I'll miss this place, coz i have too many memories penned down here.. but i've very happie with my new home too.. :)
see you there!
i said at 9:11 PM.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
I was never a rich kid, and will prob never be very rich. Deep in my heart, I always wanted expensive stuff, materialistic me.. I wondered when I will be able to afford expensive branded stuff, and no longer have to envy others who have so many of them.
But after listening to what pastor barry and uncle khin said yesterday, i ate my humble pie.
I may not have expensive LV bags to carry, or expensive sunglasses to wear, or eat at restaurants frequently, or go shopping and buy things without thinking very carefully.. I have monetary constraints, but I'm considered a very lucky girl compared to others..
I have a roof over my head.. My parents may not get along, but I still have them with me.. I may only have $10 allowance a day, but I never had to go hungry.. I was fed, I just didn't have "stuff".. On hindsight, i realised all my "stuff" were not bought by me! They were all gifts, from my mum, sister, friends and boyfriend. I may not have many, but I have some. They may not be very very expensive, but are stuff that I can't afford on my own.
I am rich with relationships. I have my parents. I have a loving and supportive sister.. I have 3 best girl friends who always have my back. I have church friends who run with me in my race.. I have a boyfriend who's my best friend, and i noe he will be forever..
Most importantly, I have God. I am not blinded from the truth, and He changed my life ever since I accepted Him.
"Stuff" may be how people define themselves, but it will not be how I define myself.. I don't want to yearn for expensive stuff anymore, and i pray that the Lord will continue to teach me how to be contented..
I have my own style, and not have to copy others..
I am me, and I noe all of you love me for who I am. :)
i said at 10:49 PM.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
THIS is what you get when you study too much! muahaha so funny i'm gonna put it as my profile pic on fB!
i said at 7:40 PM.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I wonder why I'm here slogging like shit for exams.. this should be the prime of my life, isn't it? but i feel like the sorriest little thing on earth.. and it's not like i get to rest after my exams.. i gotta pia my lab.. yes lab..
i'm getting sick of school..
depressed.
i said at 9:35 PM.
Monday, November 03, 2008
toady's 3rd nov 2008, which marks the one year anniversary of my grandmother's home-going.. it's a bittersweet day for me.. as i'm glad that she's home with the Father where there is no more pain and suffering, i'm also reminded of what it means to lose a loved one.. we always tell each other to treasure our loved ones, but how often do we conveniently forget about that and just think of ourselves? i'm guilty of it.. sometimes..
so, in an attempt to set things right today, i've decided to cook for my 2 loved ones (out of many) who can tolerate my no-QC cooking.. and i'm baking! i hope the brownie would turn out awesome and my sis would LOVE IT! i've never once succeeded in brownie land, but my sis never fails to finish everything up.. haha..
i think i'm becoming izzie stevens from grey's.. i didn't cry today.. i just baked.. :)
i said at 3:46 PM.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
i had homecell retreat over the weekend! heez i had fun, and got to know others better.. we went for the forest adventure course at bedok reservoir, and that was tough man! haha i was first of the pack, dun ask me why i went first! super big mistake! haha.. so i had to depend on myself most of the time.. but i managed to come out of it alive! HEH I LOVE CHALLENGES!!!!
I got new specs! plastic frame.. had mixed reviews for it.. the bf thinks it's nice, zeh thinks it's nice but made me age 10 years, and my labmates think they make me look geeky.. haha.. well, i wore my previous pair of specs for 5 years already, so i wanted to change a look.. :) it was quite cheap, my early xmas present from the bf! ahha.. coz i'm super broke..
this pic is super cute! uncle vincent playing the cello to tontoro!!
i guess everyone had left over energy from the adventure course! hahah.. look at all their jumps! this is a good shot! i went to change, so i wasn't part of it.. what a waste... anw, check out rachel's expression (first girl on the right in the foreground).. classic face!
Favourite pic of the day! Serene is the QUEEN!
Finally, a group pic! :)
Got hooked to jay chou's new song, 说好的幸福呢.. He has many nice songs, but i only have a few favs.. those that make me wanna cry.. top on the list is 黑色幽默, 2nd 蒲公英的约定, and i finally have a #3: 说好的幸福呢.. jay loves jay.. :)
i said at 8:57 PM.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
this is what you call 成功的男人背后的女人 Michelle Obama is fantastic.. I HOPE HE WINS! :)