Minimize

dere's no use i say out my true feeling,dats y i try to minimize it..dere's no use i try to stand out,dats y i try to minimize myself...minimizing to hide my true feelings,minimizing to fit in flaws of life...minimizing my feelings frm others, so it wont abuse the others,minimzing myself, so wont b revealed by others...hav been minimizing for such a long time...dere's time when i wan to restore myself,dere's time when i wan to maximizing myself..the world is big,but dere's no place to me to maximize, to restore...dats y continue minimizing...

dis is de 1st day i started to hold wat i want to say here...2day hav been less talking...i think nt much ppl noticed abt it..dats a gud thing...so i continue minimize myself...hide myself frm the others...hide myself into a small hole...

craps..

webpage problem again, haiz..dis time is coz 1 of member..the whole story is like dis..

week 4, our group primarily decided the title, i suggest i do all the coding,while the others design pages..3 members agreed,1 member absent..

week 5, the absent member objected my suggestion, she said dat cant let me do all the coding,becoz if do so,dey will duno hw to coding,n this will make deir pratical very weak,i cant reject such a reasonable reason, so i diam diam...done deciding homepage layout,n other pages as well..

week 6, i done the webpage,even other pages layout,handed code to "leader",den she distributed it to other members to put pictures inside..

week 7,other pages all back to me wif pictures,but doesnt work well..pictures nt in the same folder as in my comp,n the image gallery runs..fixed it all by myself..done sum adjustment to all pages based on new reqiurement of leader..total of 11 pages..

week 8,kip altering pages,becoz the design of my leader oways change..but the page is looking better as i had spent much time for it,still stucked at "contact us", "order form" and "about us"..

week 9, leader passed "about us" to me, but it is onli a draft,and so i nid to do coding to fit the design..n oso another design for homepage r passed..done it all.."contact us" and "order form" are back,but cum out wif rubbish...payment option:purchase order?????

i'm damn dissapointed, if i knew it, i will b keen to do all the coding myself..now i nid to do all 13 pages by myself oso,but wif limited time to research on form..damnit,i nvr expect such an rubbish can cum out,if u say u duno coding,dere's a textbook for u to refer,dere's internet for ur sourcing..but wat de hell u did??at week 5 u said like so geng,wat oso can google,wat oso u wan put...but c wat u cum out,totally rubbish,if i can accept ur coding,that wil b humilating my knowledge..i'm nt saying how pro m i,but i reali cant acept dis type of work..

mayb my expectation is too high?mayb i 强人所难??mayb i'm jz a person dat prejudice??i duno...many frends around me r emo-ing..n i feel like joining dem..hard to blieve i had a feeling dat 1 to cry,when i accept the rubbish work..well,lucky got frends to chat wif,if nt..i'll probably b out of control...

HTML+CSS+Javascript=0

wow,after my ystd's post abt the webpage design,de next day i got myself in trouble?1 of my groupmate wanna put animation into our webpage,but holy shyt, if is GIF animation still can la,u wanna me do FLASH de hua den i die, so i not realy recommend on putting animation,but she say:" i c many webpage dat ppl done oso use animation,if we don use hor,like we r low class abit."

i totally swt wif dis,n so i insists nt to put,wat for folow the trend right?but she still wan me to put it,n called me to refer to senior's work, and so we ended de discussion,but left me bad mood for the whole day. dere's 2 reason y i sked to put extra thing into the webpage,1: sked it'll affect de layout,2: i wont simply put a thing inside b4 i understand it clearly, n understand it clearly reali takes a lot of time...

after i had my last lesson, i go back to my hostel,n asked for the webpage...n WAT THE HELL!! the animation she was talking is actuali marquee, which is animated text..once again i SWT..marquee i can do it,but i afraid of browsers' supporting,becoz it is obseleted...but well..i think it's better if compare to another groupmate,which wanted to put sum Javascript..

dis is a totally mess, i dowan to put javascript,juz like de 2 reasons i mentioned above...i noe dere's an ideal webpage in everyone's heart,but pls don make it too hard b4 we hav the noeledge ok?who doesnt wan his/her webpage b de fanciest,most beautiful?even me i oso wan to do so,but if reali wana make a website like outside else,i can onli say i havent reach dat lvl...

u thought i'm stream C stundent= noe everything abt webpage?pls la...u can nvr imagine hw many time it consumed,juz for a little demand frm u all..i researched de table for 2 hours,whole layout for many hours ok?when i seems like settle everything wif the webpage,u wanna add-on sumthing pulak,n affecting the whole layout,can u imagine sumtimes i used 2 hours jz to fix it??i oredi did my best in the header,do make it more fancier wif CSS,cant u b satisfied?wanna put java even?if teacher asked wat is the use for java commands,den hw u gona explain?i don even think others can understand de CSS i used(except me la of coz), sumtimes i was imagining the day of presentation, hw many questions dat we can reali answer??

wat i wanna say in the last,dat is I AINT GOD,PLS DON TREAT ME LIKE GOD,ALTHOUGH I'M THE BEST CODER AMONG U ALL(juz pointing to my group)

continuing life...

helo dere,i'm still here..no sick,no death,juz a little exhausted for a time rush...juz like having scarcity in terms of time..can u imagine even i finished my management and marketing part,but stil don hav enugh time to do other things?alright, i admit is becoz i used some time for movie,dota and o2jamming...but actuali i was spenting 60% of my freetime doing the webpage design thingy..juz becoz of 1 instructions of the pratical,i'll nid to spent 3 hours for it..unbelievable huh?but it's the truth..becoz de output,i'll nid to go through many website, go through many codings,but sumtimes it may end up nth...juz for the the table dat my groupmate wanted,i spented hours n hours to get everything clear...sum1 might think stream C student is very gud in IT stuff,but i say u can becum as pro as others, juz c hw much time n effort u wanna put in...nth is impossible,dis is oso true when i start to ply rubik's cube..i had a perception like everyone else,which think solving a rubik is hard,but after i put sum time n effort in it, i can solve a rubik easily...frm those experiences i had,i get up a conclusion,dat is,sumtimes 1 thing doesnt c u got talent or nt,but is to c hw much effort n time u can put in..if an input doesnt giv the output dat u wan,probably is not the input's problem,but is the transformational process's problem..u get wat i mean?

hope so..