Tuesday, March 23, 2010 { 3:16 PM }

hi
hahaha omg, im the worst blogger ever haha :D
but nvm!!
anw. its the LONG holidays now! and there's actually abit less than 1 month left!! WOW thats so fast :(
and, i still have supp paper on thurs, honestly after such a long time since the results were out, i am actually sad that i failed one sub, although everyone knows that i dont study! and the thing is a studied the most for macro yet i failed it!! wth right hahahah. :(

i obviously need to study more nx term, i really really wanna get a 3.0 GPA by the time i graduate.. although most likely i cant! i hope.. :)

D IS OVRESEAS AGAIN. ahahaha, but he's coming back tmr already!! :D
hahahaha, if i actually take time to think abt all of the small things he ever did for me, i actually have a feeling in my body that i dont know how to describe LOL. but i guess itss either
1) touched
2) sweeted
HAHA, i'll have to think about it! ilysm d! :)

i was jus thinking like 2 days ago.. if love is blind, wat does it mean when couples start to mind each others flaws and habits they once never did? does it mean that there is less love so they are less blinded? or maybe.. it doesnt apply to MARRIED couples, maybe.. hahahah! idk. enlighten me! :)

oh ya! something arielle sent me:
Some of the greater things in life are unseen, thats why u close your eyes when you kiss, cry or dream.
by: unknown!

yup! haha
byebye! :DD

Labels: oreo, supp paper

Friday, February 26, 2010 { 3:41 PM }

HI!!!!!!

EXAMS ARE OVER! since ytday hahhaha :)) yay

although part of me scared that i will not do well in a few subjects blame in on my laziness! and i can only do this much given one night of like what? 3 hrs to study one whole semester stuff lols

i dont know what am i doing here . i supposed t reach dhoby gaut at 4 and i jus came online LOLOOL. i jus bathed maybe i waiting for my hair to dry haha! hope arielle dont kill me.

and most of all! im having holidays now!! YAY? hahahahaha

but doesnt feel like one cos i kinda have no aim for the holidays since someone is not here for a long long long long long time :(

i never realised until ly mentioned that i wear black when im sick. haha. the past 4 -6 days is soo bad. like, study plus sick. i wanna study then i cant cos i take med and i feel like sleeping after 1 hr.. and after one paper i go home still need to study for next day when i jus feel like zzzz ing. hahaha. its over so thank God :D

i realise also that i becoming unhealthy these 3 days. i dont think its cos oreo is not here right? haha. i dont know. ive been sick and not able to eat food, then when i jus recovering i feel like eating stufff i want to eat. like, MACS which i never never initiate to eat there, and then this morn i jus feel like eating cup noodles when i wake up.. hahaha

am i in depression??

CLASS BBQ!! yay i LOVE 1b08!!!

i better go. byeeeeee

Friday, February 19, 2010 { 12:09 AM }

HAHAHA i just had to blog this ;D

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY BELATED VDAY!

well, can say i had the best vday celeb considering its the first year i have someone to celebrate with :D

yeah, anw. i will blog again SOON

oreo is in ubin ahahahah

and i need to study!!!

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Friday, February 12, 2010 { 7:19 PM }

Self-fulfilling prophecy

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

A self-fulfilling prophecy is a prediction that directly or indirectly causes itself to become true, by the very terms of the prophecy itself, due to positive feedback between belief and behavior. Although examples of such prophecies can be found in literature as far back asancient Greece and ancient India, it is 20th-century sociologist Robert K. Merton who is credited with coining the expression "self-fulfilling prophecy" and formalizing its structure and consequences. In his book Social Theory and Social Structure, Merton gives as a feature of the self-fulfilling prophecy: Ie: when Roxanna falsely believes that her marriage will fail and fears such failure will occur that it actually causes the marriage to fail.

The self-fulfilling prophecy is, in the beginning, a false definition of the situation evoking a new behaviour which makes the original false conception come 'true'. This specious validity of the self-fulfilling prophecy perpetuates a reign of error. For the prophet will cite the actual course of events as proof that he was right from the very beginning.^[1]

In other words, a prophecy declared as truth when it is actually false may sufficiently influence people, either through fear or logical confusion, so that their reactions ultimately fulfill the once-false prophecy.

NOW EVERYONE KNOWS WHY I CAN PASS WITHOUT MUCH MUGGING?! its a proven theory!

i jus think that i will pass, so i will! LOL. pls dont follow me, it will fail me one day hahahaha.

jus something to share :)

Thursday, February 11, 2010 { 7:59 PM }

HIIIIII:D

im blogging again. after i think 1 month! haha:)

life's okay.. schools normal. no more projects but exams coming soon!

i think my grades are marginally averagely okay or maybe a bit low but its ok! main exams! haha i will study :)

yup. and its so funny. tmr is actually my last day having lessons as a class with 1B08. time passes sooooooo fast.. i really really like this class alot!! and i bet next sem i will have some retarded ppl i dont like in my class and i dunno how im going to live :(! and i'll have to start all over to know new frens, and more ppl will seee that i have a stupid red face when i talk in public.. seriously. 1b08 makes me feel soo comfortable. im so sad now. :((

and putting this aside, i have an important thought to share with everyone. i actually dunno how to start. lets seee.....

( and its nothing to do with me personally)

Love, is one thing everyone wants to receive in their life.

Love, is also the thing that can hurt someone to the extent they feel like there's nothing left in the world good for them.

Love, is so complicating that sometimes we feel its better to live without, so why do we still love?

Easy..........

We do not choose to be in love most of the time, we FALL in love unpurposefully and naturally. it is God given. Even if u are not looking for love, love will find you somehow.

And its true that not all love can last ' forever', sometimes we love to learn to love. maybe this love has failed, but im sure in every relationship, it is a deep process of learning about yourself as well as your partner. those mistakes that u wished didnt happen or could have been prevented can be taken as a lesson learnt and not to be repeated the next time..

I know im not the best person to talk about love since i havent technically been through a break up.. i can see from the face of broken people that love can really hurt hard. doesnt it scare you sometimes how things can seem so perfect all along and suddenly one thing happens and its THE END? and no matter what u cant go back to how it was before. and im sure some of you think.. even long relationships that last for years are so fragile, all the memories forgotten in just a few moments of anger, so what about my own? doesnt that mean that im going to break up too :(

and it also makes u realise that, life can be unpredictable. no matter how much a perfectionist you are, u cant be sure what is gonna happen and not everything can be prevented just by careful planning and being in control of your life all the time .

on a side note, its also true that Love is something that can make you feel what any other material things cant give you. the feeling when you know someone is thinking about you, the feeling that u have someone to turn to when you're troubled, or jus the fact that there is someone there for you, to hold you through rough times and learning how to be a better person. and even feeling happy when you're just around that person, talking or just listening to the person breathe.

maybe, maybe.. thats why people love.

conclusion: being in love feeling > being hurt by love

LOL omg i am so lame. anw, the context of love in my thoughts is in a BGR way. not other types of love. hahaha..

I AM SO SADDDDD, i hate it when this happens to people i care about! > : (

oh well..

any thought of your own? ahahahahahaha

ps* YES! no more french lessons with ************* teacher.

Friday, January 08, 2010 { 11:59 PM }

i am unimportant.
i am unimportant.

Friday, January 01, 2010 { 12:26 PM }

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR :DD

hahaha. well its 2010 now!

and finally i have time to actually blog cos its a public holiday and im at home now ahaha.

FIRSTLY, this is for my family! whom i am super thankful for, though of cos like eevry other families i have alot of issues with occasionally, bt its also cos of them that i am who i am, i have what i have, and gave me what i needed! so yes, haha thanks? LOL :D

k this is random. i actually dont know how to function blogger 100% yet. so this was supposed to be an event that happened.. not ppl im thankful for but nvm! who cares hahaha. okay. so i had my first F1 experience this yr!! it was super fun! like.. i get to earn money while having fun + free F1 good view!! lols. made some friends too :)

ok continuing with the thanksgiving!

yup, none other than my new TP friends!! :))

im super dooper thankful to have all of u as my classmates because u all made poly life so less- stressful and more fun! haha, although i know that im not a good project partner u all still didnt leave me out hahaahha. i will TRY to be more focused this year!

yes and also for these 2 special people whom i got to know alot more through these few months!:) they are the people that care for me and understand me altough they scold me most of the time :( ( but cos they care for me, i know :D )

and im sorry that sometimes u all feel that i take u forgranted by either skipping school to meet O or.. last minute becking out on outings.. its really not cos i dont want to. jus that maybe sometimes i get my priorities mixed up or dont want any trouble so i choose otherwise! but thanks for being forgiving most of the time! hahaha

love you 222222!! :)

and my favourite cousins! :))

we ARE family and i thank God for u all cos u make family arguments and living through these times bearable. hahaha!! i didnt mean it in a way to shoot my family! but yeah.

AND JACMOK. firstly is cos i know u're one of the few who always visit my blog ( idk why also cos i hardly updtae) and secondly cos im your fav cousin and you're mine too! im gonna write abit about U. hm. i guess i can say some what u are the closest person to me ( for now, cos even O havent known me for 17 yrs) in terms of being the 1 of the 2 persons i can turn to when it feels there's no one there.. and i guess last year there was one incident that made us drift abit u still are my fav cos we're family! and not everyone is perfect. of cos we will argue some how.. !even if u wanna disown me u cant! actually can.. but wtv! SH. ok

so im thankful for having u and not being judgemental about the things that i do or problems that i need good advice from.. and i hope we will always stay the same ! ( or better)

yup! love!!!!!!!!

and Grace too, although i hardly see u :(

but i know i can count on you to keep secrets! :DD

ANDDDDDDD, my favouriteeeeeee clique of the centuryyyyyyyy!!

hahaha! ok i'll do this individually.

HUANXUAN:

hahaha, i feel like laughing when i see yr name lolol. anw, i hardly talked to u or met up for this whole year.. but i love you for being someone who sees me as who i am and dont judge me for my imperfections. actually this is to the whole clique.. u all make me feel how lucky i am to have all of you as MY BFFS becos its hard to find ppl whom u feel so comfortable being with and hearing each other's stories and laughing at lame things :)

KAREN:

yess, u aare also someone that i can turn to because u said and are someone who is always there. like when im feeling down i know for sure u wont be unwilling to hear my problems and giving me advice. and its rare to find someone like u! who can sometimes me so sweet and mean at the same time. LOL. :)

WENCHI:

well, i really havent talked to u seriously for this yr i think. but thats cos we're both busy and u had to take your Os and it was hard to meet up!

and i miss your voiceeeeeee:(

MEET UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

DEMI:

haha, i havent talked to you much too.. but yeah i miss you too!!

PLEASE AH. come my school more often, then u can kill 2 birds with one stone.

make roman happy, make me happy!! :D

DELIA:

AHMA!! you ah, you die already. forever not coming to outings with us! hahahaha

dont be so busy laaa. JC is slackk. LOL. okay my point is.. we all miss your nagging voice. its so unique we cant find it anywhere. please meet us soooooooon :(

LASTLY, i was thinking if i shouldd post it HERE. publicly in the eye of my people namely ( my parents) LOL

i truly am thankful to God for letting me get to know this person called O. lols

me and O always talked about how fate is really great. the chances of us not having the chance to actually have a shot at getting to know each other due to pure coincidence is like.. 9-1.

i mean.. seriously. im NOT telling u how i got to know him until .. i feel like :)

thats not the main point though.. its jus amazing how a simple friendship with no intentions slowly lead to something more and end up being the way that was meant to be.

i mean i know im just 17.. everyone says its too early to think that he's the one blah blah, but its kinda dumb though. if u're in a rela and u dont think he's the one.. whats the point of being tgt in the first place? for pleasure? to me its a must to have an aim and at the end even if it fails, at least we tried! haha.

anw, yeah.. you're my favourite person and as a new year comes, we can get to know each other more more more. oh and,one of my resolutions is to tell my parents. i mean. i will but how soon? HMM. lols!

HI MOTHER, meet O, he's my boyfriend!since 6 months ago..

LOL. okay. im getting lame.

i love you! i really do. <3>

OH YES. and someone else..

someone no one can fully understand. who else but GOD!

in many ways that i am not telling u all, GOD has thought me MANY MANY MANY life lessons no one else in the world would have thought me any better.. i know ive been a poor christian though i attend BS and church regularly. but i know for sure God is always there and i thank him for giving me so many blessings in disguise and yeah. protecting me always..

YUP, thats all. its quite disorganised but NVM.

i mean im not a famous blogger that i have to meet any expectations, nor does many ppl read it. so its okay!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO PPL WHO SEE THIS.

ALL THE BEST!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 { 9:21 PM }

which bf gives farewell /christmas presents before gf goes overseas for umm. 7 days?
which bf thinks that she will miss him less when she go overseas when she already miss him most of the time in sg?

mine.
:DDD
see you soooooooon <3

Tuesday, December 22, 2009 { 7:09 PM }

HEY HEY HEY HEY

hahaha
im GOING TO TAIWAN TMR NIGHTTTTT:))))))))
hahahhahaa, the weather there is colddder than sg but quite abit. like divided by 4 or sth. around 8-15 degrees oh no!
maybe i gotta go there buy some boots but then when i come back what use are boots to me ( d says its nice though) HAIS. i dont know.
the packing is annoyingg. like what goes well with thermal underneath. maybe i go google now. good idea! yay.

OH YES, im coooking dinner tonight! :D
with jeremyzz!
AND AND before u think we're anazing cooks or sth. i tell u what we cooking ok.

TOM YAM MAGGIE MEEEEEEEE!
yum yum. the thai branddd. :)) its yummyyyyyyyyyy
and i get to stay home to have my last dota games before i have 1 week of com- free life.
lols
hahaha, but then that depends if d is coming home for dinner!! hahaahaaaaa

one week overseasssss :(? :)? :(? :)? :( ?:) ?:(? :)?
ahaha. i gotta skip 2 days of sch though.
and i rlly hope i dont have jet lag or sth pls pls pls when i come home.. becos i'll be back in sg at like 12am and i have sch the nx day in the morning T T
hahaha.oh well.

i better start cooking!!!
MISS ME! :)

Thursday, December 17, 2009 { 9:47 PM }

omg. i jus got struck with emo thoughts.. must be excessive loss of blood make me giddy and emo.:(

i mean.. maybe its my mind maturing i guess, cos ive never thought of any of these before, but isnt it too early since im only 17, then again who knows when i will go:)

Who would be by your side when your time is up?
will u be all alone and watching your life slip pass your fingers,
thinking how well you'vre spent your life, or the things you never did..

And if there was the love of your life right next to you at your last moment,
will u be thinking excactly when you are going to die or what he/she will go through after you're gone?
Will your last words be, ' i love you' or.. ' i should have's'

Would u have had the chance to bid farewell to every family member that meant alot to you?
And close frens who made you who you are today?
Then you wished that you loved ones would pass on before you so that they do not have to suffer the loss of a daughter/sister/lover/mother.

What about the last things you've said to others. would it be something worth remembering? or jus some rubbish that could have been useful , worth being your last words..

But who ever knows when is the LAST time you're seeing someone, or.. the LAST time you're speaking to someone? nope, no one. only God.. life's cruel in this way i guess. so, a question to think about. is it really better do die alone or with a loved one?
I myself cannot cannot cannot imagine my life draining away and having last conversations in your arms. :( would you not be sad if i asked u not to?

HAHA ok wth. im 17.17.17.17:)
probably 4/5 more of my life hahahahaa
COME HOME SOOOOOOOON
<33

{ 3:18 PM }

HIHIHIHIHIHI

IM BLOGGINGGG wowwwww

hahaaha

ITS THE HOLIDAYSSSSSSSS! :DDDDD

hahaha and i think im blogging bcos..

1) im too free now ( dunno who ps!)

2) im sick and cramping and have 0 pads left LOL

3) i jus trimmed my hair

4) im hungryyyyyyyzzz

5) finally im stress freeee! (YAY)

ahahahah k anwz,

DID I GET A BOB CUT?

ORR had extentions?????

OR jus change a hair style?ORR got EMO FRINGE?!LOL or no fringe!be a guai kia! hahaahhaa

nope. i jus had a trim. nothing interesting. :(

OKAY im off to dota. LOLOLOL. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

Thursday, November 12, 2009 { 11:25 PM }

HIIIIIIII EVERYONE.
its time to close my blog. HAHA.
aiya, really hard to blog abt anything when you all so outdated. LOL.
hm i dun even know who reads it anymore anw, u can tag me if u want ^^ hahahaha

anyways, new term started for like 4 weeks already and its time to be serious soon! haha, like.. every week lecture tutorial lecture tutorial blah blah and plus i dun doo homework although during class i copy and listen i dun really get it it it. hahaha but nvm
its been like this since sec sch! i can do it! LOL.:)

anw this week is quite exciting! haha
there's CCN day tmr. and we're selling honey cornflakes and cookies!! i wanted to say must support me.. but not like u all are going tp tmr. LOL. k anways.
after carnival tmr then going out with ly and arielle! eat good food tsk tsk.
then then satday eat good food buffet somemore, then go ICE SKATING!! YESSSSS skating on COLD ICE. ha ha ha ha.i hope nobody falls LOL!

hmm yeah im still trying to be less noob in dota. although sometimes its hard! cos somehow alon the way ppl start treating u like as if you're supposed to know alot of things or do this do that, when i actually dont. like.. in the beginning my main goal was not to die too much and learn the basic stuff, then now ppl want me to.. stun this person attack this thing, and when im like maybe 3s slow or maybe dun understand the instruction then they get pissed. haha not that its a bad thing actually. this way i can learn! :))
my 2 year plan! hahahaha, i like to play with d! LOL <3

HOPE TO SEE U SOOOOOOON :X
myy.

I WILL UPDATE SOON. ahahahaha. byebye

Sunday, October 18, 2009 { 10:17 PM }

k maybe im too sensitive.
im tired of not being happy already. hahahahahah
^^

{ 5:28 PM }

HIIIIIIII
school's reopening TMR. hahahaa finallyyy. not that im looking forward for sch to start. obviously. hahaha
but get to meet schoolmates again! haha :)

this holiday's beeen fun! and productive in a way. with f1 and working for mummy daddy and going out. hahaha! yeap

and anw, i jus dont get why ppl like to drag each other into their crappy emotions.
its ok if youre not feeling happy or maybe upset and its bad enough i cant make you feel better cos i have no idea what ure going through but it sucks everytime u give some attitude when i jus ask u or tell u normal things jus cos youre unhappy with other things. maybe im not that good at inferring what u are thinking. maybe ure not happy cos of me. or maybe u are not unhappy at all and im jus being sensitive, but thats how i feel and that goes to show i dont actually fully understand u..not that im that perfect myself.

and you. i really dunno what i did to you.
its kind of ridiculous how close we were and jus cos of sth, that i have no idea of or guilty of anything i did, it totally cracked. and i really dont know wat is happening. but i miss you.

AND you. it seems funny how this short time space seem to have make us drift. ok maybe i admit somehow i didnt spend enough time or give up certain things for u but i hope it'll all be ok sooon! since i'll be seeing u more. haha.

dont bother guessing who they are if its not u.
:)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
im having french classes on my ownnnnn :(
LYE YEE IS IN T06
JEREMY IS IN T03!
or maybe he not taking french even. i not sure hahaha.
BTW, for o level ppl, chelsea, WC and whoever whoever. ALL THE BESTTTTT. hahahaha
:D

Tuesday, October 13, 2009 { 8:27 PM }

HELLO IM HERE TO BLOG :)
actually nothing much to blog about, just trying to revive the blog.

supposed to wake oreo up this morning but he msg and tell me no need already.(i think i missed him :( )
went to work after that, and now then i realize opening up letters so fun ! i felt like im a postman hahahaha..
went home quite early today, anddddd ..
OHYA, there's this guy i've been complaining to oreo recently. he's being ANNOYING and IRRITATING ! keep msg msg, he think fun ah! msg no need money one ?!

k duno what to blog already, BYEE