Wednesday, November 29, 2006
haiz......
dis troublesome matter again!!!
hate it.......
I've controlled myself not to start the chattin wif u
but u initiate 1st again
like no resistance for not talkin to u
I dun mind sacrificing my sleeping time 4 u
as long as I hope can get wad i wan........
U r really nice!!!
haha...
when I didnt try to hint u
u thought dat I tried to hint u
but since u hev dis kind of thought
I dun mind
at least I could let u noe
but at the end, i tink u jus thought dat
it was a joke!!!!
so how sud i tell u????
5:41 PM
Jus read my fren's blog
He is in love AGAIN
sia lar.... like within few months only
he can get his love
he has become so easily find for his love
U arh.................... Iwan!!!!!
U even koop my blog's title
using my "Love is in the air"
I tink sud collect some copyright fee from u liao
I tink dis is really suitable for u
but not for me
so mayb I'll change my blog skin ba.....
If I hev found a very nice one and suit dis "lonely guy"
LOLX.............
Wondering WHEN, WHERE and HOW
I'll get mine
I hev been so empty for so many years..............
These few years was just study and study in my mind
Todae was very nice
My cognitiv klas ended at 12pm
I tink dis was the 1st time and might be the last time ba....
Then went to Expo for the SITEX
the project manager was quite nice
answered all our ques
and gave us a very good explanation
of the whole planning of exhibition.
Tomoro will hev the meeting again
so sians.....
but for the PBL symposium
I must do all my best
since dis is my 1st project in JIVE
At last... Chai ying recommended me to go to Giordano
even more it's at Compass point
so near to my house
I like it...............
haha................
I tink I'll go for interview ba
Really thnx a lot to Chai ying!!!!
6:20 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
Saturday, 25th Nov
I think jus spent the whole day at home
sleeping until 1pm over
woke up and had my lunch
I didnt even had my breakfast yet
so mayb sud be called Brunch ba..........
Then ironed my clothes...
did some maths revision
and dats all
The end of my saturday
Kinda boring in dis way......!!!!!
Sunday, 26th Nov
it was quite fun lar
went to vivo city with both my aunts and deir family
walked around
had my lunch treated by my uncle
spent a few hours at there
But I hevent finished exploring
the whole vivo city
it's just 3 storey only lor
but dun noe y like no end
when u walked on each floor.........
then still need to go back earlier
revising for todae's UT..........
It has been a week didnt see u
kinda miss u ba
wan to meet u
but hevnt found a chance
look 4ward for ur "Ulang tahun"
8:18 AM
These few days kinda lazy to update my blog
On Friday, 25th Nov
Did the culture module
it' s quite fun and relax
then we even took a lot of picts
which were required to du lar
Acting as of we were chatting.... :)
Our most familiar place.........
So crowded !!!!!
Then at nite
I went to Khatib Macdonald
sitting dere watchin movie
finaly watched the "Death Note"
but didnt really understand wad's the meaning
coz the subtitle in Chinese only
and it flash so fast
I couldn't really properly read it...
haiz!!!!
Chattin, transfering songs and eating
I went dere around 11pm
and went back at 5 am over
Then directly went to the bed after takin a bath
so comfortable laying down.......
Zzzzzzzzzzzz.........
7:48 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Dis sud be quite long time ago
I tink it's on October one
but jus got the photos frm Dennis
Bo pian.....
The file is too big
cant use usual thumbdrive
mus borrow from Chui rong
Thnx.... Chui Rong!!!!!!!
7:42 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Finally the course tansfering result was out....
haha....
sud be happy bout it ba
hev got into Integrated and event management...
no more IT for me
mayb it's a kind of relieve
or mayb it's oso a kind of my avoiding
try to escape from programming that I dun like
After getting the result....
directly share wif some of my frens
haha....
told William
then oso Chai ying and Dennis
coz both of dem are the one I noe well
in DIEM
After dat called my "Empress Dowager"
LOLX....
jus simply my mum lar....
when I told her bout it, she jus said up to u..
but a while later....
she kept nagging liao....
coz she's worried of my future career with dis diploma...
But in that moment,
i oso became quite worried
coz like no "skill" learnt ler....
haiz...
contradict myself!!!
But I've told her dat
I still can take up other job wad.....
not jus simply in hospitality or event planning field only
todae went for 1st briefing of DIEM
then jus joined some events in JIVE IG
wah....
fortunately didnt join Rhapsody IG
if i join ah...
nw i tink i'll hev 4 or 5 IGs
then I tink I can't fork out any free time for my frens liao....
I tink must consider carefully liao
Hope to finish all my work soon :
- Cinematic project which has been dragged for quite a long time
- International nite on April 07, in charge of PR
- Leadership camp on Dec
- Logistics in PBL symposium on April 07 ( not sure yet )
- RP open house
- working to find $$$$ ( but hevnt got a job )
Seems quite fun.................
but a lot of commitment.............
mayb no time for goin back to Tanjungpinang liao.........
Miss all the food......
*wipe saliva*
5:39 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Just found dat recently
I'll always tink of the thing dat we hev been through
A lot of the 1st time dat I did wif u
although for u
it might not mean anything
but it means a lot to me
The song dat u wan me to hear
it has become my favorite song
mayb u jus wan to introduce me a nice song
but it has a special meaning for me
I dun noe u mean anything or not
but if i treat u mean anything
I'm afraid dat I'll just be one sided
if not, I'm also afraid of how to approach u
Mayb u'll read all dis
but u might not noe dat
Wad I've talkd about is "U"
I wan u to care for me
dats y
I purposely put my personal message on msn
in dis way
especially for ystrdy
when I was sick
I really crave of ur care
but dun mind....
as u didnt show any concern
I'll still care 4 u.....
mayb all dis while
hev posted so many stupid things
hope dat all of these will end soon
hope dat time can wash away all this bad experience
but I dun wan to ur kind and care to lose away from me.....
9:57 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
sorry ah jw,,,
left without saying to u
coz u went to toilet mah...
then if not,
I tink I couldnt leave oso...
haha.....
Ystrdy met William
to get the mini SD card
yeah....
nw hev I GB memory....
so can get more songs and others from my frens....
But then, William almost tripped down
his slipper was very slippery lar....
Then before dat was a very heavy rain
so the floor was very wet!!!
I felt like quite paiseh and sorry
mayb sudnt ask him out ystrdy
or mayb sudnt play wif my HP
so that when he tripped down
I might be able to hold him
haiz...
it was too late liao
saying all this.....
Hope dat ur hand is fine
if not, I tink I'll blame myself ba...
LOLX.....
it was short
but it means a lot to me
can u like not to be so good to me???
even though wad u said might not be true
but I took it very seriously.......
4:34 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Always feel dat
we r fated to meet
it's really like avrything has been set for me
At first I didnt take notice of the mail
but didnt noe y
suddenly got the urge to read the mail
and got involve in it.
then step by step
I got closer and closer to u
I still remember the exact day dat we met
U r like so quiet at first
but fortunately didnt waste the time to noe u better
it was like really destiny dat bring us together
U supposed not to be there
but u were there due to some reasons
Then if I'm late
I tink I wont be able to meet u
was kinda pissed off at 1st
but if tink back
I really appreciate dis kind of arrangement for me
Y u need to be so gud to me???
if u didnt
I tink i wont get into dis
I wont step into dis wrong place
U oso wouldnt be able to leave a trace in my mind
haha....
suddenly got the urge to record down
wad we hev been through
If dis blog was jus meant for myself only
I tink I'll record down everything dat we hev been through
evry second, evry mins, evry hour...........
6:33 AM
erm....
todae jus slack at home
then forgot about fren's bday
sia lar.......
was very tired dis morning
lose my voice
look tired
no energy to go anywher
so went home
after taking breakfast
directly straight to the bed
and slep until around 3pm
Wanna meet william
but was jus lazy to go town
haha......
lazy bum I am!!!!
quite sad for the thing
saw her with dat guy again
I've told William dat I dun hev dat strong feeling liao
towards her...
but coz of dat guy again
I might realise
but dun noe ler
I hate dat guy...
dats y I cudnt be so FREN wif him
but she is not my possession
I cant control her.....
haiz.....
6:12 AM
Ystrdy was like so buzzyyyy...
didnt noe like busy of wad...
hehe!!!
Went to JB in the afternun
it was rather boring
Then after coming back here
directly met cy and others for buying
the BBQ stuff
but I left 1st as there are already 4 ppl
and they intended to take cab
Went home directly took a bath
then had a little dinner
Finally I found out a bus
goin to East Coast
so next time dun need to take mrt liao........
Thnx for the bus uncle who was quite friendly.....
then hev some BBQ food
and walked to the beach
played with the sand and sea water
I tink it's jus Nee high only
didnt now high of wad
I thought u ignore my sms again
eventually got ur explanaition
then like not mad with u anymore
but I tink sudnt mad at u
coz I dun hev the right yet
but u mean a lot to me.......
5:53 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Jus few days didnt meet u
Really wan to be able to meet u everyday...
really can taste the feeling like
"a day seems like a year"
"yi ri bu jian ru ge san qiu"
dun noe spell wrongly or not
mayb later if my BOSS looks at it
she'll correct me....
hmmmmm
dun noe how to describe here...
look forward for dis weekend
hev a lot of things to do
oso look forward to meet u
I tink will be able to meet u
a lot of things wanna tell u
but dun noe how
I'll let u noe more bout me
if u wan to noe...
tmr week 9 oredy..
goin to hev holiday liao
jus count down for 3 more weeks
so happy........
but I wan to get job
I wan to get money
desperate for money
It's so good if i were rich...
dun need to frustrate so many things
then nw came out wif dis prblm again..
it jus make me wan to escape from the reality
and dun wan to tink bout it
If I can say out evrything to u........
how beautiful of my life would be!!!!
hope u read dis...........!!!
I wan u noe u hev left a ur name in my heart
which I dun really can rub it away.....!!!
6:58 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Todae met my DBC programme chair again.....
ystrdy hev met her
but todae she called me again
and said she want to meet me again
Then went to the office of SIT director
she brought me in
and the director of SIT talked to me
askin for my reason why I wan to transfer
of course I hev my own reasons
I jus giv him the answer "I'm not interested in programming"
I like hospitality.....
then he explained to me
"It's best to possess an IT skill, so that
u can get ur job easily"
wad I remember most frm his word
" a tour guide doesnt need a 4.0 GPA"
But it's my business mah.....
who cares....
as long as I like
then enuf liao.....
haha....
at last I still even grab a chance to say wad i wan
I said that If i cant tansfer to DIEM, can I transfer to DBA???
he replied " Can be arranged"
haha...
so happy....
even dun hev DIEM
I still can change to DBA again
Sp special for me....
haha.....
two times for me to change the course....
it's gud to get so gud grade!!!!!
but afraid dat I cant maintain it
then I tink my school director will kick me out bah!!!
I tink will directly change hos attitude towards me bah!!!
u didnt reply my msn again
sometimes u r so enthusiatic
I tink jus coz dat thing u wan to noe
but......
I really wan to say to u
I dun noe how.....
5:50 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
haha...
these few days went to some places
to look for gift
I couldn't find the right color one
so need to go from one branch to another...
haiz....
Hope when my fren see it, will like it
couldn't say his name 1st
later no surprise liao
haha........
dat stupid Singtell told me
to call 1688 for billing enquries
haiz.......
but calling is not so efficient
dat I cant directly get the answer....
these few days planning of something
but I tink lao da will take dis job liao
hehe....
but his idea is like not so creative lor
haha....
Tmr cognitiv team
I DUN LIKE
coz dat person is in my team
sia lar
always kena him
Jus remember I gave my gud luck to William
haha....
But hope dat my bad luck wont follow to him
Gambate for another test.....
U can do it!!!
7:28 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Todae
whole day stay at home...
dun need to meet frens
dun need to go out for buying meal
no intention to go out
and even didnt step out of home......
hehe....
I tink coz of the diarhoea dat I had dis morning
then made me no mood to go out...
and oso I wan to watch the "Quan qiu hua yu ke qu pai hang bang"
on chnl U
but sia lar...
end up it was not so gud
except the part of S.H.E one...
but I tink dey sud sing more songs...
haha.....
it was like cut down a lot
until I didnt catch wad it meant
so dissapointed......
then oso revised for enterprise
tmr UT II
1st one didnt get a vry satisfied result
so i mus excel for dis....
it's u.....
dun noe how to explain
4:00 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
but i've done a lot of things....
sia lar....
I tink my 1st time woke up so early on weekend
I tink e last time was on the last holiday
2 or 3 months ago ba....
it was a really a great morning to start my day
last nite really stupid lar!!!
I 4got to set alarm clock on my HP..
Coz i need to go for running.....
But last nite I plan to wake up on 7.15am
then exactly I woke up at 7.15am
without alarm clock ler......
dun noe y....
mayb it's fate....
or wateva.....
I woke up
coz of a sudden dream
dat dream was not scary
but..........
dun noe how to say
hehe....hehe.......
our left over breakfast.....
haha....
really vry happy wif u
jus e feeling to be wif u
noe more bout u again
i'll remember all e things u told me
5:49 PM
Jus nw askin jw bout my "confusing thing"
hehe.....
but for her, it's jus vry simple!!!
Then at last, I still didnt go
due to some reasons on my own......
todae Siew Ying's b'day
then we all celebrated for her.....
We even have some "maids" to help out
haha....
But dey r vry enthusiastic while the others just sit dere
and ate the cake...
I really crave of seeing u
my mind has conquered me even
I dun like to go dere
u r really like virus
coz me addicted
5:07 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
I wanna meet u....
But.........
Sad ah....
Jw told me to stay AWAy from her......
how could she do dis to me????? T_T
I tink over mood swing
then even more kong kam liao
LOL......
ystrdy it's not I didnt ask u
i hev askd u the day b4
but u said u'll get back to me
I jus wanna meet u
dats all..........
6:34 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
These few days jw has got better....
She seems to be happier......
I tink bcoz of HIM
At last we don't need to suffer her mood swing liao....
Evryday life is jus so simple
it seems no interesting dat can occur in my life
I wish to hev ....
but it's quite hardly to ask one.....
can't be forced
Evryday miss u
crave to see u evry second, evry minute, evry hour
dun noe how u feel
sometimes vry enthusiatic
sometimes vry cold towards me
I hate dis feeling!!!!!!
I tink I hev a vry bad idea
I tink I sudnt do dis
I'll hurt another 1
Then I oso wan u and u
too many dat I can't really get
6:52 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Kinda pissed of my decision ystrdy
didn't noe wad i tink of.........
I just found all the things were "BULLSHIT"
sudn't u guyz talk bout dis????
but somehow i oso didnt regret
dun noe y I'm willing to take dat bus wif u
even it'd be a little further 4 me
when we walked to dere, actually my bus had come
but i didnt care.........
even when the route would be longer
but I found it was just a while
Really wan u to be my side always
I tink u've really stepped in my life and mind
u.....................
i didnt noe how to approach u
i' vry willing to be ur part
if u wan
jus a word
i'll definitely say YES
6:48 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
Todae stupid culture module......
need to act!!!
haiz.........
my culture team mates..................
dun noe like always feel not enuf sleep......
tomoro weekend!!!!
hooray.........
must sleep until i'm full..........
last wed nite went to Addictive place
Playing " hai dai"............
haha............
Playing dice............
how many u hev ???
haha..........
2:33 AM
