Saturday, August 18, 2007

weather: its night time
18th August 2007
Music: ne'yo so sick?. think thats the title.

hi. okay. I just wasted the WHOLE of today. so dumb. when i woke up this morning, my head pounded and my stomach hurt. oh gosh. still headed to school by the way. so physics was okay. went down to see alumni band prac. and gosh, they are amazing. haha. really. when the sec 4E1s band members went down, we saw them. haha. I felt like as though i am "ban men nong fu". haha. for the benifit for those who dont understand, it means, going in front of a pro and show off your skills. haha. that means very thick skin laa, very bhb. we ate lunch after that at downtown food court and headed home. then sleep sleep sleep. even at dinner, didnt feel well. so after dinner, I cannot sleep. But i cannot concentrate on my work either. so am here staring at the computer screen again. oh gosh. wasted 1 whole day. i cant believe. everyone is probably cramming SS essays or working hard at some math problem now. but my body is asking me to go and sleep. Feeling pretty weak this few days. oh no. this is bad. PRELIMS are coming. oh gosh. jia you ler jerms. haha. may your dream come true. *bless that i can faster recover from this sickness and go and study" hopefully by tmr, I will be my okay self again and can start studying. btw, this sickness is horrible. your stomach crams for a moment, and then relaxes. then crams again. and the crams come at random times. mann. irritating. thats the whole point i cant concentrate. You try concentrating, then your stomach crams. dumb-toopid-. nvm. oh well. gotta try. maybe do a few online quizzes before heading to bed.

13 days to prelims.
60+days to Os.

jia you everyone. no time ler.

-jErM

@ 9:52 pm

Monday, August 13, 2007

weather: night time lers
13th August 2007
Music: digimon, butterfly

HEY. okay. so i havent blogged for quite a while. AND sure enough. I can see cowebs forming all over it. so i am here to clean up the dust okay? haha. well.I think no one would really bother coming here no more. haha. the last tag is dated july. and it is alreadyaugust. Actually took a video of fire works, and planned to put it up here. But failed. ARGH. nevermind. once i figure out, you guys can see already.but national day this year is so totally awesome! I liked the part, especially when the 2 helicopters from the army bowed/saluted to the audience! the laser stuff also! MANN. nice.haha. but i was truly amazed with, is the SAF central band. OH MY GOSH. OVER TV, you hear the piccoloist! OH GOSH. NICE LAA! NICE TONE, NICE PROJECTION. OH GOSH. you know, most of the time, when talking about flutes, piccolos are often left out. this is like SO TOTALLY NOT FAIR! dont care. piccolos are amazing. and i right now, plan to continue to embark on playing the picc. its a nice instru kay! haha. really. if you guys ever watch the replay of the NDP. listen. its amazing. and the most amazing part is, the running notes can be heard SO DAMN CLEARLY. oh gosh. i tell you. hopefully, i can get to enter SAF band when i enter the army and play the picc! thats what i call fun. haha.

well, today, i had an array of feelings. Havent touched the com forsometime. like totally indulge in msn convos, do blogskins what not. hehhehh. I listened to mr yap's advice okay! haha. I am guai. *pukes blood* WEI.dont sobad laa. haha. started math tuition for a math also. haha. okay laa. now they doing revision. pretty worried for relative velocity. youknow, i havent gave up on my dreams of being an astronaut. i feel that its kindda like, impossible in singapore, and hence decided that teacher(science) is my choice of ambition. R.V. in a math has a lot to do with work at NASA. oh gosh. if i dont master that, i wont be able to go nasa(like if i had the chance). AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. and i somehow and enjoying doing tys practices. though the mock exam is difficult, I dont care. i better continue to work hard.

today, we got back chinese O level results. Hmm. lets describe the thing from last night. I didnt had an easy time getting to sleep last night. My heart was beating really fast. I did tys till it was time. was REALLY REALLY vexed. When i woke up, i was feeling sleepy, as i finally got to sleep at 12am. yeah. and woke up at 6. I didnt wanna get up. The bed was like a giant magnet, attracting me to it firmly. But i knew i HAD to get up. so took a shower(cold water for the first timein the morning.) and headed to school.time seemed to pass so slowly yet so fast. when it was 8am, just the start of lessons, I was worried, and couldnt concentrate in class at all. Was like damn distracted and didnt wanna do anything. So, i read a book that i had got addicted to real recently. and then headed for recess. when it was recess, Helped mrs tang to tidy some stuff for the english oral later and went down. time was 9.50am.and results are to be released at 10. Of course, I didnt have any appetite to eat, so headed up to the hall direct. when i sat at my row, Heard the e2s saying that their msg is 2.5 and that their class has 5 A1s and duno how many a2s. i got really worried and my heart palipilated faster. E2s chinese standard are usuallyhigher then 1s, so does that mean that 1 got worse? i cringed in fear at that thought. Then the principal talked about the percentage passes and whatever. i knew that i screwed up my gong han, somehow, during the O levels. I hoped that i will get A2/B3. then results are to be released. my heart beat faster, butterflies appearedin my stomach. Adrenalline rush. yeah. (first 5 go up). Alvin, register number one, after seeing his results, turned around and didnt look really happy. amanda looked expressionless. so was Amos. I was getting reallyr eally worried. jess chan came back, with an expression that showed joy and satisfaction. "guess she got a 1. i told myself". then Yan hua came back like no expression like that. then the nxt 5 went up. Jollyn, me, kairu, kin chung and er hao. i dread every single step that i took. on the way there, my breathing went rapid. I told myself. 3 then 3,mei you she me da bu liao. die then die. retake then retake lor. But inside me, I was desperately hoping for a one. Jollyn saw her results and walked away. a smile flickered across her face. I clossed my eyes. took a deep breath and looked.

Cho koi hong jermain










1132(haising catholic school)











subject:chinese












a box that contained (one)









a box that contained (D)

Mr lua looked at me, and with a tone of joy and delight. told me. CONGRATULATIONS. CHINESE DISTINCITON. A1, CHINESE ORAL, DISTINCTION. I didnt belived what i heard. I looked again. it was true, at that moment, I screamed and RAN ALL THE WAY to the back of the hall. I was exhilarated! I felt like crying. AND was screaming. like siao. My hands went up, like doing a victory sign. ppl sitting there asked, 1?1? i said yes. Till now, i still do not believe that i got 1. I asked myself, how the heck did i managed out that 1? tycoism? i guess so. haha. Kai ru got a1 too! so did wei neng! donovan didnt get that 1. and i felt that its not fair! that zuo wen marker, he must have went hard on don. stoopid. ayee. why like that. UGHH. well. don said that he would be retaking. he will confirm get a 1 der! well. CONGRATS TO ALL THOSE WHO GOT ONE. haha. well. english oral nxt. I do not have any confidence at all when i did it. I am scared. pls pls pls. pray that i did well. the pictures has very little details. and the examiner came late! AAKLAJDSFL;KJAOHKND. and i did the exam in a semi-concious state. oh boy.haha. well. have been staring at this screen ever since i got back at 7+. i better go off ler! catch you guys around okay? CYA ! willbe a long timewhen i next blog. told you, gotta study. this staring at com thing willbe once in a blue moon! CYA.

-jErM