weather: sunny, windy day(its night)
27th february 2008
music: the inn of sixth happiness- malcom arnold
event: dion's bday!
haha. happy birthday youngest sis!

haha. today's dions bday. waa. after band today, like rush out of school, dad fetched. family in car. had dinner at some place, bought cake. went back home and celebrate dion's bday. haha. i guessed she sortta at least her dinner and cake at least. chocolate. haha. yum.
anyway, haha, finally got a decent picture of some 4e1 hsc-ians cum tjcians! haha
haha. thats me, meiyee, kr and chiaw hong. and i think i do that pose everytime i take a picture =.="",was looking through some of my child hood photos the other day and i realised i do that to. like its so not on purpose. its just conditioned reflex. anyway. yeahh. we look really nice in that picture though. I feel. and i finally look so much more blended in. woa. tell you guys, when we went back hsc that time, we all went:"woa, finally, so reliefed to see that shade of striking turqoise blue again." haha. really. in tjc, when you wear hsc uniform, its like, fish outta water. haha. trust me. so damn stick out. like how you stick out when you're out of tune. oh well. haha. yeahh. but so far life in tj is stress and fun all at one go.. haha.
lessons are fun, sian, stress, irritating, all at one go
band is fun. haha. especially with the j1 batch and with flutes haha. especially all the lunches, dinners, catching up and everything. Today, sortta told myself to relax, dont think so much. well, think before you play at least, and once you play, keep your mind clear and listen to the sound. haha. well. today i wont say that im totally relaxed, but at least i relaxed more. haha. and xinyun somehow got the jitter bugs from me. yikes. haha. but other than that, we sound okay today! haha. yahoo! gosh. looks like i gotta work harder to find my sound. i guess, its gonna come, i just so can feel it, that if i relax and work hard. i can do it! haha. looks like, im slowly overcoming that phobia. haha.(xinyun, you know what im talking about yeah).
oh man. and kj is sick today. sighs. gotta take care yeah dude! aiyoo. headaches are the worse things that you can get. you feel your heavy head, pounding, the blood gushing from vein to vein at a even faster speed and every heart beat means a stone plomping on your head. oh gosh. that feeling. rest well dude! haha.
oh well! studying is fun. met up with the new 22/08 today. the new ones are quiet. and i guess i am being a talkative idiot in class today. haha. but am really looking forward to meeting the new ones. met rong sheng, samuel, li ling. etc etc. haha. am really looking forward too that. haha. meanwhile, let us 13 to stay close! haha
oh yeah. and this is the band room...

the secret training ground of tj band. haha. oh well. at least there, i can hear my true sound. and thats cool. make my tone more solid! haha.
oh well! late lers. gtg! nites. oh gosh. i dont think i can blog much no more next week! haha. tutorials and everything to catch up with.
-jErM