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Officially 22
3rd April 1987
not really a malay
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Deep And Meaningless


I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

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    • Thursday, September 27, 2007

    Can't Wait!


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    me!

    i dread the feeling having to go back camp later. it's like what the hell lah! i go back camp today and tomorrow i'm coming home again.

    but anyway that's not the point. the point is i can't wait for saturday! finally a small reunion is coming up! all the efforts come from me! haha! *roll eyes* it's been so long, too many unhappiness, too many happenings. i guess we ought to meet up. i hope there's no last minute cancellation whatsoever.

    dianne, iza, izzy, watti, yani, sean confirm going! don't know about the other 2. i've yet to get confirmation from them.

    to you: i guess it would be good if i were to forget you. it's better that way.

    quote of the day: reunion!

    written with love @ 9/27/2007 03:07:00 PM

    Wednesday, September 26, 2007

    Like.. What The Hell!


    just wanna share a thing or two about a friend of mine. somehow i don't know how to describe her. complicated? childish? or what? i don't even have the answers to that.

    my friend, let's call her N. on the surface of it, she's a very nice friend. i knew her since secondary school. i accept her for who she is though she do have bad habits. that is coming late each time there's a meet up or something. never fail to be late, that's her.

    all of us understand that we have already have our way of live. she has. and i'm glad that she has become more independent. i know sometimes it's hard to meet up. but i do make a point to meet up once in awhile. even when i was enlisted, i know there's hardly anytime to meet up. so i when i book out i didn't even complain about going to her shop just to drop by and say hi.

    as for her side, i'm not too sure. there wasn't even any message or call from her. i can't be the one calling her all the time. and sometimes it's not that i don't want to ask her along when go out or what. it's because i know that she's working. furthermore i know she's those kind who can't take last minute thing. so i count her out.

    but what she's thinking is that, she's not important as a friend anymore. i don't know. this saturday i planned for all of us to go break fast together. i messaged the usual people, including her. and i always get this reply. "i'm not too sure" it's like what the hell! each time, me or any of them ask u out, u always give this answer. and sometimes we don't even an answer. of course we'll go ahead without u. what? u expect us to call u 10 times before we can get u to go?

    i'm tired of asking her out sometimes. but she's still a friend. i can't bear to leave her out. i'm tired of explaining and i'm really tired of her unreasonable nagging. that at end of the day, it's not her fault but her friends fault. haiz.


    written with love @ 9/26/2007 08:24:00 PM

    Sunday, September 23, 2007

    A New Begining


    it's been sometimes since i've been here. hola to all those who read my blog. i appreciate it loads *winks* for some reason i was lazy to update, as usual, ME. i thought i will just recollect all the past happenings and type it all together. but my mind have got me bad. i've forgotten that i have a poor memory *roll eyes*

    i've decided that i should stop dwelling on things that somehow won't ever come back to me. afterall, it's good to move on *saying with all confidence* the time we have to say goodbye has finally arrived. after the long awaited time, 15 weeks of boring life, all of us are starting breathe again. we are not saying goodbye to our friendship but we are welcoming our future. though it's really hard to say the word "goodbye", we have to.

    i met some nice people. people who worth the friendship. i will definitely miss them. the things we shared under the sun was awesome. i would love to turn back the time but i rather not lest i build in more hatred in me.

    some friends who knows me. they say i've changed. yes indeed i have. in my attitude and all. i didn't mean it to be that way. i guessed i've matured to be a better person. i like myself this way. well at least when something goes wrong, i can give myself an excellent answer. it's not that bad afterall.

    well.. starting anew tomorrow. like it or not, i have to go through. i'm stress at how i'm going take it. i don't know. anyway thanks to sammy who joke about it and telling me to relax. thanks bro!

    by the way, people i'm missing right now:
    - Dragon platoon 4 section 2,3 & 4!
    - bro xzeron, watti my buddy, yani, nora and nita my goodie goodie frenzy. sean my punching bag (oops! that's why i still love u bro!) choo the idiot (haha).
    - my monkey clan (hottie, eerik, farah & scott)
    - adeline lao jiao, yew heng, chee how & wan ling.
    - sammy i miss u too!
    - you!

    quote of the day: staying happy is the least i can do


    written with love @ 9/23/2007 10:02:00 PM