Really feel like not blogging anymore Lazy, lazy and jus lazy..
I have abandoned this blog for months haha:) Anw, for the last 3 months, I was busy wif my full time job at Takashimaya as a shoes promoter something new and fun dat I tried Definitely there were fun times and oso the boring time which I could almost fall aslp..
Sometimes in life, when u tink dat it's the lowest point of life, it might b a turning point for u which u can start a new chapter of life. Yes, I also agree dat we should fight for our life but I tink evrything has been FIXED and SET by God so no matter what we have done, it would still follow your destined pathway..
When I was asked to stop workin from tcc due to the stupid student pass, I thot I would die of hunger for that period but everything has been in place.. I hev a few shows that could last me for that period or even to let me earn some money to go Bangkok. I hev meet a lot of nice ppl that helped me wif the full time job so dat I can apply for my PR. Really when I recap all these things, it seems like a nightmare to me at dat point of time but now I jus noe it's definitely for my own good.
Actually I'm always blessed wif a lot of nice and good ppl around me. But I'm always lack of luck.. wad luck? I oso dun noe
For example, my scholarship application I had gone through 3 rounds of selection and shortlisting for SingTel scholarship I was very happy when I was even shortlisted for the so called "Final Final Round" to have an interview wif SingTel's CEO and oso their HR Director. I thot it's jus simply an interview to get to noe more abt us ( last 3 shortlisted candidates ) But in the end, they just backed up without awarding anyone. Is it fair to us? We hev been spending 3 months plus to go through all those shortlisting process and now all of us didnt get. I was shocked when I found out all the last 3 candidates including myself didnt get the scholarship. If I didnt get, then I'll admit that I'm not comparable or I lost to the other candidates but now, I totally dun understand WHY!!!
I have admitted dat my life wouldn't have all those "luckiness" or "fortune" I jus need to fight for myself and I noe out there, I'll meet nice and kind ppl who are willing to help me, to assist me whenever I need help. Really thnx to all those kind ppl. I really appreciate it..
