Decemeber is coming.. Recalling what have been happening over this year made me realise and learn important lessons. It have been a year since our beloved grandpa is away..
When searching for career and home- a place with love and sense of belonging perhaps..
I suffer a lot emotionally due to my indecisive nature... worrying too much.. ( i can't make everything perfect and please everyone) Due to my lack of confidence..Fail to see things in a big picture..:( which affects my relationship..
Everything happens for a reason, not really that i don't share problems to everyone, becuase not everyone will understand...it's either one don't understand the person/ situation well enough to judge, giving comments which makes things worst..blame myself for not expressing well enough verbally.Still i am still appreciative for those who show concern and care.
I am thankful for those who help me through giving me valuable advices, understanding and being there for me. My sis, my mum, some friends, and parry-sorry u shouldn't take all the blame, u are really a great man, i want to stickwitu;) and
thanks for giving me a home♥
Currenly still seeking my career in order to fufil my ultimate goal.. i feel that i focus too much on long term and interest and definaltely there's expectation..Hope that i will made it through!
