恍然大悟

才发现
那次的伤口
只是被遮瑕膏给修饰着

提不起劲的我  上

Lucky

I'm Feeling Lucky to Have You Walking With Me Throughout My Life
I'm Feeling Lucky to Meet You Stay With You Fall In Love With You

I'm Feeling Lucky That I'm Loving You!!

How About You? :')

I Love You Darl

 

那一晚，我们的那一个晚上。。。。

它  又再出现  分隔着我俩
无尽的争吵
闭上眼睛  我们仿佛分开得远远的
直到你无意间碰上我的小手  脑海中分隔着我们的空间  才慢慢的消失
可  那只是暂时的灿烂
没有触碰  那无限得空间又再浮现

惊觉着  我没有你  也就等于没了灵魂
从来不知道  不肯定的心  可以带来如此的伤害
我知道  我离不开你
我不知道  你哪一点吸引住我
可我就是如此地对你着迷

现在的我 很不安
仿佛我们的爱  被那争吵的一夜  带走了一半
我不知道 我还能把你留在身边  多久
似乎感觉到  你即将离开我身旁
似乎感觉到  你将会离我远去
似乎感觉到  我会失去拥有你的爱的资格

我很想留住你  留住你的心
我很努力做你会喜欢的角色
往往  我还是让你生气  让你难过

从我们在一起的那一刻
你就是我的明亮灯
我很迷失  我不知道该怎么活下去
我
很依赖你
我
很需要你

我
很爱你

忧郁症

何谓忧郁症
如何证实忧郁症
什么形成忧郁症

我的心  满满的
才发觉  原来  这些年来
我很自闭  很自我封锁
什么委屈  什么难过
都往肚里吞  往心里藏

我  没有倾诉对象
我  没有朋友

Jocelynn 上

我, 我, 我.... 和 我

忐忑的心情
起伏不定的情绪


我似乎又再一次 迷失了自己


我不懂 我是个怎样的人
我不懂 哪一个才是我自己
很迷惘 我到底 怎么了
 越活下去 越是迷失自己 何必


从前的我 可通过文字抒发自己 说出自己
现在的我 再也无法利用文字说出自己
突然间 我似乎变成了文盲
不再懂得利用文字抒发自己


就连这篇短短的文章
我也写得 一塌糊涂 词不达意 我活该!!

Just Give Me A Reason

Right from the start, you were a thief, 
You stole my heart and 
I your willing victim 
I let you see the parts of me 
That weren't all that pretty. 
And with every touch 
You fixed them. 
Now, you've been talking in your sleep 
Oh oh, things you never say to ME 
Oh oh, tell me that you've had enough 
Of our Love, our Love. 

Just give me a reason, 
Just a little bit's enough 
Just a second, we're not broken 
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again. 
it's in the stars, 
It's been written in the scars on our hearts 
We're NOT broken 
Just bent and we can learn to love again. 

I'm sorry I don't understand where 
All of this is coming from. 
I thought that we were fine, 
(Oh, we had everything) 
Your head is running wild again 
My dear, WE still have everything 
And it's all in your MIND. 
(Yeah, but this is happenin') 
You've been having real bad dreams 
Oh oh, you use to lie so close to me 
Oh oh, there's nothing more than empty sheets 
Between our love, our love 
Ooooh, our love, our love. 

Just give me a reason, 
Just a little bit's enough 
Just a second, we're not broken 
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again. 
I never stopped 
It's still written in the scars on my heart 
You're NOT broken 
Just bent and we can learn to love again. 

Oh, tear ducts and rust 
I'll fix it for us 
We're collecting dust, 
But our love's enough. 
You're holding it in, 
You're pouring a drink 
No, nothing is as bad as it seems. 
We'll come clean! 

Just give me a reason, 
Just a little bit's enough 
Just a second, we're not broken 
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again. 
It's in the stars 
It's still written in the scars on our hearts 
That We're NOT broken 
Just bent and we can learn to love again. 

Just give me a reason, 
Just a little bit's enough 
Just a second, we're not broken 
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again. 
Oh, it's in the stars 
It's still written in the scars on our hearts 
That We're NOT broken 
Just bent and we can learn to love again. 

Ooh, we can learn to love again 
Ooh, we can learn to love again 
Oh, that we're not broken 
Just bent and we can learn to love again


Give ME a reason, and we can learn to LOVE again....

茫然

很可悲
爱情是自己选的
男人是自己选的
结果得到的  不是自己想要的

很讽刺地告诉自己
“你是个笨蛋！”

我再说一次
最后一次

这  并不是我想要的未来！