Breathing back to normal.
And thankful for the moment to reflect on all the friendships I have been given.
I wrote at the beginning of this post that friends come in and out of our lives. But I need to write now that there are also the friends who come in and stay in. Forever. They don't leave, even if they are leaving. No matter where we live they are with us. Those are the ones you hold on to, and never let go. Do whatever it takes to be a good friend. Take care of those you love. I have been taken 'care' of just last weekend. I received a text from someone I'll save forever, last Saturday morning I spent running with some of my best friends, a bouquet of flowers showed up, a phone call right after getting up from a prayer, and the most divine loaf of fresh homemade bread was given to me one special Sunday morning. For some reason I have chosen the best family. For some reason they keep me around.
I would not be me - without any of my friends. We need to be flooded with friends from different places and different walks of life. I know friends come in and out of our lives at the very time we need them to. Friends make you who you are almost as much as your family. In some cases, more. I have said that it took 24 years to find my twin, I can't imagine life without her. She has changed me. She knows me and loves me regardless of my many flaws. She is sunshine and strength.
I knew them all before this life. They were sent to me when I needed them. They have changed me and made my life better. As so many other's have as well. I have friends from heaven right across the street, and around the corner. They are happiness! I get to go to dinner with women every month who are amazing mothers and wives. I learn so much from them. I have a friend I could call at any moment and instantly be changed and feel better about life even after not seeing her for months. Who would have thought that a girl I met at Classic Roller Skating in elementary school would have such an impact on my life. She knows things about me no one else does, and I know that no one ever will. I would never imagine going to Sawyer Brown without her! She's carried me more times than I can count.
So this day I want to blog about all the different flavors of friends....
CHILDHOOD FRIENDS: So these friends include those you think of back when you were 5 and start out playing dolls, capture the flag, football, soccer, having sleepovers and giving the old double dog dares. My first friend ever was Billy Fronce. He started the long list over there at Golden Willow Drive. Along with Dixie, Jenn, Kim, Micky, Candice, Jeff, Rainey, Seth, Sunshine and the 'Rocker'. They were all involved in a little doorbell ditching with me a time or two. We fed Dixie worms and potato bug sandwich's and we all met every morning at the bus stop! Some of my best childhood memories are with them.
SCHOOL FRIENDS: In elementary school you meet all different kinds of people. Those who you remember the most bizarre things about. Like the girl who liked to hold hands with everyone, or the girl who would get mad if you barely moved your foot playing hopscotch, or how the one boy folded the cuff of his pants, or how one boy ran with his fingers straight because it supposedly made him faster. In second grade I met Jamie. Our elementary days were never the same and I felt like I met the person I would spend endless days and nights together. We did just that. She was my partner in crime for 10 years! This list could go on and on but she was most important.
TEENAGE FRIENDS: These little friends I think change us the most in our youth. Their families can have just as huge of an influence on us as they can. These are the friends that make me the most nervous and excited about who Alec chooses in the next few years! So far, so good, as far as I can tell. I still had my Jamie but I met Corbie, Lisa, Mindy, Amy, Trina, Brook, Sam, Shalise, and so many more during these years. I went on vacation with them, fought with them, got in trouble with them, cried with them, and still have hundreds of letters with their names at the bottom! They changed my life a little, and some, a lot. You could find us making Orange Julius and singing 'The Judd's' at Deuels house or having perfume fights at Fred Meyer. The boys we hung out with have just as much influence on my life as those girls. It's seems strange that I look back on the moms of those boys and know exactly who I want to be more like now, so that I can have that influence on my own boys. We all went from Mt. Jordan Middle to the torn down Jordan. I am so thankful I went to a smaller High School. I feel like we were closer and we knew everyone! Even now when someone asks if I remember someone from Jordan High, I almost always do. I love the memories I have of my teenage friends, I cherish them, all of them.
SPORTS FRIENDS: I played a couple sports with some pretty fantastic athlete's. Brook, Debbie, Jamie, Melissa, and so many more will always be family. When you are working together so hard towards the same goal it's very hard not to have a lasting influence on each other. I remember making promises to change so that we could win. Or challenging each other in different ways so that we could be successful. Every Monday during soccer season our Senior year we spent at GodFather's Pizza with every member of our team. We tried to out eat each other, which I may have won a time or two...that dessert pizza was heaven! When we won the State Championship those girls became stuck in my heart. They'll never leave. Basketball friends from then and now continue to change me. Just last year I met the most fabulous women, who also play a little ball. Another blessing at just the right moment. I can't imagine having them taken away now that I know each of them.
FOREVER FRIENDS: I moved into my first house in 1997. It was there in Sandy that I met my forever friends. It's amazing that every single month we still go to dinner for our birthday's. We have had countless babies, play dates, park days, Park City days, swimming adventures, and laughs together. Including last Wednesday night, when we talked in the parking lot for over an hour after we walked out. We continue to grow and strengthen each other. There was something about that little hidden area that brought us all together. We have all since moved from that neighborhood, but will never forget how living there brought us together. Tawny, Natalie, Nancy, Danielle, Lisa, Jolee, Tara, and Janet...I love you.
FRIENDS FROM HEAVEN: I remember praying to know whether or not we should move to this house. The decision was from heaven. This is why I call these women my friends from heaven. The first being the lady across the street! How quickly both of us knew that we were suppose to find each other. Around a few corners are the others! Michelle, Heather, Kelly, Amber, and Julia have changed me in ways they will never realize. Well maybe they will, because I will keep telling them! We have secret codes that we can use at anytime, at any moment, and know that we will do anything for each other. We have been through sickness, death, loss of jobs, family sickness, family crazy's, divorce, kid trouble and much more. They are my sisters. As a bonus, I think our husbands adore each other just as much as we do! A diet coke, chocolate or shopping bring us together often! How blessed I am to have them so close. Truly, so blessed. We have come to realize that we can never again live apart. If one moves, we all move.
There are church friends, neighborhood friends,and mom's at school friends. You become friends with the mom's on your kids teams and the dance mom's. We have 'bunko' friends, on line or blogging friends, friends of a friend friends, and the wives of husband's friends. There are so many who have an influence on us, without knowing they do. This, to me, is a beautiful part of being alive. A perfect plan. We never know the timing when one will come in, change us, and just as quick - one will leave, and change us again.
So here's to you, If you have a friend, If you are a friend, If you need a friend. We are all in this together - to unburden each other if there is any way we can. When something inside you says to do something for someone else. Do it. Don't wait to be the light in someone's life. Be the friend everyone wants. Thank you for being in my life no matter if it's a little in my life or a lot in my life. I need you. Like the song says, you have changed me for good.