Forgive my selfishness

Just came back from the mid term test. Things doesn't go well as I expected. Of course, this is the result of not paying attention during lecture. Putting last minute effort is really insufficient.

Not that I don't want to let you copy, but the fact is I don't sure my answer, and some of them even is just guessing. I just don't like to do anything that have uncertainty. Please forgive my selfishness.

Trying to hide myself from the real world, by keep watching anime. Delayed all the tasks, delayed until last minute. What happened? I don't really know. Just that this semester is like tenser? Please forgive my selfishness.

Everyday in Kampar affects my emotion, I wonder why? Too concern? Or because I wanted to be concerned? I know recently I'm not "looking" good, but thanks to bear with me. Thank you for bearing with my selfishness.

Keep drag you to talk when you busy, but not replying you when I busy, please forgive my selfishness.

PS: This semester will perform badly. Will 3As be too high expectation with my effort?

1 more subgenre of trance

Recently, I discovered 1 more sub genre of trance, which is called "Orchestral Uplifting" or "Uplifting Trance with Symphonic Orchestra". This kind of trance have a long emotional breakdown, which makes me feel harmonic, sad, peace, depends on the song type. The build up sometimes very energetic too. Here are some links for example:

Arctic Moon - True Romance (Original Mix)

Andy Blueman - Florescence (Emotional Mix)

Andy Blueman - Neverland (Energetic Mix)

Andy Blueman is one of the "Orchestral Uplifting" producer, his songs all are in high quality, but too bad he's gonna quit the trance making now, which means it will be more good orchestral uplifting if he didn't. Well, I'm putting my eyes on Arctic Moon and SoundLift now, do you have more suggestion?