Monday, January 28, 2008

weather: cloudy
28th january 2008
music: Overture jubiloso, glasnost, pecos pueblo

haha. heyhey. i havent touched this place for decades, mmm, oh no i see spider webs and dust everywhere. okay okay. haha. shall update. currently using school computer. haha. the time now is like 10.15am and my next lecture is at 10.50am. haha. I havent done my stuff laa.(sian diao4), like my math tutorials, chem tutorials, bio tutorials and econs tutorials. so sian diao4. dang. sacrificing a lot of time working on my bio ppt. mm. hope our group can be the best of the best. Cos i spent really a lot of effort. and i think my group members spent a lot of time on it as well. oh well. lets hope for the best. currently working on the ppt on school computer. having difficulty working on it. haha. oh well. shall ask priyanka for help. haha. actually, i also realised something laaa. I havent blogged about hows tj life and all that right?

haha. TJ LIFE IS stress yet fun. sounds so contradicting right? haha. oh mann. lessons are fun are boring. haha. mainly, if you come tj, get prepared to go mentally and physically exhausted. haha. I have a really united CG, and hsc clan. haha. oh ya, speaking of which, i reallly really hope wei neng appeal will work(sure work one) haha. lets hope so! haha. oh mann. sucks sucks. so far the only tutorials that i can work on is math. (panicks), chem- mole concept, some very cheemology laa. Bio- the plasma membrane thingy, what you call that, the fluid mosaic model? and econs, oh mann, the thing is fun, but really hard to do laa. oh mann. everytime i chao manning toshikasa about econs. *guilty consience* haha. oh well=). thats tj life. haha. oh yaa. and hsc clan is going siao of the stress. so me, kr and meiyee for eg are trying to be as lame as possible yups. haha. oh well. and hanging out with the band freaks is fun too. oh mann. really hope elliot get through the appeals. oh well. actually got 2 major stuff to blog about laa. haha. 1 is the release of the O level results day(i dont wanna forget that day ya) and erm, the aftermath of the receiving back of O level results. mm. guess i will do that later when i have the time baas.
right now, have to chiong hmk. so sian. haha. mmm. and later kj teaching some breathing stuff. I cant wait. haha. my flute now got problem! SIAN DIAO4. oh well. gtg. blog later if have time. haha. this post is so going to be horrendously long. and later have PE*faints* 3.6km.. sian diao4.

HAHA. continues~ PE IN THE END RUN 4.4KM. TAO YAN. duper long. damn irritating. school today is all right. going down to visit ah ma later. yay. haha. MMM. I WANNA PRACTICE FLUTE. oh mann. sian diao4. wonder if there are going to be sectionals later. oh well. shall practice practice practice! okay. now here goes long post.

release of o level results day
ok. that wonderful day that should be remembered. the day of euphoria, adrenaline rushes, tears of both joy and sadness. haha. okay here goes! that morning, there was still school that day. and that morning, nobody was really in the mood of studying or listening to any lectures or tutorials. For my class, we had math tutorials and lectures in the morning before heading down back to my alma mater. Everyone was jittery, everyone was nervous. well, you can imagine. during tutorials, no one was listening at all. eyes were drooping, people in class staring out of window. and terrence(break dancer) guy in my class scribbled on 3 pieces of foolscape. waa. even i was sian, i had been called to answer 1 math qn in class and before that, my eyes were drooping, so i was really heng laa. My whole class was like, ayee. sian sian, what if cannot stay in TJ. B4 we left school, we had GP lesson. so, mr aulia was nice enough that day to not to teach. we shared, and wished the class. lavina was nice enough to bake for all of us almond cookies, hoping us that we can get As. haha. so was like, my wish for the class was that everyone can stay in TJ and all of their faces can appear up there on the screen. so, after that, i went with elliot, xy to the band room. we slacked there for a while. met some new TKGS ppl that day, triangle and clarinet. we were doing all sorts of lame stuff, OM CHEE CHEE OM CHEE CHEE, tooki1 toooki1 tooki4 tooki4 , TONKA TONKA! and we were laughing damn loud. some seniors were like in the band room. oh mann. i scared chao2 dao4 they all. oh well. whatever~. after that, me, xy and elliot head out of school. xy took a cab down to school. me and elliot walked to interchange.

at interchange, me and elliot further separated. we wished each other good luck and stuff and headed down to our respective schools. the time about about 12 noon then. and i was rushing off to meet hsc clan(from tj). haha. so went down to tampines. received sms from lliotie. haha. he said, some stuff. and i really hope all 3 of us would score well. i was feeling really scared and listen to mp3 and stuff. then i met hsc clan. I smsed hilary on the way to tampines and she said, mr njoo said that our class no 7 distinctions, 4e3 did better than 4e1 in bio, 4e1 got 1 person got D7. i was lilke depressed instantly. I was wondering how bad i will do. like maybe get 18 points or something? (everything B3 X6=18). so after that, headed down to kfc. and was telling meiyee they all that their faces sure appear up there. then they all were like asking me to be quiet. cos, like if expectations higher, the greater the fall will be. we headed down to haising thereafter. Everyone was depressed. kairu cried singing the TJ SCHOOL SONG. cos, she was worried that it will be her last? oh well. everyone wasnt feeling good laa. we headed down to haising by bus 3.

thereafter, we reached school. haising suddenly became a VERY VERY SCARY PLACE. (AS COATED FROM christine toshikasa=) )caught up with the e1 guys. really miss those times and i do miss the times spent with them. caught up with neng. and such. then i wanted to see mrs tang really badly. Cos i just miss mrs tang(4e1 peeps, dont you agree?). then i heard mrs tang didnt wanna see us. cos we did badly for english, I was DAMN FREAGIN WORRIED. only 38% distinctions. so i was like kindda disappointed. if not for her, i dont even think i can make it here into TJ. oh mann. then i heard that our class did really well for math? about 97% distinctions? for both A math and E math?. well, that cheered me up a little. Then like, waa caught up with don and wn. really miss those times a lot laa. walan. okay. anw, then later kr said that mrs wan said that kr fufilled her promise to her. that means kr got A1 for bio. I was getting damn freagin worried. Cos looking at the way i've done for my sciences, i was DAMN FREAGIN WORRIED. adrenaline spurts? yeah. then we had to go up. My hand were bcomin really really really really cold. i was literally freezing. we went up to the hall.

At the hall, the sec 3s were sitting at the back. I saw hilary and wj's enthu faces. i was like shit. oh mann. going to disappoint section. the sec 2s were there to see the results too!

P.S. HSC FLUTE SECTION ROCKS MY HAISING SOCKS. haha=)

then, aiya, was damn scared, didnt had mood to do anything. okay, so miss ong talked about what we had to do for jae. and all of us were like okay okay. go on go on. then mr surin talked.
JANG. then, he talked about bla bla bla. how the school fared and everything. one line that i distinctively remembered is that 3 ppl in express failed english and they have to go ITE. I was damn worried. okay. everyone was waiting for the top scorers section. okay. when mr surin was talking, my heart was pounding very very hard. and i was shaking. like lub(i will move forwad), dub( i will move backward). then the top scorers section came. i felt adrenaline gush up my head.

TOP SCORERS. STACY GOH, MARIANNE, DENISE, ALVIN, JOLLYN, KAIRU, WEI NENG, JUDE, REGINA, BLA BLA BLA.

and the 7 distinctions and 8 distinctions were named. I really hoped that my name was at the 7 distinctions but didnt appear. so i was really sad. then i was like. no hope already. and went really sad and sian. but yet scared and worried all at one go. did i really get 18? people were already going estatical when they saw their L1R5 and face and name.

then, there was 6 distinctions. i was already very scared. I saw si hui's face, i saw shun xiongs face. I was just clapping, worrying really badly for my results. then, i suddenly saw my face. L1R5=9. i was like, HAR?! SERIOUS? I STARED AT IT AGAIN. ITS MY FACE, MY NAME. CHO KOI HONG JERMAIN. i WAS SCREAMING REALLY BADLY. LIKE A GIRL. MY FACE WAS RED. AND I WAS SCREAMING, "I CAN STAY IN TJ! I CAN STAY IN TJ! AHAHAHHA! and its like a BIG BIG LOAD OF STONE JUST PLOPMED INTO THE WATER. I WAS LIKE YEAH. YEAH YEAH YEAH! i hear screams all over the place. (my dearest section, i know you're screaming for me yeah=) ) then kaiping was like, im so happy for you. haha. then i saw manning, jon oh, miss leung, they were like, congratulations congrats congrats! I was like thank you thank you! i was going so high. and i realised that many many of E1S FACES WAS UP THERE! YAYY. yuan shi tai zi, qian shou qian yen guan si ying pu sa, si da tian wang, to pe gong, zu xian, yeye, crying god, xie xie ni men! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR blessing my friends to score good results. haha. amos ghui and amos lim! congrats both of you for the results also yeah! haha. so i was going high, then i called xinyun(hey, i promised, to call you first) then xy picked up! XY XY, I MANAGED TO STAY IN TJ, i was screaming. xy was like OH GOSH YEAH!. then i tried calling elliot. no reply. so was like going around thanking teachers and all that. then elliot called. I at first was going crazy, cos call= good results maa. Then i heard elliot crying over the phone i was like, omg, is he crying sadly? omg. he said he got 16, i was like, omgoodness. i very very sian diao and my mood just went down. its really really sian diao4. I went around going thanking teachers. I also wanted to thank mr njoo, but he dont even know me! mr tan was not there. miss ong cant find. the rest thank already. oh well. but here are my results..

english B3
C. humanities A2
E math A1
A math A1
chinese A1
chinese oral-distinction
Physics A2
Chemistry B3
Biology A1

comments:
english, oh mann. happy i got B3. but sad that i didnt get A2. cos, mrs tang asked me to aim for the top. so i like kindda disappointed her laa. =(.

C humans. haha. HAPPY I GOT A2. cos i was damn worried for my essays etc.

E MATH AND A MATH. YAHOOOOOO! haha. cos i made careless mistakes here and there A1 HEN HAO LERS.

chinese- no feeling cos i know earlier already

physics- HARR?! A2. OMG. physics was like my worst subject in my prelims. haha. YAY. did mr yap proud =).

chemistry- disappointed. A1 for prelims. B3 for Os. oh mann. ): so so sorry to mr tan, so so sorry to myself.

BIOLOGY- HURR?! A1. OMGGG. BIO A1. AAAAAAAAAA. mrs wan didnt expect it either. haha. was like damn happy for bio. YAYYY.

so 9 pointer. if i stay in TJ= 5 points. other JCs- 7 points. but TJ ROCKS!

SAY T! T!
SAY TJ! TJ!
WE ARE THE BEST!
(WE ARE THE BEST!)
SO YOU BETTER NOT MESS!
(SO YOU BETTER NOT MESS)
SO YOU BETTER NOT FOOL!
(SO YOU BETTER NOT FOOL!)
COS WE ARE COOL!
(COS WE ARE COOL!)

WE ARE THE BEST SO YOU BETTER NOT MESS SO YOU BETTER NOT FOOL COS WE ARE COOL!

X X XXX X XXX TJ!
X X XXX X XXX TJ!

oh yeah!. TJ ROCKS MY WHITE SOCKS. haha. all rights. am really glad that i have high chance to stay. but really worried for elliot. I dont know whether he can stay. Si han got 11-6=5. so i hope si han can stay too. we have been separated for 4 years. haha. my primary school best buddy. oh well. i hope for the best yeah. and now its a total new beginning.

okay. so here goes my j1 journey. the stressful 2 years is coming right ahead at full speed. I am already feeling so tired both mentally and physically. oh mann. sucks, got caught today at math tutorial for not doing my work.):. oh well. all rights so thats it then. I am going to do my work. catch you guys around.

-jErM

@ 10:15 am

Saturday, January 12, 2008

weather: raining
12th January 2007
music: carnival of venice

well. here to clean up this place. oh mann. can see spider webs here and there. =//. okay. i shall do back tracking okayy? like from today back all the way till 30 december. yups.

12th jan- okay, today, was collecting of scholarship day. mm. i went for hsc alumni band prac. well. sortta just recovered from duper high fever the day before. so in the morning, my throat felt sortta pain and bad, and my whole mouth reeks of medicine taste. that bitter, powdery taste. anyway, with that bad throat, i grabbed my flute, scores and headed down to hsc for alumni band prac. it was kindda windy and sunny. perfect weather(thats if you werent sick).. so i was wearing my windbreaker while others were enjoying this weather. mm. when i reached haising, it was like 9.10am. hadnt had my breakfast, so sortta felt kindda terrible when i got there. but anw, i saw all the alumnis standing out there. I went phew, thought i was late. then hung around till 9.40am? we didnt had practice today. cos, that toopid admin staff of hsc didnt wanna give us the band room key. i could see that kailing toshikasa(perc) was really pissed. she say manning wo men zou. then, like everyone was pissed. its like everyone sacrificed the monring for the prac. and that stupid admin staff didnt wanna give us the key. wth. then everyone was pissed. i was pissed as well. ugh, like you are feeling all sickish and run down then that stupid admin staff liddat. nvm. hsc admin staff is liddat der. so laggy, so unfriendly towards students one. so the alumnis headed off to somewhere. I headed with zhi wei and elicia to white sands. walked around, had mee sua and everything. and nowadays, eating anything had that really bitter taste now, like that yucky bitter pill taste is stuck there. then we went home.be4 that, zhi wei helped me to order green apple green tea, said that it can help to cure throat pain. and haha, it kindda worked! zhi wei can be doctor lers! haha

then after that, me and sharol headed off to the cc to collect our scholarships. its nothing much, just had 3 main thoughts.

1) haha. you know, last time when i listen to mr sin boon ann talking, i kindda get bored and prayed for it to end. maybe i was really young that time and didnt really understood thats why i got bored. before i went for the thing, i was grouching to mum and sharol and said that he was kindda boring.

-mm, will blog when i have the time, have to sortta go out for a while.

-jErM