Today, cancer made me feel this.
I began to wonder today about waiting. Are we all just waiting for the news of someone we love to find out they have cancer. I have often wondered about this because of my family history. I thought it would be me out of the six children in my family. I just found out my little sister thought it would be her. I wonder if all of us thought about it, but didn't say anything. The odds (1 in 3) are against us all.
A couple of weeks ago, the word cancer was thrown out there to my brother, Adam. It started with pain in his elbow about a year ago. We now know that he has Primary Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma of the Bone. He starts his fight next week with chemotherapy, which will go on for about 6 months. After that, radiation.
Cancer Sucks.
I know that so many know exactly what the moment you hear feels like. I know the loss of breath I experienced at that moment has been experienced and endured by so many.
I am thankful for a brother who is the silent but strong type. He is a man of few words, but a man of many strengths. We all sit back and watch his work ethic and his drive to be and have the best. And when he found out the news last week, he simply said, "Well I'm not going down without a fight. So when I know how I can fight, I'll do it." He's our oldest brother because we needed him to be our example.
He has battled things quietly before. He is already an inspiration and has taught us much. This is just another bump in the road for him, something that he will experience to teach all of those around him.
The odds are in his favor, and with his attitude, nothing will stop him.
Today, I just felt so sad for his body. I have heard and seen what his body will go through and what his family will have to go through watching him. Today, I want to take it all away from them. I want to hug his kids and tell them it will be ok. Today, I want my mom and dad not to feel the way they do. Today, I want to take cancer and squish it in my hands and stomp on it and spit on it and bury it deep in the ground and pretend we never heard the word.
Today, especially, I want Adam to know how much I love him.
Here is part of his team of crazy supporters. All dang six of us!!
I began to wonder today about waiting. Are we all just waiting for the news of someone we love to find out they have cancer. I have often wondered about this because of my family history. I thought it would be me out of the six children in my family. I just found out my little sister thought it would be her. I wonder if all of us thought about it, but didn't say anything. The odds (1 in 3) are against us all.
A couple of weeks ago, the word cancer was thrown out there to my brother, Adam. It started with pain in his elbow about a year ago. We now know that he has Primary Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma of the Bone. He starts his fight next week with chemotherapy, which will go on for about 6 months. After that, radiation.
Cancer Sucks.
I know that so many know exactly what the moment you hear feels like. I know the loss of breath I experienced at that moment has been experienced and endured by so many.
I am thankful for a brother who is the silent but strong type. He is a man of few words, but a man of many strengths. We all sit back and watch his work ethic and his drive to be and have the best. And when he found out the news last week, he simply said, "Well I'm not going down without a fight. So when I know how I can fight, I'll do it." He's our oldest brother because we needed him to be our example.
He has battled things quietly before. He is already an inspiration and has taught us much. This is just another bump in the road for him, something that he will experience to teach all of those around him.
The odds are in his favor, and with his attitude, nothing will stop him.
Today, I just felt so sad for his body. I have heard and seen what his body will go through and what his family will have to go through watching him. Today, I want to take it all away from them. I want to hug his kids and tell them it will be ok. Today, I want my mom and dad not to feel the way they do. Today, I want to take cancer and squish it in my hands and stomp on it and spit on it and bury it deep in the ground and pretend we never heard the word.
Today, especially, I want Adam to know how much I love him.
Here is part of his team of crazy supporters. All dang six of us!!