Sunday, July 29, 2007
Wow.... The whole week was so busy man... Fri was cg outreach... I have bring Nicholas along... Cg played 2 games.... Games was so so to me... After that was Praise & Worship then makan session... Then took some photos and end of the outreach...
Weekend was a great one... As it was Pst Mike Service, many were being set free.. Was serving on Saturday... Sunday I was overslept, and that I took cab down to Expo for Ministry service.. Vene & Jasmine prayed for me... After that we went to Ahava, Faith de shop for her shop opening...
I was so pale and white... So I went off early with Peiling and Lijun, Jeremy send us to Clementi then I took bus home... Rest until 9pm then I wake up and shower then have my dinner.. I called this week an end...
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Counting down to my Mount Kinabalu trip... Gettin excited.. Cos is a once a year trip with Shannon again...
I need to cut alot of cost... So I borrow the thick coat from her... Still searching for the waterproof pant, wind breaker and the headlight... Hopefully, Paul can help me get it...
Btw, I will be flying off on 16 August, early in the morning... Will be flying back on 22 August.... Dont ask me to buy things back... I will buy if I see...
Today is Ms Tze Yu birthday... Happy Birthday to you...
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Sunday, July 22, 2007
Yesterday, I went to help Vene to photocopy the flyers and cut it.. That's for cg bbq outing next friday.. After that rush for duty.. Late for 45mins during cutting the paper.. Hehee...
Was serving for external traffic and make some silly mistakes... Everytime doing external traffic with You Mei was fun as everytime we make silly mistakes... First was when opening the door, second was my usher tag with the barrier gate, third was my shoe... Hahaa.... Rena know all the silly stories...
After duty, went to fill up loop holes in Echo... Seat beside Martin, ooooppppssss.... He fall asleep halfway and I wake him up... After service, I went to find cg and join then for dinner... We went to Airport the BK for dinner, I never eat cause my sister got keep some food for me, so i ate onion rings and barley for that fellowship... Vene ask me to sit beside Shan and I chat with Shan... We shared alot on our individual life...
Simon sent us to Marina Square and me & Shan depart from there back home... I took 1hr to get home cos Orchard had a big jam...
Finally reach home, I went for shower and ate my dinner.. After dinner, I rest for awhile and doze off liao..
I felt that the fellowship is not a great one, I have done my best already.. During the fellowship, I can feel some starring eyes on me... Haiz... What to do... Some people go complain say I never join cg for fellowship now that I join liao those people still wanna stare here and there...
I still miss the UFG makan session... I will be back to UFG makan session soon...
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Friday, July 20, 2007
Its been a long week for me.. Very tired, maybe cos I didnt sleep well the last weekend that why I'm so tired.. Have alot of work to rush and catch up.. Feel like times are running out... Thank God for a great and caring dear.. He encourage me alot.. Althought I'm not having great mood.. He never fails to cheer me up.. He have been compromising on me... Thanks dear...
This week cg is a prayer meeting.. Pray for our lifes and everything about individual.. I felt so touch.. As God is using me in the market place.. In just 1 month, I have been shining for Him in this place... Thanks to Faith for the encourgement, esp the time where I felt hopeless about the 1 day job... I really made the right choice, I waited for the right job... Now that I have been blessed, I will treasure the friendship that God place in me..
There are afew person in my life in while that help me alot.. There are my beloved team usher, Jasmine.. Thanks Jasmine for blessing me at times where I feel hopeless... Thanks to Cass for your blessing too, you help me when I need help too... Thanks to Paul for picking me up when I need you to dompang me most of the time... Thanks to Michelle Lim for helping me getting tution to get extra income to clear my debts... Last but not least, I wanna Thank God for bringing Min Chung into my life, he help me alot, during these times of trials, he really gone thru bit and bites with me, I will treasure him like how God treasure me..
During the prayer meeting, I teared.. Cos when I being to pray and blessed the people around me, God show me His way for me.. God show me how I endure thru the test that He had put in me.. From the begining for the year, how I start the race and now that is July, 5 more months to go, and that will be how I going to end the race to a next brand new year.
I was reminded by the word, Faith is the substance of all things hope for which written in Hebrews 11.. God has not forseeken, He is always there for me... Amen...
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Monday, July 16, 2007
I have gone to Malaysia for my weekend... Went over to meet my dearest... Stay at his place with his family.... On my way to airport, my hp keep ringing all the times... Calls kept coming in... Haizzzzz.... So sianzzz...
One of the call was from the agent, she say that the boy mum didnt wanna continue the tution.. Agent asked why, so I told her what the mum told me...
Finally my flight is here and have to board it... Flight set off very early, 30mins early then the time... Dear buy me my favourite drinks from the Yoyo drink outlet... Touch down and dear is there to fetch me... Went to eat Jap food, and then went to Tanjong Aru Beach, R&R for awhile... Then is time to go back to dear home...
Saturday, went to meet Chai Ling n Gerald.. Dear bring me to g0 eat dim sum... Hehe... Lunch went to eat pizza hut with Gerald... At night went to eat KFC for dinner... Oh ya, I finally went to eat dumpling... The dumpling that I long to eat...
Sunday, went to the morning service, sang songs that written by Sun and Pst Sydney... All are in Chinese... After service, went to Gaya street with Sarah n dear... Dear buy me alot of tibits and local products... He say he scare that I will get hungry and no food to eat so buy many many to store in my room... Then when to eat Shen Rou Mee at Damai... Then R&R for awhile and then go cut hair and meet Alex to go yam cha... Then went back to dear place fot pack up and shower and eat dinner at dear place...
Time to go off liao.. Dear send me to airport.. Before going, dear dear de daddy pray for me together with the whole family.. So blessed...
Reach home at 1plus... Yawnzzz.... So tired....
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Today is my lesson 1 for tution.. Went to the place, 2 stops away from my office.. Was trying to search around for some notes and assessment book.. But couldnt find, so I by faith went up to the place and teach..
Day 1, kid are fun... Get along well... Chat with the mum after lesson and get to know more about the kid.. Btw, is a boy, his name is Jacky... Naughty little one.. But i got Cass lollipop with me so end up it goes to him just to make him silent and sit properly...
At first, I though need to teach 3 subjects but end up only need to teach 2... Praise the Lord... Reach home at 11pm.. Actually can reach early but i chat with the mum till 930pm and I miss 147 so waited for the next one to arrive...
Now that I'm home... I need to start to pack my bag for Friday... Friday I need to set off to my dearest place.. Tml I have cg at Faith's place so will be a rush for me...
Yes, Ming Xiang help me to design my new cabinet, I plan to have it install on 4Aug, by then cg can be held at my place liao.. Need not travel till so far... Now pending to confirm if I wanna transfer to W270... Still praying...
Was listening to KL CHC Keith Tay message on about mistakes... That remind me of alot of mistakes that I had made... Quite interesting...
Jesus saved but the devil does not... So in the end, Jesus won for the competition...
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Today my cough is getting worse in the morning.. Then by noon it is ok... Then here comes the night time... Abit worse... Then slowly better again...
Was rather pissed off at work... Due to chasing payment.. Some customers are friendly, some are nusty, some are no comments.... Today, transaction was rather ups and downs... 2 customers had pissed me off... But nvm, cos it is work... So long as they pay up can liao... hehe...
I shall cont tml... cos wanna sleep liao... Wednesday will be my first day of tution to teach primary one kid..
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Monday, July 09, 2007
Friends, this weekend I will be away... I will be going to Malaysia.. Dont ask me to buy things for you... I'm going for a mission trips... Not with CHC but my individual mission trip.... Will be back on Sunday....
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I was having bad cramps yesterday that I didnt able to step out of my bed... Manage to watch service online, got kick out many times...
Sorry to UFG that I couldn't join us guy for the BBQ..
Dinner time, daddy ask mei mei to wake me up for dinner... I wasnt able to walk properly due to the cramps... So I told daddy that I got headache.. 9plus and i try to walk to Fajar hope I can get some food.... All stalls are closing for the day... So end up I ate McChicken Burger for my dinner only...
The whole night I couldn't sleep... Turn here and there.. The pain was unbearable... It only goes off in the morning.. So I got to take half day leave to rest...
When back to work in the afternoon.... Alot of things to clear, I shall not comment over here what had happen... Left office at 730pm... Went to Clementi to buy bubble wrap and Driclor for my sweaty plams...
Reach home and I was dying for food... Super hungry... After eating, rest for awhile and start to read blogs and view my friendster, check emails and start my blog...
I shall end here... I have enough rest, so now is time for me to shower liao...
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
I am so angry, I am so angry.....
How dare you go watch transformer without me.... Already agreed to go watch when I go over le ma... Why go watch without me... Still dare to lie to me somemore.... I hate it.... I hate it..... I hate it.....
Wanna watch tell me early ma... Then I can go watch with Michelle Lim, Karen Hoi and David Yeng ma......
I am so angry, I am so angry........
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Claire have been complaining that I never update my blog.... Ok, now I update more....
The time that I work for Bernard at NGO was enjoyable one... Get to meet alot of leaders from the church... It was a blessing to get to know them.... My last day at NGO was a great day too... Nicholas gave me Sun's ablum... An album that I wanted to have it very long... I did bought one but that was not for me... It's for a friend of mine who backslided very long time ago... Pray to have it and finally I got it... Indeed, God is good all the time...
Michelle going to graduate soon... Soon after her graudation she will be joining NGO... Helping Bernard with admin while taking exams... At least I help Bernard to get some candidates in... I'm still loyal to NGO... Is a place where I never denied I wont feel God's presence... Everyday step in, I can sense the presence of God just pour down.. Friends who wanna look for jobs n love to meet people, NGO is a place for u man...
Finally..... Finally.... Everyweek with the fellowship with the ushers before duty was great.... Although most of the time I didnt join in before duty but after duty we did go makan ok.... Love their accompany esp when the moments I go throught hard times.... Cass n Jas never fail to help me financially... The rest of the ushers always give me moral support... Rena, I never forget u... U help me alot too... Times flies very fast, 7mths with you guys really change our duties alot...
I remember there was a time we are late for support, Jeremy say, 1person late the whole section late... haha..... Paul, our beloved drivers, praying for more drivers to come, if not poor Paul got to send all of us home... (Ooooopppppsssss)
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Sorry friends, I have MIA for so long... Not that I dont wanna update my blog... Just that so many things happen in just 4mths after I came back from Sabah... And due to lack of privacy, so I didnt post any updates...
For those that are close with me, you guys will know in details what had happen to me these few mths.. Lost my job and ended up I have been working part time for Bernard at NGO... Learn alot from Tizane, Bernard, Shally, Benny Wang... Spiritually was dry up... Feel very down and could not concentrate on what I wanna do.... This is also a time where I got to see alot of true colours from the people around me... Those that use to be very close with me draw away from me... At these time, I really open up my eyes and see who are those that are really there for me and care for me... They may not be physically there to help me but by their little sms, msn msg I know n I know that they care for me... These few mths are really tough for me, be it phycially tough or spiritually tough.. Little ones remembered me that God is always there for me, and ya, truly I begin to step up from the hurts and trying hard to move on....
God-daddy got me a job... Happy working there... Bosses are good... Help me alot... Trying hard to clear the debts that I had for the past few mths that I'm not working... God is my provider, I believe that I will be able to clear it asap...
I started off this new year badly, I will wanna end this year great... Went to Thailand for a week trips, this trip not only to build the relationship between me n Ricky, but is also a trip for us to relax... Coming back feel so refresh and everythings to me seems so different.... Vene commented that she feel that I'm totally different after the trips... I felt so happy...
Was talking to PB last night... He shared alot to me... I know is God sent... He speaks into my heart and he guided me alot... I have shard with teh reason y I chose to back up myself in some areas... Reason was, during the moment that I was really down, someone who I thought I can find love, comfort n encouragment said that to me... That someone says the more he or she find out things about me, the more he or she fear me, reason cos he or she feels that the way I talk and the words out from my mouths are so unreal, he or she also says that I'm living a life full of sin and I'm serving God in sin, thinking that God dont know about me.. He or she also say that I'm trying to be nice to everyone yet I'm in sin.. I just got to comment about this person who said these to me...
PB advise me alot and I told him that this person who said that to me, is stupid cause he or she dont know me well...I promise PB that I will make an effort and I will... I will be the Jolin that everyones hope to see in JW...
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