jErM--

YAY I FINALLY FOUND IT! MY NODAME THEME SONG! heh!

hachijuu hachi no bamen no naka ni
chirabatta oto saki atsumeta te
kotoba ni naranai omoi narabeta
gosenfu no ue ni oikoshita hibi

kousa shiteiku

sando wo kasane
koko ni hibikasete

utau you ni massugu ni
uta no ue wo nobiteiku
hoka ni wa nani mo dekinai
toki no subete atsuke nagara
jiyuu ni toki hanatareta
sunao ni kake meguru yubi owari naki kuresshendo wa fukaku
dare ka no moto e mukau

me no mae ni hirakareta sekai
kuri kaesu atarashii pureryuudo

hachijuu hachi no yume monogatari
otoshita kyuufu kawaru haamonii
shizuka ni sotto todoeta iki
irubeki katachi tori modosu made

saki kesareru sando wo kasane
koko ni hibikasete

utau tabi ni shinjiteita uta no soba wo hazurete iku
intenpo de tsumazuite
tsurete iku soukyou no naka e
hiki kaesu michi ga kieru
ugokasareru nami ga chikaku
ushinatta koe no merodi dare ka no moto e mukau

me no mae wo tozashite iku tobira kanashimi wa
tsumi agerareta echuudo

ishiki mo naku togarasete tsukanda kara furi kitta
itsumademo wasurenai de utau hodoku kokoro no mama
utau you ni massugu ni uta no ue wo nobite yuku
owari naki kuresshendo wa fukaku
dare ka no moto e

suteeji no hachi no pianisuto e
ikiru koto konna uta no subete
ima kono me no mae ni hirakareta sekai
kuri kaesu atarashii pureryuudo

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

Weather: sunny(in the day)
28th feb 2008
music: getcha shine on- jess mcartney

okay. haha. since kj has seen the pictures lers. might as well just post up the rest.

somehow, i feel that everyone looks good in the picture. haha. I SHOULD HAVE WORN A TIE. oh gosh. you guys should like totally see the difference. with a tie, everyone looks so much smarter, prettier, handsomer, whatever you call it. oh well. but the pictures are really nice. too bad i cant use mine for my msn display picture cos the pictures refuse to turn. haha. you guys go flip it yourself baas.

and anyway, i love this picture...

ALOTTT. oh gosh. this is the best picture i've seen for a long long time. Everyone is smiling so nicely and happily. really. this is my fav picture of all time for now. oh well.

meanwhile, somethings to look forward to.

--> OSAKA TRIP

--> TUTORIALS =.=(not looking forward to _ _ _ _ tutorials)

-->UNDERSTAND CHEEMOLOGIES

-->WORKING HARDER ON THE FLUTE AND PICC (more on flute i guess)

haha. oh well. busy day.. going off. OH GOSH. i really think my blog is going to be dead for a while already. work load is piling like a jenga brick tower. oh gosh. I'd better be the destroyer and POMP the whole stack down. cya guys round.

-jErM

p.s. HSC PPL. WEAR TJ UNIFORM NEXT WED KAY WITH TIE. LETS TAKE 1 COMBINED FULL PICTURE. haha!

@ 11:03 pm

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

weather: sunny, windy day(its night)
27th february 2008
music: the inn of sixth happiness- malcom arnold
event: dion's bday!

haha. happy birthday youngest sis!

haha. today's dions bday. waa. after band today, like rush out of school, dad fetched. family in car. had dinner at some place, bought cake. went back home and celebrate dion's bday. haha. i guessed she sortta at least her dinner and cake at least. chocolate. haha. yum.

anyway, haha, finally got a decent picture of some 4e1 hsc-ians cum tjcians! haha

haha. thats me, meiyee, kr and chiaw hong. and i think i do that pose everytime i take a picture =.="",was looking through some of my child hood photos the other day and i realised i do that to. like its so not on purpose. its just conditioned reflex. anyway. yeahh. we look really nice in that picture though. I feel. and i finally look so much more blended in. woa. tell you guys, when we went back hsc that time, we all went:"woa, finally, so reliefed to see that shade of striking turqoise blue again." haha. really. in tjc, when you wear hsc uniform, its like, fish outta water. haha. trust me. so damn stick out. like how you stick out when you're out of tune. oh well. haha. yeahh. but so far life in tj is stress and fun all at one go.. haha.

lessons are fun, sian, stress, irritating, all at one go

band is fun. haha. especially with the j1 batch and with flutes haha. especially all the lunches, dinners, catching up and everything. Today, sortta told myself to relax, dont think so much. well, think before you play at least, and once you play, keep your mind clear and listen to the sound. haha. well. today i wont say that im totally relaxed, but at least i relaxed more. haha. and xinyun somehow got the jitter bugs from me. yikes. haha. but other than that, we sound okay today! haha. yahoo! gosh. looks like i gotta work harder to find my sound. i guess, its gonna come, i just so can feel it, that if i relax and work hard. i can do it! haha. looks like, im slowly overcoming that phobia. haha.(xinyun, you know what im talking about yeah).

oh man. and kj is sick today. sighs. gotta take care yeah dude! aiyoo. headaches are the worse things that you can get. you feel your heavy head, pounding, the blood gushing from vein to vein at a even faster speed and every heart beat means a stone plomping on your head. oh gosh. that feeling. rest well dude! haha.

oh well! studying is fun. met up with the new 22/08 today. the new ones are quiet. and i guess i am being a talkative idiot in class today. haha. but am really looking forward to meeting the new ones. met rong sheng, samuel, li ling. etc etc. haha. am really looking forward too that. haha. meanwhile, let us 13 to stay close! haha

oh yeah. and this is the band room...

the secret training ground of tj band. haha. oh well. at least there, i can hear my true sound. and thats cool. make my tone more solid! haha.

oh well! late lers. gtg! nites. oh gosh. i dont think i can blog much no more next week! haha. tutorials and everything to catch up with.

-jErM

@ 10:17 pm

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

weather: night
26th february 2008
music: allegro cantabile-nodame soundtracks

oh gosh. horrible week.

feeling dead tired. as in. yeah. dead. I guess, the j2s are having a hard time as well, like seeing how busy andy is and how tired kj is everyday. oh gosh. yeah. everyone's tired. i guess.

somehow, ive been thinking about it. what my mum said, what my cousin said...

"you think arhh, pdp can only bring you this far. but your studies can bring you further, a lot of ppl focus a lot on pdp.. so on and forth".

mmmm. and my mum apparently thinks that i should like stop focusing so much on band and focus more on my studies. mm. but the thing that i wanna prove right now is that i can do well in both band and studies. yeah. and by doing well in band, that means. playing well.

quote from hsm 1

troy's dad: "you cant be a singer troy. you're a basketball person, not a musical person."
troy:"well, did you think maybe i could be both?"
and walks away.

mmm. somehow, cant i excel both in studies and band? gosh. this is so hard.. my playing is horrendously bad. but 1 things for sure is that, first, i cant tense up. i gotta relax. thats the first thing. once i relax, I will do so much better. be it in anything i do. oh gosh. i gotta like seriously relax... looks like, i gotta first think to relax. like really relax.. now is how..

that time kj said during sectionals not to force the air out, and he demonstrated how i breathe, and i how released the air. I went back home, loooked at the mirror and went. woa. i really did that. mmm. loooks like i really gotta chill. haha. and i guess gotta go look for ah xiang jie jie for chemistry help already. my mole concept is dying and there is a test on 4th march. argh
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1) meanwhile, theres an incident which i stil feel damn paiseh about.

i wanted to call michelle(tjc clar) that day. and i ended up calling michelle(hsc,2e4). i went: hello michelle where are you now?
mictch(2e4): erm, why?
jerms suddenly realised that its not michelle. its michelle.
jermain: OH SHIT. SORRY! WRONG MICHELLE
mitch: *laughs*, nevermind

arghhh. I havent talked to her for like months and i acted like some guy who knew her like every day. oh gosh. sometimes, i feel like so stupid. when im tired, and adrenaline gushes happen. i do alot of stupid things. 1+1 can become 3 and saying hi to ppl i dont even know. gosh. what other things i can do. I guess i do not need to drink alcohol to do stupid things. just make myself tired and it will work.

haha. on a happier note, i FINALLY GOT MY BUNK MATE FOR OSAKA. after being pangsehed like yeah. hahah. bunking with nicholoas(trombone) haha. YAHOO. can get to know someone better. haha. and anyway, nicholas is like funny. haha. thats the best part. looks like i can look forward to laughing like mad every night. haha.

convo that went on this morning

jerms busy doing work in band room
nicholas: jermain, i bunk with you kayy
jerm: points arrows and goes, set set set!
nicholas: haha. okay! dont rape me kay, i dont wanna lose my virginity.

hahah. LOL. anyway, he thinks im harmless. and apparently, i am. haha. oh well! thats all for now

off to do work and fall asleep after that
cya guys round

-jErM

@ 8:58 pm

Sunday, February 24, 2008

weather: night
24th feb 2008
music: pu gong ying der yue ding- jay chou

the 2 pictures were taken on the last day of pae. and the too bad part is, this picture only shows some ppl of the class. and i am missing the class really badly already. what i realised now is that there are like 13/25 ppl left in this wonderful class. the rest of the 12 are completely new ppl. and like, the 12 ppl that left us, like pei han, etcc. are all the fun ones. Talked to si hui online just now, and like, we realised that, without this person, this one will sian. Without that one, the other one will sian. and when we worked out everything, we found out that the 13 ppl left in class will all be sian, which includes me and si hui. yikes. horrible man. horrible. lemme show you laa.

okay.

1. chiaw hong is gone. so si hui will be sian. I will be sian.

2. wei cheng is gone. so kheh yang will sian, i will be sian

3.wei xin is gone, so yuan ting will sian, si hui will sian,.......--> and i will sian.

4. naz is gone, so andrea will sian, ....-->then i will sian

5.yu hsuan is gone, so andrea will sian, judith will sian,.....--> then i will sian

6.Hong lii is gone, together with wei cheng, so again, kheh yang will sian, sihui will sian--> and i will be sian

7.Priyanka is gone, so may will sian.....--> then like i will sian also.

8. Cheryl is gone, so no priyanka and cheryl, may will sian....--> which like makes me sian

9. pei han is gone, our dearest class CG REP, the whole class will sian, so i will sian also.

10. collin is gone, so jason will sian, jason sian...... will lead to i sian.

so you guys get the idea. where ...--> represents this person gets sian and that person gets sian which will lead to.

look at the above 10 sentences, what do you find at the end of each sentence?

-ans: ____________________-

fill in that yourself yeah. haha. I will really miss that 22/08. on a brighter note, new ppl are coming in, and i really hope i will get to meet them soon. am sure there will be siao/fun ones in there. haha. dont worry. am sure we will get the 22 spirit back again.

But there is one thing me and si hui is hoping for, that is.......(cant really say, words spread duper fast laa. haha. you guys wanna know ask me for it. thats if you are ever interested)

meanwhile, haha. band is fun. sectionals/band like everyday. lols. mmm. have been working hard, but 1) not working smart, 2) not being patient. damn. found a lot of stuff to recorrect. arghhhhh. but its okay. Have to learn to correct stuff. no way going about it! haha. GO JERMS. woohooo. i can do it. haha. am damn grateful to have really patient senior and batch mate. haha. sometimes, just wish that i can work harder.

mm. cheryl and xinyun asked me something. why am i practicing so hard? or, why am i praciticing for? i guess. I finally found out the reason. that is, in english, I cant really express what i wanna say out. i guess, I wanna express that in flute. i guess. so now, am working towards a nice tone and clear tongueing, haha. finding out that i like benette more than baker now. haha. the phrasing is so much more proer. haha. anw, xinyun says that there are 3 kinds of styles(schools). i guess the kindda tone that i am aiming for is the middle of french and russian. its like, trying to get a tone that is delicate yet expressive all at one go. like, gentle in a firm way. that kindda tone. but i dunno any flautists that sound liddat. galway is more russian i think. oh well. i think i can go ask xinyun/kj about this baas. haha. oh well. i guess till i havent find that style yet i wont give up. haha. I GUESS, NEXT UP, XINYUN'S FLUTE YOU MUST LEARN BOOK A! woohoo! jia you!

and I think i will work like damn hard on studies too! haha. i just have this gut feeling in me that if i work damn hard on both flute and studies.(which is like so no life), i can do it. haha. am damn grateful that i have 2 seniors to look up for. andy for his academics and kj for his playing. i guess, I shall try to be like merger of the 2. I guess my 2 years in TJ, that will what i will be aiming for. to rock in both flute and studies. I can do it. haha. i guess i must thank hsc culture for that! woohoos.

and, I havent talked to her for like so many months already. I remember the last time i went back, and i saw her and talked to her, how fast my heart went. but ever since her, I havent really found a girl that i liked liked a lot. is she the one? i dunno. i dont think so. our paths dont even clash. like, I dunno. really dunno. haa. I guess no one has really liked liked me yet. so I really dun get that kindda feeling yet. but of course i can expect that, i am just a guy who always where 3/4 pants and shirt, my hair is always resembles a bird nest and i am so no life. i guess, shall just leave fate to gao dim this part of my life for me.

-jErM

@ 11:06 pm

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

and i finally got my dream. =).

if you guys cant see. CLICK ON THE PICTURE.

finally. and that ends another chapter of my life.

I love happy endings. =). But a new beggining is going to start, am really going to miss alot of people. like really miss. like elliot, lynette, wei cheng, pei han and alot more other ppl. sighs. I miss my 2e4 and 4e1 too. sighs. oh well. here goes nothing...

-jErM

@ 10:41 pm

Sunday, February 17, 2008

weather: night
17th feb 2007
music: allegro cantabile- NODAME THEME SONG.

omg. just managed to find out the title for the nodame theme song. so gonna write out a duet/trio/four ppl play for that songggg. WEEEEEEEEEEE. but i doubt i have the time laa
haha. have been working on one. But i gave up since i cant write out a certain rhythm that i want. omg.i like got so much melodies, harmonies and counter meloies in my head. if only i can pen it down! mannnn! irritating. somehow, should have taken piano when i was younger. ughhh.

anw, in a matter of 7 hours to swimming an like somemore to concert? I cant wait. my first orchestra concert. haha. like seriously, orchestra. the way they play.(esp flutes) so delicate. the way they tongue. its like, notes flying across octaves, so warm and big. And as lin sheng says, Bounnn. (bounce). like. omg. the way they play jupiter, die flemmandaus and so many other things like mozart an beethoven. omg. so cool. i cant wait. like seriously. Got a lot of work to catch up on. guess i'll catch you guys around.

p.s. DINNER WITH J1 BATCH WAS FUN. heh.

-jErM

@ 12:47 am

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Weather: grey skies
9th february 2008
music: allegro cantabile- flute ABRSM grade 8 exam pieces 04-07

mmm. random post.

mm. you know ever since august last year, i've been staring at this 3 letters every night before i go to bed...

and my mum apparently thinks that im mad. so does my sis. its like, ever since sec 2, i've been dreaming of getting into TJC. and, somehow, i used that to motivate myself. those 3 letters are in my room's celing. its just above my bed. dont believe? look again.

its like, it has been my dream to get into the college. In sec 4, mr lua and miss ong keeps on propagating to us how good tj is. they used to say...

" dont aim MJ, dont aim TPJ, aim TJ! down there the math teacher very good. they tell you stories about how differentiation come about. bla bla bla blablbalbababablablablala." its like all the good things about tj laa. and now im in the college studying already. The life is really tough, though, the friends here made are really great, I have a really great CG, nice nostalgic campus, nice friends, nice band room, nice instru, interesting lessons(some of them).

however there is also the high great standard of TJ band, the tests and hmk, some lessons that are really hard to stay awake. and such. well, atleast for now, the chapters for every single subject im taking is intersting. i just really wonder how long more can i hold? Its so duper easy to just say, " I GIVE UP, GO POLY." so freagin easy to do that. but its like, something is pulling me back. ayee.

sometimes, when i am stressed, i puff up my cheeks to blow out air. some times, i look at this.

this thing, was given to me by my wonderful gen 2 hsc flute section. with all the little notes that my section juniors have left me. its like whenever stressed up, i read them, its like telling me not to give up no matter how arduos/difficult things can get. ayee. was supposed to post this thing long ago, but guessed now then i popped it up. ayee. mmm. oh well. guess i shall have to nu li lers. mmm.

ayee. and ytd, practiced a bit of flute, sounded good. then like marathoned for about 2.5 hours. woa. fun. but like, 2 hours ago, when i took out and play. i found out that 1 key was laggy. and i just went shit. My playing is like horrible today. so duper sian. played for 5 mins and kept. mm. damn sickening. today, my hand was like no strength to keep the instru up laa. ugh. oh well. and the computer has been on the whole day. cos of my sisters who like play audition all day long? woa. feeling the radiation.

on a happier note, chem test is on tuesday. not monday. am damn glad. thanks pei han and soonhui. heh.

oh yeah! and also, on a much happier note. finally can see my niece and nephew again. wahas.

chloe and jovan. hahaha. woohoo. had so much fun carrying them around. no matter how suan your hand gets from carrying them arhh, its just wanna carry them. haha. and chloe finally let me carry her! haha. like, when carry her she wont cry laa. haha. gok-ed this picture from my cousins friendster. haha. and something am really glad for both of them is that, they both are like damn close laa. like chloe allows jovan to kiss her, hold her hand, play with her(aiya, kids, dont get wrong idea). I thought kids will like get jealous that the parent pays more attention to the younger one. haha. its like so duper uber cool laa. haha. waa. then chloe the cheeks also, can poi poi one. haha. so damn fun. mmm. and she sucks her finger a lot. haha. oh well. babies i guess. woa. cant wait for the next time to play with them. haha. oh well. waa. really cant wait for the next time. its so damn fun. haha. mm. and chloe in pictures seriously look like me when i was a baby. mm. shall post up one of my baby pictures sometime and let you guys compare. hahaha. oh well. going off.

-jErM

@ 1:24 pm

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

weather: night lers.
6th feb 2008
music: -nil-
event: new years eve

oh well. a short break that has finally come. oh yeah.

Today was road run. of which i sortta ponned. reported to school. met with xy, liot and cheryl. and then headed down to the band room. of which we slacked, and me and cheryl duet-ed like siao4. fun duetting. like all the scores are like damn cool. haha. fun fun. oh well. thereafter went for lunch with liot and cheryl. headed down to nai's house with cous stayed there, slept, played game, watched tv hmk-ed. parents pick me up, then head down to ah ma's house. where we had tuan yuan. oh mann. highlight of every year. the steamboat. yeah. haha. met up with cous-s. and all. then headed home. oh well. so far for new years eve.. mm.

Teachers bombed us with loads of homework. ayee. and the first thing going back to school is chem test on mole concept. of which im having trouble with. ayee. this is bad. way bad. oh well. anw, wont be celebrating much of CNY this year anyway, guess, this few days will be eat, sleep, homework, study, flute, msn and O2 jam(which i doubt i have the time for). oh well. mmmm. woa. cous(lliam) is like no school now, cos poly starts in april. damn shiok. oh mann. Right here in jc mugging. =/.

oh yeah. and for bio, we had this 20 mark essay as an open book test? of which i think im going to do really bad? ayee. and my math test got like 7/18. of which my class highest is 12. i got 0 for the first qn. actually can get 4 marks, if not for forgetting long division. but blackouts do happen once in a while. I just sortta hope blackouts will occur less. ayee. then alot of the girl's test paper got like, what, well done=). or, keep it up!=), or, yeah. you get what i mean. for the guys? i dont think so. heh. i got no comments. I just had a look at my first question and it just went.

revise your partial fractions! its very impt!

sian diao4. its blackout i say. black out. ayee. well, math is like the only subject that i enjoy doing. and the teacher is the one that i dont really like laa. ayee. and bio is fun! mrs lim rocks. haha. oh man. its like im studying for the teacher laa. xy says do it for the subject. oh well. trying to like mr gan (math, pw) laa. ayee. haha. well, i just guess gotta do better for math. as kj says, hes quite good actually. haha. oh well=), nvm, shall never give up. mr goh(chem) is quite a nice man as well. haha.starting to really enjoy chem! haha. and econs tutor, oh yeah! she likes keep relating to us. really enjoy the tutorials. haha. =). oh well. thats for lessons laa.

ayee. everyday will reach home about 8+ reaching 9? and the work load is O.O. ayee. oh well. gotta keep trying. but now theres a break. 5 day break. finally. break. havent seen this word for a while. enough of work, enough of stress. finally a break. break break break! woa. guess today is resting. then morrow, work. -.-. i guess really gotta start working hard-er. this is so not going to work laa, if i go on like this. practicing on flute + studying. yeah. thats all for now. i guess. flute-ing now is like woa, shiokerella. haha. i think its like enough laa. haha.

oh well, at least now in band theres cheryl! yay. one more to pei me. haha. then we are like duetting at same speed. so fun. then wrong can restart and restart. she like dont mind laa. haha. thats like kindda cool. and the best part is, after we sight read finish every single duet piece. we HI 5. hahahahhahahaha. so fun! oh well. xinyun's there to teach me as well! haha. so is kj! andy entertainment=). hahahahahahah! woa. nice section laa. ayee. shi jie is nice. but trying to brother her! ayee. so hard. oh well gotta keep trying! haha. and i seriously gotta start cutting down usage on the computer ayee!. haha. if not no work can ever be done! ayee!

btw, happy chinese new year yehh! clock here reads 12.05am! hope you guys get loads of ang bao. ayee. i have a dead blog. hahahaha. oh well! like whoever reads!! haha. guess i'll be seeing you guys round. haha. guess going to change to a new blog from 19th feb. haha. ayee! cya guys round. i guess.

-jErM

@ 11:41 pm

Sunday, February 03, 2008

weather: grey skies
3rd february 2008
music: die flemmendaus overture

mmm. havent been really touching my blog. no time. mmm. mum's kindda mad at me for some apparent reason(which i am damn sian to elaborate), so its even more sian diao4. donno how to do my assinments its even worse, actually also cannot say dunno how to do, 1 question can take up to 20 mins? so very sian diao4. oh mann. such a siao diao4 day. oh well.

band appeals for jae are over. really hope that lliot, bao hui, triangle all can get in. oh mann. mmm. lets see how. woa. and chinese new year celebrations at our school is like so fun. haha. as in, the time spent with people is fun laa. Like with my section and everything. haha. kachangputeh was nice, and so was the chocolate brownies. haha. heard that cheesecake was good? oh well. Left the college at about 8.50pm that day? yeah. had dinner till quite late laa. say 10pm? well. was waiting for jia yee laa. cos she knows what bus can take up to boon keng. and I am lazy to ownself check and what nots. yeah. so all rights, now i know how to go nai's house already. thats an accomplishment. staying at grandmas is always fun. the childhood memories that flood back. oh well. yeah. -misses grandad :(- anyway, nai nai started singing karaoke ytd. woa. she hasnt sang karaoke for a really really long time. so, its good. and she marathoned for 3 hours. break a while. and marathoned for another 3 hours. so its really pro of her. yups. haha. oh well. yeah. really miss the times spent there. so carefree, so stress free, so fun. and the best is, you dun have to face reality there. its like, when I am there, its like just being brought back to child hood, and how fun it was then. =//. maybe i just dont like reality? i dunno. no wonder I am in love with fairy tales and fantasies at this age. and its not a suprise that i love satoshi pieces. all so fantasy one. oh well.

jc life is both mentally and physically exhausting. mmm. learning some stuff from kj and xy. thanks so much for everything yeah. like all the diaphragm usage(more diaphragm usage) and tongueing, whistle tones and what not. oh mann. the only time that i really really enjoy myself nowadays is at band. oh well. =//. haha. going high with xy and xue er(cheryl) is really fun too? i guess. haha. now must pull shi jie in. haha. xy's going to teach her on the playing. haha. oh well.
lets see how it goes.

oh well, going off to mug. damn loads of work. sian..

I just seriously wonder, how long more of all this i can hold. the tension is mounting. and Im already on the brink of giving up. its damn tiring. really damn tiring. really feel like giving up. but musnt let myself down. musnt let them down. oh well.. lets see how more of this can i hold.

-jErM

@ 11:42 am