..all of u miss me~
lolx!!
i miss all of u too.~
i stayed in SinPei's class till 8.30am,
cause her teacher was absent..
self-quarantine for H1N1?
@@

dangerous nia..
kekex~

and i went to staff room , kap siao v Mr. Khaw..
haha..
luckily he is still rmb me, does he?
i hope so..
we chatted for so long..
haha~

after that, i left and do my passport..
haix..
miserable..

hate nia..non-efficient Msia system..
wat good service, friendly n smilly face..
stupid..
their face looked lik i owed them RM 10000000xx~
haiyo..behsyok them nia..
hampir gaduh v them..
><

i m so aggressive now..
dun mess with me..
xd


evening,
after i fetched sis from tuition~
we went to pasar mlm..
with Roxas(pig)..
omg..so miss the pasar mlm food..
laksa, satat, keropok, fishball...
yum yum nia..
bt just can eat once a month..
fat fat fat~
==

hehe~


ok lar..
i shall end here..
Saturday might hang out v friends..
movie+shopping+sing k?

start my busy enjoyful life~

^^

Lolx! I Don't know WHAT to say~

Hey hey hey...
^^
I feel quite happy now..
i have finished my attachment at GMC..lalalaaa~
no need to go GMC again~
no need to work lo..
can be more relax now..
I just need to focus on my report and
at least my time is more flexible..
i can more things like..
doing my passport la..
visa la..
a lot of forms and procesures..
>.<

n..i can go out play oso..hang out v friends..^^
yeah!

however, i got a job as well..
tat is..become my sis's driver..
T^T
have to wake up in the morning again..
no good 1..haiyor.
bt what can i do..i hv to fetch her..
haiyaa..
i'm a good sister..@@
lolx!


ok la..
monday i ll go to Jit Sin visiting some old friends~
see ya u all~

miss u all..
*if wana hang out can contact me o..
my hp number is still the same~

^^

It's 2 weeks!

lalallaaa~
ord 2 weeks lu..i back here..^^
lol!

sienzz..
nid to write report..
i wan die le..


zzz..~

i wan go out v friends!!!
but i din hv car..behsyok d..T^T

yor!!!

haiyerr..

dunwan type le..

byebye..!

hng..


><

GMC

回来已经一个星期了~
好快哦~
最近我在GMC‘打工’~
哈哈~
日子过得那么快..
真的让我怕怕...
我要好好珍惜时间咯~
一瞬间我一个月的课程就这样完了..
一眨眼,我就回来一个星期了..
什么Penang food都没尝试到..有点过意不去..
朋友呢？由于考试所以也没有打扰他们..
而我也是个“大忙人”~
天天一早就到医院报道~
其实也不错..朋友考试我做工~
但是那么快过的时间，真的让我压力~
我想陪家人
我要与朋友一起玩乐
我又要完成report~
哇！忙透了~

嘻嘻~突然想起Michael形容我：
Little girl with a Big Heart~
很好笑吧？
那是因为我在班上是最最最小size的~
但是我拥有很大很大的梦想~=)

然后我又想看戏，
独自一人看戏的感觉是怎样？..
有时我有空其他人却没空~
而且我也错失了好多的电影咯~
out-dated ler~
很多新闻都错过了~
到底我们小小的社会里发生了什么事呢？
我的周遭有什么变化？
我也不知道~
笨！
>.<


好的
我不多话啦~
我要珍惜时间咯！！！

^^

hey hey hey~

sry guys..
i knw i just back..
but i 'm ord start my attachment in Gleneagles so..
i cant go out n hv fun during weekend..
i hope u all 体谅me o..
after i finish my report then we can hang out together..
lolx!
=)

jia you in your exam!

see you all soon~

Just a quick blog:
I reached Penang..
Home sweet home!
so so so tired now..
stay tune for the story of my miserable flight~^^

I'm Going Back..

lolx!
I'm going back..
however..
i still hv a lot of things to settle..
as usual..
unexpected things ll always happen..
bt i believe
"I can di it!"

erm..
i knw the week i reach Msia..
some students ll b having exam..
good luck to my friends ..
n my hubby too^^
go go go jia you!!


see you soooon!
< 48 hours ~

050609 count down!

A week more..

7 days more.....
time passes so fast..

I'm going back to Msia..

happy yet sad~
i'm happy n excited that i can see my family n friends again~
^^

sad because i cnt see some of my classmates tis September..
>.<
quite confuse~@.@
lolx!
tis few days i hv no mood to study at all~ thinking of going back.. packing.. cleaning..
i'm too excited, really!!
It's ord more than 6 months i come here~
n now i'm going back..
everything happens so fast...
time really fly~
haha..*sigh~

I miss you guys! Thank you, Dr Clare...

busy life starts again..T^T

wuwuwu~

T^T

2 weeks holidays gone..

now the 3 weeks extra course starts..

just the 1st day..our teacher already tell us that we need to do a 'mini' report on NHS..

omg!

==

luckily..she said next week she ll gv us the title..

haix..

thn she also gave us a lot a lot of papers...set n set of reading stuff...

T^T

it's to boost up our vocabulary..><

haix..

busy busy busy..

busier than last time..

yet!

3 weeks more i'm going back to Msia..

i'm happy..bt..

a few bad news are:

i have to be quarantined in my own house for at least 7 days..

wat the heck..

i'm not going to follow that..

u knw?!

this time going back, is not for holiday..

T^T

i hv a month of attachment to do in Msia..

thn 5 weeks to complete a report( after the month in hosptal,it just leave 1 week)

==

thn..i hv to renew my passport..

my visa..

take IETLS test..

planning for my study life in Sep..

buy clothes..

buy food..

enjoy penang food..

enjoy Msia weather..

and the list go on..

OMG@.@

so many to do within 2 months..

haixxx!!

ok lar..stop here lo..

i still many homeworks to complete..

see you all in mid-July..

byebye~

i might not update my blog after this..

busy busy busy..

sorry o

>.<

-The End-

Another Day..

Just came back from London..
oh my god..
so so so tired..><

such a big difference between London n St Andrews..
the weather..the people..the place..the air...the facilities..
yeeerr...

the weather is hot..><
the people is "scary"... too many people..
the place is too big..the air is too dirty..
==|||
finally..the facilities is nice..^^

haha..
i learned a lot from this trip..
i saw a great difference~
i knew smtg difference from St Andrews and London..
the most important thing when u go to London is..SPEED~
wooo..

Now i knw, St Andrews is too chill~haha...
however i lik it..><

i m too bored..
i don't know what i m talking about..

siao jor..><


n one thing..i recommand all of u..to read a really nice book~
one book tat made me fall in it..><
even think of it every night b4 i sleep since i read it..

《幻城》..by 郭敬明~
it's a really nice book, a fiction story that u cant image...
i really impress with the author..
how creative he is..

^^
now..
i hv to go..
continue to train my 幻术~
haha~
want to knw wat i'm talking about..
go read tat story..haha~

-End-

bye..
ignore me..><
i'm Crazy!

photo~

JSpirit JE OOI

me learning piano..><

YuanChun..very geng d pianist~

can u c the rainbow?

i wana live in this type of house..castle~@.@

i'm in Scotland!==|||

yum yum bak ku teh~

my little baby- YiYi..

ELT building..whr i'm studying~

《蒲公英的约定》

is ord so late..yet the sky is so bright~

seem lik storm is coming..><



-The End-
070609

just another day in St Andrews

hi friends~
my nervous Monday had over..
so...
thanks for u guys' wishes~
i passed my 2nd term..
^^
but..
i still hv another term to go..
for the 3rd term..
i have to complete a report and "work" in a hospital...
nt really like an intership for medic students, it's just an attachment for me to observe and knw wat's the procedure in hospital, wat's going on,..gain some basic medical knowledges~
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after that i hv to write a report, n this report determine my 3rd term result..
so..after i go back to Malaysia..
i still hv to work hard for 1 month before i really relax n enjoy my summer holiday..
haix..so sad~

nw..i need your help..
if u knw anyone that work in hospital that provide tis programme,
pls let me knw..cause i nid to find a placement in hospital for my attachment..
please o~>.<

recently..i was quite relax..haha...
it's holiday..
i walked to town everyday..imagine..
30 min journey a way..
so..go n return = 1 hour..
i hv 1 hour exercise everyday..
=='''
the weather was nice last few days..
but not 2day..
hate it..
when i was going to the post office to get my parcel..^^
my new shoes..haha~
on the half way,it started to rain..

my emotion straight away turn (^.^) to (=.=)~
huiyo~
digua..|||

after i get my shoes my mood return to "OK"~
so i walked slowly in the rain..
still a bit mood==
i was planing to go to the beach..but..cause of the stupid weather..
hv to cancel it..
yeerr..not fair~

hv to wait till tmr..
i hope tml is a nice weather..pls~
i wana take a lot a lot of photo at the beach..^^
pls don't rain..i ll look (=.=) lik tis whole day d neh..

i cant wait for Friday..i m going to London..
go find yeehong~^^
yeah..go to travel around central london..
oh~
London Bridge..
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haha~
very excited~

ohya~2day i cooked bak ku teh neh..
so nice..yum yum yum~
hahaa..
dun think that i so li hai la..
i just use the package 1 laa..kekex.XP

ok lar~

i shall just stop here..
tml going to seniors' graduation..^^
wat a busy holiday..



-The End-

闷！烦！我不爽！！！！

我不懂~
我不解~
我不知道~

我就是很不爽！！！！

很烦啊~
不要问我为什么...
我自己也不知道~

很闷啊~
虽然很多事情可以做...
==

很乱啊~
很气啊~
很.很.很.无聊啊！！！
yeeerrrrr!!!


geram nia!!!

wa beh syok lar!!!!!!!!!

yor.....i duno i beh syok wat..make me more behsyok!!!!

haiyooorr!!!


kisiao le..><


-The End-

Friends VS Boyfriend

普通朋友：半夜會找妳打Bbs聊天到很晚。

*男朋友 ：半夜看妳還在BbS上會趕你下線 (當然妳可以柪個幾分鐘)。

普通朋友：他會找你出去玩,叫妳放棄報告或翹課。

*男朋友 ：他會催妳快寫作業,或者想要跟你討論功課。

普通朋友：在你生病時，會講好話關心妳。

*男朋友 ：在你生病時，他會關心到你很煩，而且逼你去看醫生

普通朋友：他會盡量說好話來討好妳，妳會覺得他很棒。

*男朋友 ：他所說的話，都是關心妳的！但通常像是在命令妳，妳會覺得他幹麻這麼做。

普通朋友：他什麼事情都會配合著你，只要你高興。

*男朋友 ：他會幫你辨別是非，但你會覺得他管太多。

普通朋友：他只有想到現在。

*男朋友 ：他已經預見將來，該怎麼自我努力，好給你幸福。

Photo everyone?? Random shooting~