Minimize

dere's no use i say out my true feeling,dats y i try to minimize it..dere's no use i try to stand out,dats y i try to minimize myself...minimizing to hide my true feelings,minimizing to fit in flaws of life...minimizing my feelings frm others, so it wont abuse the others,minimzing myself, so wont b revealed by others...hav been minimizing for such a long time...dere's time when i wan to restore myself,dere's time when i wan to maximizing myself..the world is big,but dere's no place to me to maximize, to restore...dats y continue minimizing...

dis is de 1st day i started to hold wat i want to say here...2day hav been less talking...i think nt much ppl noticed abt it..dats a gud thing...so i continue minimize myself...hide myself frm the others...hide myself into a small hole...

craps..

webpage problem again, haiz..dis time is coz 1 of member..the whole story is like dis..

week 4, our group primarily decided the title, i suggest i do all the coding,while the others design pages..3 members agreed,1 member absent..

week 5, the absent member objected my suggestion, she said dat cant let me do all the coding,becoz if do so,dey will duno hw to coding,n this will make deir pratical very weak,i cant reject such a reasonable reason, so i diam diam...done deciding homepage layout,n other pages as well..

week 6, i done the webpage,even other pages layout,handed code to "leader",den she distributed it to other members to put pictures inside..

week 7,other pages all back to me wif pictures,but doesnt work well..pictures nt in the same folder as in my comp,n the image gallery runs..fixed it all by myself..done sum adjustment to all pages based on new reqiurement of leader..total of 11 pages..

week 8,kip altering pages,becoz the design of my leader oways change..but the page is looking better as i had spent much time for it,still stucked at "contact us", "order form" and "about us"..

week 9, leader passed "about us" to me, but it is onli a draft,and so i nid to do coding to fit the design..n oso another design for homepage r passed..done it all.."contact us" and "order form" are back,but cum out wif rubbish...payment option:purchase order?????

i'm damn dissapointed, if i knew it, i will b keen to do all the coding myself..now i nid to do all 13 pages by myself oso,but wif limited time to research on form..damnit,i nvr expect such an rubbish can cum out,if u say u duno coding,dere's a textbook for u to refer,dere's internet for ur sourcing..but wat de hell u did??at week 5 u said like so geng,wat oso can google,wat oso u wan put...but c wat u cum out,totally rubbish,if i can accept ur coding,that wil b humilating my knowledge..i'm nt saying how pro m i,but i reali cant acept dis type of work..

mayb my expectation is too high?mayb i 强人所难??mayb i'm jz a person dat prejudice??i duno...many frends around me r emo-ing..n i feel like joining dem..hard to blieve i had a feeling dat 1 to cry,when i accept the rubbish work..well,lucky got frends to chat wif,if nt..i'll probably b out of control...

HTML+CSS+Javascript=0

wow,after my ystd's post abt the webpage design,de next day i got myself in trouble?1 of my groupmate wanna put animation into our webpage,but holy shyt, if is GIF animation still can la,u wanna me do FLASH de hua den i die, so i not realy recommend on putting animation,but she say:" i c many webpage dat ppl done oso use animation,if we don use hor,like we r low class abit."

i totally swt wif dis,n so i insists nt to put,wat for folow the trend right?but she still wan me to put it,n called me to refer to senior's work, and so we ended de discussion,but left me bad mood for the whole day. dere's 2 reason y i sked to put extra thing into the webpage,1: sked it'll affect de layout,2: i wont simply put a thing inside b4 i understand it clearly, n understand it clearly reali takes a lot of time...

after i had my last lesson, i go back to my hostel,n asked for the webpage...n WAT THE HELL!! the animation she was talking is actuali marquee, which is animated text..once again i SWT..marquee i can do it,but i afraid of browsers' supporting,becoz it is obseleted...but well..i think it's better if compare to another groupmate,which wanted to put sum Javascript..

dis is a totally mess, i dowan to put javascript,juz like de 2 reasons i mentioned above...i noe dere's an ideal webpage in everyone's heart,but pls don make it too hard b4 we hav the noeledge ok?who doesnt wan his/her webpage b de fanciest,most beautiful?even me i oso wan to do so,but if reali wana make a website like outside else,i can onli say i havent reach dat lvl...

u thought i'm stream C stundent= noe everything abt webpage?pls la...u can nvr imagine hw many time it consumed,juz for a little demand frm u all..i researched de table for 2 hours,whole layout for many hours ok?when i seems like settle everything wif the webpage,u wanna add-on sumthing pulak,n affecting the whole layout,can u imagine sumtimes i used 2 hours jz to fix it??i oredi did my best in the header,do make it more fancier wif CSS,cant u b satisfied?wanna put java even?if teacher asked wat is the use for java commands,den hw u gona explain?i don even think others can understand de CSS i used(except me la of coz), sumtimes i was imagining the day of presentation, hw many questions dat we can reali answer??

wat i wanna say in the last,dat is I AINT GOD,PLS DON TREAT ME LIKE GOD,ALTHOUGH I'M THE BEST CODER AMONG U ALL(juz pointing to my group)

continuing life...

helo dere,i'm still here..no sick,no death,juz a little exhausted for a time rush...juz like having scarcity in terms of time..can u imagine even i finished my management and marketing part,but stil don hav enugh time to do other things?alright, i admit is becoz i used some time for movie,dota and o2jamming...but actuali i was spenting 60% of my freetime doing the webpage design thingy..juz becoz of 1 instructions of the pratical,i'll nid to spent 3 hours for it..unbelievable huh?but it's the truth..becoz de output,i'll nid to go through many website, go through many codings,but sumtimes it may end up nth...juz for the the table dat my groupmate wanted,i spented hours n hours to get everything clear...sum1 might think stream C student is very gud in IT stuff,but i say u can becum as pro as others, juz c hw much time n effort u wanna put in...nth is impossible,dis is oso true when i start to ply rubik's cube..i had a perception like everyone else,which think solving a rubik is hard,but after i put sum time n effort in it, i can solve a rubik easily...frm those experiences i had,i get up a conclusion,dat is,sumtimes 1 thing doesnt c u got talent or nt,but is to c hw much effort n time u can put in..if an input doesnt giv the output dat u wan,probably is not the input's problem,but is the transformational process's problem..u get wat i mean?

hope so..

新学期

开学了六个星期，才来写这篇东西好像有点无聊，但是我早写迟写都是一样的。开学了，并没有跟sem1的朋友一起选时间表。可能是要比较一下刚上大学时的情形？

solo的时间表，显得我孤单只影。但是在这样的环境下，我能静静的在一角慢慢的观察，分析。我习惯在一个陌生的环境不出声，慢慢在其中分析人，从而找到生存/保护自己的方法。或者看太多关于人性的东西，让我会有这样的行为。

静静的在一个角落，对于一些跟我熟了的朋友来说好像难以置信，但是我真的如此。我必须在一个陌生的环境找到一种方法，能生存，尽可能不得罪人。这样的我是不是有点恐怖？在不经意之间，可能我就已经在分析着你了，像不像那些无端端会插你一刀的人？

这一个学期，我已经发掘到很多，也发觉到很多。我跟有些人永远会有距离，我跟有些人永远会有差别，我跟有些人永远会有隔膜，我跟有些人永远都合不来。但是也发觉到有些可以一见如故，有些很值得交朋友，有些真的能够给你帮助，有些的学识经验深不见底。

人，永远都在改变，永远都有差别。。。

友.情

这次回到怡保，听见了很多故事，多数都是我的朋友那一班的绯闻传闻好话坏话。发现，以前我的班真的非常自在，起码少很多勾心斗角，少很多这所谓的绯闻。或者是因为初六班，有很多以前男女分校的人跑了进来，混了一起，产生了所谓的化学反应，心理反应，生理反应，自然反应。想当年我们班只有一个字能形容--疯！！爬树，出校喝茶，点火，燃炮竹，在班上睡觉打机，还有更厉害的就是换了学校的keyboard回家！！

虽然废材们还是在一起，但是现在的他们好像比以前少了一点欢乐？而我，很庆幸在大学里能找到一帮同样channel的朋友，同样吹得，同样废得，但起码不会像我怡保帮的班那样乱。而我在这里也可以发挥我的幽默，就像在怡保那样--自在。

这次回去也其实在为我的朋友担心，因为他喜欢上一个有男朋友的女子。虽然我们的原则之一是不做别人的第三者，但是他还是喜欢上了。一开始，我当然不发表意见，但是经过我慢慢分析，我决定叫他放弃，一是他胜算不大，二是那女的不适合他。当我告诉他时，我其实很怕他以为我讲她坏话，进而听不进去。但好在他自己也知道是什么一回事，而可能我们真的非常好感情，他也能接受我的话。

现在，我希望他真的能忘了这女子，找一个适合他，真心喜欢他的。哈哈！

从游戏看人生1

这是我对游戏的看法，由于我不知道未来会不会补充，所以我在标题放了“1”，若有补充会接下去...

言归正传，我就拿一个很少男生不玩的游戏--DotA作例子。DotA的全名是 Defense of the Ancients，是魔兽争霸3：冰封王座（Warcraft 3: The Frozen Throne）的其中一个游戏地图。游戏的内容:玩家分成两队--守护着(The Sentinel)和破坏着(The Scourge)。守护着要破坏破坏着的冰封王座，而破坏着则要破坏守护着的世界树。地图分上中下三条路，每一条路都有三座炮塔守住。玩家可从95种英雄（Hero）中选一个自己喜爱的来用，而玩家可到路上杀对方的小兵(creeps)或对方英雄来升级，赚钱买装备，或者打塔。

95种英雄，每个都有自己的技能，特点。我们人又何尝不是呢？把英雄当成人来看的话，可能我有别人没有的技能，或者两方都有相同技能，只是其中一方的比较差。那三条路就好像人生的路，在那路上我们会经过一些事情，使我们能够升级，增强本身的能力，技能。当然路上会有一些阻难，像是某的人来阻止我们成功，炮塔不让我们前进。

但是别忘了我们还有技能，那是可以让我们继续前进的其中一个东西。另外一样就是装备，这种花钱买回来增强自身能力的东西就好像我们的学业。虽然如此，最重要的还是我们本身，如果我们有了技能有了装备，但是自己不前进，还是不能达到我们的目的。

英雄也分很多种，有些负责冲锋陷阵，有些负责清除障碍，就连技能也可能会是自身用或同盟也可以用。就像我们，有些人的技能能使人的益处，有些人却很自私，不把东西跟人家分享。有些冲锋陷阵型的题我们挡住障碍，有些清除障碍型的能帮我们减少困难。有些英雄是早期型（early game),有些却是后期型(late game)。就像人那样，一些人可能小时了了，大时未佳，有些却可能在未来的日子才渐露锋芒。

所以，谁说打机伤身？打机的学问可大了，想不到一个这样的游戏会有那么多的人生道理吧？

waterfall~~

sunday,went to waterfall wif 1289 gang...location?not reali noe..consider in kampar gua...well,it's reali a waterfall in terms of definiton...but it is tiny enugh to massage de body =p...well, i actuali climbed up de waterfall for a certain height, a height where i found dere's small 'platform' to sit on...i attempted once b4 i succeed, but was stopped by my frend becoz dey felt it too dangerous @@;; but i still tried it again when dey didnt notice me...n dis time i'm faster, becoz i noe where to climb frm de 1st attempt =p

well,mayb u wonder how can i climb a waterfall?de answer is simple....dere was a branch,dat act like a rope,so i can balance by grapping it, n clinb the waterfall easily by it's help =p..well, i'm kind of crazy person dat likes climbing...trees,rocks, r my subjek..many ppl thought climbing is dangerous, but i'll say it is challenging...climbing nids a strategy,u'll nid to plan ur next step,which means where ur foot need to be stepped on, n oso how u gonna make ur foot step on the targeted area...sounds technical huh?another challenge, is the power of ur arm to support the whole process of ur climbing,but i think most challenging, it is de MIND..i don think i'm kind of a strong person, but i can manage to climb..but i c sum others who hav much strength den me,doesnt DARE to climb..n when de process of climbing, u sumtimes might feel dat u r out of energy..but sumtimes it's juz an excuse frm ur body to continue,if u gonna kip going, u can still do de job..

well, i did learn sumthing frm the trip,but i'm nt going to tell here, i don like to act dat i'm a pro,becoz i hav been acting too much =p...but i can tell,if u oredi hav a target,strive ur best to achieve it,for it will be a beautiful scenery in ur life =D

我回来了..

好久好久没更新了，若不是抬头看见满月我也忘了已经一个月没更新了..期间说忙不忙，说闲不闲,没更新最主要是一个字--懒
那就交待一下这一个月的行踪吧--请看下面的诗：
九月到，期末考；
为读书，少睡觉；
考完了，回怡保；
回到家，玩电脑。

这大概就是我的假期生活了，期间当然有跟朋友外出，只是不多，因为朋友们都读初六，我放假他们却要上课...无言...

中秋节？少不了玩灯笼。玩灯笼？少不了玩蜡烛。玩蜡烛？少不了“起火煲蜡”。我们华人很奇怪，好像很多习俗都跟火有关？？难道空气污染的罪魁祸首是我们？？哈哈，扯远了..
去了朋友家来“迎接”这节日，最大收获莫过于能够和朋友一起进行“煲蜡”这个“仪式”，万万没想到还有额外收获，就是在朋友家看到美女--朋友的同班同学。可惜就是她太“冷”了，陈氏笑话竟然没能让美女注意，实在是一败笔。之后的时间都没什么特别，都是大家各自和各自的gang聊天。最令人兴奋的就是猛男脱衣（打赌输了+是本人），最疯狂的就是玩火，把 tesco cola 倒在烧得很“旺”的蜡上，火可以“被刺激”到好像人那样高。

回来怡保少不了去跟昔日战友“斗打”（dota)，发现默契少了一些，技术差了很多，timing跑了一点，老了吗？？

暂时到此为止吧，怕你们看到闷，哈哈。。留下其他部分改天再写。。

Festival of Ghost?

well,2-9-2008 is my roommate's bday,but oso a creepy day...in chinese tradition,dis day is de day dat ghosts will cum out frm hell..@@;;well, i duno,i din met wif those dat time,even if i go out at night =p n dats sum kind funi when i saw ppl burning those stuffs in westlake,hell....cant dey noe wat is pollution?well,dis day is nt creepy as dey think,we still can hang out,still can yumcha,pasar malam still open...oh yea,wat do we sked?

kiping a distance is a best way to prevent misunderstanding..

dats suprising when my frend said sumthing to me,n i was wondering,m i too close?or walk wif onli 1 person beside u is easy to lead to a misund?well,for who oredi in a relationship,or 'suspected' in a relationship,i wouldnt put my interest...i doesnt wan to b the kind of ppl dats destroys ppl's relation...i most hate dis kind of ppl,so i wouldnt becum dis type of ppl(at least try to prevent)..well,mayb it's time to kip a distance,between me, n everything?yea,i hope i can reali hold my i wanted to achieve..dowanna say too much,coz i sked i will mispoken...reali hope dat i can learn dis, in dis year,or at least,dis 4 years...

merdeka??

31-8-2009,is the 52th years of independent of Malaysia,our country....but i very hate it...becoz...dat is de day for the registration for sem 2 timetable, n guess wat...website say registration start at 8am....n fark it....server down till 10am baru sum ppl can regis....den down again till 12pm...den wtf...is actualli de link problem?i reali nth to say....except of DNS(rude word, no gud to post all)....reali damnit...wake up frm 7.15 juz for it to rush for the timetable iwan...but i get nth?my frends even worst...i hav no idea wat time dey wake up,or even dey din slip?till 2.45pm...i can onli open de page...but cant login.....den sum of my frends found dat minor stupid error of the damned link....n dey manage to login...n i called my frend---ang toy to hlp me....she told me 2 bad news....for 2 classes hav fulled,well wat can i say other den thank you?can regis all subjek i oredi hapi..TY ANGTOY!!=D
den after go back to kampar,i try dat trick on my own,n yippie!! i get back 1 class! dere's still 1 class left,but dere's full...den after awhile....i try my luck again, n WOOHOO YIPPIE!! 1 slot left, n i took it!! oh yea,my desired timetable hav at last cum back to me...wat a miracle huh?^^
well,thanks for all frends behind dis,thanks for frends dat i called to hlp me regis,i noe i'm troublesome,but reali thanks for u all geh patience n oso kindness...n no to mention nida thanks ssum 1(don guess,not a gal nor boy)=p

gaps....

recently, i felt dat dere was a gap between us...results,knowledges,skills,creativities, n watever things....how could dis happen?i hav no idea..i sumhow feel down, n inferior...i hav changed so much, until i can even c the contrast between the past me n current me..i used to like when dere's raining...i used to like to ply games, i used to be gud in plying games, i used to be gud in memorizing, i used to be gud in anything if compare wif the current me...wat can i do?wat shall i do?i duno the answer..i'm now like standing in the middle of mist...sumtimes when i think abt the future, i feel panic..i'm sked, to disapoint my mom(or mayb even she doesnt hope on me at all)..well,i guess i nid time to find out, wat shuld i do,to make the gap becum smaller...

sori if i said sumthing dat abused u or hurt u..

i'm a person becum very talkative after form 4, i oso duno y i becum like dis....since den,i'm in talking craps,talking cold jokes,make fun wif letters...my mom is gud in writing essays so i guess i got my 'test talent' frm her...sumtimes joke words cum out easily frm my mouth,n sumtimes it's fast until it's nt under my control...so sumtimes i talk craps, without controlling,n might hurt others' feeling..i'm sorry if i hurt u wif my words,becoz sumtimes those words cum out spontaneously, n before i say it out,i wont realize wat i'm going to say...u feel dat is unacceptable?it's onli 2 reason: 1, u can control urself very gud. 2,u cant speak as fast as me...well, i hope u all can understand,i hav no purpose of hurting ur feelings,if u cant take my jokes,juz tell me,n i will becum de 'silencer' in front of u,ok?

if u r looking down on me,it's juz becoz u r tall...

sum of my acts,or attitude,might make sum ppl think i'm a kid,bad boy,'or even low class'...n thus,dey will look down on me?n well,although i'm nt dat mature,n reali dun hav the capabilities,doesnt u means u can look down on me,or think u r dat 'high class' enugh.....dude,speaking fluent english,wear nice clothes,drive nice car,eat nice things is not = u r a high class ppl....i sumhow like ppl act high class,becoz it is funi,n sumhow like ppl think i'm low class....becoz dis shows de immaturity of dem....even an ant could make u suffer dude..n dis world is so big n complicated, many people n yet many attitutudes,personalaties...sum 'low class' will act 'high class',sum 'high class' will act 'low class'..so we will nvr actualli noe de class of a person...even a low class person might hav sumthing dat is better than u,if dat so,wats de point of looking down de others?u high class is juz becoz u hav the modal to b high class, but if wanna b high class ppl,den act as high class people--stop looking down de others....

tell u 1 thing,even national coach oso went to pub,even Dato oso....high class?low class?dere's no real definition,it's juz ur thoughts...

wat do u think of me..?

recently had been chatting alot wif frends...knew some news of de frends around,n oso other' secrets' unlocked....well,have oso been commenting on the others...i hav thought of many things,many...well,after those chats,i will start to think of: wat will people think of me, comment me behind of me? i'm trying to take gud k to wat to say,n wat to do.....but i easily loose control....mayb my jokes,my speeches,my act, hurting the others but i didnt notice...so can u tell me if any of my act hurts u, or irritate u?n i noe i'm very talkative,n trying to make jokes,cold jokes huh...will dat make u feel like i'm a tin kosong?sum acts of mine looks kiddo, i noe dat well.....but if i don act kiddo for now,for de 'nearly' last chance,m i going to act it when i'm old??sumtimes i try to make jokes,is becoz i wanna bring fun to my frends,i reali like to c when they smiles,especiallycoz of my jokes...i don like to c ppl sad,n duno how to comfort a ppl when sad, n if i realli looks dat immature, yes, i admit dat i'm nt mature enugh,i cant manage my time well,i cant manage my feelings well,likes to c lengluis....but sumtimes, i think i'm mature enugh to noe dis world's face?world is bigger n yet complicater den u think...i'm actuali much more simplier,but yet much more complicater den u think..if u reali doesnt like me,pls tell me directly,u can tell me dat through msn or fone or personalli,but pls don hide it...at least after u tell me, i noe wat m i in ppl's eyes', n change if i can...tell me wat u think abt me...will u??

a confusing blog,with sum thoughts of mine...

我的第一次没有了...T_T

星期五的时候，大学的三个朋友和我一起下去怡保，为的就是去PC fair 看一看，当然他们是在我家过夜，还带了他们去吃芽菜鸡，鸡肠（不过不是怡保最出名那间）..


星期六的时候，一起去了PC fair，去 PC fair 当然要有所斩获，所以买了headfone,kiboard,USB hub,和一个8G pendrive...就在我们就来要去我妈妈工作的地方唱K之际，竟见一美女！！我们这群披着羊皮的狼当然不会放过稀有的猎物，赶快过去看一看！！去到发现原来是“龙临城下”网页游戏的showgal,还叫我们登记...美女叫到，哪里能逃？于是我们的先锋--伟权就“以身作则”， “抛砖引玉”率先登记..在他登记之时，我已经想好对策`了，就是---拍照！！在我登记之后，我们就“厚颜无耻”，“奋不顾身”地提出要求...那位美女姐姐还真是大方啊，竟然一口就答应了！！

第一次和陌生美女合照

哈哈，想不到啊想不到，第一次竟然给了这位美女，或者再有一天，我就会试试跟陌生美女搭讪搭讪...哇哈哈哈哈！挑战自我！！

my very 1st mirror block...

oh yea...bought a mirror block...was hoping to find 1 after i saw it's unique shape after scrambled..as de picture shows...dis block hav the most good looking when scrambled..well,for dis thingy,it cost me RM 17..i did managed to complete dis whole thingy,juz it takes a longer time,becoz u cant determine those pieces by color..well,i hope to collect more special cubes(if dey r nt dat expensive of coz)..well,still hoping to c SQ-1..^^

oldies...

hm...does anyone here like oldies?the oldies i mention here is nt a song dat is 5 years old,but is songs dat nt more than year 2000(year 2000) oso can..i like the lyrics of oldies,n oso the music,sumtimes the lyrics is nice enugh to remind u of sumthing, or to tell u sumthing...n i reali like the singing of old singers,becoz they r reali trained n learned for it,n their sound is powerful..n de singers nowdays could hardly reach deir lvl(note dat i use hardly)...mayb u will think i'm an 'artifact', but in fact i reali like oldies,don ask me abt new songs,i noe nth abt dem...haha...ask me abt songs b4 year 2000,i might hav sum info on dem =p

hmmm..can i figure it out?

recently my fone having a problem....cant access to games and application,n sme settings cannot be saved..but i dowan send to shop to fix it...becoz it is costing time n moni,so i trying to search the net for it...but unfortunately searching frm net is much for time costing...becoz i cant find every softawre i nid easily...but nvm..i'll continue working for my games n books...oh yea lets go for it!!=D

我的第一篇华语blog...

赵灵儿：

　　既不回头，何必不忘；
既然无缘，何需誓言。
　　今日种种，似水无痕，
　　明夕何夕，君已陌路
　

　——吟于仙灵岛，与李逍遥缠绵之夜

这首诗是从《新仙剑奇侠传》里摘录的。这其实是一个中国非常经典的游戏，但是我没玩过，只是看过它的小说。我非常喜欢它的故事，故事大纲是说主角李逍遥想要成为一个武林高手，可一直没有机会，有一天却误打误撞拜了酒剑仙为师，之后就是他如何遇上赵灵儿，也就是第一女主角，然后又怎样与灵儿分离，而他们重遇之时，李逍遥却失忆了。。。
之后就是逍遥去和灵儿找回她的母亲，而在路途遇到性格刚烈的第二女主角--林月如。之后还遇到了许多事和人，我就不多说了，因为它的故事太精彩，每个地方都不舍得忽略。我最喜欢的情节就是蝴蝶精彩依和刘晋元那儿，非常感人，而且哀伤。仙剑的结局可说是喜，可说是悲，倘若这篇东西能让你对仙剑感兴趣，我鼓励你去看一看这故事，你不会后悔的.....

a new post at a morning...without slip..

well,i juz finised the revision for the maths de maths is on 2day,so i went to frend's houz to do group revision(or group chat),well,lucky i went for it..if nt dere will b sumthings i wouldnt noe...i wish i can get a better score for the test dis time...i don wish to lose to ppl becoz mong all subjects,maths is my most favourite, n strongest 1....i wonder how can i get such a low marks last time..sigh..well,i'm sick recently,i afraid it is h1n1 frm the beginning,but my worriness went low went i search for symptoms of it..haha,hope i can get well soon..

yay,frends..

well,after cum to UTAR,hav been meeting an amount of frends( i dont call it as many becoz it's really nt dat many),n most of dem is realy great,having a brain dat can think of many ideas,or can ply like a kid,or can study well,or can b frendly,or watever....great to hav bunch of frends like u all,ty for 4giving me when i mada a fool on u,ty for nt being angry when i said sumthing bad,ty for everything n anything...n still i'm looking forward for frends dat listens to oldies(my definition of oldies = b4 year 2000,but 2000 is still acceptable),frends dat can cube wif me(blindfold,corner 1st method,anyone?),or a frend dat reali gud in computer(i wanted to learn hacking actuali,but don hav de knowledge)

well,has been posting too much posts,feel free to read all if u really wants..

hmmmm...

recently had taught many ppl learn hw to ply cube,frm 2x2x2 to 3x3x3 n oso pyraminx...n guess wat,i solved the pyraminx without looking at the algorithms of those guides,i only briefed the steps to solve the pyraminx,n yea,i figured it out for around 1 hr =D...btw,i'm waiting for 4x4x4 or 5x5x5...was hoping dem for a birthday gift by gals(frends oso can la =p)..haha,well,lets c if anyone can noe my bday @@;;

test again..

2nd test is cuming again,n i hav lesser n lesser confidence day by day,becoz i felt dat i cant catchup de lessons...hell,even maths is hard for me now....gah,have nt using my brain for a long time n now it's stucked to absorb new things....looks like i nid to find a way to increase back my memorization...lol..

thing can b better..

finali done with de CS presentation...well..i don think i present well.....it can b more eyes contact,more details,but nervousness caught me...i kip trying to recall the enhancement of the product,so dat i wont b missing a single thing,n dis made me 4get to tell the details of our product,haiz.....sori guys...cant present better than i thought...

finali..

oh yea...finali we did the assignments..rushed for 2 days n it's complete..don hav a nice slip,n even didnt slip on thursday night...n it cums out 3 assignments,n i'm thankful for helps from my groupmates,n de other group...without those supports,i don think we can finish our assignments easily,helping each other hav been greatful,yay!!^^ but when i saw other groups,dey reali cham....many work hav to done by dat little ppl(0< little <4), n hell..i reali cant blive those mebers who doesnt doing work....wtf r u doing man?cubing for whole day oso wont sien 1?u wan cubing nvm,but pls don show ur LBL method,u plyed for a whole day using same method,u don sien i oso sien...n others,juz c the onli person who r doing de work?n dats call committed?no!it's called committe suicide...damn...reali unblievable...n for de 'miracle' guy..u reali can leave ur team without concerning deir progress,damnit...ur leader is very sad coz of u 2,suckers...u juz throw all things to others of ur group members,n u juz left them...damnit...dai lou,ppl eastlake oso can cum meeting but y cant u cum....giv sum effort can mou?diao...reali cant tahan...well...dats the 'report' of my aktiviti recently,but it's abit late,coz i shuld write it on friday or sat...but no time n tiring..=p

bc and lazy..

i felt i'm changing..i felt i'm different frm the 1 i'm b4 cuming to UTAR..but dere's one thing i nvr change....dat's i'm too reliable on ppl...omost every assignment,i was like contributing nth for da group,by letting de 2 brains of my group doing it,which is eugene n terence...sumhow i felt sori for terence becoz he stil hav to wori abt our assignment,while he hav to attend his grandpa's funeral...sori for letting u worry dude...last night we hav been trying to rush 3 assignments..n we managed to complete the talkshow outline, draw out de poster(othough nt by our group), n oso finish those eco questions(nt yet draw graph)..we hav been working frm 9pm till 3am..sumhow i felt hapi becoz we hav alliance..=p we allied wif other group,and was helping each another..unlike like other groups who nid to finish deir assignment wif deir own efforts...haha..n my fone sot sot de jor...cant open games n application,damnit...my games n books r all inside man...nt more extra entertainment...i felt helpless while i try to do assignment on my own, becoz i cant think of any nice ideas,all in my blank was juz blank/games/lengluis....damn..i duno y i've becum like dis..mayb is de effect after being dumped?(one year ago =p) wel..i do hope i can change...change back to de one who hav many strange ideas,GUD LUCK!!^^

frozen guava @@;;

hav u ever ate a frozen guava..?lol,it's funi..my hostel's refrig is too cold..it frozed my guavas even it is nt in de frozing place...n i ate it!!it stil hav de taste of guava...but is abit harder, and colder!!lol..wat an idiot...

fun park?fun拍？

not to mention..a fun park was opened at new town dere....it's so FUNny..becoz de park in my opinion,is for kids...those facilities really makes me LMAO...sum games corner isn't for plying game,but for gambling..going to the park reali waste of time n moni...except u hav a gf n alot of moni...because those stalls usuali hav toys,which is a favourite for many many gals...so u can easily get deir heart wif it...u can hav fun too on de ferris wheel..mayb u can watch de scenery of kampar wif ur lover..if u reali oredi hav a bf/gf,pls pay a visit to the kiddy fun park,u shall hav fun in ur 拍,inside de fun park...^^

gud place for dating..........??

ystd in my CS lecture class...i saw 'aliens' again...but dis time so geng...coz 1 of de 'alien' hav a relationship wif my streammate(well..i duno him)..dats so obvious when got a gal 'sneaked' in our classes,because i'm de sensor(of gals)..dis couple cum into our lecture class to date or study?i don hav answer for it...but dey made me cum wif dis idea..lecture place is a gud palce for dating..de reason is like dis..1,u can study n date 2gether....2,ur lover can hav a free 2nd lecture,and she may catchup wat he/she missed last lecture..3,u can showoff ur boy/gal to other ppl..n lastly,contributing to us...de students dat used to b in class...de contributing cum in many ways like make de oxygen lesser,seats lesser, and oso in giving us de opportunity to watch lenglui in class(onli for lengluis)..thank you 'aliens' for ur contribution...thank you streammates who bring 'aliens' in..u did a great job in scientific fact..

where'd y'all cum frm??

recently,i noticed dat dere r many 'aliens' appeared in my lecture classes...those 'aliens' looks hardworking,but actuali dey sucks...y i critic dem instead of promoting?becoz those 'aliens' is ROBBING our seats!!i can forgiv dem for cuming into our classes,but not when they sit on those seats,which r supposed we r sitting...another fact is,those 'aliens' muz b sleeping in during deir lecture classes,dats y dey r taking 'tuisyen'...y cant dey juz go consult those lecturers during de consultation hours??

gah...'aliens' is 'aliens'..a normal human being like me will nvr figure out wat dey r thinking...

juz for fun..

it seems like 'rubik's cube disease' is spreading around UTAR..anywhere,anytime u can c at least 1 ppl holding a rubik's cube(or mayb other forms like rubik's revenge)..dis little thingy is oso spreading around my class...frm around 6 ppl noes how to solve it,had increased until 10 or sumthing...n sum1 might thought dat i'm using rubik's cube to woo gals or show-off..but de fact is,everytime i ply de cube,i'm trying to solve it wif different method,different algorithms,different ways..even if i'm teaching,i doesnt hav de heart to show-off...wat is my mind is actuali to introduce dis little thing to other ppls..n to tell peoples solving a rubik's cube isn't dat hard for nowadays many method had been introduced...so pls,don ever misund me..T_T

juz sum intro..

i wanted to say is i think myself is a double personalities person,sumtimes i can b very negative thinking,emo,n sentimentaal...but sumtimes can b other way round..so i'l like to tel my frends here dat is..i doesnt reali look like wat i'm showing...sumtimes i'm juz hiding my true feelings..but pls,don call me hypocrite..it's juz onli because i cant express myself well...hope u all cn understand...^^

SSing..

i'm SSing recently..but not Syok Sendiri,but is Spear-Sheild...(who is chinese shuld noe wat i mean)..well,i met wif sum1 special..but having many consideration..becoz de past time taught me a lesson...but sumtimes i hear sum songs..dey reali makes me hestitated...hmm,i think i shuld juz wait for de shape to cum out..do u noe wat's de shape?it's de 'circle'..(again,chineses shuld noe dat)..dats all for dis post..

My 1st..blog?

lol...hi!!i'm juz creating dis thingy for fun...haha...well,wont be updating it oways coz i'm bc(yumcha)..but feel free to visit if got time..mayb i'll share sumthing abt me,or watever..haha...btw,since i'm new to dis thingy,so my blog wil luks sucks(but it's nice for me =D)..pls 4giv me if it irritated ur eyes,to solve the problem pls kindly press alt+F4..or juz click de cross on the top-right side of ur browser,dat shuld cure it..^^;;