New Year Targets

It's now year 2012! New year, new targets, with some old targets that not achieved so far.

1.Learn how to DJ and mix songs/tracks

2.Learn how to compose songs

3.Pump CGPA to 3.5+ (A target that will last till 2013)

4.Learn Python

5.Improve Minesweeper W.R, until 3 digits

6.Learn how to do investment

7.Intern in a nice company

8.Finish FF8

9.Finish Half Life

10.Good title for FYP

11.100 pushups

Year end review

During the 1st day of 2011, I have made a few targets/wishes for myself to achieve, here is a review of them, to show which has been achieved, and which is not:
1.Technics RP-DH1200 DJ Headphones (owned by 04-02-2011)

2.Learn how to DJ and mix songs/tracks (still have the passion, but not time)

3.Learn how to make some songs (still have the passion, but not time)

4.Get A (at least A-) in data struct (grade A)

5.Pump CGPA to 3.5+ (still undergoing)

6.Learn Java, C#, Python (learned Java, but not too familiar)

7.Ipoh friends can still have activities together

8.Got lenglui in FICT's new intakes (EPIC FAIL!!)

9.Introduce Ubuntu to more people (failed, maybe I wasn't good enough)

10.Microsoft market share will be decreased (the statistics showed)

11.Improve in Minesweeper's time(hoping to get into world ranking) (current word ranking 1020, country ranking 7)

Well, it is approximately half of the target achieved, I guess I will need to work harder next year.

PS: I think I did make you mad.

Hello World!

It has been a long time since my last update. In the blink of eyes, 7 months had passed. As usual, things and events occured, with various degree of effects, consequences, and even regretness.

Well, I'm not going to brag/drag my life about the pass 7 moonths in this post, might make it another day though. Just come back to say "Hi!".

Well, saw the newspaper today. Everytime when I read those story, they give me a feeling, like a bunch of rich peoples, showing off their assets among each other. The story is about the result of PMR. As usual, each school are counting how many 8As students they have, or 7As, or the total passing rate for each subject.

Makes me feel sick. Because they will forget about the morale of students to some extent, they will forget to finding students talents, they forget how the education should be. How many students with good results, but never use their brain to think? How many more, they don't even have common knowledge?

When will our education stop producing "robots"? I really wonder.....

P.S: Do you dislike me? I don't know. I just tried to get to know you better.

Short peek at my holidays

Having two weeks holidays after 3 weeks of exam. Back to Ipoh, but no time for myself. Seems like holiday, but more tiring than days at Kampar. Here, I can't sleep as much as I want, I can't play as much as I want. Don't have enough time for my own activities like read a few slides, try to learn something new.

This holiday many things happened I guess. Friends started to scattered everywhere, some friends coming to Kampar though. But don't know what lies ahead in front of us. Maybe same problem occurs again.

Relationship seems to be more further apart, in many aspects. Maybe I really not that good in socialising. Many things happened on me, understood more about myself, thanks to a few peoples.

Shall start my promise to watch from distant, silently.

Sorry

I promise you to stalk you no more, I promise not to make you feel uneasy or uncomfortable. Sorry for all the actions that I've done, that intimidates you. Really, this will be the last time. I'm so sorry.

Second chance

Wow, I'm so happy today. Because I get a news, which is I'm debarred from the bar list. A second chance is given to me, so now I can go to have exam without worrying given.

Before this news is out, I have been depressed for whole week long. Healed by friends when went to have fun, but depressed again after back to here.

Heard a news during my stay on hometown, 1 of my senior withdrew from UTAR because he can't cope with the stress. Well, UTAR is stressing us with lots of subjects, we have to be careful and good in stress management.

When hanging out, is sucks when watching 3 pairs of couple playing beside you, and you are the only single there. Well, seeing them happy then I feel happy too, they are my friends after all.

Next semester, and during my break, will be very busy. But hope can achieve some of my target. Don't want to feel like inferior than others anymore. I will learn as hard as I can, just afraid of my own laziness.

Prom night, first time for FICT. But can you guys don't take it so seriously? Yes, it's the first time for FICT having a prom night, BUT it isn't that grand, until whole UTAR have to help you celebrate. And stop comparing our night with others, others had their nightS, they had experience on what to do and how to do, so it make senses if we doesn't do as good as them. Just try to enjoy the feeling of organising the FIRST prom night, damn it.

Felt quite sad when idea is banned, but it's OK, it's not my own prom, isn't? Although it looks different than what I imagined, but I will continue to bring it out to FICTians.

Well, Saturday going UTAR beach party, hope can learn something, and gain something. Maybe it's the first step for me to take forward. Charge! FICT!

PS: Data struct assignment, I can't even help myself, so how can I help you?

Dissapointment

A nice day have been ruined by a call from office. I was told I that I have a 28% absent rate for that subject. I counted, it is 4 times absent??? I was like "WTF?" I only absented 3 times? But now you tell me 4 times? Damn, unbelievable.

Maybe attendance is still counted after bar list? If that so, then I cannot be saved. Well, it really ruins my mood, whole day. Damn it, wasted time and money, and have to come out with new planning. Well, let's see how's the final bar list goes. Damn.

PS: Due to my super bad mood, I hope all people in Kampar also suffer bad mood with me. Best if they all get barred with me.