Blog is never the place for me to update my life. Not gonna update again.
:))
Monday, March 07, 2011
I wan go full body massage! My whole body like work for years non stop,
pain here pain there.. :(
很想弄你开心但又不知道要怎么让你开心... :(
Friday, March 04, 2011
I'm still a small kid in your eyes, when will I be an adult? How can I change your thinking? Lol. If I can change yours, mine won't be lidat already. I dun understand you equal I dun understand her. Hais Why??
"The moment you put a love element, you will destroy the innocence." - Anonymous
Friday, February 25, 2011
我很sad，很不爽！
Monday, February 21, 2011
I think I should really go do some reflection on myself, after numbers of quarrel, argument, I'm still the same. I really take everything for granted. People care for me without any reason, they dun have the need to do that but instead of appreciated it, I took it for granted. People treat me good, buy me this and that, I just took it for granted again. People spare a thought for me, I never sense it, I show attitude. Black face is always the signature of my face. Whenever my face is black, no one dare to come talk to me but them. I really thank god I have them as friends. They never give up on me. I dunno why. Lols. Count the number of times I make them angry, I attitude them, I hurt them, I just 无法弥补. It's always them who come and coax me. I will never always be the one doing that, no matter I'm wrong or correct. They are the one always giving in to me. They dote me more than I dote them. They treat me beta than I treat them. They treat me like a friend more than I. Hais I will understand if one day you guys leave me. I sucks totally!
I wish I can hug you guys now and say "I'm sorry"
There is too many regrets in my life, I'm going to stop that.
I'm going to reformat my brain.
Friday, February 18, 2011
Starting to lose confidence,
Starting to feel different,
starting to think too much.
Wad the hell happen!?
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Wad should I do? or wad can I do?
Lost~~
Sunday, February 06, 2011
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
Was searching for an answer on the post DOF. I'm losing CT ...
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Today I took the longest time to reach home after work. Waited for 5th 190 den board the bus. Took the longest route to walk home. Reach downstair but doesnt wan to go up, wait till I really tired den go home.
I cried not because I'm silly, is because I'm really sad. Why am I treated so differently from them. You once told me, you are not those patriarchal person but what I see now is you are those kind! Your cares toward me is so limited. When I need you, where are you? When everyone talk happily about their family, how they care for their children den I realised how you care for your children.
From young, you gave us the freedom to do our things but dunno since when, all this become the topic for you to blame us. You always compare us with cousins but you never realise the way you teach us, is so different from them. You always said only your children give troubles to the family den have you do anything to solve the problem? You will never put the blame on yourself, how you guide us in our life? How can a child realise everything on their own? You said how useless is your child in front of us without even care for our feelings! When we did something wrong, all you know is scold, what else? Like jus now you wan me to change the position of my bed and table, den when I ask why? You shut me up by saying dont ask so much lah! Wan change or dun wan change, your business. So this is how you talk to your children. "Great" parents isnt it!?
If tml I'm not working, you sure can find me at boat quay drinking now! and if I went missing one day, please dont come and find me kay?
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Fucked up. I treat you guys eat not becus I heart pain you tired den still need to cook, not becus I'm tired of eating porridge and seriously not becus I got the god-damn money.. I treat you guys eat becus I know we didnt order kfc for very long time den now they have those promotion so why not? But wad I get in the end is the food arrived, I have to go those plates for you, I got to open the box for you, I got to clear all the food, I got to clear the rubbish for you all. Hey! I dont felt appreciated never mind but why I should clear the rubbish for you all leh?! And when I show my face, you jus say: "chi dong xi chi dao zhe yang, yi hou gan cui bu yao jiao liao" I will be more den happy and why I'm spend money on this when now I'm in need of money. Tsk! Maybe its a wrong choice to stay at home!
Going to dye hair tml.. :)
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Anyone got jobs to intro? I wan quit western union. I'm not kidding! :)
Friday, January 07, 2011
I will expect nothing and just take what I get.
Wednesday, January 05, 2011
I'm not a girl. I dun do wad a girl suppose to do. I dun dress like a girl, I dun put makeup, I dun like wad a girl should like. Instead, I like cars, I like to wear shorts, I like to wear button up.... Lols. Am I a girl? Hmm...
Okay, I know I'm stupid, I dun get wad you mean. I'm dumb, I'm irritating.. Happy? Can somehow foresee my 2011 year is not a good year too.. Maybe I should go attend those buddhism lesson ah den I can learn how to not let everyone hate me.. Or issit karma?
Please stop talking about the bonus! I'm getting irritated! Ya i know this is my first bonus and i should like share with you all but i already paid for ah gal's full tuition fee, 500bucks leh. Now even ah gal's bed also wan me pay, not gan chiong furniture also wan me pay. wtf. You never realise how hard i try to save money, how hard i try to pay my bills and installment. Why only me have to do this? I know i shouldnt blame anyone cus its my duty to take care of you two. Anyway, I love you two deep deep kay! :))
Seriously having alot of stress at work now. More and more part timers coming in equals to increase of workload. sian. Different thinking with colleague also another problem. No mood to go work le lah~~~ :(
Friends... This word seems so unfamiliar to me....
Sunday, December 26, 2010
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! Hohohohohoho.. :)
Went Marie's house after work to celebrate christmas. Drank some beer and liquor, didnt get drunk but make someone drunk! hahaha. I make that Richelle drunk!! yipeeeee! At first, i pour tiger into her cup she already abit drunk den i pour martell for her (2/3 martell) Totally drunk liao!! hahahaha. Abit guilty cus she tml working but who cares~~~ :)
I think my ankle spoil already sia, i walk also can sprain dao. -.- tsktsk~
有时真的只想好好的疼你但每一次都被你拒绝.....
Friday, December 17, 2010
THE 13 CELLS - X'MAS NIGHTMARE
SINGAPORE EX CID PRISON CELLS!!!
I want go~~~~!!! who want pei me go? pei me go mah.... :))
Thursday, December 16, 2010
I wan to blog but when I finish one sentence, my hand will automatic go press backspace button so end up nothing left.
HI HI :))
Sunday, December 12, 2010
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :))
Have dinner today at Hong Kong Cafe, order iced milk tea but end up kana joke by father, he said "come this kind of place drink milk tea, so wasted. kopitam also can drink leh" Lols. anyhow sia him. hahaha. :) Ah ma today ask me how's my driving, my answer to her still the same, "still got 2 stage, still got 2 stage..." hmm. I wan chiong my driving le before my next meet up with ah ma, i wan give ah ma another answer. hee :)) Too many things to buy but no money again. this feeling so sucks. :(
pls remain the same, cant accept the changes. really cant... im sorry...
Friday, December 10, 2010
I'M GOING CRAZY WITHOUT MY WALKMAN!!!
Now when I see one Blue Toyota Sonato, my eyes will straight away look at the car plate sia. See if have the chance to meet up with the driver anot. The driver jus dun wan return me only lor, till now haven hand over to main office. :((
I need some fucking serious lecture. Or maybe i should say, i really need someone to talk to. This time round, i really dunno who is right and who is wrong. I seems to get addicted to it but i doesn't want to disappoint you. Perhaps I had already disappoint you a lot of time. I wont care this and that as long as you know your own limits. I dun wan to choose the last solution.
不要对我作这些，我不喜欢这种感觉。
Sunday, December 05, 2010
Wahlao eh wahlao eh~~!
I nearly strike 4D sia. Suppose to write 1508 end up go write 1506 :(
but the winning only 3bucks. hahahaha.
The urge to drive is getting stronger! and when can i go overseas?!! :((
Thursday, December 02, 2010
Dunno since when, the communication between us is getting worse. Those times tat we having fun, having the same thoughts, all become nothing. I once told you I really dun like this feeling but nothing changes. Sometimes you just cant blame me for having those immature, funny thoughts, its all become of your behavior. Wake up now or there will be no chance anymore.
I hate my off days now. Cant even have one pleasant off day. Hais :(
Cus I can get to see my fav LAMBORGHINI almost everyday!
Different colour somemore!
Vroom! Vroom!~~
hahahahahahaha :))
I love my jie jie deeply today. Love love :)
Thursday, November 04, 2010
我们回到过去好吗？
Mummy's birthday
Monday, November 01, 2010
Happy birthday Mummy! :)
I wont get drunk anymore.
I wont give myself a chance to say. It's enough
Monday, October 25, 2010
I LOVE MY AH MA! :) SO CUTE~~
RESTART
When we do something wrong or when computer hang, we can jus restart everything and do it all over again but why cant we do tat in real life? How I wish I can restart my life to when I was born; to when I cherish my frens; to when I really focus on studies; to when I be filial to my parents; to when I know the importance of frens. Too bad, I cant restart my life. (Maybe if i die?) :)
Wad a life man! Everyday routines is always the same. Work - Home - Sleep. hmm :( I wake up at 6.45am for work today cus got auditor coming but the auditor never come! Waste my sleeping hours!! :( :(
Saturday, October 23, 2010
白恩祖 ep 11 so cute! hahahaha. :)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Written by my sis. Published in her school small book.
The way she ask mum to see this page, really very tricky and funny. hahaha.
My bro put this photo in his phone!! Ohmygod~~
Saw bro's phone den suddenly think of the past. :(
Monday, October 18, 2010
Work sucks!
I never realise something till Richelle told me today.
She said, "Joanna, I think you really tired already. That time you work pt, never fall sick one leh." Maybe I really tired or my body getting weaker. Hahahaha. I ate kfc for lunch! haha :)
Sometimes i really dunno what their mind is thinking sia. I go out late, they not happy. I never go out, they ask me why never go out. So is I go out late or dun go out late? Why so funny?! Aiyo...
I miss my Baba Bing.... :(
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Mood:
有很多话想说但却说不出口 :(
Monday, October 11, 2010
I found my $72 shortage in Jurong point and clear my $90 shortage in Lucky plaza! WooHoo!!! :) Cool man~~ Suddenly feel so relax. hahahaha.
尚雯婕 - 被偷走的愛
无声无息 熟悉的街头
没有你的我 迷失了自己
岁月它会带走我们的回忆
留下那一张泛黄的日记
以为从此不再有纠缠
这样不回头 就这样忘了你
再见 美丽的两个字
再见 被偷走我的爱
眼泪一滴滴滑落
落不尽对你的思念
每一天每一夜 滑过悲哀的痕迹
那就让我一个人离开
被偷走的爱
眼泪一滴滴滑落
落不尽对你的思念
每一天每一夜 滑过悲哀的痕迹
那就让我一个人离开
被偷走的爱
是我的心在泣 耳边仍有你的气息
想起你的笑 你的恋 你的好
是心痛在那呼吸
遗忘的角落蔓延着我的伤
我的痛 我的苦
眼泪一滴滴滑落
落不尽对你的思念
每一天每一夜 滑过悲哀的痕迹
那就让我一个人离开
眼泪一滴滴滑落
落不尽对你的思念
每一天每一夜 滑过悲哀的痕迹
那就让我一个人离开
被偷走的爱
被偷走的爱
Nice song!~~~
Wednesday, October 06, 2010
Dad and Mum told me my block got flasher. Laugh Out Loud! And because of this flasher, I again, kana grounded. Wonder how am i going to stay out late this friday. If never go, disaster will happen. Hais. What to do~~ I even miss a dim sum trip. :( :( Listen to disc li bought for me. One word: Nice. Damned nice really. hahaha. I like addicted to it siol. :)
I dun wanna grow up but i wan my 21th to come asap.
我很像在慢慢回去以前的我，我不要！:(((
Monday, October 04, 2010
我想一个人静一静。。。 不要担心， 我没事。
Saturday, October 02, 2010
Mrs Lee Kuan Yew dies aged 89 today evening. RIP :(
"What to do? What else can I do? I can't break down. Life has got to go on. I try to busy myself, but from time to time in idle moments, my mind goes back to the happy days we were up and about together." "I wanted someone my equal, not someone who was not really grown up and needed looking after. And I was not likely to find another girl who was my equal and shared my interests," - Mr Lee Kuan Yew
They have been together for 61 years but now, they have to be separated. :( :(
Listen to yourself, dun let others distract or misled you.
Dunno October got what spell sia, all my frens like kana depression lidat if not, problems keep coming non stop. Hais. My frens, life is short, lets enjoy first! Anything happen liao den say or open up to us, we discuss tgt. :) 没必要去想有的没的!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
For the first time, i feel so reluctant to go home or i should say i'm dragging my feet home. 也许我已经对所有的事麻木了吧。无论我再怎么疼你，再怎么宠你，再怎么顺从你，都还不如他们两个。我对你越来越失望了。所以别在妄想我还会对你做什么了。
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Oh man~~~ I got nothing to blog. Oh~
OH YA! Yesterday i made a vow. Oh man tat vow ah. tsk tsk~
no words to describe sia. Oh man~
my mouth, my face~~~~~ :(
HAHAHAHA
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Strawberry Pocky!!!!
Kind of addicted to this strawberry pocky nowadays. hahahahahaha! Oh man. jie and li go malacca today, so xian mu. humph. when am i going overseas? :(
Lonely 15th. hahahaha :)
Monday, September 13, 2010
GET YOUR ASS BACK TO AH MA'S HOUSE! DUN COME HERE POLLUTE THE WHOLE SURROUNDING! CBKNN! YOUR TEACHER NEVER TEACH YOU HOW TO RESPECT YOUR ELDERLY ISSIT?! OR YOU DUN EVEN HAVE THE FUCKING RESPECT IN YOUR DICTIONARY!? YOU ARE THE ONE IN WRONG, DUN PUSH THE BLAMES TO OTHERS. DUN PUT ON YOUR FUCKING "PRINCE" ATTITUDE AND SHOW ME, JUST DAMN NO USE!! ALWAYS SHOW PEOPLE HOW CLEAN YOU ARE, IN FACT, YOU ARE JUST AWFULLY DIRTY! EVERY TIME WILL ONLY THINK OF YOURSELF, OTHERS? THEY ARE NOT PEOPLE ISSIT? TREAT THEM AS DOG AH!? KNN. DUN THINK PARENTS NEVER SAY ANYTHING MEANS YOU ARE ALWAYS RIGHT, DUN EVER THINK OF THAT CUS THEY ARE TOO RELUCTANT TO CARE FOR YOU ANYMORE. CBKIA. SORRY TO SAY, BUT I REALLY FEEL THAT HAVING YOU AS MY SIBLINGS IS A TRAGEDY, TOTALLY. DAMN!
Thanks for letting me have something to post on my blog when i dunno wad to post.
Tuesday, September 07, 2010
I WENT MBS HOTEL! anyway its like 3 days ago. hahaha. Very nice place to relax and oh ya, definitely got the feel like you are not in singapore. of cus not when you are at the lobby. :) The skypark is jus . . . . . . . . haha. indescribable.
Take cab home after work today. The taxi driver jus . . . . . CUTE only lor! When waiting for the traffic light, few motorbike was beside his car. He jus keep looking at them den when the light turned green, he jus chiong only! He dun even care the meter at there jump very fast de leh! hahaha. Interesting thing is, its the first time i put on the seat belt in cab. hahaha!
Had a weird dream this morning, dun like dream actually. How the hell will i listen to a pretty lady promoter, help her carry her bags, shop around with her and sit inside her fren's car? OH MAN! Its not real pls!! hahahahah.
Spending too much this month, take cab here and there like dun need money lidat. Ohmygod! RONG! pls dun let me take back my money no matter how i beg you okay?! :)
jus feel like blogging this song :)
Monday, August 30, 2010
I dun like the feeling of someone hiding things from me. I hate the feeling. If you wan to let me know, tell me everything, dun stop half way and let me guess. If dun wan den dun ever mention anything in front of me!
Dun always think "Aiya, got Joanna work okay de lah, she can handle it" Eh fuck it lah. I'm human, not machine! Dun every time start and end of the month, give me all this shit. Ya 5 person working but it seems like, only im the one clearing the queue. I totally see the difference between part timer and full timer, fucking different. How the hell can i train you guys to be fast, to be accurate, to not be a Burden! And you guys are like work for years already. Hais
I really need some rest from all this things. When are we going overseas?!
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Totally obsessed with these two songs. NICE!
less people. :)
Thursday, August 26, 2010
I'm a person who dun speak much so,
I wan quit Western Union
I'm fucking sad
I'm guilty
I'm facing alot of stress now
Dun ask me question, I'm a person who dun speak much. That's it! :(
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Reaching soon? Or i think too much? Keep getting sick this few days, suddenly somemore. Today first time in my life, i vomit till so jialat. Dun wan describe the process and im not drunk hor. Hais. 好辛苦 :'(
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. . . . . . . . .
I jus feel like laughing at . . . . . Myself.
Why no matter how hard i try to earn money, how hard i try to save money, i jus cant get rich?! See some teenagers carry iphone, itouch, wear branded clothes etc, i jus wondering why cant i have money to buy all this? Others spent money dun need think, wan spent how much jiu spent how much, dun need control. I, have to control here control there, scare i spent too much den the rest of month no spare cash. Hais.
一切都过去了。不再有人为你担心，不再有人问候你这几天做什么，不再有人在精神上鼓励你了。Joanna Goh, everything depend on yourself bah. :)
I wan another drunk day, anyone?
Saturday, August 14, 2010
I will never drinkJohnny Walkeragain!! :(
Thursday, August 12, 2010
WHAT THE HELL IS SOUR FACE?!!
C: why your face so sour?
M: huh?
C: why your face so sour?
M: i'm sorry, what sour?
C: why your face so sour? (in the state of dulan liao)
M: what sour? can i prefer it to be sweet?
HAHAHAHAHA! That's the joke of the day but of cus i know wad she mean lah. :)
Finally get to see my ah ma today. Lols. So long never see her, more of her hair turn white sia. :( Really wish to stop working for the time being and catch up with families and frens. 24 hours a day is not enough!! :)
If I had a choice, I will choose This and not That. This is one I cant live without, get to know is just sufficient but more will be good. That is just that, nothing else. So what is This and what is That?
Monday, August 09, 2010
Do you realise if start of the day you are happy, no matter how hard you tried to maintain, it will always end the day with sadness. I dunno everyone's views but to me, i feel this way. Everything just mess up only. Felt so helpless at work today. Come to think of it, sometimes you shouldnt just dumb dumb listen to people, follow wad they ask you to do, in the end the one kana bully, suffer is YOU! Hais. I dun felt that happy working tat anymore. The teamwork is not longer there. :(
Bar Chor today come fetch me end work. She very poor thing sia, everytime come fetch me must wait very long. Hahaha, paiseh lah. :) Attended one session of her lesson, wad she said really make some sense. Hmm. Have to think and cool things down. :)
Happy Birthday Ade! Loves :)
Sunday, August 01, 2010
Make the wrong choice, should have think properly.
I dun understand why just a message or a call from you, I can be happy for the whole day but when something happens between us, it just ruin the rest of the day. Why am i taking your words so seriously? Those words you said, I dun know whether you really mean it anot, but its really hurtful. Sighs. Hate to know so much things, freaking like going to explode soon but this explosion are not going to make things beta, even worse in fact.
Becus of all this, I'm sorry i showed attitude to those innocent people. My apologies.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Those recently thoughts, pictures and words all just make me felt neglected, abandoned and as if I am out of everyone's world. Why? Just becus I'm working so all of you think i got no time to meet up, i'm tired so on. hais. why nowadays everyone's thinking all just fucking "spare a thoughts" which are opposite, totally opposite from what you think. If you think i got no time to meet up den from now on, i mean NOW, stop asking me go out, stop asking for meet ups. Dun let me pin a hope on getting back to the past, when i know its impossible and you guys are just happy being together without me. Ya maybe is becus we have generation gap, that why we had communication breakdown ya. or maybe i have bad attitude, bad appearance, all kind of bad stuff so ya all kind of things just crop up and so we have this kind of things happened. hais. This is how all those no mood stuff appears.
Okay. Enough of it. I need get back to the real life.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
If you dun listen to me, you dun love me.
ICA interview, go or dun go?
Basically this job is like stamping passport, screen passengers, conduct raids on illegal immigrants and participating operations on land or sea against smugglers. I still dunno abt the salary yet but the interview is on monday and I'm working on that day! Good luck! :( lols.
just realise the following days I will be kind of busy, everything was like crop up together. Busy busy busy ah~~~ :)
When will i stop working and get away from singapore? when will i get a rest?! hais~ jus wait long long only. :(
Sunday, July 25, 2010
First time in my life, i kana spewed by coffee. Lucky is on my shirt if on my face, i think she now admit hospital already. Wtf lor. Make me smell of coffee for the whole day! Arghhhh~~
Okay today work is cui. Like from morning till 4plus den i can really sit down rest. Lols.
很想把今天的不愉快化为乌有。:)):
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Okay i'm like fucking long never meet up with frens already ah.
Hmmmm. Was busy with work and bbdc so ya . . every msg i received, all rejected by me. Lols. Sorry. :) We will meet up soon kay? I jio, your cannot reject ah. hee :)
Friday, June 18, 2010
Thought having off day can jus stay at home, no worries no troubles no problems. Still, fuck it lah. No matter where you are, the troubles will jus come to you. Today jus by four msg can literally make me go fuck them upside down. Even a question, jus a question, damned fuck!
Okay I'm fine already. :)
Thursday, June 17, 2010
FLOOD AH~~~~~~
Early morning, Orchard having flood, Swee! :)
But when i reach, all roads are clear, water gone. Lols.
Those underground carparks and basement shops all ruin by the flood. Hahaha.
Okay, today I damn cui, alight from bus also can fall down, walk also can fall down. Like a nice only ah. hais. pain sia the wound. Anyway thanks jie for applying the medicine for me. Love love :)
Monday, June 14, 2010
Whoosh! I did something bad.
Not purposely actually, blame the greed. :(
Daddy, owner of those casino chips came today leh.
My throat very pain ah, nose like want drop already ah. :( :(
Okay tat's all. I want sleep already, hasn't been sleeping enough this few days. Nights! :)
Thursday, June 10, 2010
No more money this month to learn driving. :(
One day without prawn really kills me sia! :( :( :(
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
I know i should be doing something to my attitude, my mood, I know i should not be so sensitive, immature. I'm really sorry i need time to change all this, although I said this a lot of times but ya, I really mean it now.
Was not feeling well today, damn not feeling well, super not feeling well. Anyway going see doctor tml. Hopefully no injection. :(
我因该学会怎样接受别人对我的无知，怎样感激人家对我的宽容。我要做开心的人！
You're beautiful, korean show, Nice! Go watch, you will love it. :)
Anyway, I received one msg from someone - eh wait, not person, should be those BIG ROUND SHAPE kind of food. She ask me to blog so ya here is your request, Miss YueBin. By the way for your information, to post this entry my head nearly explode. Totally dunno wad to blog so this entry is cui. Ty.
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
Think too much, really think too much. Right from the start, i shouldnt be thinking of all those things since its totally out of my control. But everything just keep repeating in my head. Damned!
Seems like everything back to normal, like nothing have happened before. All the words said, I will pretend its just for fun.
Worry cum stress. :(
Saturday, May 29, 2010
I very sad today.
I go QianHu wan buy koi fish but cant, den i choose gold fish also cant. Fine, so i choose guppies lor. I bought 3 guppies, den just now ALL die. Like wtf! Waste my money sia. :(
The fucking itch red dot like can move around sia. Damn itchy. :(
Friday, May 28, 2010
Fyi if you still dunno anything,
I am fucking affected by the situation just now.
You make me feel like a idiot.
Double face freak, I'm still trying.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Chocolates will make you happy,
But,
They will also make you sad when you stand on a weighting machine
Hahaha. :)
Every sickness come back together, some more at night. Sian. :(
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Surprise! I dunno how this appear on my legs but ya lidat lo.
Five dots sia, one more dot can look the same as the dots on the monk head.
It's not ant bites, look more like 发热 den bloat. hais.
I miss the chance to see my "idol"!
Omg, Pa and ma say a lot different kind leh. Ah sian, cant see. hais.
Totally no mood after hearing all those stuff, is like wtf.
cant they expect something? or rather have those kind of mindsets they wan for themselves? who are we to tell them they can or cannot. hais
Hais, all my three paragraph all end with hais. Den now start with hais and end with hais. Why lidat. Lols
Thursday, May 20, 2010
原来一切都是那么的短暂，我又不存在你的世界里.
I felt so helpless just now.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Tell me, Are u willing to stay?
I dun care you can commit to your promise or not, I want you to stay! I know this is more den a request but i really want you to stay. You and i know you need this job. I admit i'm disappointed when i received your msg, i dun even know how to reply you.
Anyway, jen's side i already settled. What i need now is both your answer.
Disappointed once is enough, not twice. I waiting for the answer.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
我很害怕失去你，但我更怕我会有一天不在你身边。
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I got a lot of thing to say but i just dunno how to.
Just now mum called me, her first word is "now jp work until 11pm ah? until now dunno how come back!" Excuse me madam, Jp work until 9.30 and you expect me to reach home by 10? so i dun need count money, dun need to do everything and just go home lidat? This is not the first time i explain to her, she just seriously ignore all my words. Although I'm angry but I can understand a bit why she behave like that, I like long time never receive this kind of call. hais.
So I decided to sacrifice one day. Sorry guys. :(
Monday, May 10, 2010
Damn busy today, only 5 part timer and a bunch of ******* full timer working. CUI!
I have come to a conclusion tat i will always offend someone in a day.
Like a always only. Hais
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! :)
Saturday, May 08, 2010
I passed my BTT! :)
That's it. Bye.
One word today: CUI!
Morning work LP, night rush to serangoon work. Two location all packed with either filipino or indian. Damn damn tired seriously. :( Lucky i take cab home still can claim. :)
Hopefully tml BTT i can pass, if not hais.
Thursday, May 06, 2010
" 自己身体有病但却不知道是什么病，很好笑吧？"
Do I really need to sacrifice to get to the better?
Life just fcuking sucks, seriously. hais.
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Oh My God!
Now den i realise, my narcissism pics very little!!
I wan change profile picture also cant find one. :(
I wan take photo. hee :)
Friday, April 30, 2010
Msn with Yvonne, suppose to be chatting but end up i was laughing like hell. Lols.
Yvonne#04 says: ah? dont understand!
JO says: know why
JO says: reason only got one cus YOU ARE DUMB
Yvonne#04 says: ? OK i'm not dumb, i bian cong ming liao
JO says: yar not dumb. IS VERY DUMB
Yvonne#04 says: cong ming !
JO says: cong lai dou bu ming
Yvonne#04 says: haha. say why? say ah? i where not clever. say!
JO says: hahaha from head to toes
Yvonne#04 says: in what way? why form head to toes?
JO says: every way
Yvonne#04 says: why everyway
JO says: why FORM head to toes i dunno
Yvonne#04 says: in what way again?
then.. its nonsense right? i win. YEAHHH. xP
JO says: NO
JO says: I DIDNT SAY NONSENSE
Yvonne#04 says: you did. in fact.. its fake. so you are talking nonsense. yeahh i win again. WOO
JO says: shuddup. i haven say finish. listen first
Yvonne#04 says: say ah. go i listen. no prob man. come
JO says: u say why FORM head and toes, i dunno. so not nonsense
Yvonne#04 says: why dont know. you dont know means you are assuming that you are speaking nonsense
JO says: i said in every kind of way u are not clever. not nonsense
Yvonne#04 says: cause the answer from head to toes without specific areas have no sense!
yeahhh i win!
JO says: in the first place u are asking nonsense wad
Yvonne#04 says: why did i?
JO says: wad why form head and toes. you go ask god lah ask me for wad
Yvonne#04 says: i you started saying me dumb? but i asked why, so its not. god? you started what, so i need an answer
JO says: i you started wad?
Yvonne#04 says: damned. =.=
HAHAHAHAHA. so cute sia this zha bor. anyway hope she's fine. hmm. For u, i will stay till late at night, make sure u msg me. :)
Today end work damn early lor. Like 2 hrs before the actual time. hahaha. damn shiok.
I REALLY MISS U GUYS LAH. dun believe me one sia. :( :(
Thursday, April 29, 2010
STOP UR FUCKING ATTITUDE
I seriously dun care if u are having menopause now but pls dun fucking vent everything on me. I know i should understand but everyone has its limit.
Enough is enough, dun make me feel guilty saying all the embarrassing words.
hais. why nobody wan to reply me? why nobody wan to talk to me? :'(
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Working in jp today.
Taking bus on the way home, I saw this secondary gal. She was holding one big box and two big balloon, the balloon printed "Happy Birthday". So common sense everyone will know its her birthday but my zhong dian is not her birthday. Is i remembered 2 years back on my birthday, i received this present on my way to school.
Den is like freaking paiseh when carrying this huge present to school, everyone was looking at you. Waaaaa. Interesting thing is why at time i didnt thought of putting aside, maybe at general office or cleaner's room? I jus guai guai carry back to classroom lor. Hahahaha, Okay tat's 2 years back stuff already.
想握你的手 this show today episode like saying my situation sia
both situation seems alike. lols. but they can solve the problem but not for me. hais.
Bastard sia. My March counted as April de salary is just nice for next month. Just nice till really no spare cash to spent sia. Omg. Next month just let me stay home bah. :( :(
Funny pics
I also need cash for alcohol research. :)
Hahaha. Damn guai lan sia this jack. lols
Monday, April 26, 2010
我累了 :(
我不要做工!! :(
I didn't know i'm tat useless to you.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Question:
- Why am i the one?
- The choice i made earlier issit right for me?
- Dunno why i just can't forget the things / reactions.
I think i shouldn't continue cus more embarrassed words are going to come out.
Hey Sky, i know u know i like rain but can dun rain at evening 5plus? People tat time end work want to go home den you lidat rain abit troublesome ah. Somemore! People work night shift you dun rain, People work morning shift den you rain! Dun bully can? Lols.
Working in jp now. so sian, so boring Everyone facebooking, chatting. Me no one chat, no website to surf. Two words to describe - EXTREMELY BORING!
But when i think of my threee darlings, i happy happy!! :)
Having concert yesterday with them. Lols.
Fun leh! but why we didnt order alcohol ytd ah? Hahaha.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Disappeared pls. I cant tahan tat much. I dun wan tat to happen again.
As usual, work is fine and always tiring.
I should find someday go full body massage, Damn suan sia my body! Waaaaa.. Wait, jus wait okay?! Lols.
Give and Take makes good friends - Scottish proverb
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
BIG SHOCKING NEWS!!
I OVERSLEPT IN BUS 190!
ONCE IN A BLUE MOON! LOLS!!
den i have to walk back Lucky Plaza from Plaza Sing
cool right? with my damn lousy slipper. hais
damn boring day today. no customer, no thing to do.
stay inside wu, fa mei! hais
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves.
ADVISE!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Next year Qing Ming Festival,
Dun choose Last Sunday to worship ur ancestor at Guang Ming Shan.
DAMN DAMN DAMN SQUEEZE!
okay squeeze is one thing,
another thing is when u wan to take bus go interchange,
u will see the true self of the AUNTIESsssss.
Really TA BO LEI TAHAN ONE LEH!
Seriously they can push u till turn prata also possible!
Waaaaaaaa
Stomach pain pain = sad sad :( :(
buy my favourite chocolate = happy happy! :) :)
We shall never have friends if we expect to find them without fault
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
STARBUCKS!!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
just trying to recall the older days.
trying to figure a lot of stuff
i knew the storm is coming soon,
never did i expect to be so early.
changing one's personality doesn't mean so easy.
trying to change a lot at one time, can make one go crazy.
however, that doesn't mean not changing.
Never judge someone by their looks or actions
i just realise the pics i had with u guys are less den 10 or maybe 5.
the drift shouldn't happen --
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
maybe im not yet tat mature. pls forgive me.
i'm sorry
Monday, March 15, 2010
I'm not trying to be a fucker but i jus felt tat way. lols
:) :) :) :)
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
u said in ur blog another fren locked her blog again which mean minus one best fren IF u really treated me as best fren, why are you doing this to me? maybe i should understand, ur family matter, ur assignment all is very sudden, sudden till u always last min tell me u cant work. and i have to last min help u to find ppl to work, which is IMPOSSIBLE. when i msg u tell u u two putting me in very difficult position, u didnt mention anything back. u tot u msg jen tell her u not coming den i will not get involve u are wrong! all things about u two will definitely pass by me. jen no matter how will forward the msg ask me settle. in the end also i have to get involve. btw since when im not.
jus venting out my anger, dun take it serious.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
I LIKE THIS PIC! :)
went salon cut hair, dyed & highlight my hair cut until very short lor. wah piang :( but i like the colour. heee
I'm waiting for heartless bing to online~ :)
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Okay. I had make my choice.
but i think i will disappoint alot ppl bah.
Bing: you finally appear liao ah. ask me to email you my result, end up also didnt reply me, didnt hoax me. dun think come my blog tag me jiu okay liao hor. u wait long long! make me cry i still haven suan zhang! humph. u dun wan my diary liao ah?
Li & Sharon: thanks for promoting ITE, i know their cert is improving but they dun have the course i wan, i think so.
Jasmine: i had make my choice. same choice as u. we shall jiayou together bah!
hopefully i can fufil everything i promised.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Half study half work, i also got think before
but SIM, MDIS, etc's website say need
At least five GCE 'O' credit passes including English (as a first language) or an equivalent recognised qualification
At least 18 years old with 2 years of work experience
wad to do? really wan go ITE meh?
I know mum say up to me to decide, but whenever i talk abt courses, she will say "so u decide to continue study lah" every time she say this, i know she dun really wan me to go study and i know the reason, her only supporting pillar.
hai~ wad to do? kana stuck here and there. wtf.
累到好辛苦~
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I'm jus fucking "okay".
Monday, January 11, 2010
AH AH AH AH AH!
wad to do, wad to do, wad to do?!!!!
damn! retake subject end up only can go ite. wasted.
hai~how? wad to do now?
3 choices:
1: Appeal ($96/subject)
2. half work half study private school
3. dun study, go work for the rest of my life
how? hai :( anybody help me choose?
"I was searching for you jus now at the gate"
- I'm sorry but i'm still waiting for your msg! :)
Wednesday, January 06, 2010
paiseh, so long never blog. Hmmm~~
01 Jan 2010, Fri
HAPPY NEW YEAR! hopefully, in this year, things will get beta :)
02 Jan 2010, Sat
Mum and dad doing something so called cute, i think so. They receive one green letter from SEAB. They tot is my result. So from they receive the letter till our dinner, they hide it.
After dinner, our conversation is lidat:
Mum: Have u siao hua already? Me: why leh? Mum: I wan show u something, scared u throw out ur dinner. Me: wad? jus say lah.
Jus den, she show the letter. In few sec, mum and me was like chasing each other in the living room, snatching for the letter. End up its jus a notication of release date. lols.
04 Jan 2010
Regent Bball gals gathering with Mrs. Phua! meet up with seniors for dinner at Adam food court den head over to Island Creamery to meet Mrs. phua! long time never see each other, everyone still no change. lols.
