Tuesday, November 20, 2012

*Update*

I met with my Endocrinologist today!   First off......I am finding a new one!  The last two times I have met with her, I just haven't really liked her disposition.  She seems rushed, and I just haven't liked her personality the last 2 times.  While I do have a great appreciation for her Go Getter attitude which found my Cancer,  Jer and I feel it's time to find someone new.  

The news of my Whole Body Scan yesterday was different than what I was originally given on Nov. 2, 2012.    The nurse who called me with the results just relayed the message wrong, or maybe I understood her wrong.  She said there was still active Thyroid Tissue in my neck.  She said I would do another treatment in 6 months, but I would meet with the Doctor on November 19th for further explaining.  There was/is still Thyroid Tissue in my neck, but the I-131 did what it was expected to do.    My Doctor explained it yesterday, but was very rushed, and I was still a bit confused.  My parents and Jeremy explained it in more detail to me last night


I was given the I-131 Pill on Oct. 23, 2012

Radioactive iodine therapy (also called radioiodine therapy) uses radioactive iodine (I-131) to destroy thyroid cancer cells anywhere in the body. The therapy usually is given by mouth (liquid or capsules).  The intestine absorbs the I-131, which flows through the bloodstream and collects in thyroid cells. Thyroid cancer cells remaining in the neck and those that have spread to other parts of the body are killed when they absorb I-131.  Most radiation is gone in a few days. Within 3 weeks, only traces of radioactive iodine remain in the body.


(1) The goal of radioactive iodine can vary depending on the patient to whom it is given, but in general it is given for the following: to decrease the risk of recurrence of your cancer by treating any remaining cancer cells and/or tissue left behind after your surgery.
(2) To improve the long-term survival of some patients with thyroid cancer.
(3) To treat and/or detect any thyroid cancer that has spread to other parts of the body. The detection portion requires a whole body scan, which is always done after treatment with radioactive iodine. “Ablating” (eliminating) any remaining normal thyroid tissue may also make future treatments for thyroid cancer more effective.
(4) To aid your doctor in the ability to detect recurrent disease.


So the point of me having the I-131 pill was to kill of any remaining Thyroid Tissue that may have cancerous cells

Here is my Whole Body Scan Findings:

There is activity over the face, neck and abdomen.  There is activity in the bladder.  On the 9 day delayed images the position of the GI tract activity has changed confirming this is physiologic.  There is persistent abnormal activity over the neck compatible with Thyroid Cancer.  

What does all this mean?  Well, to my understanding...............

The activity in my bladder was the Radioactive Iodine.   It gets absorbed in your bloodstream, and empties out of you through your urine.  When it says position had changed in the GI Tract it shows that it was just moving along on it's course out of my body.   So....no worries about there being Thyroid Cancer Cells in my bladder.

The activity in my face was my Salivary Glands.  The Radiation absorbs there as well, and will then exit through secretions over 3 weeks.  The majority of the Radiation goes out through your urine.  

There is persistent abnormal activity over the neck compatible with Thyroid Cancer........This means  that the I-131 was doing what it was supposed to do.  There was still remaining Thyroid Tissue in my neck(my Doctor said this was expected).  The surgeon had told us that he gets 99% of the Thyroid out, and  1% of tissue is left behind.  This is why I did the I-131 treatment.  It would go in and kill off that 1% left that may have cancerous cells in it.  So,  in my scan my neck area lit up.  This showed that the radiation had uptake in my neck area, meaning it went to the remaining Thyroid Tissue.   The hope is that it kills off any active thyroid tissue left.

So.....for now I need to rest assured that the Radioactive Iodine was/is doing it's job.  It went where it needed to go.   Killing off remaining Thyroid Tissue that may still carry cancerous cells.  

My current Doctor wants to do my next scan in 6 months. When I have my next scan(I will be given a very small dose of I-131 which would light up what they call hot spots).  If no hot spots show up, that is great news.  Means all of the thyroid tissue has been killed.  If there is any light up, then we will go onto another treatment phase.  If that scan shows no uptake, meaning there was no tissue it needed to kill, then I will most likely be able to go down to 1 scan a year.  I will have yearly scans the rest of my life.

I take Synthroid everyday.  After thyroid cancer surgery, you'll take the thyroid hormone medication levothyroxine (Levothroid, Synthroid, others) for life. This pill has two benefits: It supplies the missing hormone your thyroid would normally produce, and it suppresses the production of thyroid-stimulating hormone (TSH) from your pituitary gland. High TSH levels could conceivably stimulate any remaining cancer cells to grow.


Now, Jeremy and I will find me a new doctor.  It's always good to get a second opinion, plus, I just want someone with a different disposition.  Hopefully one who doesn't seem so rushed to get to next patient!  We also want to make sure waiting 6 months before doing another scan is the right thing to do.

I will not know anything until my my next scan.  Knowing the Radiation was doing it's job gives me peace of mind.  Hoping and praying it did it's job, that all Thyroid Cancer Cells are killed off for good!

I am looking forward to a fun Thanksgiving with family, kicking off a wonderful Holiday Season where we have much fun events planned, and so many blessing to be so very GRATEFUL for!!!

Thank You for all the Love and Prayers!

Wishing all a Happy Thanksgiving!






Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Moving Forward

My radiation treatment isolation period ended on Sunday, October 28th.

Jeremy was able to Facetime the girls Primary Program with me.  Molly and Madi were beautiful girls up there!  They knew their songs and parts.  My family picked me up at 3pm and it felt so great walking into the house.  I was so HAPPY to be home and with my family!

My scan was on Oct. 30th.  After, was told more pictures were needed.  Went back on Thursday for another scan.  

Got the call on Friday.  There is still Active Cancer Tissue showing up in my neck  (and Bladder now, but that may just be the radiation sitting and needing to flush out of system)  Surgery and the Radiation Treatment didn't get it all this first time.  Yes, I am SAD.  In fact, when I first got the call Friday I felt totally DEVESTATED!  

I attended the Temple that evening.  My feelings became not ones of devestation, but, HOPE!  I love being alive.  I love living here on Earth with my family.  There are so many things I want to do and accomplish.  I will fight, and hope I will have Doctors who want to fight with me.  I meet again with my Doctor on November 19th.  We will hear what she has to say.  I have many friends who are watching out for us, and have done research that are helping guide us to getting a second/third opinion.  I will hopefully know more soon.  I just know I want the very best care & treatment possible.   

So, I again appreciate all of thelove and prayers!   Thank You from the deepest depths of my soul!



     

Thursday, October 25, 2012

I'm Radioactive......AAAAAHHHHH!

Thursday evening, Oct. 19th, I got the phone call that my blood work showed I was ready to begin the Radioactive Iodine treatment.  YAHOO!!!!  All the Dr. had wanted was for me to become hypothyroid by stopping my Thyroid Medication on Sept. 27th.  Goal was to have my TSH level be at a 30  three weeks later.   Well, I went hypothyroid alright!   My TSH level was at 255!  I, of course, cried!  I was so happy to be ready, plus, there was another reason behind the complete utter destraught, zombie feelings I was having(not eating much didn't help either)!!!  Dr. said she has only seen 2 other people get that high during her years of treatment!

My treatment ended up being delayed 1 day.  The pill called I-131 didn't make it's connecting flight on Sunday.  So......instead of Monday, I went in this morning, Tuesday. Oct. 23, 2012.    Because my TSH levels were so high my Dr. ended up ordering a smaller dose.  The high TSH levels show that my body basically has no thyroid hormone it is producing.  This means that the surgeon most likely got it all out.  But, just to be safe, this small does of I-131 will kill any remaining Thyroid Tissue and Cancer with it!  :)   So great!

With this I-131 I am radioactive.   The first 2 days I must have limited contact with any persons.  After the 2nd day you can relax a little, but still must keep 3 ft. distance between persons, sleep in your own bed, and a slew of other things for a total of 4 days.  I was thrilled to learn only 4 days.  Due to me getting a smaller dose, I can go home sooner!  :)  The main worry is small children and pregnant women.  Exposure of radiation to them is very dangerous.  For this reason I needed to be away from my house.  I could go home Saturday, but Jer and I decided Sunday would be best.

I am staying at my neighbors parent's home during this.   Christy and Dean are amazing people.  When they offered their place I just cried.  It was just the ideal situation.   They only live about 3 minutes from our house, just 2 neighborhoods over.  They have a lovely finished basement, and I feel right at home.  The family can come visit me easily, minus Mya, anytime.  The first 2 days, really no contact, but on the 3rd day they can visit.  I think Kenz and Madi might come spend the night.  They just have to sleep out in the family room.  Molly will probably just come play in the playroom for a bit.  I'm sad Mya can't come.  :(   I miss snuggling with her.  I usually lay by her for naptime, or rock her to sleep, then lay her in the crib.  I know, she's two.  But, she's my last baby, and loves snuggle time (so I was most sad to learn that I can only hug small children for 10 minutes or less, 1 time a day if same child, for the next 3 weeks).    Oh, how i'll miss her big snuggle hugs all the time.   Mollly's too, although Molly's are short and quick now!  Madi's are longer than Molly's.  Kenzie's are super quick!

Here is my home away from home the next few days.
 Christy has made it all so nice(I did bring my own bedding, that way I'll just take it home and wash it after this).  I love the France theme of my bedroom!  Wish I was back in France, instead of doing this, but really can't complain!   I feel very comfortable here. I love having a desk by the window. I can look out at the backyard and love the light coming in. I may be blogging nonstop! Kids would be mad if I did that, they want me to read the Hunger Game series during this.

Also, my own kitchen and family room area. The next 2 days it's supposed to be 80 degrees, but Friday a cold front will come in. I will love using the fireplace then.


Have my own private bathroom as well.  Just perfect for me during this!  

Blessings have truly been showered down upon us.  I am so grateful! 

So, when I'm not reading The Hunger Games, I'll be catching up on my blog & a few TV shows!  

UPDATE:  It's now Thursday, Oct. 25th, 9:39pm.  Almost 3 full days done!!!   :)   Madi is spending the night in the family room tonight.  I sleep better having her here.  I have been very nauseous!  Makes me just want to lie down and sleep all of the time.  Have an awful taste in my mouth.  It's all making me not want to eat much.   No other side effects.  Today my friend Sue came over to see me.  She brought fresh homemade jam.   I did have toast tonight spreading the delicious jam on it.  Loved it!  Nauseous again soon after, but while I ate it, the taste of the jam and special homemade bread the Weeks made me, was devine.  

All is going well at home.  They facetime me often so I can see them and the going's on at home.  Jer even facetimed from their Chick-fi-la outing today.  Enjoyed watching Molly try finishing her huge ice cream before heading to school.  Mya kept saying her cute "Hello, Mommy" to the phone.  I love the way she says "Hello."  So happy Grandma is there with them too.   I miss being home.  I miss being Mom.  Most people would love a little break, and I'll admit, the extra sleep is very nice, but, I'd rather be home with my family.   Hurry up Sunday!!!

Grateful again for all the love and support given to us!  Truly just feel very blessed!  

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Just a spoon full......

Who knew all I needed was a spoon full of my Mom-in- law!!!!!  Seriously, since she arrived here on Friday, my spirits have been higher!  She brings laughter and happiness!  Was exactly what I needed.  Jeremy got home from Philippines Thursday night(so happy he was able to land with the high winds).  Love having him home, but I think he'd agree, and I know the kids would, we all just needed someone new around!  :)

Fancy Grandma helped us all!  The kids are so happy to have her here!  Jer and I are so happy to have her here.  She made me a wonderful meal from my special diet cookbook.  It was delicious and I love having a little of it everyday.  She also made me special oatmeal cookies, using the non-iodine salt.  They are delicious.  It's nice being able to have a little sweet treat!!!!

I have felt more upbeat the last two days!  Prayer answered!  I needed something, and am grateful to my mother in law for being that something for my entire family!

Thursday, October 18, 2012

August in Review

August was busy with birthdays, and the kids going back to school.

We were gone much of the summer, so when we got back from our summer vacations we spent most days just hanging out with friends.  Great way to end the summer!

On August 8th a fun package came in the mail for Molly and Mya!  Their Amazing Aunt Ashley, the one behind the Mommy By Day, Crafter By Night blog,  sent the package

Princess Shoes!





The most beautiful doll quilts! Oh, how the girls cherish them!


Thank You Aunt Ashley for sharing your beautiful talent with us! Love you!

Molly started Kindergarten this year.  She was able to meet her teacher on the evening of August 14th
She was very excited!


Mya loved being a big girl too!
Mya loved the play area


Such a cute classroom



Molly loved having daddy there too!

August 15, 2012 1st day of school for Madilynn

August 16, 2012 1st day for Kenzie, 2nd Day for Madi 

1st Day of Kindergarten for Miss Molly. August 16, 2012


Mya was so wishing it was her first day too!





Bye!  Here's to a great school year!