31st August

now is 23:35 ...

25 minutes more , Septermber will come.
3 weeks have passed
between amk and nus,
between Lt and library,
between books and msn,
between so many hi and bye,

it passed just between the 8 o'clock and the 6 o'clock .

long time never update my blog,
I wanted to pen down a lot of things. But at end , the thought and feeling just slowly went back to the deepest part of my brain .. cover by laziness and dust of thoughts...

it is okay I told myself, at least the feeling still THERE ..

For the pass few weeks, I felt there is a change of myself, of being not so me. or rather behave more like another me ....
I am surprise that there is always a battle in my mind, however it is getting better .. guess I getting use to it ... so .. one question I often ask myself: "Am I happy?" .
Guess it is really really subjective, subjective as in the clashes of the thought that both I agreed with .. hmm guess my the above sentence structure only deserve a cross from my English tutor ba ...

Lastly, really thank you for visiting here, ( Still visiting here) though the update here is really really really slow, but guess I will put on more post since I started with this one now ....

walking on the fence

are we all "walking on fences"
right is .. right
wrong is .. wrong ..
are you sure ?
what you think is right is right and what you think is wrong is wrong ?
left hand, right hand...
we all trying to find balance ba~

so .. after 3 years

after 3 years ... we met again
text .. no longer seem enough ..
surrounded by different people
did we all change ? YES we all did ..

a globe with a missing piece,
a cup with Gaius Julius Caesar's saying,
embedded within, are my memory of you..

"Is your world still incomplete without me?", you asked..
I quiet ...
"Is my that peice of world still with you?", I asked back..
"......" is your reply

"how is the mickey mouse? " I asked
"Beside my bed." you answered ...

random topic, random memory,
your smile, your smell ..
deep in , my thought, stilll linger at the first day we met, 4 years ago

Web cam

such an amazing stuff ...
though we are not talking to each other now, I still can see your silly smile~
looking at you laughing at your friend ...
guess this moment, I feel your happiness as well ba~