And We're Off!

We are heading back to our former "home" today to prepare for our upcoming FET. Last u/s is on Saturday morning, and if all looks well we are scheduled for transfer on Wednesday.

Somehow, despite Mo's increasing nervousness and anxiety, I have managed to remain fairly low-key about this entire cycle. It just seems more unreal, more distant, than our initial IVF. Once the initial hurdle of scheduling with an unknown RE was finished, my appointments have been smooth sailing. I'm finished with Lupron, so no more shots! And, deep inside, I know that no matter what the outcome of this is, I will be okay.

I say that now, and honestly believe it. But -- what if? I just can't seem to spend as much time on those these days. Maybe I've truly turned it over -- the outcome is totally out of my control. If so, then that is a particular triumph for this over-controlling, OCD gal!

In the coming days, I will ask only that you girls find a minute to send some good vibes our way. Whatever the future has in store for my four beautiful blasts is unknown. . . but I've got hope that somehow everything will work out.

Somehow.