=) i hate myself

What shall I do with all the days and hours
That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
Between this time and that sweet time of grace?

I MISS YOU !



Because I'm A Girl (English Version)



Because I'm A Girl (Chinese Version)



Let this be the Starting Point for a great investment experience!

Two major topics will be covered in the programme, namely, "Fundamental Analysis" and "Introduction to Futures".

Covering the topic on "Fundamentals Analysis" will be Mr. Tan Teng Boo, managing director of Capital Dynamics and a renowned fund manager in Malaysia.He has been a “student” of the stock market for over 38 years and is widely recognized as one of the most consistent and experienced investment managers.

Quote By TEE LIN SAY Saturday May 9, 2009
Up Close and Personal with Tan Teng Boo

" HE has been defined as one of the country’s iconoclastic minds in financial markets research and having been compared to the Oracle of Omaha, Warren Buffett, it’s no surprise that Capital Dynamics Asset Management Sdn Bhd Tan Teng Boo has done it again."


Mr. Terence Ho Soon Hee in turn will be covering the topic on "Introduction to Futures". He is the Manager, Sales and Dealing of Kenanga Deutsche Futures Sdn Bhd. He has 17 years of experience in the Malaysian futures industry.

This programme has been organized by the students of Sunway University College undertaking the ACCA qualification examinations with only one goal in mind; to provide a rare opportunity for students to attend a value-adding educational programme which will not only enhance their knowledge, but to also teach them to utilize those knowledge to their best advantage.

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Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow;
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead;
Walk beside me, and just be my friend.

Happy 21st Birthday to HongLiang ; )

MY MILK TOOF
haha.. found this blog from Lip Fei facebook..
it's a very cute blog
full of effort and creative
and the skill of photograph is awesome
(= hope u guys enjoy it =)


i copy this from e-mail
got a kind of cow from South Africa look alike Jay Chou
i don't know the pic whether edit from other people before ?!
but ENJOY =)







Noctis is the next in line for the throne of the last kingdom to have a crystal. The Prince protects this crystal himself, as seen in the trailers. He seems practically emotionless, but very aggressive in battle.

His fighting style is very unique - - and odd to say the least - - and should make for interesting game play. He has a lot of different weapons that he summons from thin air. He doesn't even have to hold them to use them. Noctis has well over a dozen weapons at his disposal, such as swords, guns, axes and spears.

*please click HD on the video clip for high quality*
Enjoy =)

双子孤傲是因为他们自信,
双子善变是因为世界在改变,
双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得,
双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害,
双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱,
双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。

>> > >> > 笑>> > >> >>> >
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的,
无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子,
因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人,
却只把悲伤留给自己,
你没有看到过双子 的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭,
当你看到双子的眼泪的时候,
那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了,
因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠,
他会每时每刻 的在乎你的一切,
他们很敏感的,
会跟着你的快乐而快乐,
跟着你的忧愁而忧愁,
跟着你的改变而改变,
但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。

>> > >> > 爱>> > >> >>> >
一提到双子的爱,
一般人肯定都会说:
双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗?
双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力,
而双子的真心只有一个,
当他找到的时候,
他就会付出自己的一切 让对方得到幸福,
他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起,
他要的是只要对方快乐一切都变得不要重要了。

很多事都有两方面的看法
我想我已经了解

你的离开
第一 是我最不愿意的发生的事
第二 也该是我新生活的开始

你的爱
没有人能过够真正了解
我也不例外
你爱上别人我也不能控制
但我会以两方面的看法
第一 你怕我放不下你,所你篇了个故事来逼我接收你离开的事实,也不再给我一点希望,要我忘了你而开始我新的生活
第二 就是你真的爱上别人了,我们的感情已经淡化了,但我了希望你能找到你的幸福快乐

虽然我们在一起的时间很开心,我也希望我们的感情能结束在快乐之中.
我想我的心已经死了一半,我也会提醒我自己不在想你了.

无论以后发生什么事都要好好照顾好自己的身体
保重了
再见了我爱的人


i found this from Ching's blogspot
the past few months i don't really agree with it
but i think i have to face the truth now
i have to admit
i can't do anythings to change your decision
i should not stopping you to explore your happiness and futures
if you found your true love in future, i hope i can accept it and wish u happy

this past few months i did alot things to change your mind
i know you are leaving Malaysia and continue your new lifestyle in US
at first, i hope we can continue our relationship after u leave
but.. my actions could't change your mind
my actions only will increase the impact between you and me
u do avoid me, reject me, and say something harsh
my heart are totally broke

i knew alot trouble around you, so i choose to stop outing with you
reduce sms-ing with you and try not to increase your trouble
just hope don't making you hating me and avoiding me..
but things din't change
you're still the same
always have a question in my mind
i was thinking. . . . .
(is it you still loving me? maybe you don't want both of us regret in the future, so u choose to leave me first and do somethings make me hate you and forgot you !?)
but i think i won't know the truth forever

what i have to agree is you really changed alot
you become more mature, intelligent, and controlling your emotion
you don't need a caring boyfriend around you anymore
last time you always say : ilovemyboyfriend because i care you all the time and i will appear when you need me!!
maybe now this is not my job anymore,
i wanted to do it, but alot of your friends can do better than me

1 week after you will leave Malaysia
i don't know how long you will back to Malaysia
or maybe i won't have a chance to meet with you anymore
but i believe
如果有缘
也许多年后的我们还是深爱着对方

what a boring day
stare on my monitor screen for half an hour
a lot things go through my mind
our memories
our happiness
our love
all the things make me smile & make me cry
all gone
maybe this is just part of my life
i know we have to move on
but what you think are not i want
i still have to accept
my feeling are confused
i can't stop thinking of you
every night can't fall in sleep
i choose hang out with my friend every night
get myself tired and fall in sleep
my life goes bad
i was finding something to motivate me
i don't even know what is it
maybe the thing is you
i just need a friend to talk with me in my lonely night
and i think the person is you



我不會怪你 對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀

人們愚蠢魯莽 而你纖細善良
怎能讓你 為了我被碰傷


小小的手掌 厚厚的溫暖
你總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想 透過你的眼光
我才看見 它原來在前方


*沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望


小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也會象你一樣飛翔
最想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保護 笑容儘管燦爛
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望


要不是你出現 我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為 生命只有黑夜
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使 唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望

很多事情不必做出来让人看
只须要把它默默地收在心里

不管是开心或是不开心
想多了只会让你伤心
开心的事, 当你失去了你只会越伤心
伤心的事, 想多了你越想越不开心

凡事向好的方面去想
好运就会随你而降

我想我已找到另一个方式去爱你
只要你快乐,我也会快乐
我 爱 你


Finding ways to relieve stress are great ways to relieve anxiety. By relieving anxiety, one is able to head off anxiety attack symptoms and cure anxiety itself. Stress is the number one cause of anxiety attacks and by handling stress, one learns how to deal with panic attacks and find other anxiety solutions. Stress relieving techniques are often employed by people to cure panic attacks themselves and head off future attacks. Knowing and understanding the ten best ways to relieve stress makes these techniques accessible to all.

1. Get organized. When one’s life is not organized, the clutter can cause stress even for those without any type of anxiety or stress disorder. If one’s life is organized, the stress of trying to locate things is reduced and the mind feels more in control of situations. Organization can be achieved through time and practice, and does not have to be done in one day. Even organizing one’s desk at work can assist in making one feel more in control of situations and eliminate the stress associated with a lack of control and not knowing where things are.

2. Get plenty of rest. One of the most common reasons for stressful behaviors and feelings is a lack of sleep. If one is not getting the proper amount of sleep, the body does not have time to recover from the day and therefore can feel tired and sore. This tired and sore feeling can cause physical and mental stress throughout the day, making anxiety more prevalent.

3. Get the right foods. Eating healthy can reduce one’s chances of a brain chemical disorder and imbalance. Try to eat foods with little or no trans fat, since it blocks many of the chemical reactions in the body that are quite necessary for normal living. Try eating fruits and vegetables, as they are known for their ability to cause a feeling of enjoyment when eaten. Chocolate, in small amounts, especially dark chocolate is known to release pleasure chemicals in the brain and reducing stress. Reducing or eliminating caffeine and other stimulants is a great way to help the body deal with stress as well.

4. Get fit. Aerobic and cardio exercises are well documented ways to reduce stress. These exercises can include taking a leisurely walk, to taking a fast paced cardio class. These activities allow for the brain to think on something different, such as the movements, and allows for the subconscious to deal with the everyday stresses.

5. Get a pet. Even if owning a pet is not possible, visiting a pet can greatly reduce one’s level of stress. Petting a dog or cat is well known for its relaxing affects, for both the pet and the person. Taking a few minutes to visit a pet can greatly assist one in managing stress.

6. Look at the positives. Stress can be caused by viewing life as a chore, and not realizing the joys one has all around. Instead of looking at the amount of work that needs to be done, think of what work has been completed and how best to complete the work that needs to be done. Think about the things that bring joy into one’s life when one feels stressed or over-whelmed.

7. Take a break. If one has been working for a while, taking a break can greatly reduce the amount of stress one feels. Even if working on a deadline, getting up and away from the desk for a few minutes can increase one’s efficiency by reducing stress. Working hard is good, working efficient is better, and eliminating stress is best.

8. Light a candle. The light of the candle is symbolic of hope, and can cause a jump in positive chemical reactions when viewed. Keeping a candle nearby also gives something to look at when reflecting on life’s joys, and keeping stress at bay.

9. Relax. Many people are so focused on work and other responsibilities that they forget to relax. Relaxation techniques such a meditation and massage therapy have long been known to reduce stress levels. People often forget that relaxing is a part of a healthy lifestyle and by skipping this aspect, people often cause more stress and feel the effects of stress more profoundly.

10. Talk to someone. The idea that “no man is an island” is very true. If one does not talk about the stressful situations in his or her life, that stress builds and can cause devastating health effects. Talk to someone, one’s spouse, best friend, even one’s dog. Though it seems like such a small thing, reaching out and talking to someone is one of the best ways to eliminate stress, and anyone can do it. There are professionals who can help manage stress through talking, called psychotherapist. These doctors are able to assist with help for anxiety and depression, which are often the effects of harboring such stress.

Dealing with stress is one of the natural remedies for anxiety. With these simple techniques for reducing stress levels, one should have no problem in managing daily stress and reducing anxiety levels. If these methods do not help in relieving anxiety, one should talk to one’s doctor about a physical reason for anxiety.

Copy from Psychology Articles

ouch !! so sam tong.. my "laopo" getting people bang @ front tire.. it's my bad day having bad luck.. at first wanted go yamcha with my friends then continue my study.. too bad.. an accident happened.. i was going straight suddenly a Perodua Kenari come out from the side road.. the feller driving around 20-40 km/h and bang my right side front tire.. and the feller is a newbie, just take license 4 months.. T.T
luckily both of us din't injured, actually i was quite enjoy sitting inside my car while bang.. the feeling very hard to say.. a bit "stun" a bit "shock" and a bit "cannot help but"... haha.. this is the first time serious accident after i getting my car license.. and i hope is the last !!
i used my bad luck, i wish my good luck is coming..

wanted to thanks my dad, eng, kean, keat, xuan, and my heavo's.. without them, i can't settle this case personally.. because i'm without experience.. 1 more person i need to thanks.. is my temporarily driver.. haha.. >> SJ.. paiseh.. maybe need your help when i'm without car..

THANK YOU GUYS

this few day are so busying on my business.. not really free update my post..
thx all ppl helping me promoting my biz blog.. - www.heavoline.blogspot.com -

although we are "broke".. but i still can feel your love ^.^ i feel better, u still rely on me.. but i can feel you really change alot.. become more independence, more mature, more tough..
It's a good thing that u are changed.. maybe this can reduce your stress in your future life..
but before you make any decision must be think carefully and take care yourself.. i don't wanna ppl hurting you, and losing any things.. I will be your angel.. blessing you, caring you, and loving you..

thanks to you still loving me so much..
I LOVE YOU


我不知道流星能飞多久
值不值得追求

我不知道樱花能开多久
值不值得等候


如果落叶能寄去我所有的思念
我情愿将整个秋林装进我心中

如果归雁能传递我所有的思念
我会用毕生去感谢这美的季节

孤独时仰望蓝天
你是最近的那朵白云

寂寞时凝视夜空
你是最亮的那颗星星


"Although we've come to the end of the road,
still I can't let you go,
it's unnatural,
you belong to me,

I belong to you."



27/3/2009 is keat birthday.. we always remember this date.. cause the password and car number plate from keat showing that.. hahah.. i woke @ morning 6a.m. when for class until 12p.m.... after that we going to Genting Theme Park with keat.. he was happy the Genting gave him free entrance ticket bcoz he is the birthday boy.. Because of raining.. we force to leave the theme park earlier.. so we when first world shopping.. afterward we go to the mushroom farm for our dinner.. the night is still young.. we planning go decanter @ hartamas for drinks.. so we called all fren.. around 16 ppls are joining.. that was fun.. long time din gather so much frens.. appreciate !!



There is nothing either good or bad,
but thinking makes it so.

- William Shakespeare -

We say, "I LOVE YOU"
just about every day.
Every time you hear me say
those three little words.
I want you to remember that
they're coming from the
bottom of my heart.
I want you to remember that
true love is forever
and there is no love truer
than the love I feel for you.
I want you to remember that
you're the most wonderful
thing that has ever
happened to me.
My Happy Ending,
My Dream Come True,
My Friend and My Love
all wrapped up in one

I LOVE YOU.


- Rachyl Taylor -

>.<>

2day going to KL some supplier with Benon.. buying some stock for sell.. currently we only have 1 supplier.. if any know your friend are doing this kind of business.. can introduce to me?? we need more supplier for more high quality product.. thx !!


alot things happened last week.. finally the thing i can't control and stop are happened.. i tried my best to redeem, but.. that's only one's own wishful thinking..

still remember last time how we know each other, how we treat each other, how we care each other and how we love each other?? that's is my part of life !!

i never have this kind of relationship before.. now u said u want to abandon.. i really not reconcile to..

i try to hide my emotion.. try to pretend i'm happy and open minded.. everytime my friend ask me about this.. i can't answer them directly.. it's suffering..

we both are selfish.. always hope can fulfill ownself wishes.. your reason is not strong enough.. why don't let me hold your hand until the day you leaving?? that's only call "try our best"
actually having long distance relationship also not that hard only.. u already choose ur road.. i din oppose also.. but.. why u have to give up me and fulfill ur wishes?? i felt so unfair..

now the only things i can do is make u happy and i will try to endure the agony.. i scare 1 day u will antipathy.. try not to keep away from me.. i know u won't so cruelheart..

try take sometime to understand my thinking.. i will respect ur decision.. i always love you.. you are the best things in my life !!




JeeHenG


This trip is Pyng suggestion, and i'm the organiser..
People Joined : Seng Jee Heng (driver), Tan Song Jie (driver), Yap Ka Eng (driver), Chang Choon Shein (sub driver), Ng Hong Liang (photographer), Tan Peck Kean, Teh Weil Xuan, Benon Poon,Puon Swee Pyng, Beh Yun Ru,Chang Choon Meng, Lee Wei Hoong, Mei Teng (vhoong's gf), and Penguin (Jun Hui)..

It's a sunny day, morning 9 o'clock we gather at Sunway College Medan, there is a nice place for those not driving car to PD, so them can park the car inside Sunway College.. all people having good time management... but Benon sleep late d.. we have 2 wait him..
We start moving to PD at 10a.m. using Plus Highway.. after around 90km of speeding.. we reach PD.. then we search the nice beach for us to play frisbee and football..

Picture time.. for more pics pls visit Ng Hong Liang's facebook..
the purpose for us going to PD is getting more darker and healthy skin.. bcoz its look more man.. hahah..
after finish our activity.. it's already 3o'clock.. we having a late lunch.. Shein suggest going to Melaka eat Asam Laksa and ABC..
So, we moving to Melaka after bathing..
after we leave PD, the sky is starting a Heavy Rain.. we drive slowly to next location.. 1 hour passed.. We reach Melaka Jonker Street.. this street i came 2 times in 1 month.. >.<

Our lunch Durian ABC.. look very tasty.. the famous food in Melaka.. And the Nyonya's Asam Laksa.. this 1 oso very nice..
We go hang gai at the Jonker Street after lunch.. Jonker Street selling alot things are cheaper than Selangor.. alot of souvenier..
After hang gai and eat.. already late.. we start moving back 2 selangor.. bcoz of Heavy Rain, we spend around 1 hour plus only reach selangor..
I enjoy the trip..
Dear.. next time i bring u go again.. ok"?? hehe.. muaksz~