Deep & Meaningless
I,
I don’t know why I miss you so much
Yeah I,
I don’t know why I still feel your touch
You,
you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing,
nothing but the question why
Yeah you,
I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection
If you call me today
I’ll say that I’m fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
Its just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You,
you knew what you were doing to me
And I,
I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
Damn that’s sad
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can’t leave behind me
quote of the day: a paragon of beauty... you!
written with love @
8/20/2006 07:11:00 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
when i first know you, i felt like heaven. now that i look at us, i feel so lost. what has become of us? i didn't know how to ask you. and you didn't know how to answer me. right in your heart, i know you feel so hurt. but what about me? hearing people telling me about you. who should i trust? i wanna hear it from you myself. but you didn't give me a chance to do so. i feel so disappointed. a pierce right into my heart. it's so painful. you chase me away. did you ever know how i felt at that moment? maybe you won't and never will. my words may be harsh. but right down in my heart, i didn't want to say it. i felt i was wrong in saying that. i'm sorry. again. why am i apologising? did i ever owe you one? seriously, i can't remember. somehow, i still treat you like a brother. i don't care what happen. nothing's going to change the future. you may be bearing grudges. for whatever reasons you have. but in my heart, i still love our friendship. i want you to know that. i still care for you. you know when i left, i was all cried out.
[Allure]
All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
(I) I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
(And you) You leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out, over you.
[112]
Cryin' over you, yeah
Never wanted to see things your way,
Had to go astray
For why was I such a fool (Why was I such a fool)
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home,
How could I be so wrong?
[Allure]
Leaving me all alone
Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance up in flames,
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (I'm so sorry baby)
Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you've collected
(I) I gave you all of me (Gave you all of me)
How was I to know,You would weaken so easily
(I) I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)
Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)
Over you
(I) I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
And you
[112]
You left me so confused
[Allure]
Now I'm all cried out
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
quote of the day: walking out at that door feeling so lost!
written with love @
8/12/2006 11:39:00 PM
Darkness In Shadows
all of us can fill our own lives, the way we want it. sometimes, some things can't be avoided. it just come but sometimes it goes away without we knowing it. it's even more sad to know that when the things that comes to you gives you hope more than anyone can give to you, just goes away from you forever.
do i ever want it that way? no. i didn't ask for it. somehow i thank God for giving those things. but when it disappear, it's God's will, i just gotta take it in my stride. Love- something that no one can explain. the feelings? i'm not sure how it feels. when i see you, i just smile. when i don't see you, your beauty lingers in my mind. am i really in love with you? or is it just a passing phase? i want to see more than i want to be with you. if i ever want to be with you, i would want a special feeling surounding the two of us. romantic but can i get it?
quote of the day: LOVE
written with love @
8/04/2006 05:18:00 PM
