Take Me Away

People say..

there are a lot of ups and downs in life,

just like mountains and hills.

happy time passes fast,

sad time passes slow.

there are so many things happen these days.

not only on me, also people around me.

an unknown future i have.

the "future" that i'm saying is like..

what's going on later?

what to do later?

it's just a blank answer.

you might ask me "why?"

"because it's not in my hand."

i started to know how to fly.

where to fly to.

and i think i should fly out.

but i realize that

i'm in an opened-cage

with an invisible door.

when a person is unhappy,

she will automatically won't smile.

but why she doesn't seem to have rights for not smiling.

started to feel everyone is just so far away from her.

all she can do is to stay in that cage

and wait for people to take her away.

How nice to...

wake up what ever time it is.
hug and play with Sergeant for a long time.
go out to have nice meals when ever i want with my family.
have full of plans with my dearest one.
play cards (shithead) with XinYu, John and Shaun.
appear online on msn everyday.
play Bejeweled on Facebook.
watch 1박 2일 (1 night 2 days) on Thursdays afternoon.
watch repeat one on Friday midnight.
watch un-subtitled one on Sunday afternoon.
waste time in front of my laptop.
sleep when ever I want.
etc.

I miss how my life used to be.
I miss everyone and everything.

A Smile =)

It's really amazing when you realize a little thing that you did can make a person/people happy. Little things that you don't have to spend money nor consume your body energy much.

Why always go Port Dickson?

A question that my college mates always ask me.
It's the nearest beach that a city girl can go~

On 4th August 2009, XinYu and John accompany me to PD again. It's to reshoot some shots for my Music Video. The shots didn't turn out nice but i love all the pictures below. Thanks to Watson for lending me his Canon G9 camera. Hope you like the photos too. =)

The picture above is John Olsen, Rasta Rocket.
And that's how i used to take picture last time,
when i was using Canon S70,
a semipro digital camera.

And this is Lim XinYu.

Photo above is me.
Photo below is my fav of all.

Lastly, this was how the sky looked like before we left.

CD Albums

It's been a time, I didn't buy CD Albums of my favourite idols..
I miss their vocals so much.. but unable to get all at once for now..

曹格 - 超級4th場
Tank - 第三回合
蘇打綠 - 春·日光
張智成 - 暗戀

anymore?

Over-Thinker

There is an article that i would like to share with everyone.
The title is "How to Stop Being an Over-Thinker"
The reason that i came across this article is because i've been thinking a lot lately. It just bothers me from sleeping and also afraid of sleeping.. there are a few things that i "terasa" while reading it.. hahaha..

talent through age-old art of over-analyzing everything and everyone
It's really fun when I get to analyze something and come out with my own theory of it.
But, I think it's hard to analyze ppl. and..
I think the results are just all assumptions.

if there is a way to have their feelings hurt, they’ll find it. Even go looking for it.
erm.. i don't know what i can say for this, i also don't know why.

they are obsessive, compulsive with perfectionistic tendencies
people that know me, will totally agree with this.

I think i should get out of the theory and into the practical. Now!

Happiness

"Your happy is just as important as anybody else."

- Kit Porter in The L Word