fuxwitme :)

im random;nd so is all of this.

1. i can NOT live witout my phone

2.i LOVE my bed but sleep hates me.

3.i change my hair VERY often but its always real

4.i wear a size 3 & noone walks betta in them then me.

5.music is my life. dont question it .

6.they say we walk just alike;talk just alike;same damn swagga. JAZMENE INEZ.

7.i sing;dance;rap& write..but only do 2 extremely well.

8. ima princess fuk wat you heard.

9.i can type really fast.

10. mostthetimemyspacebardoesntwork.

11.the 954 owns my heart

12.my bestfriend SWEARS she has visions & i believe her.

13.my camera goes everywhere & i prolly have more then 1,000 pictures.

14. ima diva;the female version of a hustla!

15. im 5foot & you love it.

16.th of march is my 21st birthday !

17. i may be small but i got a big bark.

18.you can knock me all you want but the only one that can break me is ME

19. i have 8 tattoos nd im not done.

20. i'll be a certified dental assistant in JUNE 09.

21. my words are priceless but you gotta pay attention.

22. i love when songs have ppls names in them tht i know. its funner to sing!

23. is my favorite number.

24. i burp really loud;but im working on it.

25. im ME nd i dont know how to be anyone else.

26. style so mean;swagg is vicious;smile od.ass delicious

27. i cry pretty much everyday.

28. i still wear my engagement ring even though we're broke up. [it'spretty]

29. my god son is the cutest baby on EARTH!

30. me & my bestfriend start off conversations with "remember when"

31. i make my bed everyday

32.heels are becoming a must but i'll always be a sneaker fiend

33. a dominican from new york makes me weak! LOL

34. i live for my angel.

35. i lost a close friend my senior yr BRANDON YOUNGBLOOD.[r.i.p]

36. T.I.P is my husband ..

37. im not afraid of LOVE.

38.im the clumsiest [ex] dancer & cheerleader.

39. i've always been one of the guys!

40. i do the stanky leg.

41. fake ppl get the size 3 up there ass.

42. it makes me smile when females request me after seein me on a niggas page.

43. til the day i die i'll tell you "im not a alcoholic i just like alcohol more then the average person.

44. i give really good advice.

45. i have my moments where i just dont understand whats going on.

46. i say FUEGO. like t-pain in "can't believe it"

47. i AM my brothers keeper.

48. i LOVE kids.nd cant wait to have my own.

49. my dream car is a all black range rover nd i will get one.

50.my eyes change colors. dont look to hard;you'll fall in love. LOL

okay im done.. LOL.

your turn !! ")

bang*bang!

21st birthday : 44days !!

" shawty got class & he aint gon play hookie! "

i love my friends:..

SVEDKA TIMEEE..

baby brother..dMan!

LILbro ..buddha!!

BIGbro ..EPREACH!

J*ROB & D*NIQUE!

boy*boy. my old love! LOL

my boo butt!!!

allergic to winter time ...

this was after scrapin the cars; but you see all this snow??
nd this is what happens when it rains ice ALL night; just flat out outrageous!!!

Okay so it's official i dont belong in this state.. you remember when you were a kid and you used to play in the snow & love it.. or if you live in a place it doesn't snow you always wanted to see it... WELL; i was never one of those kids.. I HATED COLD WEATHER & I MOST DEFINITALLY HATED THE SNOW.. not much has changed[ 21yrs] of my life nd im still not feelin dis nonsense... especially since i drive.. the cars out here were covered with snow & like 10 layers of ice underneath that... it took me & my mom a hour nd a half for each of our cars just to get the shit off.. came in nd my hands were/still are so frozen. ITS RIDICULOUS. i ask my mom everyday who the HELL decided we should live here? .. yeahh Ohio is my hometown but i am sooo homesick from my other home Coral Springs Florida.. im not so sure wtf made me move back here. although i have not so many regrets cusz i got my bestfriend back nd was here for the birth of my handsome,beautiful,amazing god son. but got damn it. i hate this weather ! LOL..

okay next topic*. BITCHES. nd i use the term strongly!

i hate females no fuk it.. bitches that think theyre just the absolute SHIT. nd every girl wants they man.. well let me be the first to tell you... if i want your man you'll be for sure to know about it.. get over yourself nd over your nigga. he's not that sweet rollin deep! . so relax.

im over the bullshit nd a ladii like me is ready for a real man; real relationship; with real mutual feelings. me nd my homegirl were talkin bout it nd i might be picky. but until i get what i want it's probably not going to work with anyone LMAO.. so here's requirements.

1. you must have a JOB.. i dont want your money but i dont want no lazy ass nigga bummin off me either.

2. you must have a CAR..i hate driving; so you should be able to come pick me up everynow nd then.

3. a dominican or puerto rican would be nice so i can hear that sexy papi chulo accent; BUT.. a sexy light skin does the job. LOL

4. must be taller then me; which shouldn't be hard cusz im only 5foot ! LOL

5. must be over the baggy pants stage; it's 09 baby pull up ya pants.

ehh; other then that i think im done.. LOL . think im to picky or is there really somebody out there for me??? ahhhhh ...

[ p.s. tomorrow is go hard night with my homies; sooo keep your eye for the pics. ]

FUEGO!

so last night was too much fun.
we looked sexy; we turned mad heads.

almost had to drop a bitch.

but all in all the night was AMAZING.

here's pics..

vv & iF i AiNT GOOD LOOKiNvv

vv YOU KAN BET MY BiTCHES iS vv

vv ME & NiCK vv

vv NATRA.NEZZi.BONNiE vv

vv YES; WE'RE BESTFRiENDS vv

vv i DONT THiNK i WAS POSED TO BE iN DiS vv

vvPRETTY LADiESvv

vvATTiTUDE LiKE FUK iT; THEY HATiN ANYWAYSvv

vvME & DNiQUE!vv

CAN WE TAKE A TRIP....

WHEN NOTHIN COULD DISAPPOINT MEE.

MY TINY HANDS iN THE SAND...

WHEN A POOL DAY WAS A DAiLY BASiS..

MY OBSESSION- PALM TREES !

MY RUGRATS ARE MY WORLD.

i DONT HAVE A GOOD PiC; BUT ALL THAT HAPPENED

TO MEET MY BIFFNASTY ") ART !

& SHE WAS THE ONLY THiNG MiSSiNG !!

smh;HOW i MiSS THE FLORiDA SUN.

BUT i AM TOO GEEKED ABOUT TONIGHT [SATURDAY]. iTS GO HARD TiME WiT

MY GiRLS; KEEP LOOKiN FOR PiCS.. OWWW!!

nd to all my loves in FLA; i should be out there in april

late bday celebration; i THINK so.. 21? wus poppppin

Take A Trip (feat. Mashonda) - Cassidy

i HAD TO DO iT..

okay; so i had to put this one up cusz at the IAMMUSIC concert
tpain was comparin niggas in the industry to niggas in da circus..
his words were " just like you got the tattoo man in the circus; you got LIL WAYNE in the industry...just like you got midgets in the circus; you got BOWWOW in the industry...just like you got the ring leader in the circus; you got TPAIN in the industry.' so i found dis





think bowwow took it offensive? lol

OBAMA MAKES 6YR OLD PROUD

CUTEST THING IVE EVER HEARD

HOTTIE LAMOTTIE !!! ...

... msz JAZEBELLE!

she's new to the blog ish so check her out ..

fashionmoneyandsex.blogspot.com

")

BiRTHDAY BOYY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NiGGA SiNATRA!

OR AS i LiKE TO KALL HiM 'FRANK'

this is my bestfriends mann nd if you ask me he goes pretty hard on the mic...

take a listen nd a look for your self !

LiKE THEM BOYS UP T0P FR0M THE B.K

soldier. - destinys child

so i was on msz.OUTRAGEOUS' page nd she went HELLA THROW BACK nd put 3LW.

which reminded me about this song; this used to be my shxt!!!!!!!! lol

"i know some soliders in here; where they at??"

3:34am ; insomniac !

you talked
i listened
you smiled
my heart glistened
you laughed
i melted
you kissed me
i felt it.
hidden behind beautiful lies
i talked
you listened
i smiled
you missed it
i laughed
you laughed harder
i kissed you
you faked it
i fell
for your beautiful lies

- xO me !

iNSPiRED...

BY THiS GUY RiGHT HERE...
so here's the word :

his name's travis but i like to call him "old man"..lol

he's probably one of the most amazing people you could have the

chance to meet. He's inspired me to do more with the stuff i write and also

givin me the privalge to read his. he's pretty amazing .. see for yourself.

you read it TOP-BOTTOM..then BOTTOM-TOP

Goodnight.

Her eyes shut

she leaves reality for her dreams

this world's pain is enough

it seems

no more pain no more troubles

no more; no more's

she rebuttles

the night's presence looms

it strains

she has no more room

day's troubles consume her

she finally cracks

click.....

ring....

ring.....

ring

He calls

so torn

so young so soon

so dumb

she can't fight him

she loves him

in fact

it was 'them'

so torn

again

so young

again

so soon again

so dumb

heard over; and over

people's talk

she couldnt get around

why me she yells

why me ...lingers

his voice his touch

his emotion

his ..

her devotion

his ...he has none

but at 16 then

who if anyone could blame him remains thin

his 'love'

her trust

them as a coupleled to the above

than

connects the dots

he's not there love amounts she waits for him

his locker

everyday

like

will it be the day

as she enters school

arrives with dismay

no call no text

no him

Wakes from her slumber

The Sun.

Good Morning.

IM PROUD TO BE AFRiCAN AMERiCAN..

... OR AT THiS MOMENT; AMERiCAN AT ALL!!

Barack Obama officially the 44th President Of the United States.

1/20/09 12:06pm.

I voted for change; and it all begins NOW !

the ALL AMERiCAN FAMiLY.

say HELLO !

so today is the day!! Goodbyeee Bush; HELLLLLLLLLLLO OBAMA! todays one of the BIGGEST. no EFF YOU.. today is THE BIGGEST day in history. we voted for change and today is the day its all gonna begin. ill be watching my new president take office today. WTH will u be doin? ")

'YES WE WILL! '

im holding on ...

...to something thats already walked away.

this picture couldn't be more perfect.

so how do we really know the perfect time to 'let go' or to 'give up'..why would anyone wana do that when you worked so hard to get to where you were? Honestly where im at in life right now i know its time for me to maybe not 'let go' or completely 'give up' but to put more effort into moving on. But something about that seems way to hard. When you've loved someone with all your heart; givin up so much to keep them by yourside; lost friends; gained family etc. it's like where do you go now. I can honestly say i forgot what life was like "alone". i have friends yeah and i appreciate them for everything they do for me and for being by myside from the roughest through to the stupidest things of my life. But it's like that comfort of "love" is farr gone. I can't blame him because i made the decision to move back home but then again i can because he lead me to believe that our love would withstand through anything. "WRONG". my love for him still remains just the way it did when we were all each other had. but i guess his mind set about it is a little different. I've always made it obvious he's the only person that understands me but now at this extreme low point; he's nowhere to be found. So you'd think i'd learn to let it go and stop letting his distance from me hurt but i cant. some days are better then others, other days i dont even wana get out of bed. The last time we spoke he said to me ' get out; find someone else' .. to even hear that tore me up but i've tried that whole moving on chillin with other ppl thing but it seems to only make it worse because i know its not him. So everytime i end up back at square one. Maybe i'm buggin; or maybe theres really just a reason im not able to let him go. Do i think he'll come back; right now... NO. Do i hope he does; YES. but i can't be the deciding factor... thats gotta be him and his heart. So back to my original question ' how do we really know when to let go '

I AM MUSIC !!

I AM THE J.R.UHH

sO last night me & my bestfriend went to the IAMMUSIC tour nd it was FREAKKIN amazing. i was blown away. i didn't expect it to be as good as it was. nd my mom got us GREAT seats.. if you dont know the line up was [ GYM CLASS HEROES ]..[ KEYSHIA COLE] .. [ TPAIN].. [ LIL WAYNE ].. [KERI HILSON].. nd all of [ YOUNG MONEY ENT. ]... who freakin knew keyshia cole & tpain could dance?? the last time i saw keyshia she sang; which is always amazing but where was her performance... LAST NIGHT; let me tell you she brought it.. she danced her ass off ! .. nd Tpain gives us a little taste in his videos nd shit but he took it to a whole notha level last night.. nd WAYNE; well damn it.. my nigga was [ i wont say sober] but good enough that he actually put on a show too.. i got all respect back for him ... heres some pics. videos soon as i figure it out lol .. !