I used to hste studies very badly....
I can simply fall asleep when I start reading...
It really took me a big courage to sign up for DBA Course...
Yet yesterday was the worst time in my life I ever had...
I failed both my POE and FA1...
I controlled my tears all the way from work till class and back home...
Wondering what question had I done wrong and why I had failed...
And I think back...
I missed one test each for both modules...
I had valid reasons for missing the tests...
I was told by the school that they are not sure if my result was review..
Thus, if I want to know, I got to pay $107 for appeal to view...
I feel like cheated by them...
Pay $107 and cannot get a confirm answer to pass...
Re-exam is $64.20....
ARGH!!!!
I feel like a shit now...
4 papers to study this term...
I never cried that bad before...
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Many people had asked me what happen recently...
Aside to work and studies that tired me alot...
I had been praying for something...
A something that now I can fully let go and let God...
I got to know this person at AC08...
Remember the tough time serving from hall 7 to hall 10...
Serving external non-stop...
We met again on each Sat service & duties...
Xmas service we meet again...
Finally we added each other on facebook and msn...
Lastly, I had make a promise that I will write a card for everyone I know on their bday...
This person is one of them I wrote a card to...
A simple card that break the ice in between...
Things goes smooth for a start...
Then it fated away...
We stop contacting for a moment...
Months later, we meet up again...
Dinners and for once we went for movie...
I never thought of anything at all...
I remembered we had discuss on one issue...
I remembered the reply was not the right time yet...
I remembered a promise was made by this person...
Then.....
We hardly talk to each other again...
Was surprise that we are from the same zone...
I found out during the sub-zone service...
And this person start to shared with things...
I thought we are starting off again...
But then....
Something happened...
We went on silent war...
Never talk to each other again...
Then....
I asked about the zone retreat...
Was sad that this person initally didnt sign up..
But then mind was changed...
During the zone retreat, everything was ok...
Was surprise by the act from this person...
Guess maybe I had expected too much...
Things doesnt turn out well after that...
I started to chose to ignore...
But never stop praying...
God answered what I had asked for...
Now that I know the true colour...
This person forgotten about the promise that was made...
Lifes of me still moves on...
Tears do drop non-stop...
Eyes swollen for sure...
Encouragement from friends who knows this matter...
I had see the real you...
A person that will break promises...**If you are reading this, just want to tell you that it will be a memories... Whatever decision you make, I will support you... So long as you are happy, I am happy...**
BLOGGED @9:41 PM
This week was rather pack and busy week for me...
Cg celebrated my bday early as I couldnt make it next week...
Attended PB & WY Matrimony...
Headed to Bugis to chill with CK n Yee....
Head to Expo....
After svc, went to Pasir Ris for dinner with cg...
A farewell dinner for Samson and Bday Celebration for me...
We then headed to Durianlinger for Durian Fiest....
*Slurps*
Had durian non stop this week....
OMG~
What make me even great was to be able to celebrate my sister and my bday...
The four of us went to Swensen...
Had overdose of ice cream...
Fun and laughters....
Last but not least...
Chat with a special person....
Feel great and much much better...
Thanks for encouraging me....
=)
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