Change is not something that I accept gracefully and I would prefer a more steady and reliable life... after all, they don't call me Heather Plannery for nothing. I am a planner. I like to plan things perfectly to avoid disruption or chaos. Sometimes in life you just can't plan for things and when that happens I go into survivor mode. I have had to be a survivor many times before. I moved out on my own at 19 and I had to support myself with no one to rely on but me. I learned a lot of life lessons and one of them was confidence. Confidence in myself and courage that I could do whatever I set out to do. I worked at a small credit union as a teller and attended the University of Utah studying music performance. Unfortunately it got to the point where I had to choose to pay my rent or pay my tuition. Survival mode. I started working full time to pay the bills and I moved on to be a title clerk. Then I got my job at Chase as a personal banker. There were a lot of times in between and during those jobs that my survival mode was forced to be kicked in. It wasn't always easy, but I learned a lot. "I didn't say it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it." That saying is more true than ever right now. It is not easy being a full time working mom, but I know it will be worth it. I got a new job as an assistant at a financial planning firm in Bountiful. It has been great so far and I am feeling I can utilize a lot of my skills in a way I haven't been able to before. It has been a good change and I hope that I can be a better mother and wife now that I will be around a little more often and have a more reliable schedule. "When one door closes, two doors open."
(I'm just full of little sayings today! haha.) I have definitely seen the Lord's hand in all of my trials, and he has blessed me in ways I never imagined possible. I am so thankful to have a great job, a hard working husband and the cutest little boy ever.
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{my awesome headshot for my new job. haha. so cheesy.} |