jErM--

YAY I FINALLY FOUND IT! MY NODAME THEME SONG! heh!

hachijuu hachi no bamen no naka ni
chirabatta oto saki atsumeta te
kotoba ni naranai omoi narabeta
gosenfu no ue ni oikoshita hibi

kousa shiteiku

sando wo kasane
koko ni hibikasete

utau you ni massugu ni
uta no ue wo nobiteiku
hoka ni wa nani mo dekinai
toki no subete atsuke nagara
jiyuu ni toki hanatareta
sunao ni kake meguru yubi owari naki kuresshendo wa fukaku
dare ka no moto e mukau

me no mae ni hirakareta sekai
kuri kaesu atarashii pureryuudo

hachijuu hachi no yume monogatari
otoshita kyuufu kawaru haamonii
shizuka ni sotto todoeta iki
irubeki katachi tori modosu made

saki kesareru sando wo kasane
koko ni hibikasete

utau tabi ni shinjiteita uta no soba wo hazurete iku
intenpo de tsumazuite
tsurete iku soukyou no naka e
hiki kaesu michi ga kieru
ugokasareru nami ga chikaku
ushinatta koe no merodi dare ka no moto e mukau

me no mae wo tozashite iku tobira kanashimi wa
tsumi agerareta echuudo

ishiki mo naku togarasete tsukanda kara furi kitta
itsumademo wasurenai de utau hodoku kokoro no mama
utau you ni massugu ni uta no ue wo nobite yuku
owari naki kuresshendo wa fukaku
dare ka no moto e

suteeji no hachi no pianisuto e
ikiru koto konna uta no subete
ima kono me no mae ni hirakareta sekai
kuri kaesu atarashii pureryuudo

ME!!!!
Jermain!!{click here!!)
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Thursday, March 29, 2007

ok. whew. 1 WHOLE BIG LOAD of pictures erhh. haha. well, all of my juniors are all at camp! stacey, kaiping, zhi Hao and Joanne went to changi beach/pulau ubin/ sentosa.
hilary and wei jun went to the dairy farm!

LOL. and its RAINING!! lol! haha. my godd arhh. so suay cann. i mean, during our year right, when we had camp. the rain was there too. A lot of activities like cannot do lor! haha, and i almost missed flying fox! LOL. yeah. haha. well, hope that they are having fun at the places wherever in this part of the island the 7 of them are now. under this cold freezing weather, Hmm. wonder if they have any blankets or jackets to keep them warm. haha. LOL.

ok. anyways, i am like PANICKING LIKE CRAZY NOW. HELPS!!

1) EXAM IS COMING. the teachers are going crazy, berserk and mad! mock exam until siao! its like so freagin unfair! i mean, the other are away at camp enjoying themselves. what i mean by enjoying is like slacking? while we get to stay in school and MUG?! what the... and further more, its like so not fair! they get to go to such fun places. haiz. oh well. SEC 4. what to do?!

2) ULCER. there is 1 gigantic, humongous, stupendous, astonishing, big, crazy ulcer in my mouth. and whats worse SYF IS COMING! *SHREKS* so pain whenever i play the flute. GRRS. ughh. developed it during wednesday. OH NO OH NO. SYF IS COMING SOMEMORE!

3) today, while during chinese mock exam. i was getting bored. so i stretch stretch stretch, and what happened? i overstretched my leg!! SCREAMS now is like the muscle so pain. i pray that its not muscle tear. OVERSTRECTH. BLAS~ SO PAIN CAN. NAFFA IS COMING. OH NOOO.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Never mind. lets hope all this can go away soon! haha. there is so much to do. mug, study, make/buy gifts for my juniors as i am graduating soon, practice for syf, swimming, erhu, blas. ya la. you get the idea. LOL. haha. ok. gtg lers.

-do tell me if anything is wrong yups. haha. Hmm. maybe tmr bring camera to school. go around and take pictures! WEE.

ok. gtg.

-jErM

@ 7:49 pm

-The end, for now-

@ 7:25 pm

haha. ok, look at this post from bottom to up. if not you will find that it will not make any sense as it is not in chronological order.

THINKING HARD! could be on a brochure or something!

QIYUN QIYUN is wearing a DRESS that day! da mei nu! WOOHOO. haha. DANCING WITH FLUTE. its hard to come by for her to wear a dress!

SECTION FUN!haha.

BULLYING MY JUNIORS IS ANOTHER FORTE OF MINE! ok laa. lame. in the end he still got bully me. so its fair ok! HUMPH!

me and zhi Hao. Hmm. starting to get use to my retarded baby face. LOL. haha

again! if i would have lowered myself, me and qiyun would have looked like a 2 headed monster! nono. say nicer. qian shou guan yin!(thousand hand thousand head bodhisatava!)

the super cool fabulous wonderous lame crazy -whatever you can think of- flautists

in the concert. We took pictures with xinhui! LOL. and me and joanne were like BULLYING her in the picture. WOOHOO. orhhhorr. badd junior. how can like that? LOL! haha. no laa. just joking.

after those neo prints, we went to eat dinner at a japanese restaurant. I am looking at messages and huiqin is peeping. ORHHORR. LOL. lame. ok. haha, you get the idea.

@ 6:56 pm

Weather: its raining its pouring
29th march 2007
music: fate of the gods- band song

HELLO. ok. pictures as promised. haha. uploading it to save space on my com! LOL.
Ok first of all is that time go and see some concert, then me, huiqin, hil and hamster go and take picture! LOL. haha. ok, after this post gonna have another one=).

ALL THE PEOPLE HERE KNOW HOW TO PLAY PICCOLO AND FLUTE!

MONKEY MONKEY! HOOHOOHOO!

BULLYING SENIORS ARE OUR FORTE. MUAHA=).

happy V.S BU SHUANG BHB, which 1 you want?

now thats what i call SYMMETRY. for those who dont know=)

WE ROCK CAN? (can=) )

TRIBUTE TO THE FLUTES.

As i mentioned earlier, bullying our seniors are our forte. haha. but only some. LOL. haha=). HUIQIN!! OUR ANG BAO!! nono. wait until got CHILDREN first horr? HUIQIN? hahaha. whats the name arhh? huidi and an qin! cant wait to see them!

all combined. its kinda cool=)

ta-da. ok. nxt post coming RIGHT up. wait arhh.

@ 6:34 pm

Monday, March 26, 2007

weather: NIGHT TIME
26th March 2007
music: let it shine-"ying huo cong der meng"

Hello.

ok. first of all. let me be depressed for a while. got back results slip today. To what i expected, it was horrible. my fortes are becoming my pianissimos. you just look at it. i calculated the average, 63%. WTH. I mean, ever since sec2, my grades have been slipping like honey just being spilled from a tin falling onto the floor. haiz. but I found out the reasons. the reason of such pathetic grades(in my opinion) is cos, of me, being super duper unsettled during term 1. depression, sick, stuff like that. to be honest, I checked back with my past few tests for every subject, and they are all As and Bs. yeah, donovan explained and showed to me this concept. so i wasnt really that upset after he explained to me. But i do hope that i can start seeing solid proofs about my capability of getting As and Bs soon. =).

next. MY NAME. MY BIG BIG NAME!! I don't know how many times have i said it to already. Lemme spell my FULL NAME here. it is.

CHO KOI HONG JERMAIN (CAO KAI XIONG JERMAIN)

GETTIT?!?!?! and it is NOT A GIRLS NAME. i reapeat. not a GIRLS NAME OK? the girl version of jermain is.

GERMAIN.

gettit? the girl version of jermain starts with G. NOT J!

next, girls name ends with an 'E'. hence, the girl's version of my name is:

GERMAIN

GERMAINE

JERMAINE

OK??!??! hahah. i know that my name not common laa. so whenever ppl think of my name, they always prototype it with it being a girls name. Remember that my name starts with a J and it doesnt even end with an E. HELLO!?!? haha.=). Speaking of which, I did try looking for famous people with my name as well, and the results? a famous foot baller and a boxer. haha. IT means hope actually. and i really love my name=).haha

ok third thing. recent things. Goshh. its getting late. better type faster. tmr still got math test. *shreks in horror*

ok. the most memorable 1 would be last saturday. where the sec 4s had to go for a programme at the national stadium known as "We sing our songs". That morning, we, the 4E1-kias, had to go to school bright and early for supplementary. physics then chemistry. mr Yap asked us to do tys. dododoododod. blas~ then for chem, i got to sit with donovann. wees~ haha. and i benifited from it lots! haha. I think he did to. right don? lol! we were practically discussing every question and facts started coming back from the clouds. after that stayed back with him till like 3+? yeah. we did math, chem etc. but most of the time, as expected, we were talking crap. duh~ erm, and we were eating lunch with wei xiang. WOOO. haha=) at downtown. yeah. went back school study, wei xiang went for math tuition. leaving me and don behind. we then went to white sands. which is like about 4+ lers? yeah. then, walk walk walk. go library, etc. wei xiang came back and meet us. decided then that we should all head home to bathe then rush back to school for the thingy at the national stadium. after bathing and blas, dad fetched me to TM. met wei xiang there, and had macs for dinner. like on the way to school, on the way eat. 4E1 boys from the pasir ris bus stop walked to school together! Haha. there, the usual. mark attendance, then board bus to stadium. on bus, everyone talked non-stop, in a high mood, very enthusiastic. marianne,khye an, koong jye and wei xiang played poker. amos read his book. er Hao going around taking pictures and videos. i just sat there enjoying the music in my mp3. reached the stadium . i was like joking with kai ru while waiting. is like both of us when berserk and started laughing like siao. haha. donovan was there and we were talking about how we can use physics to connect to tkd. then we were talking about how a fat person with a pot belly can bounce of his opponent. haha. then after that got to enter the stadium. we were super super early! haha. then settled down and took some pictures! didnt took much though. haha.

me and my grandpa=). qiyun rocks. woohoo.

me and donovan. haha. wees~ don rocks. when took that picture, My teeth was like super dirty.=.=". lol. haha. anyways, donovan rocks. haha. makes me happy and encourages me all the time! wee!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. hahaha. weixiang. laaas~~ everytime we "bully" 1 another. LOL. haha. cool laa.

you know, looking at all the above photos. I realised how what a retarded baby face i have. =.=". LOL. anyways, when can i grow out of my baby face. UGHH. donovan says that he wants to pinch it. =.=". lol. better not. hha. later you got my all so infectious PIMPLES DISEASE HOW?!?!? it would be badd. Haha. then nightfall arrived, we sang songs. and most of them were in chinese. haha, me and don were singing our hearts out. haha. really enjoyed myself that day. and then of course, during 1 song, 4e5 displayed their class spirit. they stood up and waved hands and moved to the music. haha. 4e1 bo chap. =.=". but anyways, haha. me and don sang sang sang. wei xiang said that i couldnt sing and sang zao xia. who cares? I am not choir anyway. haha. so long i enjoyed it. WEEEEEEES~ was fun. get to scream and sing. haha. and i stretched it from super super high to super super low. LOLL. haha. 4e1 really rocks. I think i finally can see the happiness and everything in it. maybe 4e1 isnt so bad after all. haha. i do have really great friends like wei xiang, donovan, grandpa, kairu, yenny, marianne, steph, er hao, kin chung, etc etc in there. and they are all willing to help me. haha. Of course, i wouldnt say no if they needed any help. like duh~ Haha. 4e1 rocks. so does 2e4 still. haha. finally, am so happy that day, i finally tasted the essence of happiness in the class. olayy. go jerms.=). haha. THEN got back late that day. yeahh. laaaas.haha. ok, before i retire(SO LATE LERS, OH NO.) I have 1 more picture to show, which is the national stadium. nights. take care=). haha, nxt post probably all pictures. haha, got so much to show laas.=).

p.s. stacey, your blog how come 1 whole white 1? i wann read your posts. haha. can try to see whats wrong?

zhi Hao, blog die lers. haha, UPDATEE. lol!

jun also. if he can?haa.
SOMEONES IN THAT PICTURE OF THE BIG STADIUM I TOOK. GUESS WHO GUESS WHO. haha. answer at my tagboard. and you will get a prize! FREE OXYGEN. in the air. lol. ok. being really lame. haha, anyway, its super obvious who it is! haha. guess guess!

-jErM

@ 11:15 pm

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

to: zhi Hao. dont read this post all rights? I think its gonna be very very very very contradicting. dont wann you to get upset over this. =(.

I am stressed out, tired inside out, gimme a break, Leave me alone, enough is enough.I really want to cry already. everything that is happening around me. be it on relationships, academics, band, prefects. everything seems so overwhelming. i am tired. really really very very tired. relationships are like family ties, good friends ties etc.. I wann cry is really wann cry. maybe i should just give up. maybe i should just give up everything i have. sometimes, I think of like flying to a far far away place, and start life anew there. sometimes i feel like dying, so that i can go to hell and get totured for all the sins i've done this life. when i recall, ever since the day im born till now, I 've done too much of sins. am bound to get punished. i rather have that and get reincarnated. so i can forget everything in this life. should i go on? i feel very vexed out. stessed. get the feeling. 4E1. band. prefects. soon, band will be outta of my life for the rest of the year. though i will try to go back. =/.prefects out makes no difference. left studies. i somehow wish that i can just put down everything whole-heartedly.

hate this. really hate this. i am tired. even if i wanna leave, I dont think i will bear to leave all these things behind me. sorry for being so contradicting. yeah.haiz. i dunno..

ppl just tell me tat i shouldnt give up and continue working hard. that this year is stress-ed up year. looks like no more fun times. no more time for fun at all. look. lemme show you.

16yrs old- O level
17 years old- I hope. J1. then stress stress stress, trying to get used to new environment.
18- A level( I hope)
19- go army( as you know, i aint really fit.)
20- " "(uni?)
21-" "(uni?)
22- work
23- work.

look. where got time for fun? dont have lor. haiz. I miss my childhood days. I miss the days where I am so innocent that i know nothing about the world. i sometimes also wish that i am a forgetful person. though having a memory can help me remember scores, remember bio/history or whatever cheem formulas. but this thingy makes me remember hate, evil things, stuff that makes me really really upset or unhappy and love all at the same time. i am tired of that hate part. i really wish that i can forget some stuff i ever knew, I wish that i havent seen some stuff. like certain smses. etc. maybe i should let go of it already.I also dunno why i have such a **** mentality. I keep thinking too much,and i have a lame mentality. so lame. and dumb. and for thinking too much, I sometimes dont use my brain power in the right place. haiz.

lets see. a sec 4 student. so stressed until wanna die already. how to go on to jc?hur? is like cannot go on ler lors. and i even dreamt of coming back to haising to teach. bio?chem?goshh. hopeless case ler laa. haiz.

but all i can say is that, i hope that i can go on. hope that i have the strength and courage to perservere on and press on. my major exams and events are coming up. hope that i can hold out. bb.
-jErM

@ 10:32 pm

Weather: sunny
20th march 2007
Music: We're all in this together

hi. i havent really been updating lately. a lot of things happened lately. joys, sorrows, anger, amusement. a lot of stuff. yeah. and i havent been really updating. yeah. been a very very long time since i touched this place.

academics
ok. academics first. i didnt do well for history. 11/25. =((. fail niaa. NOT GOOD. though everyone in e1 e2 did around there. dont count in pros like marianne and clara. yeah. Looks like i must buck up. UPUPUP!! gonna receive report book on friday! die ler laa. *SCREAMS LOUD LOUD* i am really dead this time. i dunno how the heck to show my parents my results. i also dun look forward to that day, as the results of the bet will be released as well! will be competing with donovan. lol. please please please. let donovan win. so that i can get a treat from him. haha. oh ya! physics lately has been fun! mr yap shocked the whole class! we had to stand in a circle holding hands with each other. then mr yap used electromagnetic induction to zap us. as i was standing near, i received more zaps than the others .is like -pa-, your pulse. haha. dun wann play again ler laa. got tinges of adrenaline!! NOT GOOD. haha. and chemistry, i am so dead. DIE LER LAA. i was like staring at the board in class, dun understand what the heck mr tan was talking about. i am so dead. so so so so dead. mann, gotta buck up on that as well. speaking of which, chinese O levels are coming as well. haiz. nowadays, when i stare at my books, i feel like so damn tired. I feel like dying. really feel like dying. by the time got home, is like so damn tired already laa! I feel so like freagin troubled. i am really afraid. is like, there is some urgent thing going on, and yet, you dont feel like doing it as you are tired. i am so dead. looks like the dream of trying to get 1 of the top in level is gonna be shattered ler laa. haiz. i hate myself sometimes. sports day coming. parent teacher dialouge coming. all the teachers are sure gonna say bad stuff about me der lor. DIE LER LAA. especially miss ong and mrs tang. =(. Miss ong sure say about my math results deterioriating like crazy and mrs tang about my errors and blaas~~. i am really very very tired. vexed out. haiz. studies now like yi da hu luan laa. i am so dead. =((. really die ler laas. its not fun at all. i have no tutor whatsoever. ever since sec 2, I have been depending on myself. only myself. i am tired. really very tired. i wish that i have seniors there to guide me, who will stay back after school to teach me, who will listen out to your problems and give you advice on how to solve it. I miss my seniors alot. ever since they are gone, i began to regret about how much i didnt really treasure them when they are around.. Which is why, when my juniors ask me questions, i always try my best to teach them. when they need help with a certain chapter, i teach them that chapter. i hope that this tradition can carry on. to be honest, it benifits you a lot. really. not only does it bonds btw you and your juniors, but it also helps you to revise earlier concepts. yeah. haha.tutoring is so fun! LAAA~~ gonna teach hilary physics soon. on kinematics. haha. and still gotta tutor both of them on chem! but then both of them like so super busy. e1 is like that laa. haiz. never mind. wait for the nxt time they both are free. I too got my blur concepts to clear!

Band
syf is coming. i am worried. at the yuhua exchange, i freaked out at my solo. well, still got come out laa. But then, I felt that it was like sai. at yuhua exchange, felt really intimidated by the big-name bands. TKGS, cedar girls, yuhua, nanyang girls, river valley high. The bands there are really good. especially yuhua and nanyang girls. I do not know whether i've heard zodiac too many times, that i felt nothing as compared to other schools. we must really buck up. and i did learn stuff from them. hope that there will be sectionals(though i doubt it), i wann teach section some stuff. yeah. and right, like, kindda pissed with some ppl in the band. i mean right, yar, if you feel that coming band is cos orh, got cca so must come. then right, why did you even bother to put band as one of your choice in the cca list? yeah. never mind. really laa. I am tired of this. never mind.

well, i gtg lers. bb.

-jErM

@ 9:41 pm

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

WEather: night fall arrived.
13th March 2007
Music: can you feel the love tonight- The lion king.

hello. Ok first of all, I know that there is a lot of hoo haa over the crush thingy. =.=". Like duh-uhhh. ok anyway, you all dun talk about the crush thingy first for now first can? please. all of you out there? things arent going well in the band.. studies also a lot of things. looks like there is no more time for this crush thingy ANYMORE. I wann concentrate on studies. But i will continue liking her in secret. Thats all for the moment. all rights? thanks for understading to yenny, kairu, donovan,etc etc.thank you. dont say ler anymore. thanks

-jErm

@ 9:16 pm

Saturday, March 10, 2007

Weather: Partly cloudy
10th March 2007
Music: philharmonic winds: Danceries

Hi. ok, have been surfing about ppl's blogs to look around. and i realised from ppls blog about their results. I think its time for me to reflect about it as well. my CT results. ppl from 4E1 have been complaining about how atrocious, horrendous their results are. So lets have a mini reflection about how "WONDERFUL" i've done. haiz.
The results are just the CT itself all rights? yeah. ok. donovan was like betting with me somemore that if I win him in the progress report, I will give him a treat. so funny niaa. Believe it a not? a super super smart guy(don) V.S. a super dumb guy(me!). you see arhh. he like got 15th in class, and me? 23rd lehh! HAIYOO. still wann compete. but i took up the bet anyway. cos obviously he will do better than me and he will treat me. RIGHT DON?? =p.. ok, not really in the mood of playing right now. lets reflect.Yun han arhh, haha, if too boring then dont read all rights? =D

Caution: For those who cannot take SHOCK, dont read on. later you fainted about how badly I've done.(ITS DRAMA)

MY HORRENDOUS RESULTS.

English CT(compo): 13/30 for part 1, 17/30 for part 2 = 30/60. A just pass. C6. goshh. and i thought it would improve niaa.
A math CT: 30/60. lots of careless mistakes. but too bad lor. C6.
E math CT: 43/60. Lots of careless mistakes. 1 of the lowest in class. A2.
Chinese CT: 46.5/70. Thats like, Hmm. B3. yeah. not so good. still can improve der.
Physics CT: 22.5/50. FAILED. COOL RIGHT? FAIL SIAA. grade: D7.
Chemistry CT: 38.5/50. Thats like A1? yeah. A1. but sure kenna pull down by the earlier tests 1.
biology CT: 30/50. thats like b4? mann. kenna sai sia. haiz. but + the earlier tests, grade should be able to shoot up.
SS: i dunno yet.
History: DUNNO yet.

so you see arhh. lets add all rights? L1R5 so far. C6 + A2 + B3+ B4 + A1+ C6= 22 points. SO AMAZINGG. woaa. 22 SIAA. and i havent even add humanities. Things are gonna get worse. my goshh. wasting too much time lers. its high time i start working hard. 22 points? my godd. to think i wann to even step into meridian/temasek. thats like. WOAA. so far away. goshh arhh. SO HORRIBLE. to think my both maths can hit A. miss ong said my a math deteririate. yeah. but is careless mistake. I promised her an A1 in the mye. well. time to buck up. yeah. Haiz. such a disgrace to the flute section. so jia lat. =(((. aiya, you all can dont ren me as your sl ler laa. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. such a horrendous guy. HELPPPP. =(((. time to buck up. seriously. my juniors are all doing so well. and i am doing like this haiz. heard that stacey got FULL MARKS FOR HOMEC, bio also good. zhi hao miss khoo praised him for math. joanne should be ok. jun and hilary, close 2 eyes also know they not bad 1 laa. WORK HARDD. must continue the tradition of flute guys trying to be 1 of the top in level. ANDY got his name emblazoned on the top o level student board. i wann try to get my retarded face up there/ name also can. hmm. time to work hard.

Band (SKIP THIS PART FOR NON BAND MEMBERS THANK YOU)
I just realised that, i only have a super super short time left with the band. with my section. haiz. nevermindd laa. its ok der. i am gonna miss picc, flute and my section der. this also means that syf is drawing near. *SHREKS* oh nooo. manning toshikasa passed me a letter ytd. it encouraged me though. but i do not agree with her on something. She said that my flute solo in sunrise better than her. =.="". SO LOLLLL. haha like real lor. like i will EVER be better than manning toshikasa like that. manning play flute like so li hai! her dolce tone together with her fingers that fly across the keys to play running notes. GOSHH. hahaha. yeah. she is like, the senior whom i respect most in band. always there to encourage her juniors, cheer them up when they are down. teaches you stuff that you never know. and scolds you for doing wrong things. but manning's scoldings arent that severe. but however, whenever she scolds me, haha, i do learn from her. A lot of things. online also, manning once see me online, will say HI der. =). haha, to be honest, feel so glad that there is still a senior that already graduated who cares for me. =). seniors, senpais, toshikasas, xue zhang all rock laa. =). li hong, huiqin, huizhen, xinhui also laa. Haha, dont worry=). you all are great seniors as well. haha. yeah, that is why flute section have such great seniors. who are willing to spend their time to come down back here to hsc. to see their juniors. syf coming lers!! Must work hard and not let them down. jia you! haha. For juniors right, all of them. Hmm. treat them like bros and sisters laa. haha=). stacey rocks. yeah. she really does. her linguistic skills are just amazing. trust me. haha. and whenever you see the jovial her, you feel glad as well.=). like all your troubles go away. haha=). and lately, I seem to get to know more and understand both my bros zhi Hao and jun. haha. yeah. its really really important that you understand your juniors. and give them space to breathe as well.=). haha, they 2 arhh. like BUSY MANN LIKE THAT. so many things to do!! goshh. haha, never mindd. My O level year, I give up a lot of things. left band, swimming and studies. goshh. and soon, no more band. eeyer. but nevermindd. I will come down every friday to take a look at them=).

CRUSHHHHH
this is badd. wayyy badd. getting a crush aint good at all. and i even promised myself that i wont get into any sort of relation ship till i am 17/18. yeah. i wont laa. just keep it in secret=). hahaha, maybe should ask her out. but carnt pluck out the courage to go and ask herr. SCREAMSS. now horr, my secret is with zhi Hao and arhh jun. and huiqin also know ler. DIE. you 3 arhh. MUST SHHH HORR. i will no face anymore if it reveals arhh. haha=). maybe yue ta go out with a few more of my co juniors! yeah, that would be nice. CO gathering then! hahah. YAYYY. nice idea.(=.="") hahha. okok. see first baa.

i must start chionging my holiday homework already. NO TIMEE. goshh. BYEE.Monday got BANDD. carnt wait... ZODIAC and sunirse. sunrise started sounding better lers. zodiac worse. goshhh. gotta start working hard. no time to waste! byeee. take care.

p.s. steph, to me, haha, complexity is beautiful. you prefer simple. haha=). we all have different views! haha

-jErM

@ 12:06 pm

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Weather: SUNNY
7th march 2007
Music: Braveheart- digimon

HI.

academics.
Today was a super cool day for the academics side. hais. i love the new class sitting arrangement man. but the thing is that they all want change back. I cannot do anything. Sitting at the new place is real cool. I am surrounded by my friends whom i can always talk and relate to. steph beside me is real cool. haha, got question i just ask. she dosent hesitate. haha. unlike the old 1. yenny and me not really like close laa. i cannot really dare to ask. scared bother her. wei xiang, kin chung, amos is also around me. real cool though. haiz. yeah. class today asked a lot of questions. be it any subject. got back history test today. SEQ. got like 9/13. yeah. highest was 10. nvm laa. haiz. must continue working hard. Mr das said that my content is sufficent. its the linkers. haii. then today run 2.4 wann die. improved but still can go on. 13.10. i wann IMPROVE. screams loud. haiz. but must minue 35 seconds. cos the boys ran wrong direction. so its about 12 min +. haha. so yeah. i wann improve till its an B/A. haha, i wann score. cos i sure suck at standing broad jump and pull ups der. OH NOO. dun care. this year naffa must improve. but in class, can run 1 near the top few runners is already a very good thing. haha=). so yeah. hope when i change back right, i will continue asking. cos when i ask yenny right, like i feel that i am bothering her. haha=). nvm. I have to treasure the LAST 2 days of this sitting arrangement. haiz. yeah. thats all for academics.

Prefects.
I JUST LOVE MY 2 JUNIORS YUNHAN AND PINYI. haha. they both rock laa. seriously. julie also can. haha. yeah. lets spend my remaining morning duties enjoying their company=)

Band.
Zodiac was horrible today. yes. I think that piccolo is TOO LOUD. haiz. li hong behind say he carnt hear flute. i wann cry lers. haiz.sunrise solo wasnt good today. I think. yeah. haiz. SO MUCH TO WORK ON. such a useless person. haiz. nevermind. continue working hard. last chance to make the band proud. yeah. haiz. dont wann talk much. yeah.

-jErM

@ 7:13 pm

Monday, March 05, 2007

din Weather: Sunny
5th March 2007
Music: Digimon songs on your right.

You know the 3 songs on your right? bout digimon? the lyrics mean a lot to me. it really really makes my heart feel warmth. and it seems so real. see the english translation i just included. yeah. it really means ALOT A LOT to me. and i love those songs. it brings back my memoirs as a child and the lyrics made me love it a lot. so go and listen to it all rights? thank you=).and right after this,
PPL who are not band, dont bother to read this. Its all about it.to go on. thats all. jia you lers.

band
today did sunrise and zodiac. Piccolo playing was like SHIT. today. yea. haha. Li hong and manning was nice enough to come down today and see us.=). yeahh. MORE TIPS to improve on our parts. yeah. got a lot to work with the section lers. flute playing was ok today. I think. wonder how i did for the sunrise solo. Hmm.dunno laa. haha, hope i did ok. cos i tried my best today. yeah. but i did remember vibratoing. wonder how was it. Hmm. maybe still needa work on it more. haiz. and right, section having throat problems. I am very afraid. hope all this probs will be ok soon. especially hilary, your tonsils arhh. haiyo. get well soon all rights? sec 2 was ok today. yeah. I still left kaipings matter to deal with. yeah. well, that about it lers.

Class today was all right. can pay attention, and learn lots of stuff about science today. haha, we even had debate session for today. yeah. GO AMOS LIM niaa. haha, debate pro.. =). haha, well, going off to do math lers. bb.

-jErM

@ 7:36 pm

Friday, March 02, 2007

Weather: super rainy

2nd March 2007

music: habitat-John Higgins, fierfoenick- hardy Mertens

hi.

I just added 2 new songs to the song column! go and see haha. Its 2 songs from digimon episode 1!! haha. real cool. brings back the memories. haha.I put headings here so that if you see any heading that you dont like just skip! haha, got this idea from pin yi and yun han=). haha. My prefects junior just rock+).

Results

ok. Got back my results. Kindda sucky. A math only got just pass-C6. a 30/60. not good. but i found out that i couldve gotten a distinction. I made A LOT ALOT of careless mistakes. yeah. and i can get distinction der. =(. Imagine every question got careless mistake then minus minus off become a just pass. just every qn 1 mark 2 mark can kill you ler. yeah. so right, i conclude that i should stop being so careless and make sure that i am SUPER DUPER CAREFUL during math papers. yeah. E math got A2 laa. 43/60. but then not good. I think 1 of the lowest in class also.=(. and also careless mistakes. partly also cos right, i didnt bother to really go and revise through. haiz. E math is can der. just be more careful. and i failed physics. 22.5/50. very bu shuang. haiz. But then that paper took during the afternoon. I am not really happy with myself though. the class highest was only A2. yeah. then everyone also getting around the just pass area only. so yeah. I must start waking up lers. haha, catually i did wake up. I also found out something that is REALLY REALLY critical. and i am so worried. I cannot work well under stress. HOW???? I remembered panicking during a lot of common tests this year. a lot of tests also. and cos i keep thinking this year O level year. I stress. thats why. =((. looks like i must be like the sec 2 me again! ENJOYING my studies is whats important. yeah. so i must learn not to be so stressed lers. learn to relax and go at my own pace. I slower right? NEVER MINDDD. so long as i work hard. haha, and miss ong during math lesson showed us ALL OF OUR PUPIL ACADEMIC RESULTS. got kindda encouraged and am ready to spur on. yeah. when I was seeing. I was kindda shocked from Shermine and Mei yee's score.They werent any top scorers during PSLE. but yet they can be doing so well now. yeah. and when it came to mine. Miss ong said that i am a very hardworking boy. and that if i continue to be hardworking, my distinctions will start flying to me=). so yeah. haha, i will continue working hard and learn to relax. =). I hope by doing so, My grades will again start to look better, and that it will lead me to seeing my blur sotong face up there when i collect my O level results!=). haha. so right now right, my time table will be doing jun's slides, continuing the story of piccoluter( i owe stacey very very long ler) and right do differentiation. yeah.

Band

Today we did sunrise and safari and zodiac. yeah. During band today, jun was kindda depressed. hope that he is ok. and then during when listening to the recordings that time right, I think he got angry and said that he soudned lousy. yeah. then me, this dumb stupid senior, still have to go and rub in it when i was going home. I actually wanted to go by the mrt route. But too tired, i wann sleep. hence, i decided to take bus. yeah. then just nice jun came, and passed by me. I didnt really say hi. or even bothered too, partly is cos i tired laa, Partly is cos i am abit sot.and i even showed that xianed and whatever~~ face. AAAAAAAAA. SO DUMBBB. Never mindd laa. haha, i doing his chem powerpoint slides now, yeah. then after that ask him go check his email. and that tell him I am sorry. He got geog project! I am so dumb. ok anyways, the sunrise solo was so freagin dumb! nono, not the solo. I am so dumb. I just dont understand why carnt i work well under stress! AAAAAA. when i stress right, my vibrato carnt come out and that right, i dont have long breaths. i only can work well when i am not under stress. yeah. and right, vibrato to me comes naturally. yeah, i cannot force it out. It wont come der. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. die die die. Never mind. Must learn to relax in band lers. yeah. haha, this few days also traning my sister=). haha, you all know dion play flute right? never mindd. haha, at the end of this i show you her picture. haha. I also train her to play pic nehh! Bro sis bonding thing laa. and we would spend hours together learning and laughing. haha, though sometimes yeah. we may get angry with each other.=) haha. so fun. =D. yeahh. i got to learn to pieces. hers easier laa. cos she only like p3? yeah. haha. and then mine is like secondary school standards. so i always bully her by giving her damn difficult pieces. NO LAA. but she is willing to learn thats good. piccolo for zodaic was HORRIGIBLE, VEGETABLE. yeahh. sometimes it was too loud, and that the build up was like pang sai.. and i felt like i was disappointing mrs chua.=(. the starting 4 notes, I cannot even tongue properly. whats worse? there is only 1 piccoloist in the band. which happens to be me. XIANZZ. never mind baa. start working hard. and right, zhi Hao and jun things right, i will find a way to solve it. before i leave, I hope that i can see they all 2 are good frens again. yeah. I hope so. =(. right now, feeling so useless as an SL. cannot even get ppl in his section to bond. UGHH. yeahh.

Swimming

haha. Mr mok taught me a new super cool move to do during the tumble turn. for those who dunno, haha tumble turn is that you know when those swimmer reach the end of the line? then they have to turn back? yeah, its the kickoff where you do a somersault.haha, yeah, he thought me to add something extra, in which where you have to do dolphin kicks when you surface onto the water. yeahh. haha, was trying to do. woa. so many new things to learn. studies, band, swimming. haha, yeahh. and i gotta brush up on my BUTTERFLYYY STROKE. the cheemest of all. I only can ta-han like 1 lap of fastness? like so dumb. haiyoo. hha, hope i can do more. yeahh.

ok well, time is running out lers. I gtg do his slides ler haha. oh ya be4 you go, here is the photo which i promised.

CUTE RIGHT?? haha. ok baa. i gtg lers. bb.

-jErM

@ 7:30 pm