CNY 2014

Its been a long time since I last blogged, and here comes the first blog of 2014

Well tonight is Chinese New Year Eve, and I am currently waiting for the clock to strike 12. Write this cause I am bored haha. For the past 3 days it has been a different life for me. I finally understand why they say "小时候期待过年，张大后很怕过年" haha. Been doing fry, clean and clean for the past 3 days. It was a really tiring job. Oh well, finally after tonight de 团圆饭 can rest le haha.

Been watching Frozen to kill my time while waiting. It was a really good movie. 100% recommendation to watch haha. Now outside is exploding like crazy, fireworks and firecrackers are bing bang boom everywhere. This signify CNY is really near.

Oh well, end with a CNY 祝福。在新的一年祝大家马年行大运，马上发财，马到功成，马上进步哈哈。送上一首新年歌曲

Light that will shine through Darkness

Its been a long time since I last blogged. I know this year I have been having a busy year trying to catch up with my work and stuffs that are going on around me. I know I have to stay strong no matter what happen, but I must find a platform to share this out....

Today,  the 6th of May, Democracy seems to be dead in Malaysia. I have never been so politically minded and nor so interested in politics until I am in Perth. Coming here has exposed me to many many news that i would never have seen and believed if I am in Malaysia. This has taken me into the world of Politics. I've started to look into issues that has been lying in Malaysia for long, so long that it has become a normal lifestyle. I hoped for a change, UBAH, for Malaysia.

Yesterday was the day, the day of election, the day of hope for a change, but it all shattered. The Democracy in Malaysia was shattered. I've seen the most dirty election in my lifetime, where leading votes can become losing after a mere blackout. Now it seems that all was lost. BN has won the election by 133 seats vs 87 seats for PR.

Although I knew this will happen, but I am still sad. All the high hopes and excitement are all lost. I knew i shouldn't be sad nor fustrated or even angry about it, but its still there. I knew I will need some time for myself to recover.

Today (08/05/2013) I've seen that through the lost, the spirit of Ubah has burned in peoples heart. People is awakening. The "Himpunan Suara Rakyat Suara Keramat Cecah" at stadium Kelana Jaya has prove it. Thousands and thousands of Malaysian has been there to raise up their opinion on the black election that has happened.

Hence, Keep our hopes up. Malaysian will still unite and fight against corruption, dirty politics and unfairness. For we are born and raised in Malaysia, no matter we are Indian, Chinese, Malays or even other native race in Sarawak and Sabah. The darkness can't continue forver, light will definately penetrate through it!

Cravesness

Here's the day. Semester is over, and study break is on.......Although its a break, it is a break for study, not break from study (=.=).

 

Everytime during the break, the urge of wanting to do something special always come to me. Yesterday, I suddenly have the huge urge of wanting to do something with photography, actually I want to go photography for quite some time already, but i dun have the chance....as last few weeks were extremely buzy.... So last night just get my small camera out and play with star shooting for a while, but i get dissapointed with the results, as there are too much light pollution T_T.

 

 

Of course, during week free the most important stuff is food, as during studies students always crave for foods haha~~ Luckily i still managed to stock up quite some stuff for studies, and also many thanks to Firdaus who suggested to feast a feast of Roti Canai tonight... Really enjoyed the good food, although a bit more time are spent on preparing them haha~~.

 



 

 

Anyways, there are still more things that i crave of, but I'm not going to write them out haha~~ Sometime keeping a secret is also a kind of fun ^.^



19岁生日，2012年

哈哈，就这样，我2012年的十九岁生日就过了。我要感恩，因为虽然在这异乡，在大学最忙碌的时间，我还是有得到我十九岁生日的惊喜。神给我的恩典是够我用的。

回想起过去的生日，今年恐怕是我过的最糟糕，也是让我感觉是我过的最满有恩典的一个生日。糟糕是因为今年的生日是陪三个Report和Assignment一起度过，连煮一点特别的食物给自己吃的时间都没有。但是让我觉得最满有恩典的是在我最Stress，最想放弃的时候，我收到了一个特别的惊喜。三位弟兄和一位姐妹买了一粒非常可爱的蛋糕来到了我家，给我唱了当天我认为不会可能听到的生日歌。这让我感觉到，我的生命是多么的被祝福，谢谢大家当晚的出现。当然，我也收到的一些弟兄姐妹写的祝福语。还有跟多的感动我无法表达出来，只能和大家说一声谢谢。

 

P.S.：有人要请我吃kampua了哦 hiak hiak hiak：）

漫长的一天

漫长的一天过去了，在欢乐，开心的游戏下结束了。

今天是团契退休会，从早上到下午都在开会，真的是开会开一整天。有一种非常不一样的感觉，不知如何解说，但就是一种感觉。。。

当然，感谢神，一切都在弟兄姐妹的配合下结束了。后来，就开始了临时抱佛脚，在那里背起经节了，因为晚上有考试~~啊啊啊啊啊。当然，临时抱佛脚的结果就是五分钟就交卷，因为都不会作答>.<。但后来的宝剑练习倒是非常的好玩，还很enjoy在其中哦。要感谢筹备今晚节目的弟兄姐妹们啊，让我有一个开心的晚上，结束我一天的生活。

当然，今晚对我最有印象的经文是出自腓立比书4章6-7节的：“应 当 一 无 挂 虑 ， 只 要 凡 事 藉 着 祷 告 、 祈 求 ， 和 感 谢 ， 将 你 们 所 要 的 告 诉 神 。神 所 赐 、 出 人 意 外 的 平 安 必 在 基 督 耶 稣 里 保 守 你 们 的 心 怀 意 念。”这经文因该是神想对我说的吧，在一个星期里就连续5天看到“它”。

结束，在欢乐中，进入睡眠了。

不知不觉

不知不觉，不知不觉~不知不觉中到了十月，距离大学第一年的生涯的结束已经近了。第一年的第二个学期是个非常特别的学期，可能是因为明年就会分开了吧，不再有朋友一起去上课了。在第二个学期个人是感觉到了大学的压力，因为许多科目都跳了一个阶梯、变得较难。也因为如此，我必须学会跟好的利用我的时间，虽然我还没学好，但是我相信我能进步的。

今天，我第一次在大学中穿得像上班一般哈哈，因为有Presentation. 个人是非常不太喜欢presentation的人，特别是group的presentation，因为不适应跟别人合作，深怕自己会拖累别人。但是，经过了今天，自己的感觉既然是非常不一样，可能是因为明年我会没有机会和这么多人一起坐project，assignment和presentation了吧。

也是不知不觉，部落格开了一年多了。当初开始写部落格是想把自己的心情，发生的特别事情都放上来，但是在不久后热诚就不见了。结果现在都不知道一个月有没有一个post，可能就是我不善于表达自己，也不想学习如何在文字上表达自己吧？不知道，也不管了！想post就post吧！！

就写到这儿吧，不知道要写什么了。哈哈。:))

突发奇想

不知不觉中一年已经度过了九个月了。今年是我大学的第一年，也是我再次要习惯高中和大学的间隔的一年。大学第二个学期的Tuition Free Week 在不知不觉中到了尾声，可是我自己在课业上的Catch Up 却还没有做好........ 在这几天我可以说是又感觉我又老了，我不再是个可以以轻松的心情来面对一切事情的人了。不再像以前一样，可以用非常Relax，Unstress的心情来面对考试。可能是我对我自己的要求太高了吧？我也不知道。

这个星期是宣教周，昨天我参加了个宣教培灵会。大会的主题是“放的下，走得开”。在当中我被在次的提醒，我必须要放得下我自己，我才能继续的向前迈进。或许是时间我将我自己放下了......

在这几天中特别的事可能就是我得以和一些的朋友聚一聚吧。去年Canning的一帮好友因为今年分别在不同的大学就读，所以聚会的时间就少了许多。我们再也不能像去年一样，一起在Vickery House 外的草地谈天，也不能像去年一样，有一大群的朋友能够一起去上学，一起研究功课，一起谈在课堂上发生的趣事。所以我还蛮珍惜这样的聚会时间，虽然我并没有和他们一起吃完晚餐。希望仍然有机会在年底的放假能够一起聚一起。虽然不常见面，但仍然希望我们友谊永固。

我也发现到除了我，我身旁的朋友也都面对着他们自己的问题。看来这就是成长中的人们所会体会及面对到的吧。这也应该是我们成长中所必经的道路吧。希望他们都能好好的解决自己的问题吧。也希望我自己能够透过所面对的一切事来成长吧。

最后就拿团契中一位弟兄的口头禅来结束吧。我们每天都会面对困难，但明天自有明天的忧虑，一天的难处一天当就够了。加油人们！（也对自己说加油！！）