long time no post ;)

its been a while since i blogging ^^

i just have a little chat with my friend, looong friend ;)
and this is my conclusion;
people has own way to life.
if, someone want to keep the street secret to you, let it be~!!
and I choose to keep it CLOSE~!!

errrm, just to let you know.
dont you think that you the only person in the world had the most biggest problem on earth.
each of us HAVE problems,
and we must face it our own~!!
DO NOT expect your ally will be there for you in second,
they are just human, do not expect much~!!
just.. hold on, be strong~!!
and you'll get through it all..
thats all i can say.

Now, I welcoming 2011 ^o^
owhhh, I'm sooo happy, yiiiihhhaaaa...
ahahahahaaahhah ^o^
and I cant wait to meet my friends (who i called family) this year ^o^

last word, HAPPY NEW YEARRR~!!!

welcoming "Y" to blogworld~!!

i welcoming my little sis from M town to this blogworld ;)
"hai haiiii"

here's "why" ;)

why jez not blogging anymore?
im quite busy with my Mafia Wars, aahahaha.. that's true ;p
but the main reason is, i prefer do something else than writing what inside my mind in this blog.
i prefer to watch DVD or took & edit something nice from my DSLR, even not much, but i like it ;)

why jez not really get into her friends anymore?
emmm, just because she doesnt spend any money for sms-ing ;p ahahahah, i use XL for the provider because lots of my friend using XL, so if her friend not using it, she prefer put her phone away ;p (kayanya skalian iklan xD)

why jez type this post?
because i have free time ;) easy to answer xD

'Papua Sajojo' - Indonesia traditional song from Papua New Guinea

just because i love this song, so im blog again for this time only to share ;)
im proud to be IBC; Indonesian Born Chinese
and im proud Indonesia have so many culture, unique.
here the song from 'kuku bima' they use Papua New Guinea traditional song for their TV adv.

download this song~!
'Papua Sajojo' - Indonesia traditional song from Papua New Guinea

jez out~

im getting bored of bloggin' now...
so, i think, m out (take a break for quite long time) from this...
adiós

dear sist bear~

hey hibernate sist bear, u attain me.. daYn planner~!!! hate (read 'love') u.. cos u done that & now u forget me if i didnt call ya.. BIGxoxo

Saykoji - Copy My Style (Again)

Saykoji - Copy My Style (Again)
thumbs up for this song...
it was begin with a fight between 2 countries in Asia...
one claim is their culture, songs, dance, etc...
and one, is the real owner...
after too many things happened, one of the work from famous rapper in indonesia (Saykoji), is being stolen/copy by malaysia rapper..
and he/Saykoji gets create a new song for him...
he is creative~!!!

Malaysia rapper joe farizal stoles Saikoji's lyrics from Saykoji's Hip-Hop song Tahukah Kau. joe farizal copycat his hip hop style, the lyrics (same as Saykoji's but change the words "Indonesia Kita Kaya" into "Malaysial kita kaya")


(this is the video about the reaction of Saykoji, after his work -being stolen)

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first; LISTEN, WATCH, and READ the msg on VIDEO from him till the end
is not about a country, but its about "maling" / thief who steal from our country...
this is some words from him on twitter;
#saykoji
The thing is, we focus our protests 2 malingsials, not Malaysians. A lot us understand that malingsials are not real Malaysians :) RT @k

#saykoji
Intro copy my style: "jangan mau dikontrol oleh panasnya situasi" hehehe.. Jgn dinobatkan jadi hate song buat Malaysia kawan2...

once again, its NOT about specific country, but its for thief / "maling" / "malingsial" who claim other people works...





Saykoji - Copy My Style (Again)

you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand


udah bolak balik sampe balik kebolak
temen gue sampe keselek pas makan kolak
lagi lagi berulang ulang terus terjadi
tetangga bikin ulah lagi bikin sakit hati

suka ngaku ngaku kagak malu malu
punya indonesia di klaim satu satu
apa memang kalian yang gak mampu mampu
buat budaya sendiri efek gak ampuh ampuh

baca rambu rambu, bangsaku berbudi luhur
tapi usik terus, reputasi mu masuk kubur
jujur gue bangga jujur gue bersyukur
elo ngaku ngaku berarti progress lo mundur

panas ku bertutur kreasi bicara
walau sudah jelas identitas ku dijarah
joe farizal aja bisa minta maap
masa yang lain kagak nyadar kagak tanggap

you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand


bukan mo sok nasionalis sombong mengangkat alis
bukan mo sok gangster bukan sok sadis
walau lagi ngetop bukan gue sok ngartis
tapi bales pake lagu paling praktis

marah marah di internet, udah pasaran
ngomel ngomel di pasar kagak sabaran
kaya cacing kepanasan jenggot kebakaran
rasanya gatel pengen ngasih tamparan

tapi gue orang nya cinta damai
walau rasanya sulit untuk santai
amunisi di samping nyiur melambai
pakai musik rap ku siap membantai

memang satu rumpun masih sama melayu
tapi melayu saykoji keras dan gak kemayu
selendang rocker ku agak mendayu
tapi coba ajak gue battle rap ayuk!!

you copy my style
you copy again
apa plagiat di negara lo lagi ngetrend?
ku tetap sabar tetap kau kuanggap friend
but sooner or later i gotta take my stand

This is HOME~

im falling in love with last year song...
"This is HOME" by. Switchfoot
i think its Narnia theme song...
but i knew it from movie named "ghost of girlfriends past"
once i heard this song at DVD opening, i fell in love~ hmm hmmm...


This is HOME

I've got my memories
Always inside of me
But I cant go back, back to how it was

I believe now
Ive come too far
No I cant go back, back to how it was

Created for a place ive never known
This is home
Now im finally where I belong, where I belong
Yah this is home, ive been searching for a place of my own,
Now I found it, maybe this is home
Yes this is home

Belief over misery
I seen the enemy
And I wont go back, back to how it was
And I got my heart set on what happens next
I got my eyes wide its not over yet
We miracles, and were not alone

Yah this is home, now im finally where I belong
Yea this is home, ive been searching for a place of my own,
Now I found it, maybe this is home
Yes this is home

And now, after all my searching
After all my questions
Im going to call it home
I got a brand new mind set
I can finally see the sunset
Im gonna call it home

Home, this is home
Now Im finally where I belong, belong
Yes this is home,
Ive been searching for a place of my own
Now I found it,
Maybe this is home
This is home

Now I know
Yea this is home

Ive come too far
And I wont go back
Yea this is home

new 2000 Rupiah~

safe and sound again.. yet still miles away~

on capital city i found this..
a new rupiah bill in 2000... its new, but looks odd plus not nice colour.. they grey not even green like 20,000 rupiah...
they used to use;
- red = for any bills for 1
- green = for any bills number 2
- brown and blue = for any bills number 5

why they not pick yellow or gold colour? or maybe, orange? ahahahahaha...

i hate this feeling~

i hate this feeling right now...
i knew this news since months ago, but 'reconfirm' news makes me in difficult feeling...

i heard someone leaving, but i love when they go for something good...
even im not seen u for quite some time, but heard this news feel like i just meet you and not willing to let you go... knew u'll leave this country pretty soon, makes me miss u right now...

be good lil sis... take a good care at SF...
hopefully i can catch u up in 2 years... ^^ (AMINNNNNN~!!!!)

imagine it with me~!!

my life so far this month... (random stories)

i do book an airplane tix just less than 2hrs away from take off...
rushing like hell, take bath, help packin, driving YET the road are soooo DAMN jam in this small town because they close the main road for parade of independence day... bright side, im not the passenger... but, i do all the rushing things... *duh*

i travel ALOT in a month.. wasting money, time, and my age... ahahahaha... result; i walk ALOT and exercise more.. ahahahaha... and i had extra holidays in a year ;p good good... nb; and i still had miles to go...

i always do packing for 4hrs, cause i put the WORLD inside.. i can survive with my suitcase in hand for a month... my bags = magic pocket doraemon.. u ask, u'll get...
and now, please combine those story together... i travel alot EQUALS i pack more = i siaoooo~!!! @@

i do know how it felt if someone inject drugs with forced into your blood vessel and all inside your body... just exactly as in the movies, they all true combine with good act.. *thumbs up for actors/actress*

i accidentally met with (almost all) the people i care about in this month... hm hmm... what a life... i wondering, is that a sign for something bad?? like, i will leave or something?? hm hmm... (too much drama)

(link) cause i lost someone i care, she's my aunt in jakarta... the last i met her is in march if m not wrong... im sorry for her family...

im very happy, if i can get wi-fi around... @@ uhuhuhuhuhu... god bless who had wi-fi for public...

im tweets, not face'b...

i get slimmer... MUAHAHAHAHAHHA... happy happy... (cant see, but my digital scale cant lie)

i DO KNOW, my god NEVER give things we cant handle...

i DO BELIEVE in miracles... and i still and always keep wait for you... ;p come come miracles... i want ya~!!!

last, yea.. i DO love some people.. ;) i texts what i felt...
i love you ___ xoxo, and now suddenly i miss you T_T uhuhuhuhu...
*hug hugs*

be good wherever you are...
be strong for you all...
have bless...

lists~

#1 (@june1,2oo9)
swimming glasses with minus of mine.. prefer transparent/black/blue/orange..
(@july,2oo9) i bought it at a new mall, when i visit ika at work...

#2 airplane tix (@june1o,2oo9)
my target is 2 countries for this year, st is my collage life, and the other not necessary go ;p just if i had chance to... and the last, there is a town at cross the seas (its kinda a must)..

#3 underwater digital camera... Stylus Tough-8000?? Olympus 1030SW?? hmmm... (@june23,2oo9)

#4 goin to clear beach shoot swim and PLAY!!! redang? perhentian? lombok? gili trawangan? next year? can i? hmmm.. (@june23,2oo9)

#5 handphone (2oo9)

#6 Canon lens (2oo9)
(@end of july,2oo9)
WAHOOOOOOO... i got this lens for free, koko bought this for me ;p 50-250mm and cpl filter... its cool~!!!

#7 SATA 320/250 G hard disc (@june24,2oo9)
(@july,2oo9)

#8 CF 8G memory card / CF readers (@june24,2oo9)
(@aug,2oo9)
i get it just before we fly to sg...

#9 fixed/working external HD (@june24,2oo9)
[june27,2oo9]

#10 ...

REMINDER;
~ starting 1 (19june)
~ second 83 (20june)
~ 1 (24june)
~~~end of -min1899+ (17july)

waaaaaaa... until now, my list about essential equipment for travelin and went to water area~ huhuhuhuuuu~ FUNNNNN!!!!

wifi~

i love hangs with some girls tonight at swensens.. crazy gurls.. ahahahha...
will upload the pixs when i back...

new augs~

what a strange world without HIM around...
i ask for it.. and i get it.. @@ duh~
its always a light behind the dark..
and now, i still enjoying the light in the dark..
thanks J, u are my God..

notes;
m back, home, safe, but not sound.. ahahahha..
but, back its just temporary.. OMG, i LOVE SOLO~!!!
i more appreciate it when i went to smoktrashcity last week.. @@
ok, time to loading.. and i always put the whole world into my bags.. u can find what r u need on travel... *gezzz..* not wonder my bags always overload, it will spoil soon~ @@
c ya when i c ya...
oh oh.. im out of range (again) from ANYthing..
no phone line (i'll use 'other' number)
no net (perhaps can get a little wifi, oh please G, i need internet @@)
i had nothing to contact with world..
^^ ja ne..

be good readers~!!! keep practicing~!!! practices makes perfect~!! ^^

july 23,2oo9

its new,
its weird,
its hurt..

jz count

i meet a friend at supermarket tonight..
talks;
A; "do u cut or bonding ur hair?"
i; "no"
A; "its looks good"
i; "oh, really its maybe coz i just wakeup"
A; "oooow.. thats how the eyes seem to look swollen too"
i; "told ya, i just wakeup..."

all ll be obvious..
my lie.. i lie.. and i'll count..

Bebe~

when the first time i saw Bebe, m not really like her.. she really aggressive kitten.. jump here and there, enter the house, etc.. but after time flash.. shes the only cat who took my heart and love her..
shes a wild cat.. but she like to be near by humans, esp me.. she follow me everywhere if m at yard..

then, theres a time when i start naming them.. i spell one by one the alphabets.. (aa - bb - cc - dd - in indonesia pronouns).. and she always "miao" back to me when i call "bebe".. so i name her after that.. and she always came out from the blue when i yelled her name..

its sad knowing her die here today...
she's the most active, playful, nicest, harmless wild cat ever... even shes photogenic (said sist)..
she made lots of change to my (human) family.. in a good way for sure.. start from me calling the cats when we had foods for them.. afterward my whole family and some staffs in my house start calling them too~ even start talking about the cats too... thats a big change.. they (humans) not talk active to other people.. and they start opening their heart from pets/cats..
pets always make a happiness to their owner..
it does~!! Bebe made change to my life..
i love her~

Bebe now you rest in peace..
unknown month 2oo9 - 21 july 2oo9
(shes on ground right now)

#xtra; we had a kitten who are not expected by her mom.. and Bebe very welcome and nice to her (i think its a she), not like other sisters and mother, they attack the kitten..

*sadly, i never took any picture of her.. ;( i just snap a few pics of her big family, so pic here is snap by sist.. thank you~

it wont be infected to you~

i post this because theres something remind me of some words/sentences while i chat with sis... for clarification, i dont like those words because its remind me of my bad dream.. ahahhaha..

(the dream)
one of my friend chase me, running behind me into my room, and tried to open the locking door, even tried to find another way in through the sharing bath room from the other side of the bed room.. running and yelling those sentences..
and... thats FREAK ME OUT..!!!!!!

from that day, i dont like those sentences.. ahahahaha... so then sis, choose other words~!! uwahahah...

ps (postscript);
from my story... nothing but me is wrong.. and the wrong, wont be infected to you or other people.. uahahahaha.. i guaranty that.. ;)

there can be miracles when you believe!!!

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could..

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say

They dont always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near...

i BELIEVE~!!!

automatically happening.. below my control~

im back online~ (but not fully recovered..)
now i used laptop and phone for days.. my PC brokedown.. *sigh*
really messy.. even m not really care anymore..

emmm.. ya, m just back from another holiweek.. ahaha..
only in town, its fun, but felt something different, something not me~
my cousins n their fam came and visit us here..
one of them is my sister, shes the only person who called me with a nickname when i was little.. ahahah.. its cute.. it has been years m not heard the name was called for many times.. cause my parents also changed the way they call me.. mostly they called me in chinese..

heres the 2 different act in me;
--m need to listen whatever old untie spoke to me.. and act like m understand and responds her.. @@ duh~ eventually, i don’t understand what she says..
really cant be me.. m not really good talking with eldest.. (and kids~!!! last time, i yelled and hits a table in front of my cousins 4years&5years, and they d*** scared~!)
and again, m really not a good PR..

--m not comfy when i sleep (in the same bed, even in a BIG size bed) with my cousin.. m awake..cant sleep..
ahahahah.. its one of my strange act, for YEARS~ since i was little.. i knew it when i went to jakarta, and stay at friend house..
it happen automatically.. but, i dont know how to select/categories them..
emm.. after i think for awhile..
i like them, but maybe, m not trust them much~ ahahahaha..
but, if i selecting them, most of people i can sleep with, really a few.. and they really close for me.. (NB; except with my oldest brother)
aaaahhh.. hmmm?? see? that answer still not correct.. ahahahah..
ok, i don’t know how to select them.. ahahahah.. its automatically happening.. far below my control..
i prefer to sleep by my self (separate place to sleep), rather than i uncomforted and stayup all night..

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the healthy PC xp2, but still need some medz..
(taken on july 3rd)