Food and me.

I always have this love-hate relationship with food.
I love food, I cannot resist food, and food is my source of happiness.
But after eating I feel super guilty, for all that pounds that are already weighing inside my body, and the exercise that regime never happened :( I stood up on S for the 3rd time today, it's the bus fault that I couldn't get to body balance in time!

Anyways, I went to Outback yesterday for steak! yes STEAK!!
It had been a while since I last ate steak, and Outback definitely serves the best steak here!

Iphone. Best companion while waiting for food.

The drink is something that tastes like Taiping Special @ New Club. I miss.

Call it red stripes day.

Best starters in the world! Caesar Salad, Punpkin Soup and the yummy brown bread.

My prime roasted rib + roasted garlic mash + mushroom soup.

Medium raw. both me and the steak.

Just nice.

Outback steak house Fairy Meadow.

And the me trying to dress marine.

Last week was IFF and the Malaysians @ CE who basically consist of the Seng family and Shin, made curry puffs!!!I assure you they are super yummy! despite the oil.

In the progress of frying curry puffs.

shin, lia, me and sara behind.

You get what I mean of the oil?

I am super hot!

from the frying.

Fav pic of the day.

Started to go around disturbing other people when we are done with our work.

Malaysia Boleh.

Grabbed all those food from different countries, Thai Tom Yum is super duper yum!

She appeared in almost all my posts. she is already the parasite of my blog, no need to intro.

Oh I love this pic too! Make it the most fav pic of the day as well.

Sara & I. The excellent product of Sri Lanka + Japan. :P

They gave us apron instead of t-shirts this year. and it is super long. too long for sexiness.

My superb photography skills! :)

Enough of food for today.

Oh btw I had Malaysian curry just now, yum yum :) My superb bro cooked it.

Loves.

p/s: Let yourself go, and let everyone around you go. Your life doesn't need to be miserable, and don't mess up with other's too.

Amazing things that happen in Wollongong

There was a Asian Night two weeks ago :) It gathered almost all of the Asian community in Wollongong and so the hot unit mates and I have decided to check out for hot guys there (although we know we would be thoroughly disappointed but we still hoped it wouldn't be that bad). 

And it was BAD. (The hot guys part)

But anyways we enjoyed ourselves a lot that night, dance dance and dance. Clubbing is not about drinking to us, it's about shaking our ass off at the dance floor. And the music rocks (besides they say they don't have Lady Gaga wtf).

Here comes my Asian favourites,

Yuki, Nahoko, Kai, moi, Tracy & Allen.

and the back row Haru, Take, Nick.

S babe & I. For the sake of her future, I lend her my new dress to hunt!

Babe u know how much I love you now?!

Hot Hot Hot!

All the time party mates.

Seaweed Yuki & I

Cammy, moi, Allen & Terrence

Aya, really sexy that night with her bikini inside.

Oh so lovely unit mates :)

So besides partying I have been studying like a bitch with all my presentations, reports, essays and research.

And after I studied like a bitch I eat and party like a bitch.

And now my weight is going up like a bitch.

So like one week ago, when me and the two brothers were thinking where to eat, we have decided to eat at this restaurant called Crystal Thai in Wollongong.

Very nice ambience in Crystal Thai

Picked all the dishes from Chef's recommendation.

Left, BBQ lamb, something like sweet and sour chicken, and fried fish.

And they have these romantic candle lights :)

I love this pic, and I am missing the food.

Just look at all those amazing food decorations that boost your appetite!

We nommed down everything, yummy :)

Wish I can go there again soon, the ambience is perfectly romantic. 

hah, i'll have to wait till that romantic guy appear :)

Well, besides these, routine has been pretty usual.

Nowhere better than library that you could find me nowadays. I am like there most of the time.

And I listen to those super high songs and it made me wana dance in the library.

This was 9.30pm in the library @@

till then,

jo

Contented

Just finished body balance with S babe and Mai just now. And I fell asleep during the relaxation. Guess life has been making me easily tired as I am not usually a nap person and it's freaking 11.30am in the morning, I just woke up and I had a nap?!

I am stressed out about my research project, about how much I have to write in these 5 weeks and analyzing everything. I hope everything's gonna be alright. I do not want to aim for a pass, I want something high enough to get me into the dean's list. So I have to start to take everything seriously now. like SERIOUSLY.

But anyway I am not a person that would easily satisfied with life of purely studying and assignment-ing. And thanks to all my loves, I always get to enjoy a little bit of joyous moments with you guys.

shopping with the ladies

drinking party with all the crazy & fun people :) loves.

meeting up with old friends here, the best consolation to our souls

xoxo, awesomeness.

Shopped like there is no tommorow.

Do whatever you like, no pressure.

There is always that someone that you don't feel embarassed when you guys are together in the fitting room.

And camwhore like nobody's business.

Fully utilising the free gong shuttle, goes to almost everywhere in Wollongong!

And I am gonna study like a nerdy bitch now. Nerdy, but still bitchy.

xoxo,

J.

Chemistry

It's 8.51pm and I am still sitting in the library.

Life has been treating me well these days. I am pretty occupied, with all my work, stress, tests and studies.
And then all those beautiful moments with my babes, with my loved ones.
Sometimes I feel really stressful due to the bad outcome of my research, all those thesis writing that piled up, all the rush in meeting dealines, and the endless writing writing writing and studying. I never get to stop, everything come one after another, perhaps not one after another at all, before one left another one is already waiting there.

Sometimes I feel like giving up. Sometimes I feel like I don't want it anymore. Sometimes I complaint why I have to research when everyone is just taking ordinary subjects. But after all this grumbling and complaining, I still need to get my ass back to work. And after all the time I spent in the lab, in the library, discussing with my supervisors, and facing all the obstacles and problems yielding good results, I get to learn from the failure. I learned to accept that chemistry isn't something that promise perfect outcome, chemistry isn't something that you can just see it the way you want it, chemistry is something beautiful. Something that will give you surprises, something that even you failed you will still love it :) Because chemistry is everywhere, and everything is chemistry.

And one day I hope, I will find the most beautiful chemistry in the world -- the chemistry between me and you.

Loves,
Jo Ann

Happiness and Hunger

Lately I found this new thing that when I am happy I get hungry faster.

Guess food just digest so much quicker when you are in a good mood.

And today I didn't feel hungry at all because I was really stressed.

Imagine I need to go into the lab from 9am-5.30pm and experienced the repetitive failure of my experiments and end up with stupid results and I need to write up the discussion why it failed and hand it in next week.

Then I have this 10 pages scientific review due tommorow. I kinda finish writing it but I think it's only a draft! But hell I have NO TIME to go over it anymore.

Then I have this hardest and lamest subject Physical Chemistry midterm tommorow and I HAVEN'T EVEN STUDY anything before tonight.

SO carrying all these stress, I was really depresssssed for the whole day and I didn't even feel hungry at all.

But anyway, since I am always a happy-go-lucky person, I have overcome my stress when Eliza came over and both of us dumb dumbs managed to sort out some answers to the problems for tommorow's test.

Then I have decided to just settle with my draft, I don't care anymore even though it's 10%.

Then about the experiments...HMM...let's see what happens when I do it again tommorow.

Thanks to all my dearies that supported me and put up with all my crankiness and depression today.

You guys made the best part of my life.

And you know I am talking about you. 

 :) 

yes I love myself this way, just like how I love all of you. True and bold.

7 minutes before lunch

I am sitting in the library now waiting for lunch time.

And I have this urge to blog but I am out of time, need to return my lappy soon.

So I guess I had a pretty happening Easter Break, despite the fact that I am in the library everyday doing my assignments and the lab doing my work. I had so much fun with the girls, with new friends and LADY GAGA!

So next's up,

Can't wait? 

me too :P

Would be away to Sydney these two days after a whole week of hard work.

I will be back :)

My busy life!

Yes, after all those emo posts, finally I am back
all good and happy again.
Thanks for everyone's concern and I am currently in a good state.
I am happy with my life now, life busy with assignments and work, life full of laughters with my babes, life full of fun with all the going out. Yes I guess I should keep moving on this track :D and not thinking about the past anymore. I knew I can do it.

I am lucky to live with all my lovely babes in this lovely unit, where u can go all emo and cranky and show your ugly true self and you are still loved. I will just let the pictures tell the stories of what I have been doing.

Fairy Meadow Beach :D

Sharon's birthday <3

The real us at home :D

Trying to tie a knot with my tongue to see if I am a good kisser. Experiment failed. I am bad at kissing LOL.

The first night of the break, heaps of people went out, and the queue was crazy. Guess the whole Wollongong is there in the line.

We went to Glassy then. Aya-chan <3

dance floor babes.

The single and availables in our unit. The taken is always not with us.hah.

Being Koreans again.

What is so difficult about girls is,even after they club and went home they still need to camwhore for another hour.

Who cares, we think we are pretty. hah.

I love you sweetie. very very much.

Ending the post with my super big head :)